Deandra’s POV
I was so sure that I was dreaming because there was no way that these images on my phone were real. There was no way Daniel would betray me like that, or at least that was what I told myself as I scrolled through the five pictures I had received from the unknown number. In all five pictures, Daniel was there with his childhood friend, Hope, which was nothing out of the ordinary since they were usually inseparable. Rather, it was what they were doing that was completely shocking and took my breath away. In the first picture, Daniel was caressing Hope’s protruding belly and they both had wide grins on their faces. Again, this picture would have been completely normal if Hope wasn’t wearing a sash that read “Mom to be” around her body. Daniel had a matching sash around him too but his read “Dad to be”. The second picture was even more heartbreaking and showed more evidence of what was happening in the first picture. The two of them were holding an ultrasound picture with big smiles on their faces. My phone fell on the floor with a thud alerting everyone around me that something was amiss. It was Layla who reached me first. She held my hand and shook me a couple of times before bending to pick up my phone when I didn’t offer any reaction. Her scream of shock jolted me from my thoughts and I crumbled to the ground, the chair I had been sitting in, crashing to the floor beside me. Layla reached for me immediately but I refused to be consoled. I knew it would have been frustrating waiting for three years without a child but it took two people to make a baby! Did he really have to do this to me? “Everyone, sorry but the party's over. Thanks for coming and make sure to grab a souvenir on the way out.” I heard Elliot say and I would have offered him my thanks under different circumstances. Every part of my body hurt and I wasn’t injured. My heart was the most affected. That tiny organ that is responsible for pumping blood had stopped and I didn’t know how I was still alive because it hurt too bad. “Come on Andra, let’s get you to bed.” I shook my head but got up anyway. Instead of following him upstairs to the bedroom I had shared with Daniel for the past three years, I walked to the refreshments table and grabbed a glass of wine. I knew I wasn’t supposed to be drinking but I didn’t care about that at that point. All I wanted was to numb the pain I was feeling so I drank, and drank until I couldn’t stand on my own two feet. Elliot grabbed my hand as I tried to reach for another glass and lifted me up in his arms, bridal style. “I think that’s enough now.” He carried me out of the room as the last of the guests rolled out of the room and I saw Layla look at the door before we left the room completely. I woke up the next morning with a nasty headache and a mountain of regrets. I know I was in a bad place but I still had my child to think about. Why did I have to drink so much? As soon as I woke up, I ignored how I was feeling and got dressed hastily, driving myself to the hospital before I could attract attention to myself. On the drive to the hospital, I could only think about my child. Why did I let Daniel get to me so much that I lost sight of what was most important? For three years I had suffered and faced torture at the hands of his family because of my inability to conceive and then when I finally had a chance to, I was going to destroy it because Daniel was being a jerk. Never! I didn’t even park the car properly before I stormed into the hospital and demanded to see the head doctor at the clinic. Normally, I wouldn’t use my title and the privilege that came with it like that but I was desperate. Immediately I was sighted, I was taken inside to meet the head doctor who looked surprised to see me. “Is everything okay Luna?’ she asked, her tone tinged with concern and I shook my head, narrating everything that happened yesterday to her in one breath. “Is my child going to be okay?” She shook her head and smiled, sending chills through my body. “Yes Luna, your baby is going to be okay but first I need to run some tests.” Half an hour later, I walked out of her office with a relieved smile on my face only to run into Daniel and Hope on my way out of the hospital. “What are you doing here?” Daniel asked, trying to hide the fact that he had been holding Hope’s hand so affectionately but I had seen it. “Is something wrong?” I almost laughed at his sudden show of affection and if I hadn’t seen the pictures yesterday then probably, I would have fallen for it. “Where have you been? I called and texted.” His face showed a strange reaction to my question but I didn’t call him out on it. Instead, I started walking away. I would be a fool if I stayed there and allowed my intelligence to be insulted. Rushing towards the exit, I crashed into someone and almost tumbled to the ground but he caught me. “Watch where you’re going, woman, wouldn’t want to get you admitted because of carelessness.” At his words, I broke down in tears which scared him. I didn’t mean to cry, I was just feeling a bit too emotional. From confirming that my child was okay and had survived last night’s drinking ordeal to running into Daniel and his lover who I thought was just his childhood friend. “Come on, let’s get you out of here.” As I followed him out of the hospital, I questioned my sanity at the same time I wanted so badly to get away from Daniel who was running after us. In the end, my desire to get away from Daniel won. *** I don’t know how long I slept for but when I woke up, I found that we were packed outside the packhouse and that he was just sitting in the driver’s seat staring at me. I jolted awake and glared at him. “Relax, all I did was drive around for a while so you could sleep a bit and so your husband wouldn’t follow you.” He pointed out the window at the packhouse. “And then I brought you home some minutes ago.” I nodded, unable to do much else and got out of the car at the same time he got out. He was at my side of the car, opening the door before I had time to react. “Thank you,” I mumbled as I made my way out of the car. He nodded and helped me out when it seemed that my cloth was stuck. I had started to walk towards the packhouse when he spoke again. “I can help you get back at him, you know.” I spun to face him immediately, shocked by his words. So many questions were running through my mind but one was prominent. “What do you know about me?” “Everything there is to know.” He sent me one last smile as he walked back to the driver’s side. He got in while I stood there staring at him. “Think about it.” And then he was gone leaving me wondering who he was and just how much he knew about my situation with Alpha Daniel of the Dagger Pack. “Who is he?” I asked myself in deep thoughtDeandra’s POVDaniel was waiting for me when I got back.“Where were you?” he fired as soon as I walked into the room but I ignored him, my mind swirling with thoughts of that mystery man and just how much he knew about my life with Daniel.“I’m talking to you,” Daniel yelled and I scoffed, rising to my feet to acknowledge him.“You shouldn’t take that tone of voice with me, especially since you’re at fault.”At my words, he frowned but I wasn’t going to give him time to construct words that would soothe my mood like he always did. I pulled the pictures out from my phone, thanking the stars I had bothered to save them.“How could you do this to us?” I screamed, throwing the phone against his chest.He caught it and stared at the screen; surprise evident on his face.“How did you….? How long have you known?”I scoffed and shook my head. How was that the most important question right now? “is that all you’re going to say about that?” I asked him, the disgust I was feeling evident in my
Deandra’s POV“I told you not to come here, we can’t be seen like this.” I stopped in my tracks and hid behind a wall wondering who Hope was talking to. “Hope, that’s my child in there and you know it.” I gasped a bit too loudly and caught myself just in time before I was discovered. “Keep quiet,” Hope hissed and looked from left to right.This shameless woman, I thought as I listened to their conversation. I should have known the baby wasn’t Daniel’s but he had been so confident that the child was his that I never suspected anything. “If anyone hears you, our plan will be ruined.” She looked around again before she leaned in and whispered, “I want what’s best for this child and so do you so why don’t you just take the money and leave?” I shook my head in disgust at that and left my position behind the wall ready to go and confront her when I heard footsteps coming from the opposite direction. I could practically hear Hope’s heart racing loudly in her chest “Andra, what are you
Deandra's POVEvery fiber of my being was at alert as I stared at Hope.Something felt off.I was confused by the new turn of events but I didn't want to read too much into it either."What's in it?" I asked, feigning interest and she smiled.“It's something I took before I got pregnant. I hear it's very good for pregnancy.""Oh you should have that instead. Lord knows you need it." Yolanda added eagerly, an insult buried somewhere in her words and I sighed looking to Daniel for help."Just take it. You never know what might be useful." He said his tone innocent and I almost cried. He wasn't aware of what these people around him were capable of."Go on," Hope urged and my suspicion grew.Why was she so eager for me to drink it?"Look, I didn't put anything in it." She defended as she reached for another glass I hadn't noticed before. "I made a cup for myself just in case you had doubts."Daniel frowned and I sighed. She was trying to create a rift between Daniel and I again and this t
Deandra povThe human world was very different from what I thought it would be like, they were very accommodating and I almost forgot about my species. “Andra, why are you seated here?” Ryder asked me when he got back from a business meeting.“I had a lot on my mind so I came here to cool it off.” I replied to him as we both went into the house. It's been a very emotional period for me, thinking about the things that happened in the pack and how my once-happy family turned sour. “Are you still thinking about him?” Ryder asked as we both sat on the couch. “It's hard not to.” I replied almost immediately. The only thing that I could think of is how to get back at him for what he put me through. I want him to go through pains just like I did and as for Hope, I'll make sure she goes through hell.“It's fine, I know it's hard for you to move on after all that has happened, I just need you to be calm.” Ryder advised me. Ryder had been the one calming me down so that I don't end up doing
Deandra povIt’s been months now since I moved out of Ryder’s mansion. It hasn’t been easy struggling all by myself but I have to do it because I want to do everything myself and not depend on anyone.“I need to work this time.” I muttered to myself as I was all dressed up for another job hunting. I walked out of the room and headed to the kitchen where I made a quick breakfast so I could eat before leaving the house.It was just me in the house, I couldn't believe I had to do everything on my own. I placed my hand on my belly because if my baby was still there I would have been expecting him/her to be my next best friend.Sadly the monster made me lose my baby. I decided not to ruin my mood by thinking about Daniel and my baby because remembering everything always ruins my mood and I don’t want it to ruin my mood this morning.I was done with my breakfast so I rushed out of the house and entered a bus. While on the bus I sat down and placed my head on the window hoping for good luck
Deandra pov“I got the job!” I screamed on the phone. Ryder was quiet for a moment after hearing what I said, I wasn’t expecting such a reaction from him over the phone.“Are you there Ryder?” I asked.“Hey, it’s good news. I mean, it’s a good thing, now you can live comfortably.” He said to me, sounding very unenthusiastic. I know why he wasn’t happy ahd I wasn’t going to push him to say more.He’s been trying to convince me to live with him but I have refused which is the reason he’s sounding like that.“Ryder, you’ve done a lot for me, even without knowing much about me, which is why I chose not to be a burden to you anymore and see, I got the job.” I said to him trying to convince him to be happy with me.“I understand you Andra.” I let out a soft smile and ended the call.While heading back home I was very excited. Stopped by the store and bought some things for myself. It felt good because for a moment I could finally forget the hurt I’ve been nursing.The night view in the huma
Writer’s povIt’s been more than one week now and Andra is yet to find her bracelet. The situation has been giving her sleepless nights and has stopped her from associating with people so she doesn't lose control.Ryder has been her safe space and the only one she communicates with very well.“Andra, report to my office now.” Edna yelled angrily. Andra was trying not to get pissed because that would only cause her problems. She swallowed her anger and stood up from seat.“What is this nonsense!” Edna yelled angrily. Since the day Andra was hired Edna has hated her because she thinks Andra is snaky and always try to get things the easier way.“This is the exact thing you told me to do.” Andra tried to explain.“You know what I despise about you? It's how you always go about everything the easiest way.” Andra rolled her eyes angrily when she heard the same line for the hundredth time. Edna keeps repeating the same thing.“It is an easy task already, how else do I solve it?” Andra asked
Daniel pov “Mom!” I shouted at the top of my voice after looking around and Hope was nowhere to be found. “Daniel, why are you calling my name like that?” She asked angrily and walked to the sitting room where I was. “Where is Hope?” My mom sat on the couch with her legs crossed, she pretended like she didn’t hear what I said. “Why are you asking me that kind of question, am I her keeper?” My mom’s reply made me know that there was something wrong. They must have done something to her that’s why she’s nowhere to be found. “Mom, if I find out you did anything to her I will not be kind to you.” I said to her and walked away from the sitting room. I summoned all the maids to the sitting room. After asking them several times no one could tell me where she was. I felt like I was losing my mind already. Just when I was about heading upstairs I sighted her walk in with some bags, she looked dirty, even the maids looked better than her. “Hope where you're coming from looking like
Writer’s povIt’s been two weeks already and there was nothing from Ryder yet. He was yet to regain consciousness and his situation was getting scarier as the doctors were not hopeful about his situation. Instead they kept talking about hoping for a miracle because he had little or no chance of survival. “Our kids are growing faster than I imagined.” Andra said to the unconscious body laying on the bed. She would always come to update him on everything going on in the pack and how things are running smoothly with the help of Daniel and Hope who has stayed by her side all these while. “You know you’re beginning to scare me, it’s been weeks already, you need to wake up already.” Andra said and started crying uncontrollably. She was trying her best to hold in the tears but she just couldn’t. She couldn’t keep pretending to be fine and she hasn’t been able to eat well since he became unconscious. “You need to see your kids, you need to be with me and make up for lost times. Don’t make
Writer’s povThat day that the war happened and the kids were brought back it was later realized that Leo was the one holding the kids and the only reason why he came back into her life was because he needed to monitor their search, and Aliya told him everything not knowing that he was the one doing everything. She felt like she betrayed Andra and her brother was in the mix and Andra warned her not to accept her brother back, she just couldn’t believe that she didn’t worsen the whole thing which is why she chose to stay far from Andra and since then she never called or texted. “I caused it.” Hope said a little above a whisper. Andra walked closer to her the moment she heard what Hope said. “No, don’t say that Hope, at that time you didn’t think what you were doing was wrong and don’t forget you tried apologizing to her but she still chose to leave for her own peace, I know that with time she would come around and find a place in her heart to forget about the past and move on.” And
Writer’s pov“Daniel, you would go back there and tell them that you are not making any peace. Have you forgotten what his mother made us go through? Have you forgotten how your father favored him more than you? This is the time for you to get back everything and make him pay for your sufferings. “Mom, stop! Can’t you see that I’m at peace now. The people are happy, we don’t need war to be at peace with ourselves. Can’t you see that I’m happy now?” Daniel asked his mother who was being insensitive about the whole thing. “What are you saying Daniel? Can’t you see he is successfully using your head? He wants you to give up everything your father worked hard to keep for you.” When Yolanda said this Daniel turned to look at her “I told you, that day your dad said you have to promise him that you will take good care of the pack and keep his legacy?” Yolanda smiled, she just wanted to get to his head and make him stop thinking of giving up his desire of becoming the Alpha of the dagger
Deandra povIt felt like my heart was burning as I was crying upstairs. I didn’t know how to feel after what I heard Yvonne say, it was just a roller coaster of emotion piling up everything that has happened over the month. I really wanted to disappear and go far away. After crying for a while in the room I was feeling better. I felt better that I had let out everything that was bothering me, I was relieved to see that my heart was getting lighter. I stood up from the place I was sitting and headed to the kids' wardrobe. Their clothes are still smelling new. They never got the chance to wear them. It’s been months now and I don’t know anything about my kids, I don’t know if they are okay or not, instead I went to live with the people that took my kids away. When I was feeling better Ryder walked into the room. I removed my face from where he was and folded my hands around my chest angrily. I was pissed with him, I still can’t forgive him for all the horrible things that they’ve sa
Writer’s povWhile Andra was still looking at the picture a call came in. She saw how it was saved so she didn’t hesitate to pick it. “Don’t you dare prank me about falling ill, you have done it before.” Hope said to Andra while she was with Emma’s phone. Andra couldn’t believe Hope was talking to her mother like that. She was relieved to know that Emma was not lying when she said her daughter doesn’t want her in her life. “You know what? I thought you were going to change. I was ready to give you a second chance after you successfully helped me take the kids but right now I don’t think I can forgive you because you keep using your fake illness to bring me closer.” Hope scolded on the phone. Andra closed her eyes upon hearing the cold and heartless things Hope was saying over the phone; she couldn’t believe Hope could be this cold to her mother as well. She didn’t want to say anything at first but Hope kept saying she was lying when she is really struggling with her health. “She
Deandra povI was wondering what it could be. I was too curious that I couldn’t stay in the house for another minute, from the way he sounded like it was a very serious issue so I was desperately invested in it, I needed to know what it’s all about and why I needed to go myself. If it wasn’t as important as he made it seem he would definitely lose his job. While I was heading out of the house I suddenly realized that I might not be able to leave the house without Emma asking where I’m headed and when she asks what do I tell her, I paused, rushing and started thinking of what to tell her when I am leaving. After thinking for a while I decided to just think of anything that pops up in my head at that moment and tell her. “Are you going somewhere?” Emma asked when she saw me downstairs. I stopped on my tracks the moment I heard what she asked me. “I just need to hurry down to get something.” I said to Emma trying my best to not let her suspect me in any way. “Okay, lunch will be mad
Writer’s povAfter having breakfast with Emma. Andra decided to go back to her room just maybe there will be a text message from him. She decided to turn on her phone and shockingly her phone was switched off. She was wondering why it switched off when it was on a few minutes ago. She stood up and took it to the socket where she started charging it again. While charging it she walked into the toilet ahd washed her face. While washing her face she paused for a moment and stared at her face in the mirror, she was wondering when it’ll all stop. Just when she thought her life would get better with Ryder and her babies and all of a sudden it only got worse and not only her relationship with him but her relationship with everyone in the house. She realized she might not be destined for such happiness so it’ll be better to stop dreaming about it and focus on what matters, which is finding her kids then she’ll know what’s next. She stepped out of the toilet and headed back to the room wher
Writer’s povAliya stood in the same spot after the call, she was trying to understand the situation and what he was trying to say when he told her that she has never changed from the little witch she used to be. He clearly called get the same bake that’s what broke her heart even more. She was not upset because he yelled at her or got angry because she couldn’t give him money. She was upset because he called her the said horrible name that ruined her childhood. Aliya didn’t know what to think about anymore as she stood on the same spot with her phone in her hand as she was trying to recollect everything he said to her. He sounded really upset, she could tell he was upset with the way he was talking. Did he really come back to her life to torment her or is this just a mistake from him. Maybe he was too upset which made him say something so horrible to her. Aliya couldn’t think straight as she was trying to find out why he did that, why he sounded so rude to her over the phone. She d
Writer’s pov“Andra is gone!” Ryder yelled angrily when Aliya couldn’t get what he was saying. Aliya opened her eyes wider than normal when she heard what he said. She couldn’t believe her ears. Where could she have gone to? Clarissa, who was sulking in her room as she was missing her daughter, stepped out of the room to get herself a bottle of water. The moment she stepped out of the room she sighted Aliya and Ryder looking troubled. The first thing that crossed her mind is Andra. She was hoping nothing is wrong with Andra because it’s only Andra that can make Ryder look so worried. Ryder and Aliya headed downstairs where Clarissa was gulping her water, she knew there was something wrong but she thought of minding her business but at the same time minding her business might make it look like she didn’t care. “What is going on?” Clarissa asked after contemplating for a while. Ryder turned to look at her, she could tell from the look on his face that there was something wrong. Witho