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33. WHAT NOW

Author: Tema G.M
last update Last Updated: 2023-03-23 23:29:19
I had stood right before Abraham in confused grief. It had taken falling and heaving in a dozen large breaths or so for the ringing in my head to fade into a background noise. Even then, every breath was a struggle to take.

The world around me had spun into a dizzying swirl of colors blending nauseatingly into each other. My eyes grew foggy with unshed tears.

So many weapons this body had borne. So much hurt this body and heart had taken yet none could compare to this. It felt like nothingness. It felt like I'd lost a part of myself.

I could hear them talking. I could see Conri read through my letter. I could feel and hear Areli’s compassion, trying and failing to console me. Abraham tried but those in werewolf form were back and everyone was too busy to rile them away from him.

The tears glistened in my eyes but never fell.

Papa.

Did he suffer? Was he scared? I always thought that if the day was to come, I would be by his side holding his hand and singing to him with my voice
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