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Chapter 58

Author: Cassandra M
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NADIA.

It has been more than a month since I left the Silver Moon Pack. And although there was never a day that I didn’t long for my mate, I think I was doing okay.

Riley’s scent on his clothes that I took with me has already faded. Nothing was left of him, and it was painful. I could vividly remember my heat two weeks ago when I tried to scent his clothes to get me through the pain and so that I could have my release, but it was no longer there.

I spent the whole night crying and trashing my rented space. I was so close to packing up my things and running back to him until my body just gave up and I passed out.

I was having a harder time moving on now than the first time we got separated. Maybe because by now, I already knew how it felt to be his. And no matter how many times I kept telling myself that it was him that drove me to this misery, I still couldn’t find it in my heart to hate him.

If there was only one consolation from all of this, it was that Riley had never been inti
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Mz
Perfect!! When she was first approached by Zahra, I assumed it was someone her uncle sent. Love the way the truth about Riley’s mom came out ...
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Dionne David
Heartbreaking for Riley’s mum. My only question: if alpha Melvin rejected his fated mate then she found out he was alpha (he would say name and status). That also means she accepted the rejection..?
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Jenna
OMFG SO I WONDER IF RILEY IS GONNA MEET HIS MOM!! && HIS SISTERS. OH SHIT YALL WHAT IF ONE OF HIS SISTERS IS BETA DOMINIC’S MATE???
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