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Author: Cassandra M
last update Last Updated: 2022-05-14 02:08:52
NADIA.

It was already past midnight and Riley hadn't returned to our room. I badly wanted to see and talk with him. I had no idea what happened, and I was hoping he had calmed down by now.

I kept thinking about where I messed up or what I did wrong.

Maybe he was tired of me already.

Did he meet someone new? I thought the mate bond was strong enough for someone to overcome temptation? Or maybe I was just not good enough.

He has never abandoned me at night except for that one time I told him he couldn't sleep beside me. All the time, he would be here by eight or nine in the evening.

And I also kept looking out at the forest ground, checking if Hunter went out for a run, but I didn't see him. He must just be somewhere around the pack house or in his office.

I waited for a few more minutes, and when I couldn't take his absence anymore, I put on my robe and headed downstairs.

The pack house was already quiet, and the front door was locked. Only the dimmed lights were on, and the lig
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Dizzy
Poor Riley, he’s so damaged and been that way from such a young age. With the cracks in him just spreading, becoming deeper and deeper, to the point where it’ll be hard to repair them and fully recover. And Nadia, poor thing! Her and her emotions get tossed back and forth like a boomerang
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Rhoda
This whole chapter hurt too much! I’m crying & upset cuz Riley never seems to learn! Nadia doesn’t do half of the things he thinks! Her horrible uncle is probably going to find her & do terrible things to her! This makes me so sad!
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Abegail Ma
My fourth time reading this. And it still frickin breaks me each time.
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