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TRANCE: FORBIDDEN LOVE WITH MY BROTHER-IN-LAW Connection
Alexander's POV ------+++++----With my heart racing, I ran behind Iris quickly. One minute she was in my arms and the other she wiggled out of my arms. And now she is in the middle of the road, giggling like a kid. And waving at people passing. She is not aware of how scared I am cars are passing by her and people are shouting. I went behind her and in no time caught her again between my arms. The grin on her face turned into a pout and at that very moment, I wanted nothing more than to stop the traffic and allow Iris to do whatever silly thing she wanted to. The smile on her face is worth everything. I would do whatever it takes to make her happy. Picking Iris in my arms, I placed her in the passenger seat, as she whined and I gave her one chiding look and she once again gave that cute pout of hers. Somewhere during the ride, Iris slept, and I was looking at her like a creep. Parking my car in the garage, I ran my thumb on the cheeks of sleeping Iris, and right th
Last Updated : 2022-11-24TRANCE: FORBIDDEN LOVE WITH MY BROTHER-IN-LAW Closures
ClosuresWhen I was in high school, I remember girls whining about, how they didn't get any closure for their broken relationships. They would mop. And I would think, what difference does a closure makes since your heart is breaking either way?For me, closure is nothing but a reason to break up, which somewhere or the other everyone knows is breaking.And when Nathan decided, I was not worth his love, I realized what they meant by the closure. The closure was not just a reason.It's the last chance for the heart to show, what that person means to you, it's the most vulnerable situation where you put your heart on your sleeves, knowing well it will break. Still, you walk the path of closure, which leads to the death of your heart. It's the last chance for you to fight for your love.But, I was weak, because I wanted no closure. After Nathan abandoned me, I left silently. And with the help of Iris started a new life, with my baby Kyle, who was a constant reminder of Nathan.To people
Last Updated : 2022-11-25TRANCE: FORBIDDEN LOVE WITH MY BROTHER-IN-LAW Weekends
Iris's POVZipping my multicolored playsuit and Putting my hair in a messy bun, I looked at myself in the mirror and pouted. I am getting fat.Do you know what, I will never appreciate Science unless it finds a way to remain fit, even after eating all the delicious weight-gaining food.I know you all must be thinking, why all of a sudden I am fussing about my weight?Well, when model looking woman parades around your husband, who by the way doesn't remember that he is married, and tries seducing him, your fussing is not sudden, it is only a matter of time before you realize that you are getting fat, especially when the dress you bought a week ago, doesn't fit you.I am sure all women can understand my sudden fuss, and if you don't, then you are naturally blessed with a fit body. Saddened by my obesity, I groaned, and falling on my bed, I started punching it. Feeling like screaming into the pillow. Dont act like a kid Iris. "Mommy?" Turning, I saw my adorable son, looking at me c
Last Updated : 2022-11-26TRANCE: FORBIDDEN LOVE WITH MY BROTHER-IN-LAW Not again
Iris's POVFace flushed with embarrassment, I looked at my adorably angry-looking son, with scrunched eyebrows and pouty lips he was sending daggers at his own father. He is looking at Xander as if he is some sort of monster."Xan" for fleeting seconds, he glanced towards me but again fixes his eyes on his father with a glare. If not for the seriousness of the situation, I would have definitely loved his reaction.Like father like son. But caught in the act by my son made me nervous. What were you thinking Iris, how can you be so careless? The problem is I stop thinking when it's about Xander. Patting my hands on my clothes, I too step towards my son, my baby following all my moments, his father mirroring him. Moving past Xander, I stood in front of my son, "Xa...xan...he was not eating me." Well, we kind of were eating each other, but I can't explain that to my son. Awkwardly laughing I glanced at my son to see him looking at me confused. And didn't falter from his defending stan
Last Updated : 2022-11-27TRANCE: FORBIDDEN LOVE WITH MY BROTHER-IN-LAW Endings and Beginnings
Alexander's POVTo date, I thought what I feel for Iris is just mear attraction, a deep kind of attraction, an attraction that made me crave her touch, her emotions, her smile, her tears, everything about her.But no.I was so fucking wrong it's not attraction. Hell naming it attraction will mean, I am demeaning my feelings.Because Iris Brooke is so much more to me. This thing I feel for her is so deep that, even I fall short of words to explain it.I agree, initially, when I met Iris, it was not her beauty that enchanted me, no it was this feeling as if I know her, her presence bought a kind of peace, that I never felt since I lost my memories. Not only that, whenever she is around I get these flashes, which I am sure are memories that I have forgotten. I don't know why this happens, but I get these flashes only when I am with her, but it is what it is.But all this was then, but now none of that matters because, over time, Iris has become a lot to me.I love her.Yes, I Alexa
Last Updated : 2023-01-02TRANCE: FORBIDDEN LOVE WITH MY BROTHER-IN-LAW I love you
Iris's POVLost.I am lost.I am angry. Frustrated.Today I realized when the pain becomes too much, then it doesn't sadden you but makes you feel an array of emotions, and finally, you feel numb.And right now that's how I am feeling, standing on the porch of Anthony's house, and mopping on myself is one way I am trying to tackle this numbness and get rid of all these emotions. But I know, nothing is going to help me, nothing will help me.Because this stupid heart of mine imprints Xander in all my emotions. Making me hate my feelings and emotions.Why Why I allowed those browns to engulf me in their soul-piercing gaze?Why I allowed those two arms to trap me in their warmth?Why I allowed myself to get addicted to those beautiful lips?Why I allowed myself to get always bewitched by those dimpled smiles?Why?Why?Nowadays I feel like, my existence itself is a question... Why?He left. Left like I am no one.I am stupid. Of course, Xander who broke my heart right now, I mean noth
Last Updated : 2023-01-03TRANCE: FORBIDDEN LOVE WITH MY BROTHER-IN-LAW Dejavu of moments
Iris's POVBack then, when Xander was Alexander Russo, my sister's fiance and I started falling for him, I knew there was no future for him and me, I kept no hope for any of us.I just lived the moment, those small gestures that fluttered my heart, like a new flower blooming.I cherished those moments and emotions, like, how he would gaze at me longingly when he thought no one is looking at him. The haze his mere presence used to put me in. It was all that I used to live for. How he would clench his jaw and fist his palms, due to anger, when any male would try coming near to me.We were not together then, but still, his eyes claimed me.I was claimed by hisEyesConcernAngerJealousyPossessive nessWarmthCareLove And lastlyDevotion.We declared our love, not when the three magical words were uttered but, it was when he took my drunk self to his condo and hugged me under the shining moon, on his balcony.That moment I can never forget. It was divine as if our scattered letters
Last Updated : 2023-01-04TRANCE: FORBIDDEN LOVE WITH MY BROTHER-IN-LAW Evil eyes on
It's not like I don't know, that I am fucked up. Because I am.I won't be offended if you call me Psycho. Hell, I know I am crazy. I am damaged beyond repair.But do I hate myself?No. This is me and will always be like this. I get what I want.And this time also, I will get what I want.Iris Brooke.My princess.Mine.I have waited long, but now it's time she becomes mine.And I bet this time I won't miss the aim. Smirking, I look around the airport waiting for the woman, who helped me escape the hell hole called prison and bring me here, close to my princess.Though I could have reached her sooner, fucking Jacob Sterling is hell-bent on searching for me. Because of him, I had to keep myself away, from my princess.But now no more waiting.Tapping my feet, I was waiting for the woman of the hour to arrive, and here she comes, wearing a classy off-shoulder red dress.After picking me up from the airport, she left me at a motel. Telling me she is doing work to bring me closer to my
Last Updated : 2023-01-06
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TRANCE: FORBIDDEN LOVE WITH MY BROTHER-IN-LAW Happy Ending
Iris's POV ------------------ 2 years later. Closing my eyes with headphones, playing Ed Shereen as an escape from my thoughts.Though it's not helping much but still a good distraction. Good duration from the aviation I am feeling because of this long flight. And also because I am an hour late. I should have been in New York. Dr. Iris Russo calms down, you will soon be with them. Dr. It feels so good to call me with the word. It's like my whole life and rebelling have all summed up into the small world. I am an official child psychiatrist now. And believe me, I don't think there was any job than this I would have enjoyed, I feel so great talking to those kids who have no idea of the mental problem they are facing. It feels good that they come to me to talk about their problems. And after becoming one I realized, only big ones are not the ones with problems, these small heads carry a lot of stress and burden and love every second of the job especially when they
TRANCE: FORBIDDEN LOVE WITH MY BROTHER-IN-LAW Baby girl
I am going to end his doctorate career. I think angrily as I am kicked out of my wife's hospital room. They told me I am stressing her out, how can I stress her out, and if anything I am the one keeping her calm. They just don't understand but they will soon. And like I said I heard my wife scream and before I can count up there, the door to her room is again opened, and there stood he with his head now down and jaws ticked. " Sir, Mrs. Russo is not letting us touch her. Please." She grits the last word put and if I want this worried for my wife I would have smirked at her. That's my woman. I praise my angel as I walk past her inside but before I go I turned and my eyes widen, the hallway is filled with my fitness and family. Now I am the one feeling a little embarrassed as the doctor looks at my family and then at me and narrows her eyes at me. Instead of backing down I shrug and enter to see eyes looking at me angrily."How dare you live me alone!!!" she screamed so l
TRANCE: FORBIDDEN LOVE WITH MY BROTHER-IN-LAW Doing what
I was someone who always had complaints in my life. You can tell as much as I liked fighting for dreams, I was also someone who would complain if things didn't go my way. It's not my fault though. All my life since I started understanding things, I have been told that I am not enough and that I need to be better, and that I should be perfect. I hated being told so but was so little to argue about it, hence did as people around me told me and today I regret listening to other people. I wish I could go back in time and tell my younger self that she is perfect, she needs not to work so hard, she needs not to be so hard on herself, that the world is a vicious place and the only way you can survive in this world is by being you. You are the strongest perfection that one can ever achieve. Because in this world where people walk around you with so many faces, you will shine when you have your own and one only. But all of that doesn't matter because now I am also one of thos
TRANCE: FORBIDDEN LOVE WITH MY BROTHER-IN-LAW Wedding night
Let's just the little feast we had downstairs was not enough for my husband. And there are many reasons for it. But I will cut it down to, two most important. 1. He is as hard as steel. 2. It's our wedding night. So let's just say, my husband, picked me up in his signature way, wrapped my legs around his torso, and up to stairs he kept kissing and nibbling on my nipples. And a hormonal would-be mama is not gonna complain. Because let's be honest, I love every bit of it. The attention he is giving to my body is something I didn't know I wanted but now I know I have been craving it. My heart flutters, as my husband delicately places my body on the bed. Standing to his full height, he got rid of all his cloth as fast as he can. Usually, I like the slow torturous strip tease, but today I am so needy that I just want him to fuck me and use me like the slut he called me a while ago. And I don't have to plead because I and my husband are on the same page on this. "
TRANCE: FORBIDDEN LOVE WITH MY BROTHER-IN-LAW Hungry for what?
" Are we done?" " No" I reply immediately looking at my new husband with a glare as I chew the pasta in my mouth, that he so deliciously made. Throughout the night, the guests kept us I'm busy, and I was so busy being the perfect wife that I completely missed my dinner. And where I can go for a day without eating, the baby growing inside me needs to eat. It's not like there was no food at the reception. There was plenty of it. And so many cuisines, some of the cuisines were my favorite. I should have drooled over them and should have pounced on the memo et I saw them. But that very moment my hormones decided to kick in, and even the sight of my favorite food was making me feel as if I want to throw up. And hence though I wanted to couldn't eat anything, except the lava cake. Which by the way is not enough to fulfill the apatite of a pregnant moment. The pregnant woman inside me wanted to throw a tantrum right there, the woman wanted to throw her legs and whine for
TRANCE: FORBIDDEN LOVE WITH MY BROTHER-IN-LAW Husband and Wife
Alexander's POV I never thought hearing two words would fill me with so much bliss. But I am feeling it. It's as if someone has given me happiness in the whole world. For the first time unlike me, I want to jump and scream to the whole world that I am the happiest man alive in the world. I have the woman, who I loved like I never knew I was capable of loving. Today I have made Iris Brooke mine in all ways. She is my wife. " I do." the beautiful words that left her lips are echoing in my head like beautiful music. And I want to hear them on a loop. The words of the pasture are fading and I am hearing nothing my eyes are fixed only on my beautiful wife, who has the most enchanting biggest smile plastered on her face. But all of a sudden her smile turns into a frown, and she looks from the paster to me, as of waiting for something, I don't understand her sudden reaction and look at everyone, and their eyes fixed on me with the same confusion. " Dude you are freaking ou
TRANCE: FORBIDDEN LOVE WITH MY BROTHER-IN-LAW Walking down the aisle
Iris's PoV Dad and I were still talking when we heard a knock at the door, we both simultaneously turned towards it to see mom at the door, she is looking beautiful as ever in her lavender dress. As she is also my bridesmaid. Dad and she exchanged an understanding nid and smiled at each other. I missed this smile a lot. It's not the same as they use to give each other every morning but it is something. This tells me, that they did talk and things are working out. "Don't run the horses in your head baby. " mom gives me a knowing. Of course, she always knows what I am thinking. "We are trying," she whispered coming to stand in front of me and besides me. From the moment she entered the room dad has his eyes fixed on her, not for once did he tell his eyes off her. And why won't he, mom is looking beautiful, let me tell you unlike me mom is a health freak, she enjoys her junk food but never forget to exercise, and she loves doing yoga. It's her regular, because of
TRANCE: FORBIDDEN LOVE WITH MY BROTHER-IN-LAW Old dreams
Dear Angel I was someone who never believed in love let alone love at first sight. And then you came and changed everything. You became everything to me. Your thoughts confirmed everything that I had, my heart mind, and soul. You don't even know when you had me already wrapped around your fingers. You were in my bed, sleeping with a divine smile on your face, I am sure you were dreaming something good, your hair was sprawled on my pillow and you had your hands resting on my stomach. You had me captured, and you didn't even know, and when the Trance cracked, the first words that left my lips were, " Angel" That day when I first met you was a special bit there is another day that surpasses it and it always will. It is the day when you were drunk, sat on my lap, and named me Mr. Handsome. That was the first time you showed me a piece of your self and that day it was set that you are mine only mine. As much as I am you're. Always will be. I will take what I can give
TRANCE: FORBIDDEN LOVE WITH MY BROTHER-IN-LAW My emotions
I shook the scene out of my mind. I don't want to walk down the aisle wet. Not until our reception is over. After the first time, I wanted a small wedding, with friends and family only. And there was no debate on it because Xander and I were on the same page and so were put families. Hence there were not many people, only those who mattered. If you start noting down lessons of life, you will realize one of them is, that your circle of friends needs not to be big, it can be small, but all that matters is people who form the circle, should be loyal and real to you. That's all friendship defines and I am glad about everything bad happening, I have made a pact with the best people in my life. Jacob was a surprise, but he is like most protective yet the most understanding brother that I could have wished wish for. From worst to best, he was by my side or behind, always having my back. No matter what situation I am in, one thing I knew was, he is just a call away
