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ZADE“Mimi is collateral for your mistakes,” I tighten my grip and the girl stops struggling. She knows that it’s all futile.“Please, zade please,” Silvers starts pleading but she still isn't looking at me how I want her to. Maybe if I killed her friend, I would be one step ahead of making her feel awful and drown in the agony I promised her.“Don’t kill her, she is more than collateral and you know it,” Max’s voice cuts through and I tilt my head to look at her. There she goes, being all-knowing again. Or that’s what I want her to think.“Are you sure?”She isn't as convinced as she was a second earlier. “This is about you and Ari, so why does Mimi have to suffer from that?”“Please zade, I will do whatever, please don’t hurt Mimi,” Silvers kneels and clasps her hands in front of me.Ah, this is getting awfully dramatic, sucking out all the fun and suspension out of everything. I let go of Mimi and she slumps on the ground, in a fit of coughs as she touches her neck. Silvers runs t
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ZADEIt was my first time getting flustered.For once I didn’t know what to do, as she walked away after she had kissed me. The best kiss … no.Simply no.I wanted to grab her hand, push her against me and take her lips again in mine, savor it .., chase that feeling again where all things ceased to exist, where time stopped and everything was quiet.Quiet but fiery, raw and so intense I felt like having her there and then.I let her walk away. I had to, because this was already bad as it was, and I didn’t want to make it unbearable for the both of us.Olivia wasn’t happy when I went back to the party, asking me if I didn’t love her anymore, if I was rethinking us and all I wanted to do was go to her.But I couldn’t do that, I had a girlfriend, I had a life and a future and none of those things included silvers. She was a distraction, someone who made my life harder, not easier and smoother like it was supposed to. She posed a challenge I wasn’t in the mood for.An unnecessary challeng
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ARI“Oh, I feel awful,” I moan as I rub my chest. “This really sucks.”“Get yourself a new crush. No, maybe explore and just be free about the whole thing.”“How? My whole world and focus point seems to be on one person and I can't move on past that.”“Try to, it won't be easy but it will help. Go out and mingle with other people outside this school.”“We are in the middle of nowhere,” I gesture around us.“Not really, we are at the centre of a very hot point. Miles away, there is a town and it is very active. Maybe if you take this as a trial, you will do well when we go back to the academy.”“And at the academy, all I will meet are more students.”“No dummy, outside the academy. In the city, and surrounding towns … you might even take vacations and travel too. Your world is your oyster. Live a little.”Live a little … can I do that?…A solo hunt.Not for boys, or for even eating but for myself.I wanted to go out with the girls but Mimi said it would be good if I started alone at f
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ARIEyes are on me as I make my way to my seat.Today, unlike the past few days, it's snowing heavily. I am ready to go back to the academy, back to my own dorm and space. This place is beautiful, but I have had enough of being in close quarters with certain people.Here, you feel like you are so close and being watched all the time. There isn't enough space for all of us, even though this is a large resort enough to fit twice the group and remain more than comfortable.I guess I am just tired of the scrutiny because the whole class is now staring at me like they have never seen me.I don’t even bother to acknowledge the stares, just zipping my puffer jacket to my chin and then pocketing my hands, and eyes at the teacher.Today it's all about communal. Relationships. Cohesiveness.Everything that will remind me that I am unwanted and I am not part of the pack.“Don’t be so gloomy, we are stuck together.”Max shoulder bumps me on my side and I nod, briefly looking at her before I look
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ARISomething is breaking inside me.I can’t feel my touch, even as I touch my chest. I have gone numb, nothing truly registering as I sit on the floor, remaining in a state of static as she has left me.What you are doing is not worth it.Not worth it.Nothing is worth it.What do I do now?A murderer. A misguided child. Doing things that I shouldn’t, wrecking her life.A broken wail escapes my lips as I hunch down, feeling like I am taking my first breath.This is not how it was supposed to go. How can this happen? I killed someone, but I don’t know why. I don’t know why I keep getting angry, like I am in a cage, and when I am let out, I lash out at the first person closest.I wish I could stop, remember myself, and stop getting so angry, to stop my actions before they are thrown back at me, like I am going crazy and need to be put down.Everything I am doing feels wrong. Everyone keeps telling me that I am doing the wrong thing the wrong way.I don’t know what to do anymore. I don’
