Reminiscing

Iris's POV

The pain in my feet is nothing, compared to the pain I am feeling in my chest.

Sitting on a wooden bench, I saw the side of the road and kept staring ahead.

My mind is blank. I dont know what I am supposed to do now. I so want to run away somewhere where there is no pain. No worries, nothing just me and my baby.

"Xan.," I whispered remembering my baby's cute smiling face.

I remember when he was born he was chubby, with cheeks so red that, he looked like a tomato.

There was not a single person left in the hospital, who didn't gush looking at my baby.

Blair called him Pandu a nickname she got him as he looked like a cute panda.

And what I can never forget was when the nurse brought him wrapped in a fluffy soft towel and placed him on my lap. For minutes I kept staring at his small face, eyes closed, he was looking like an angel. Raising a single finger, I softly caressed his feather-soft cheeks. He scrunched his nose. , then blinking slightly he opened his eyes and gave