Damien Kennedy suppressed a shiver that had nothing to do with the afternoon thunderstorm raging all around him. For a moment, he remained as if rooted to the spot, staring at the elaborate scrolls carved into the heavy oak door before him. A door he’d promised himself he’d never pass through again… At least, not while his grandfather was alive.
‘I should have come back here only for you, Mother… Only to see you…’
But he’d sworn never to let himself be locked inside the walls of Kennedy Mansion again. Damien had thought he had all the time he would need to make his absence up to his mother. But fate slapped him hard…
In his youthful ignorance, he hadn’t realized everything he’d be giving up to uphold his vow. Now he was back to honor another vow, a promise to see that his mother was taken care of.
The thought had his stomach roiling. He looked around and saw that the cab had already left, so he knew there was no turning back now. On a day plagued by steamy, ferocious southern thunderstorms, Damien certainly wouldn’t be walking the ten miles back to where he was staying, no matter how much he dreaded this visit.
Shaking off the feeling of nausea, Damien reached for the old-fashioned iron knocker shaped like a lion’s head. His uneasiness almost vanished as he reminded himself that he wouldn’t be here for long. Only as long as necessary.
Knocking again, he listened intently for footsteps on the other side of the door. It wasn’t really home if you had to wait for someone to answer. He’d walked away with the surety that only comes with untried youth.
Now he returned a different man, a success on his own terms. He just wouldn’t have the satisfaction of rubbing his grandfather’s nose in it. Because Theodore Kennedy was dead. The knob rattled, then the door swung inward with a deep creak.
A tall man, his posture still strong despite the gray hair disappearing from his head, blinked several times as if not sure his aging eyes were trustworthy. Though he’d left his childhood home on his eighteenth birthday, Damien recognized Briar, the family butler.
“Oh, Master Damien, welcome! We’ve been expecting you,” the older man said.
“Thank you, Briar,” Damien returned with polite sincerity, stepping closer to look into the butler’s faded blue eyes.
Lightning cracked nearby and thunder almost immediately boomed with wall-rattling force, the storm a reflection of the upheaval deep in Damien’s core. Still studying his face, the older man opened the door wide enough for Damien and his luggage.
“Good to see you,” Briar said, shutting out the pouring rain behind them. “It’s been a long time, Master Damien.”
Damien searched the other man’s voice for condemnation but found none.
“Please, leave your luggage here. I’ll take it up once June has your room ready,” Briar instructed.
So, the same housekeeper, the one who’d baked cookies for him and his brothers while they were grieving the loss of their father, was still here, too. They said nothing ever changed in small towns. They were right.
He swept a quick glance around the open foyer, finding it the same as when he’d left, too. The only difference was an absent portrait that captured a long-ago moment in time. It was the one with his parents, himself at about fifteen, and his younger twin brothers about a year before his father’s death.
Setting down his duffel and laptop case and shaking off the last drops of rain, Damien followed Briar’s silent steps through the shadowy breezeway at the center of the house.
The gallery, his mother had always called this space that opened around the central staircase. It granted visitors an unobstructed view of the elaborate rails and landings of the two upper floors.
Before air-conditioning, the space had allowed a breeze through the house on hot, humid South Carolina afternoons. Today the sounds of his steps echoed off the walls as if the place were empty, abandoned.
But his mother was still present somewhere in the old mansion. In her old rooms, probably. Damien didn’t want to think of her, of how helpless her condition rendered her. And him.
It had been so long since he’d last heard her voice on the phone, right before her stroke, two years ago. After the car accident made travel difficult for her, Damien’s mother had called him once a week, always when Theodore left the house.
The last time he’d seen Kennedy Mansion’s phone number on his caller ID, it had been his brother calling to tell him their mother had suffered a stroke, brought on by complications from her paralysis. Then silence ever since.
To Damien’s surprise, Briar went directly to the stairway, oak banister gleaming even in the dim light as if it had just been polished. Most formal meetings in the house were held in his grandfather’s study, where Damien had assumed he’d be meeting with the lawyer. He’d just as soon get down to business.
“Did the lawyer give up on my arrival?” Damien asked, curious about why he was being shown to his room first.
“I was told to bring you upstairs, Master Damien,” Briar replied, not even glancing back.
Did he view the prodigal son with suspicion, an unknown entity who would change life as Briar had lived it for over forty years? You bet! He had every intention of using his grandfather’s money to move his mother closer to her sons and provide her with the best care for her condition, much better than he could give her personally.
He’d sell off everything, then hightail it back to his business in New York City. He had nothing more than a hard-won career waiting for him there, but at least it was something he’d built on his own. He wanted nothing to do with Kennedy Mansion or the memories hidden within its bleak walls.
Having followed blindly, he abruptly noticed Briar’s direction. Uneasiness stirred low in Damien’s gut again. His and his brothers’ old rooms took up the third floor.
To his knowledge, dated though it was, only two sets of rooms occupied the second floor: his mother’s and his grandfather’s suites. Neither of which was he ready to visit. His mother’s, after he’d had time to prepare himself. His grandfather’s… when hell freezes over.
The lawyer, Stanton, had said Theodore died last night. Damien had been focused on packing and getting here since then. He’d address what the future held after talking with Stanton.
Damien directed his question to Briar’s back as they neared the double doors to his grandfather’s suite, his tone emerging huskier than he would have liked.
“Briar, what’s going on?”
But the other man didn’t reply. He just took the last few steps to the doors, then twisted the knob and stepped back.
“Mr. Stanton is inside, Master Damien.”
The words were so familiar, yet somehow not. Damien drew a deep breath, his jaw tightening at the repeated use of Briar’s childhood designation for him. But it beat being called Master Kennedy.
They shouldn’t even have the hated last name, but his mother had given in to old Theodore’s demands. The Kennedy name had to survive, even if his grandfather could only throw girls. So, he’d insisted his only daughter give the name to her own sons, shutting out any legacy his father might have wanted.
Damien shook his head, then pushed through the doorway with a brief nod. He stepped into the room, warm despite the spring chill of the storm raging outside. His eyes strayed to the huge four-poster bed draped in heavy purple velvet.
That same moment, his whole body recoiled. Watching him from the bed was his grandfather. His dead grandfather. The rest of the room disappeared, along with the storm pounding against the windows.
He could only stare at the man he’d been told had ‘passed on’. Yet there he was, sitting up in bed, sizing up the adult Damien with eyes piercing despite his age. His body was thinner, frailer than Damien remembered, but no one would mistake his grandfather for dead. The forceful spirit within the body was too potent to miss.
Damien instinctively focused on his adversary. He knew the best defense was a strong offense. That strategy had kept him alive when he was young and broke. It did the same now that he was older and wealthier than he’d ever imagined he’d be when he’d walked away from Kennedy Mansion.
“Well, well… I knew you were a tough old bird, Theodore, but I didn’t think even you could rise from the dead,” Damien said.
To his surprise, his grandfather cracked a weak smile.
“You always were a chip off the old block.”
Damien suppressed his resentment at the cliché and added a new piece of knowledge to his arsenal. Theodore might not be dead, but his voice wavered, scratchy as if forced from a closed throat.
Coupled with the milky paleness of his grandfather’s once-bronze skin, Damien could only imagine something serious must have occurred. Why wasn’t he in the hospital? Not that Damien would have rushed home to provide comfort, even if he’d known his grandfather was sick. When he’d vowed that he wouldn’t set foot in Kennedy Mansion until his grandfather was dead, he’d meant it. Something the old man knew only too well.
Anger blurred Damien’s surroundings for a moment. He stilled his body, then his brain, with slow, even breaths. His tunnel vision suddenly expanded to take in the woman who approached the bed with a glass of water.
Theodore frowned at her, obviously irritated at the interruption.
“You need this,” she said, her voice soft, yet insistent.
Something about that sound threatened to temper Damien’s reaction. Wavy hair, the color of golden honey, settled in a luxuriant wave to the middle of her back. The thick waves framed classic, elegant features and movie star creamy skin that added beauty to the sickroom like a rose in a graveyard. Bright blue-colored scrubs outlined a slender body with curves in all the right places… Not that he should be noticing at the moment.
Just as he tried to pull his gaze away, one perfectly arched brow lifted. She stared Theodore down, her hand opening to reveal two white capsules. That’s when it hit him.
“Invader?”
He didn’t realize he’d said it out loud until she stiffened. Theodore glanced between the two of them.
“I see you remember Regina...”
Oh, he remembered her… Only too well. And from her ramrod-straight back, Damien gathered she remembered his little nickname for her. That stubborn I will get my way look brought it all back. Regina Duquesne used to look at him that very same way when they were teenagers after he’d brushed her off like an annoying mosquito, dismissed her without a care for her feelings. Just a pesky little kid always hanging around, begging his family for attention. Until that last time. The time he’d taunted her for trying to horn in on a family that didn’t want her. Her tears had imprinted on his conscience, permanently.“Damien,” she acknowledged him with a cool nod. Then she turned her attention back to Theo
Regina listened to the men spar with one another as if from a distance. Shock cocooned her inside her own bubble of fear. As he spoke, Damien’s gaze tracked the lawyer’s movements, but Regina remained focused on Damien. The impenetrable mask of rebellion and pride that shielded any softer emotions. The breadth of his shoulders. The ripple of muscles in his chest and forearms, reminding her of his strength, his dominance. Could a man that strong prevail over someone with Theodore’s history of cunning maneuvers, both business and personal?“Well, old man… Why don’t you just lay it out for me,” Damien said, his voice curt, commanding the immense space of the master suite. A shiver worked its way down Regina’s spine.“The condensed version, pl
“Oh, that’s so sweet of you, young lady, but maybe you should wait, since I have one last thing to add...” When spoken by Theodore Kennedy, those were not the words Regina wanted to hear. Yes, she said Damien she’d marry him, but now she wasn’t so sure about it… Not when Theodore was preparing to throw another bomb. Regina eyed the door to the suite with longing. Only a few more feet and she’d be free... From the old man and his grandson… For now...“Just wanted to let you know that a platonic relationship between you two isn’t acceptable. My goal is a legacy. I can’t get that with separate bedrooms or no sex between you.” Panic bubbled up beneath the surface of her skin until Damien replied with a droll.“O
There were flutters of panic in Regina’s chest as she remembered that last face-to-face meeting with a seventeen-year-old Damien. She’d mooned over him from afar every time she came to visit Kennedy Mansion. Sometimes the hope of seeing him had drawn her just as much as Iris’s company, but that day had taught her well how little he felt for her. Whenever she’d come near Damien, he’d demonstrated the same unpleasant endurance as her parents, who also looked at her as a pest that they wished would disappear. He’d called her ‘Invader’ many times over the years she’d hung around, aching for a bit of Iris’s attention. Yes, that was definitely how he’d seen her time here at Kennedy Mansion. After that final rejection, Regina had stayed as
Damien’s uncharacteristic urge to curse like a sailor was starting to irritate him. As he snatched one of the cookies Junee had left cooling on the kitchen counter, he contemplated the grim facts. His lawyer hadn’t found a way around the legal knots Theodore had tied. There wasn’t evidence to have him declared mentally unstable. He was, but then he’d always been a crazy son of a bitch. If being or acting like a son of a bitch could be considered a mental condition. And any legal proceedings to steal guardianship of his mother would take too long. Damien wasn’t willing to take a chance on his mother’s health and well-being. He owed her too much. She had suffered too much. So, his bad mood was justified, but when Damien found himself stomp
Arguments? He had a few, but none that were effective. Excuses? A whole hay wagon full, but none he dared utter in the face of the threat to his mother’s well-being. Other women? Damien could think of many a delectable armful over the last ten years, but none interested in anything as dull as marriage. He’d stayed far away from the home-and-hearth type.“No,” Damien conceded, then stepped aside to let her pass. “I don’t think I could pay my assistant enough to move to the middle of nowhere and put up with me 24/7.”“It’s hardly the middle of nowhere,” Regina said with a light tone as she scooted past, brushing the far wall in an attempt not to touch him again. Which was just as well.“We might not have the culture of New York City,” she continued, “but there’s stil
Regina enjoyed reading to Iris. Sometimes she would indulge in short verses from a book of poetry, magazine articles, or a cozy mystery. Today the words from a story set in a small town like theirs eased over them both until muffled bumps and bangs erupted from the adjoining room. She cocked her head, hearing more thumping sounds. A quick glance reassured her Iris was okay, so she set the book down and hurried through the dressing room. The noise grew as she approached the door that led from Iris’s dressing room to Regina’s bedroom. ‘What was going on?’ Opening the door, she found herself facing a... wall? A mattress wall? Going back through Iris’s suite to the other exit into the hallway only gave her time to get good and angry.
Almost a week after making his pledge to his mother, the marriage license arrived and Damien was royally screwed. Oh, he would go through with it, that was for sure. In his gut, he knew this was the last thing he could do for his mother, one thing she could be proud of him for. She’d made her home here, been highly involved in the community, and she’d want him to care for it, too. He couldn’t promise her he’d stay. But he could get her safely settled and make sure the town remained secure. Still, his confrontation with Regina on the stairs taunted him. And the fire with which she’d argued with him in her bedroom, soon to be their bedroom, tempted him to enjoy everything she might have to offer. Which made it imperati
She was on her knees on the floor, in front of her open closet… Crying over her clothes… She missed Damien. He was always busy, but until today, always within reach. She missed arguing and the comfortableness of working together. But, above all, Regina missed the intensity of his passion and the feel of her soul mingling with his. The days were torture. The nights were devastating. They went to sleep, each on their respective sides of the bed. Some nights, lying there feeling useless and empty, Regina thought she’d give anything to have him curled against her back like he had that night in the hospital. Sure enough, by morning they would be tangled together, and her heart broke all over again. Something had to give soon because having him close but not having him for real was killi
Drawn to the woman he loved like a puppet on a string, Damien approached her hospital bed with caution. Sitting in the chair beside her wouldn’t do it. He needed to be near, to touch Regina and assure himself that she was okay. The doctor said they only wanted to monitor her oxygen, but the need remained. Her body was so still. Was she sunk deep in the healing sleep she so desperately needed? Or was she pretending to sleep so she didn’t have to deal with him at all? Taking a chance, Damien settled on the space beside her in the bed. There was just enough room for him to sit, his thigh resting along the curve of her back as she faced the opposite wall. Testing his welcome, he lay his hand on top of her hip. Sure enough, her body jerked
The men looked at each other, then around the back lawn. Damien’s whole body tightened.“I guess she didn’t come out,” Joshua said. “Maybe she must still be in the house… with mom.” Briar was already shaking his head as Damien spoke.“Have you ever known her to not be involved in something with this household?” He turned to sprint toward the cabin, adrenaline surging through his veins.“I thought the cabin was locked,” Joshua yelled from beside him as they ran. It seemed like forever before they reached the clearing now dusky with smoke. A quick glance back showed the other men were headed their way, loaded down with hoses and buckets. 
Regina’s bare feet ghosted over the back lawn, damp from the evening’s dew. She couldn’t stand being cooped up in the house anymore. Damien had been gone five days. The amount of time Stanton had informed Joshua he was prearranged to be away. After tonight, they would be in violation of the will. Damien hadn’t contacted her personally, so she had no idea if he planned to be home by morning... or not. Or if he’d ever come back… She wished she had the option of escape, even if only for a few hours. Instead, she’d waited until June headed out for Wednesday night church. The sympathetic looks were more than she could handle.“I must have been out of my mind… To let things go so far…” she said while walking slowly.&nb
Damien ran his fingers through the hair and sighed, then twisted her way. His expression was extremely preoccupied.“Hey, gorgeous,” he said slowly, those whispered words reaching through her confusion. “Sorry to wake you.”“No problem, Damien. I was already awake…” ‘He is about to leave… to leave the mansion… to leave all of them again… leave her…’ she thought. Feeling a cold shiver going up and down her spine, Regina pulled the comforter tight around her, wishing she wasn’t naked. The protection of her clothes would be a big comfort right now.“What’s going on? It’s something wrong in New York?”“There’s been a water leak at the warehouse. The alarms ale
“Are you coming inside?” Damien asked. Regina had been strangely silent on the way home. She got that way sometimes, and he’d learned to give her space to think. In fact, he’d taken a few unnecessary turns on the drive. The late summer night enclosed them in patchy fog, and a cool breeze blew through the open windows. It had been so long since he’d been at ease with anyone, especially in that kind of silence, that he hadn’t wanted it to end. Yet here they were, looking at each other through the open window of the truck. Lucas, Joshua, and June had long ago returned to the house, which was silent and barely lit. Damien wanted to scoop Regina into his arms and carry her to their bedroom, but something held
Life often moved in directions Regina never expected. She had spent a lifetime going to movies and restaurants alone, hanging out in coffee shops and bookstores on her days off. But as she looked around the dinner table a month later, she finally understood that she was no longer alone. That’s what family was for. And she had claimed the people around her as hers, for as long as they would let her.“I have an idea,” she said, gaining the attention of the table. Everyone was in their usual places, one end full now that Joshua had rejoined them and Lucas had been able to clear a brief few days for his appearance at the fair. Briar and June peeked through the door from the kitchen.“I think we should go to the fair. Together.”“The fair?” June said
“We’re a little too early for a harvest festival, which is what we put together for the high school last year. How can we fine-tune this summer fair, ladies?” Regina asked. Surrounding her was a group of women who loved working together for the good of the community, and were known as the go-to choice for getting things done. They weren’t from the country club like Candy’s set, who simply threw money at a charity to be seen doing it. Just good women who worked hard and had fun.“I’m so excited,” Billie Walker said, clapping her hands together like a happy little kid. “It’s been a long time since we had a true country fair. Or anything more than that awful carnival set up in the high school parking lot.” Lana Simmons jumped in, too.“And the fairgrounds are still in really good
She’d seen it so often, Regina wished she could tell him he wasn’t the only one but didn’t want to risk scaring him off by getting too deep. Instead, she settled for something simpler, to help Damien ease up a little. “You haven’t spent much time in a sickroom.” His eyes widened slightly before his face resumed an emotionless mask.“Does it show that much?” Sighing, Regina sank into her chair on the opposite side of the bed. Why had she thought he would make this easy on either of them? She smiled down at Iris, the woman who’d become a surrogate mother to her before the older woman’s accident. Her heart ached with the guilt of her involvement.“It’s alright, you know… It’s often hard for family a