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XANDER’S CONFLICT

Author: PeryEnwy
last update Last Updated: 2025-02-26 23:36:40

Theme: Love vs. Duty

Aria's POV

With his back to me and his eyes fixed on the horizon, I notice Xander standing at the edge of the opening. With his stiff shoulders, I can feel the storm building around him. Since that chat, when he warned me of the risks around us, he hasn't been himself. However, there is also another factor. Something more important.

For days now, I've been noticing how he looks at me and how his voice goes soft when he talks to me, a barrier between us that he is unwilling to cross.

I approach him and pause a few steps behind him. "Xander?"

But he doesn't glance back.

His voice, in a low growl, as he talks, almost to himself, as he is deep in focus. "I can't afford to show any weakness. Not now. Not Never."

You could feel the tightness in his voice as his hands clenched at his sides. "But I also can't let her go."

My heart skips a beat as I freeze. Does he mean me?

He turns around and concentrates his stare on mine before I can answer. His feelings are fi
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