Xan and Xander

Nervous

Uneasy

Anxious

Scared

Impatient

All these are the words that perfectly describe, the storm of emotions swirling inside my heart.

A feeling that till now was foreign to Alexander Russo. Never in my existence, until now, have I thought I will be all these things.

I have never even, felt like this when I confessed to Iris that I love her.

Fuck! Confessing to her was easier than this.

And why won't it would be, after this very moment, this very person will decide my fate, not Iris?

Because this moment will decide if my dreams will come true or if they will only be dreams.

So yeah, here I am, with my fingers crossed, hoping for the day to go well.

." Mr. Russo. Don't worry you will be fine." Says Blair smiling, stepping aside to let me in.

"Yeah, I am hoping for the same," I reply looking around, after entering.

"Xan is in his room. Getting ready." She informs. I nodded taking a seat on the couch. Blair sitting in front of me, fidgeting with her finger.

I don't know why, but