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ARII am going to burst into flames, and yet, I can't move.I am weak, my body, not my own, as I feel myself falling, but strong arms catch me before I slump on the floor.Zade finally retracts his fangs and looks at me, his eyes like the snow of my Alps… my home. I feel like I am in a fever dream the longer I stare into those pale eyes, no longer silver.There is blood trickling down his chin, mouth slightly open.“Ari.”My eyes shut close as the feeling finally starts coming back to my body, but the fire in my blood isn't ceasing.Zade doesn’t utter another word but tilts his head to the side, baring his neck open for me. It feels like I am moving in slow motion as I kneel and lean forward, getting closer and closer to his neck.I can't call in my wolf; I can't extend my sharp fangs out, either. My feverish brain is registering all of this, but I still clamp down on his neck. His soft grunt is the only indication I get that, yes, I have bitten him.Not enough to sink deeper, but I d
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ZADEShe is everywhere.I can feel her in my blood, in my bones, under my skin. She envelops me, traveling through every neuron from my head to my toes.But then it's gone too soon.She slumps down, my neck tingling where she has bitten me. All I want is for her to bite me again, for me to feel that closeness that I have never known existed. It's heavenly to be close, to be one with her … her blood still in my mouth, her scent intertwined with mine.But she is twitching on the floor. She is in pain, and I want to help her. But I am weak; my body doesn’t feel like mine. Something is making me immobile, this heavy=iness over my body.I can't breathe as I watch her from where I am kneeling on the floor.But then she exhales, as if she has been released, just as the feeling of being repressed fades away, and I am back to myself.My head is feeling hazy still, in a good way. I feel high. I am high on her …She is shifting. Her wolf seems to be awakening …She is beautiful. She is so beauti
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ARII feel alive for the first time in over ten years.The first thing I wanted to feel was freedom, and that meant running until I forgot everything and everyone. I became one with the wind until someone started tailing me.My senses are open: the wind, the smell, the ground beneath me, the surroundings, it all feels so different from how I have been used to now.How did I live for so long, feeling like my head was underwater all this time? I lost Lin when I was a child, fear and grief crippling me that when Lin left, it just added to the pain that I felt.I didn’t think much about it then, growing up feeling like I was just floating in the world, running and always afraid.Every child gets their wolf and forms a bond with them, and it gets harmonious, bonding and blending into one as you mature. It might be because I am not used to the strength and all these sensational things I feel, but I don’t hate it.I have always thought that I would feel disconnected from my wolf, but it's lik
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ARII hesitate.Even in my hesitation, he doesn’t do anything but wait. He hates me, doesn’t he? Then why is he letting me get this close to him? I deflect, going for his jugular, and instead bite his shoulder instead, as if marking him a second time. His blood is so refreshing, those pheromones tingling my whole body I have to get off him, shaking off that weird feeling as I glare at him.“you. what are you doing now?” he is pissing me off with this act.“I should ask you that. You are the one who is attacking me and wounding me.”So annoying.All the fun is now ruined, like always, whenever he shows up.“you need to get back to the academy. No one knows that you have your wolf back.”“did you come all this way to tell me that?”“it's not safe out here; you are alone and vulnerable in this state.”“I have never been less vulnerable.” I pointedly look at the brown wolf that’s watching us from a distance in wary. Who the hell is he anyway?“I get that, but you haven’t gotten a pass to
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ZADEI don’t understand why I care that she is hungry.I don’t understand why I feel the need to make sure she is well-fed and then get her back to the academy safely. She is not my concern; she never has been and never will be.Yet here I am, feeling satisfied as she is eating the hamburger, gulping it down, and not even raising her eyes to look at me or bother talking to me. She hasn't pretended not to be hungry; I know she must have been starving. A bonding ceremony is exhausting, mentally, and draining on the body.I feel like I can sleep for a week. Adding to shifting, too, I know she is bone tired. Being bonded to her is a curse. Before, I could feel most of the things she felt, that is, if I didn’t block her.Now, it doesn’t matter if I block her or not, she has shit me out. It's very weird, something being taken from you, a thing you didn’t even care about that existed in the first place.I feel like my whole life is cursed. I am not lucky; I am not favored, unlike what people
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ZADE“you mated her?”“livie, I did try not to but-““you mated her! You completed the bond, and now she is your mate. You two are linked for life,” Livie is pacing in my bedroom, hands pulling her hair roots.“I need you to stop moving and calm down first,” I try approaching her, but she shakes me off hard and steps back.This is what I was fearing. This is what I didn’t want to see: the betrayal that’s in her eyes when she looks at me.“How can I ever listen to you? How can I ever believe you ever again?”“because it doesn’t matter to me who my mate is! You are the woman I love; I don’t care about her.”She stops and looks at me blankly before she starts laughing. “what? You don’t love her? You love me, and I am the woman for you?”“livie,”“no,” she raises her hand and looks at the floor. “I mean, I am the woman who has your love, right? What does it matter if I don’t get what I have wanted from you since I was ten? I mean, I have all your love, and nothing else matters.”“livie.”
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OLIVIAI have lost to her.Isn't it crazy how I have been labeled the obsessed one, the evil one in this story so far? Isn't it crazy how I have lost everything I have worked for my whole life? How cruel it is that perhaps this isn't my story, that I am not a main character in this lifetime.I am the quickest to point fingers at. Blame me for being cruel and mean, for being the girl who was obsessed with the Luna title and power. It is much easier to think of me as the bad guy because then it will make everyone else feel better about everything they are doing.“you are not breaking up with me.”My heart is breaking; I feel so much pain in my heart it is hard to breathe. Zade is looking at me with determination and fear. Fear that I feel is reflected in my eyes. What becomes of me now? Am I to be forgotten, and he will live happily ever after with her?What happens to me now? What happens in my life?“how can I be with you when you belong to another?” I fist my blouse above my heart. “
Last Updated : 2025-02-21THE REJECTED LYCAN PRINCESS I LOVE YOU COMPLETLY
ZADEShe tries to get away from me, but I only pull her closer to me as she stumbles on my chest. I wrap my arms around her, eyes closing as I kiss her head. A lone tear streaks down my cheek as I press her closer to me in a hug.“though good times and bad times, one thing you should know is that my love for you rings true,” my throat chokes up, but I don’t let her go. “we have to defy the odds, I will fight destiny, and prove myself to you.”She is shaking, crying as she presses her face into my chest.“I am going to show you that you are my only one.”Lifting her, her legs wrap around my waist, and bury her face in the nook of my neck. I start walking towards the massive bed in the middle of the room and sit down on it, livie on my lap.“I love you,” my hand pats her head, running it down her long hair before pushing it away from her face and gazing into that beautiful face. “I love you, Olivia Bates.”“I love you too.”I lean forward, kissing her tears, gathering her in my arms. Ol
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THE REJECTED LYCAN PRINCESS I TRIED MY BEST AND NOW I AM DONE
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ZADEI get to my room, feeling like I am about to lose it, only to find …“I have been waiting for you.”Olivia. Naked in my bed, waiting for me.“I knew we had to talk alone,” she kneels on the bed.My strides are quick as I reach over to the bed and clamp my fingers around her neck, making her gasp and look up at me with wide eyes, confusion, and then terror reflecting in her eyes.“I told you I don’t allow anyone in my bed.” I don’t feel a thing, not even as she starts to scratch my hand, trying to get me to let her go.“I thought I made myself clear when I told you that me amd you are done. Why don’t you get through that your little skull?”I squeeze tighter, all the mindache that has been assaulting me since I got away from that hospital room, finally zeroing in on the girl in front of me. Maybe she should die.Would Silvers forgive me if I killed her? Would she see this as a good form of apology? Will it be enough?Olivia starts to lose consciousness, the fight leaving her body.
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ZADE“I did it for you.”Experated sigh, then an eye roll. “I didn’t think you were attached to her like this. Don’t you hate her?”The longer Olivia keeps talking, the angrier I get.“Get out.”She looks at me, surprised. “What?”“Get out.”“You can't be serious,” she huffs, flicking her hair over her shoulder. You can't talk to me like that and tell me to leave just because of her.”I have a feeling if she doesn’t move, I might remove her myself. “I am. Now get out while I am being nice.”She tripped. I am not to blame that she is clumsy! What was I supposed to do when she fell? Jump after her? I called you, that’s enough to show I care.”“you didn’t call me, I found out on my own.” my hands are shaking. I a barely holding myself back from making sure she gets what she has done to ari only worse.“Whatever, all I am saying is, I did it for you. I called you and found you not because of her but for you.”“Olivia.”“You only call me that when you are serious.”“I want you to listen ca
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ARII shouldn’t have agreed to come here.I don’t trust her, but I couldn’t ignore the call either. I wonder what she wants to say now that she has called me.The location too is very strange. I mean, who call someone up a frooftop in the middle of the night all in the name of talking?Olivia, that’s who.“I thought you wouldn’t come.” Her voice echoes before I see her. She shows herself from the stone she was leaning against, blending in with the shadows.“I was curious as to what you wanted to say to me.” I try not to show that I am intimidated by her. She did try to kill me, so of course I am wary. I would be a fool if I weren’t.“I suppose you would be,” she chuckles, tilting her head to the side. Her long hair slides off her shoulder, making the angle even more alluring. I still cant see her face, as her back is facing where the moon is illimunating from the sky.Soo, talk,” I shrug, hoping she will start already and I can go back to sleep. Not that I was, but she doesn’t need to
THE REJECTED LYCAN PRINCESS I WILL MAKE YOU LOVE ME AGAIN
ZADEI don’t move an inch from where I am, exhaling slowly as Olivia sits next to me, shoulder to shoulder. I didn’t hear her coming up.I must have been distracted. Again.“can't sleep?”“When have I ever been able to?”She chuckles, before laying her head on my shoulder. “sorry, I forgot you are an insomniac like me.”When I don’t say anything, she sighs. “Just one of the things we are alike, don’t you agree?”“I guess.” I have been trying to spend less time with her. She must have noticed that he sought me out like this.“You haven’t come to see me for a while. I am starting to think you are ignoring me again.”“I have been busy.”“If its school work, I know you are way ahead and you have already aced the exams even before they are announced.”“I have other duties other than academics.”“I know, I have your full schedule, remember?”Right, I forgot.“Why have you been ignoring me?”“I thought it would be easier if we slowly got out of each other's lives.” Not even my grandpa is sup
THE REJECTED LYCAN PRINCESS DON'T LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT
ZADEShe has changed.It's in the way she is talking and interacting with others, or lack thereof.It's in the way I can't seem to be getting under her skin anymore. Even the way she is looking at me nowadays, like she can see me but not really. As if she is looking right through me. Together and in front of me but not truly with me.It's annoying me.We are back to the academy, thank hells for that because I couldn’t take more of that camp any more. I dont want to be around her, so close yet so far away and I don’t know how to even fix it.She was starting to look at me differently, too. It started as wariness, then to fear and then to something akin to … familiarity. Comfortable.But now it’s something I hadn’t seen from her before. She is looking at me like I don’t matter at al. she can see me and in her mind, I simply don’t matter, don’t hold anything of importance for her to regard me as anything but someone who she has to deal with in the specific moment I am with her.I don’t l
