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Cassandra MHere's another one.💛 There will be no updates tomorrow as I want to take Sunday off. I will return Monday afternoon or night. Thank you for reading, lovelies. I hope you're having a wonderful weekend.💛
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NADINE. My stomach churned. I knew Maddox was out of the territory, but without Xander here, I was agitated. Even if I didn’t want to, I was slowly relying on Xander. I knew I could do things on my own, but a part of me believed that if the time came and I could not do it anymore, my mate would come to save me. So, not having him around was giving me a bad feeling. I wanted the assurance that he was just somewhere, watching me. My body jerked when I heard the main gate rattle. Someone was trying to get in. ‘Please, please, don’t be Maximus.’ I mumbled under my breath, slipping my hand under the pile of clothes until I managed to grab the dagger.The door to my cell had been left open. No one was stationed in the corridor like before, so they thought locking the door was unnecessary. Maybe they really thought I could throw this dagger and kill them. Or Maddox just had a more wicked plan. My heart thundered as I slowly rose from the floor, holding the dagger behind my back as I car
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XANDER.I had a terrible feeling that something was off, but Maddox didn’t say anything during the whole ride home. No matter how much I insisted on knowing, inquiring through our mindlinks, I didn’t get any response. So the six hours of travel was plain torture. I held my breath the moment we stopped at the border. I expected someone to say something, but there was none. Everything was calm. “Did you allow anyone in the territory?” Maddox asked when the car stopped.“I didn’t, Alpha,” Tyrone answered.“Anything I need to know.” The warrior shook his head. “Everything was calm for the last twenty-four hours.”Maddox didn’t ask for more and simply requested that the windows be rolled up and Carter continue driving into the territory.I eased back on my seat, closed my eyes as if I were resting, and connected my head to Matthew. ‘Where are you?’ I asked him. Since we didn’t have any Gamma yet, I was the one doing the security duty, including managing the border patrols. I knew Matth
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TRIGGER WARNING: Physical Abuse but not graphic. Proceed with caution. The one marked with *** is the beginning and the other set of *** for the end. MINDY.We were still with Nadine when Ron’s voice dug in my head. ‘The Alpha’s car just entered the border.’Oh, Goddess.‘Leave the cell now. I’ll go down and lock the main gate, so just go and take the corridor to the back exit. I had frozen the camera already, so leave now.’ There was urgency in his voice.‘Okay.’ I replied before my hand reached for Arlo’s wrist, sending sparks all over my body. I was worried, but in a way, having his warmth calmed me. “We need to leave. The Alpha is back.”“Is Xander with him?” Nadine asked as Arlo’s arm snaked on my back and pulled me toward him, guiding me toward the cell door. “I don’t know. I don’t have time to ask. But I can tell Ron you were looking for Xander. I have to shut off my mindlink soon.” I was still talking as we left her cell and saw her nodding her head before I couldn’t see her
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XANDER. I could hear a commotion inside the Alpha’s office. I didn’t even try to turn the knob to see if the door was unlocked. My adrenaline and the anger simmering in my body made me kick the door.I broke it. I had no idea if the door was not as solidly built as it should be or if my strength had doubled.Either way, I was glad I was able to destroy it.My eyes looked for Mindy right away. She was holding a big piece of broken glass, and there was blood in her hand. It cut her, but it seemed she didn’t mind. Her eyes were dilating. Something I had never witnessed before. And Maddox was bleeding.Mindy’s expression of relief upon seeing me just confirmed my fear. “I told you not to touch her!” I growled and launched at him, grabbing him by the collar of his shirt before my coiled fist rammed into his face. We landed on the floor. He tried to deflect everything the jabs I threw at him, and I felt something kick me on the side, but I wasn’t stopping. All the hatred I felt for him j
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BETA ARLO.My forehead and clenched fists rested against the wall I had repeatedly struck earlier. The pain in my chest had stopped a long time ago, but the ache in my heart kept growing. If I had a choice, I would have gone off and tried to find Mindy, but I didn’t.I promised her I wouldn’t get out of here no matter what happened. She said she would do everything to get back to me. And the fact that I didn’t even know where the packhouse was made me stay back. I wanted Mindy to trust me that I would always keep my word. But I knew if the pain continued, I would be out of here already.“Please, let her be okay.” I kept mumbling over and over again. “Please…”I had no idea how long I stayed in this position until I smelled her, and the door began rattling. In a few steps, I was already by the entrance, swinging the door open, and my eyes caught sight of Beta Xander right away.A growl was about to escape my throat, but the moment he raised his hands up made me realize he was on my s
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BETA ARLO.“What if I don’t want to go there anymore?” Mindy’s words cut deep, but I didn’t let it show. “You have a choice, Mindy. I’m not going to take that away from you, but I’ll wait for you there. I choose to wait for you.” I forced a smile and slipped my hands inside my back pockets because I’d been itching to hold her. She nodded her head and gave me a weak smile before she walked past me, making my shoulders slump. I didn’t want her to leave without at least a hug or holding her hand.“I’m ready to go, Xander.” She said, and I slowly turned around to watch her walk up to him. Xander took the bag from her hand. “I already asked Matthew to drive you. Just tell him what you want to do. I already instructed him to keep it between us. As much as I want to be the one to drive you out, I can’t leave Nadine alone here. I also need Ron to help me.”“I understand. But will you see me off the border? To make sure crossing to the neutral ground won’t kill me?” “I will,” Xander replie
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Trigger Warning: The whole chapter is a heavy one, with discussions of sexual assault. Please skip this chapter (and wait for the next chapter) if this will trigger you. NADINE. The sound of the main gate being opened made me stand up from the ground. My hand held the dagger tightly as I faced the entrance of my cell. I could smell Xander, but he was not alone. I smelled Maddox, too, and many others. I swallowed and let my eyes dilate. I should not let them see the fear in me. Maybe this was it. I would be taken out of the cell and paraded to the crowd. I could finally challenge Maddox. And may the Goddess help me that if I weren’t to succeed, Jace was already here. “I know you’re holding a dagger, my sweet Nadine.” Maddox’s evil voice echoed around the walls of this prison. “In your dreams...” I muttered under my breath.“Drop it, or Xander will lay dead on your feet.”“The hell I care!” I exclaimed, only to be taken aback when Xander’s body came into view. It made me step back
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XANDER. “Xander… No.” Nadine begged.“It’s either me or them, Nadine.” I was doing my best not to break down. I could attempt to stop them, and Maddox could fire the gun at me, and then what would happen to Nadine next? He would still order someone to rape her. Or, he would shoot at her.“I know. Better you…” She spoke without opening her mouth.“No… No…” She cried loudly this time. “That’s it, little mouse. Cry. Let them see you beg him.” Maddox was clearly enjoying this. Nadine kept shaking her head, but the moment I took her hands and pinned them up against the wall, our eyes locked for a split second. Her eyes told me everything I needed to keep going. She trusted me. I could hear Maddox and the others laughing while I was doing my best to get her permission. It took too much of me not to ravage her. The sex pill was taking effect on my whole body, but Orion was doing his best not to add to the lust I felt. He kept telling me to stay focused and not hurt Nadine.“I love you
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TEN YEARS AFTER THE BIRTH OF XAVIER.XANDER.“Are you ready, Alpha?” Xavier asked, and once I nodded my head, he turned to his side and nodded at his seven-year-old brother, Nexus. Without any more words, they hurried off into the forest for my wolf, Orion, to track them. I always give them a fifteen-minute head start before I start looking for them.Fifteen minutes—enough time for myself to soak in all the things my eyes could see and think of all that happened in my life over the last ten years.Three years after we gave birth to Xavier, Nadine fell pregnant again. This time, she extended an offer to me for the Alpha position. Like she said, I’d been doing the Alpha work whenever she couldn’t attend to it due to the nature of her pregnancy. She was going through a difficult time with Nexus. There were days she couldn’t get up from our bed and would vomit from time to time. Although our son was healthy, Nadine would always end up drained of energy. I, of course, could continue doing
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NADINE.Dad and Mom arrived just a couple of hours after I gave birth. Nadia called them right away when my waterbag broke, so they were already traveling while I was in labor. Xavier’s birth came early, yet we and the whole pack had always been ready for him.With the approval of the midwives who assisted me, we began our journey home at midnight. I couldn’t wait to introduce our son to his pack and welcome Jillian as our Gamma Female. We arrived by dawn, and I expected the packhouse to be quiet as everyone should be asleep, but the sight that welcomed us was indeed overwhelming to a mother’s heart.The house was bright with lights, and the packhouse ground was decorated with lanterns and banners—both for our son and our Gamma Female—as if they had days to prepare for this and not just hours. The whole area was alive, and even without hearing anything from the outside, I was sure there was music playing as there were people dancing.But the moment Kenzo’s door opened, the whole pl
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NADINE.I had just finished fixing my hair and was ready to drive to the Midnight Pack for Jillian’s debut. I came out of our room and went downstairs to find Xander. He was ready many minutes ago, and I asked him to leave me alone in our room so I could continue preparing because he kept distracting me with hugs and kisses. I found him at the bar, drinking alone. I wasn’t sure if he noticed my presence as he remained standing by the large window, gazing outside while sipping his drink.He must be thinking about Carlotta and her pup, as this had been the only thing keeping him quiet lately. Xander was determined to find Maddox’s child and give it a good life. But Carlotta had been dodging us for almost a year.But today, we got more information. We finally had a name and gender. Maddox and Carlotta had a daughter, Maxine Charlotte Trevino. Carlotta named her after her father. But we were still clueless about where they were staying. All we knew was that the child had a fever, and C
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GAMMA KENZO.I unclasped her bra and tossed it aside before pulling away from kissing her, letting my eyes savor the perfect breasts that were made for me. Jillian had a petite frame, but her breasts were bigger than her size, and burying my head in between them was a fantasy I wanted to fulfill. She bit her bottom lip before her hands cupped the sides of her breasts and gently kneaded them; all the while, her eyes were swirling with lust. “Do you like them?”My eyes were surely twinkling as I nodded my head, like a boy on Christmas Day. “I fucking love them!”I didn’t need an invite as I bent over and captured one of her breasts, and a grunt filled my throat as I savored her bosom, one after the other, letting my tongue and hand play with them and her nipples while my sultry mate was fumbling with my shirt and my pants, helping in taking them off my body. After I had my fill, my lips pressed against her firm stomach. I trailed my mouth down to her inner thigh where my hand was, par
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FUTURE GAMMA FEMALE JILLIAN.“Have you played hide-and-seek?” I asked him in a soft voice after he sent a message to Beta Xander. First, he asked them if Alpha Nadine had given birth and told them to call him anytime. He also informed him that “he got the girl and that he was blessed tenfold tonight.” Even though it was just a text message, I could see the pride in him as he puffed his chest while he was typing those words. Kenzo, even without him knowing, really knew how to melt my heart.“Hmmm... what are you planning to do?” He asked, his forehead creasing. We were already in the hotel lobby where I was staying. The party was already over, but my family was still there to make sure all the guests were sent off nicely and out of the border, but they let us leave ahead. I stood in front of Kenzo, walking backward as he walked forward at my pace. I placed my hand on his chest, a playful grin etched on my face. “Catch me if you can, lover boy.”I pushed him playfully before running
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FUTURE GAMMA FEMALE JILLIAN.I watched in awe as my father, Alpha Lucas, took the center stage together with my mother, Luna Katarina. Unlike other parents, Dad and Mom were actually happy that I found out who my mate was as soon as I turned eighteen. Dad was glad he turned out to be the same man I was in love with. He didn’t want me to have any doubts about the man I would be in a relationship with, knowing that my mate was just out there somewhere. Although he was sad I had to leave them sooner, he knew I would be in good hands.“We would like to thank everyone for gracing us with your presence for our daughter’s coming-of-age celebration.” My father began, and the crowd gave him a round of applause. I couldn’t help but smile and playfully roll my eyes upon seeing my mother looking at him as if he held the whole universe in his hands. But then I realized it must be the same way I looked at Kenzo whenever he wasn’t looking at me, and I got to study his features. Dad looked at Mom
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GAMMA KENZO.I had never driven so fast as I did tonight. Good thing that I only needed to drive along the forest road, so there were no cameras and traffic police lurking around. If I had my way, I would have run on my paws so I’d be faster, but I needed to look presentable, and I couldn’t just rip my clothes off. I was stopped at their border, and it seemed the one in there had no idea who I was. He denied me entry because I didn’t have the invitation with me. In my rush to get help for the Alpha, I might have dropped it somewhere in the packhouse. Only when I instructed him to reach out to Alpha Ledger and we conversed over the phone did I receive permission to enter.The drive to the hotel where her party was ongoing was plain torture. I was happy that I was here, but the thought of missing her dance and her not being my fated mate kept seeping into my mind. “Judgment time.” I reminded myself of this as I picked up the bouquet of red roses from the backseat of my car and made m
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LADY JILLIAN.“Mine!!” The growl was so loud it vibrated through my whole body. I shoved Wes’ hand off me and abruptly turned my body around to face the direction of the voice.And my heart stopped as I stared at the man at the far end of the corridor. My eyes locked with Alonso, Alpha Aeon’s son, the next Alpha of the Blood Moon Pack. My mouth parted as a shriek passed my lips, something I was not able to control. “No!”Until I realized something.I was older than Alonso. Even with him having a wolf, it was impossible that I scented him. He was not eighteen yet. —----------------------GAMMA KENZO.I ran my comb through my hair one more time, perfecting my hairstyle before pointing at myself through my reflection in the mirror. To say that I was excited was an understatement. I was beyond ecstatic.Tonight, whatever fate had in store for me and Jillian, we would finally take our relationship to the next level. I could officially claim her as my girlfriend, and we would take it fro
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A YEAR AFTER MADDOX’S DEATH. LADY JILLIAN of the Midnight Pack. I couldn’t erase the smile off my face as I looked at my reflection in the mirror. My hair was tied up tightly in a bun, and I was dressed in a swan-like ballerina dress. The only jewelry I had was one pair of crescent moon earrings that I had never taken off. Finally eighteen. My family was throwing a grand ball for me, and I would start the night with a ballet dance that I’d been practicing for many months. The dance was about a female coming of age and spreading her wings. I was excited, not only because I would be turning eighteen and would finally be able to do many things, but because I could officially say YES to Kenzo as my boyfriend. We could make it official. Kenzo and I started dating after he was re-inducted as the Gamma of the Dark Forest Pack. He asked me if he could court me, and I said he could, or he could come back once I turned eighteen, as I was not allowed to have a boyfriend until then. Not that
