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Doubts Resurfaces

Author: PeryEnwy
last update Last Updated: 2025-03-12 03:44:46

Theme: Insecurity and Jealousy

Aria's POV

The duel is over. Even though the pack is dispersing, I can still hear their whispers and their eyes. Despite winning the fight, I didn't feel like I had won. Even though my entire body suffers, the suffering inside of me is worse.

I check with the other pack members to see how they are responding. Do they find it impressive? Or do they think Selene was accurate and are judging me? Because I lack the strength to support Xander?

Xander walks next to me, massaging my arm. I flinch from his warm, soothing touch. I'm helpless to stop it. My mind is a complete mess and is going out of hand.

"You did well," Xander says gently, pride beaming in his eyes. "You've proven your strength. Why do you still have self-doubt?”

Unable to look at him, I shake my head. "Because I still feel like an outsider no matter what I do," I confess, my voice hardly audible above a whisper.

Xander scowls and steps in front of me to make me look into his eyes. "Y
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