Tears

Alex.

As she took her leave , I turn back and look at her as she took to her heels and I felt bad. I hate that i had to always unleash my anger on her each time issues about my deafness come up but do I have a blame each time I get angry? If I had chased her out that night , I wouldn’t have been hurt but she left me , she got me worried and made me end up being deaf, I am the one in the situation, I am the one that has to read lips to ear, I can’t even hear my daughter laugh or cry, I have to try to make some senses out of some things and this is how it is going to be for the rest of my life. I wasn’t planning just my life but us.

I try to shut my mind out of those foolish thought and thought of accepting the woman I thought I will never love and ended up falling in love with.

I knew I can’t just stay here thinking of the past, I to stop her from crying, I hate to see her cry. I walked back to her room but the door was shut. I place my hand in the doorknob, I try to open the door but