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2021-03-21 04:55:23Jackson is kissing me right now.
Woah, oh my gosh, Jackson is kissing me right now.
When it really sinks in, I pull away, breaking the kiss first. Wide eyed, I nervously touch my now warm lips, trying to calm my racing heart.
" Jackson." I breathe out behind my fingers, not knowing exactly what to say or think.
" Skylar I -----" he tries to touch me, but I take a step back instead.
His face falls and I look away.
" If things were different, I would have been the father of your baby." My head snaps to him when he says this.
What in the world did he just say?
" I would have said don't give her away and let me be her father."
I open and close my mouth, trying to say someth
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