Marian spun around, bumping into some people and narrowly missing others, laughter and giggles sounding off everywhere.
This was the one time pack members, mated or not, could try being naughty – whether to tease their mates, push lovers’ buttons, or simply take a chance on a love interest.
Cheating was not allowed during the spin, but some tried anyway and were pulled out by designated guardians, who were the only ones on the hall floor not blindfolded.
The sound of the music increased, the spinning continued and with a resounding clang, right at midnight, the music stopped.
Everyone pulled off their blindfolds and eye masks and looked up as one to see who was under a mistletoe and who was closest.
Growls, groans, and snickering, filled the hall as wolves saw where they were and who they were privileged to kiss first thing on Christmas morning.
Marian looked up and glanced around with a small smile on her face.
She was under a mistletoe and that meant one thing – someone was going to be really embarrassed, real soon, for getting a kiss from the deposed princess.
There were people nearby, Roxanne, the golden-haired she-wolf, Juniper, the hybrid wolf, and…her smile froze on her lips as her eyes fell on the wolf behind her.
Wolf...?
Can he be called a wolf...? Marian mused as Dinka whined quietly in their mind space, backing away in her mind, with disdain.
Right behind Marian, the closest person to her, the one she would have to kiss, was the pack outcast; the largest, fattest, weakest pack member; an unranked pack member with no scent and no known wolf within – Reyland Garrant, Alpha Dax’s biological son.
He smiled shyly at Marian, backing away as he flushed deep red.
Reyland was tall, the tallest pack member, but he was also overweight, ungainly, and without any wolf traits to boast of.
He never went out on hunts and never trained or fought with the pack members.
He was the weakest of the pack. At best, due to his size, he may be stronger than some omegas, but even a handful of them were stronger than him.
He was an embarrassment to the pack, a shame no one spoke of, about, or against, and he should have been an embarrassment to his family, but his father kept him close.
He glanced around sheepishly, nervously searching for someone, seeming lost at sea.
Marian pulled back slightly, mirroring Dinka, but as she watched his eyes and his increasingly sweaty brow, she recalled how she had felt at the New Year’s feast not eleven months ago, when all eyes had been on her as Dorien rejected her in front of the pack.
In this same, damn hall, she mused.
Marian recalled how her chest had tightened and the world had spun.
Her hands tightened into fists.
What’s the big deal?
It’s just a kiss.
Before Reyland could turn away, Marian grabbed his soft cheeks and stood on her toes, pulling his head down to kiss him and get it over with.
Who cares who it is? She mused as she pulled Reyland’s round face to hers.
Her eyes were closed, but her ears were not.
The silence in the room was deafening.
Alpha Dax had stood up. Marian heard his chair scrape back, and she felt the pack stiffen as they sensed their leader’s unease.
They could all feel his apprehension as his heart pounded in his chest – the ousted princess, his enemy, was standing before the entire pack, and their guests, with her hands on his son; his firstborn.
Marian felt Dax’s sky-blue eyes on her from across the hall, but she was not concerned about him.
Reyland grabbed her arm to pull away, to stop her but, she was an alpha she-wolf and he was wolfless, with the added bonus of being unusually weak; he had no chance.
She kissed him fully on the lips.
She had intended to kiss his forehead or cheek, but with all the attention and unnecessary silent commotion, she was moved to do something more worthy of their eyes and the whispers that had slowly started up in the mind link.
She could feel them, their words, but she had blocked them all out of her head from the moment she had stepped into their territory, less than eight hours ago.
Her lips met his and Reyland gasped.
Marian, driven by the desire to cause a stir, to let Dorien know that she was not some sad she-wolf who would mope around because of him, to let her father know that she was still his daughter and would not allow Alpha Dax to make her, or him, feel small, licked the inside base of Reyland’s parted lips.
His hand tightened on her arm and she nearly winced. She opened her eyes, surprised by the force he had used, and was stunned by the wide grey eyes looking back at her.
Grey with yellow flecks.
Were his eyes ever such a color? She pondered, staring back into his eyes.
She had never really related with Reyland; she couldn’t even say that she knew him.
When she was growing up, he was an unknown son of her father’s friend, almost a secret child. Rarely seen anywhere, and only for short periods of time.
It was only when his father had risen to Alpha that people started to see him more often.
The pack was familiar with Alpha Dax’s other two sons and they knew his adopted son extremely well. Dorien had been popular since he was a pup, but this one had basically been hidden until his father’s strength could be used to shield him.
Marian stepped closer to the weak giant, her eyes on his, as she licked the inside of his upper lip.
His eyes shut tightly and Marian kissed him, her tongue pushing through his gritted teeth.
A loud noise filled her head, and it was not the collective gasp of the pack or the deep growl from Alpha Dax’s chest.
It was the blood that was rushing to her head.
She pulled Reyland closer and moved her hand to the back of his neck, pressing him down.
There was a loud roar beside her and she was flung backward, away from the sweet taste she was devouring.
She landed on all fours, opening her eyes which were nearly black thanks to her wolf, Dinka, pushing forward.
“You dare! You slave mutt!” Alpha Dax spat.
Marian did not look at her Alpha, she stared at his son, Reyland, who was down on one knee, his mouth was covered with a cloth that his father had placed there before spinning around on Marian.
She could see the blood pooling on the red cloth, she could smell it.
The smell filled the room but no one was reacting to it.
Am I the only one that can smell this? She wondered as Dinka pushed forward and she pulled her wolf back, confused and curious about what was happening in front of her.
Marian’s wolf was growling, deep and loud.She was sure that this looked aggressive to onlookers, but she knew that it was not aggression that Dinka was feeling.She stared at Reyland as he held the cloth against his bleeding mouth.Did I do that? When did I do that?I – Her musings were interrupted by an enraged father.“Seize her!” Alpha Dax bellowed, and three warriors pressed forward.Dorien was standing beside his brother, a strange expression on his face as he gazed down at Marian who was still crouched in an attack position.Her eyes went around the crowd.I’m the center of attention again. Damn it! She spat in her mind.Marian felt it before she heard it. Her father, Corien, had moved to stand in front of her, facing her and blocking her from the approaching warriors.The warriors stopped their approach as their former Alpha smiled gently at his daughter, his only remaining pup after Dax took over his pack.His deep green eyes stared gently at her and his handsome face was r
“Daaad! It’s not like that!” Marian whined again, stomping her foot like a child as she held her father’s hands in both of hers.Corien smiled at his only surviving child.“After you left I tried to talk to you many times. But you cut me off eight months ago. You cut me off, Marian…Do you still hate me?” He asked quietly, almost apprehensively.“No dad, I never did...” She replied gently.“But you went away –” He pressed.“I went away because Dorien rejected me,” she pushed back, not meeting her father’s eyes.“We just lost a battle Minnie–” He stated softly, searching her face.“But I knew him before that! I knew him for YEARS before that! I thought we were–” she threw back at her father, her words running out of her mouth.“We just lost. His father –” Alpha Corien continued, unperturbed, remaining calm and steady before the force that was his daughter.“ADOPTED father!” She spat, the bile rising in her stomach.By the goddess, how I hate that man! She screamed in her mind, and Dinka
Dax called out, behind his wolf’s eyes, “Submit Marian! Submit!” He commanded her, “Think, Minnie. You are not the only one who will die here!” Dax continued forcefully, speaking through his wolf.And that was it, at that warning, at that reminder, that was the exact point she and her father had lost.She gazed at her father, his claw remained where they were as they stared at each other. The mind link remained broken, her father would not let her in, but his eyes were easy to read – if she were killed at that moment, he was ready to die as well.He was ready to die.And that was when the rift between them formed. The moment her father left the choice of whether they both live or die in her hands.Her eyes filled as she stared at her father’s unmoving face. If she made the wrong move, she would be lost, and her father would be collateral damage.If she died, if THEY died, who would avenge her mother and brother?“Alpha...” she pleaded, addressing her father, but only a moan escaped he
Corien grunted as Dax’s grip tightened, his green eyes unblinking as he lazily watched the current pack Alpha struggle with himself.Dax shoved Corien back on the chair he had been sitting on, and Corien fell back lazily, adjusting his collar and sliding his gaze back to the file that was still in his hands.Dax stood back, glaring at Corien and bringing his breathing under control.There was a sharp knock on the door.“What?!” Both Dax and Bentax snarled at the intrusion, and Dorien cracked the door open.“May I approach, Alpha?” Dorien asked formally from the partly opened door.Dax’s shoulders relaxed, and Bentax retreated. “Of course, son, come in,” he responded calmly.Dorien entered, gazing between his current Alpha and his former Alpha. “She has crossed the border,” he said carefully. All three men knew whom he was referring to.“Remember to stay alert. She is dangerous,” Dax commented distractedly as he gazed out the sa
It was that time of the year again. The time of the year Marian hated the most – Christmas.Away from her pack for almost a year after her self-imposed exile, she had returned to fulfill her duties as the only surviving child and sibling of her late mother and brother.Goddess, how I hate this place, she mused as she strode toward the pack hall, her hips swaying as she walked purposefully toward the hall in her gold dress and strappy gold heels, all five foot eleven inches of her, as a light breeze pulled on her waist length dark brown hair and silk gown.Marian had the lean, athletic build of a warrior she-wolf and she moved like the alpha she-wolf that she was – long determine strides, her green eyes fixed on her destination, her back and head straight and upright.“Why do I have to come back here?”“All these people…! This place…! It’s exactly the same,” Marian said haughtily, speaking to her wolf, Dinka, in their mind space.At the beginning of this very year, Marian had been reje
Alpha Dax had let her leave at New Year’s, she had no illusions about this.A thought from him would have had her wrapped in chains and dragged back to the dungeons that had been her home for a month after the war, until her father had managed to get Dax to let her out.But the pack’s Alpha had not bothered. Even in her pain, reeling from the effects of the rejection, she had still felt his smug satisfaction as she ‘escaped’, and Marian was confident that he would let her leave again.He didn’t want her around. If not for her father, he would have killed her that day as well.The service Marian had returned to attend was held on the anniversary of the battle’s end – three days after Christmas.This year was the fourth one and Marian had returned because she could not leave her father to carry the weight of that day, that memory, alone.She had arrived earlier today, on Christmas Eve; and had found the beautiful silk gown she was currently wearing waiting for her on her bed, a gift fro
Corien grunted as Dax’s grip tightened, his green eyes unblinking as he lazily watched the current pack Alpha struggle with himself.Dax shoved Corien back on the chair he had been sitting on, and Corien fell back lazily, adjusting his collar and sliding his gaze back to the file that was still in his hands.Dax stood back, glaring at Corien and bringing his breathing under control.There was a sharp knock on the door.“What?!” Both Dax and Bentax snarled at the intrusion, and Dorien cracked the door open.“May I approach, Alpha?” Dorien asked formally from the partly opened door.Dax’s shoulders relaxed, and Bentax retreated. “Of course, son, come in,” he responded calmly.Dorien entered, gazing between his current Alpha and his former Alpha. “She has crossed the border,” he said carefully. All three men knew whom he was referring to.“Remember to stay alert. She is dangerous,” Dax commented distractedly as he gazed out the sa
Dax called out, behind his wolf’s eyes, “Submit Marian! Submit!” He commanded her, “Think, Minnie. You are not the only one who will die here!” Dax continued forcefully, speaking through his wolf.And that was it, at that warning, at that reminder, that was the exact point she and her father had lost.She gazed at her father, his claw remained where they were as they stared at each other. The mind link remained broken, her father would not let her in, but his eyes were easy to read – if she were killed at that moment, he was ready to die as well.He was ready to die.And that was when the rift between them formed. The moment her father left the choice of whether they both live or die in her hands.Her eyes filled as she stared at her father’s unmoving face. If she made the wrong move, she would be lost, and her father would be collateral damage.If she died, if THEY died, who would avenge her mother and brother?“Alpha...” she pleaded, addressing her father, but only a moan escaped he
“Daaad! It’s not like that!” Marian whined again, stomping her foot like a child as she held her father’s hands in both of hers.Corien smiled at his only surviving child.“After you left I tried to talk to you many times. But you cut me off eight months ago. You cut me off, Marian…Do you still hate me?” He asked quietly, almost apprehensively.“No dad, I never did...” She replied gently.“But you went away –” He pressed.“I went away because Dorien rejected me,” she pushed back, not meeting her father’s eyes.“We just lost a battle Minnie–” He stated softly, searching her face.“But I knew him before that! I knew him for YEARS before that! I thought we were–” she threw back at her father, her words running out of her mouth.“We just lost. His father –” Alpha Corien continued, unperturbed, remaining calm and steady before the force that was his daughter.“ADOPTED father!” She spat, the bile rising in her stomach.By the goddess, how I hate that man! She screamed in her mind, and Dinka
Marian’s wolf was growling, deep and loud.She was sure that this looked aggressive to onlookers, but she knew that it was not aggression that Dinka was feeling.She stared at Reyland as he held the cloth against his bleeding mouth.Did I do that? When did I do that?I – Her musings were interrupted by an enraged father.“Seize her!” Alpha Dax bellowed, and three warriors pressed forward.Dorien was standing beside his brother, a strange expression on his face as he gazed down at Marian who was still crouched in an attack position.Her eyes went around the crowd.I’m the center of attention again. Damn it! She spat in her mind.Marian felt it before she heard it. Her father, Corien, had moved to stand in front of her, facing her and blocking her from the approaching warriors.The warriors stopped their approach as their former Alpha smiled gently at his daughter, his only remaining pup after Dax took over his pack.His deep green eyes stared gently at her and his handsome face was r
Marian spun around, bumping into some people and narrowly missing others, laughter and giggles sounding off everywhere.This was the one time pack members, mated or not, could try being naughty – whether to tease their mates, push lovers’ buttons, or simply take a chance on a love interest.Cheating was not allowed during the spin, but some tried anyway and were pulled out by designated guardians, who were the only ones on the hall floor not blindfolded.The sound of the music increased, the spinning continued and with a resounding clang, right at midnight, the music stopped.Everyone pulled off their blindfolds and eye masks and looked up as one to see who was under a mistletoe and who was closest.Growls, groans, and snickering, filled the hall as wolves saw where they were and who they were privileged to kiss first thing on Christmas morning.Marian looked up and glanced around with a small smile on her face.She was under a mistletoe and that meant one thing – someone was going to
Alpha Dax had let her leave at New Year’s, she had no illusions about this.A thought from him would have had her wrapped in chains and dragged back to the dungeons that had been her home for a month after the war, until her father had managed to get Dax to let her out.But the pack’s Alpha had not bothered. Even in her pain, reeling from the effects of the rejection, she had still felt his smug satisfaction as she ‘escaped’, and Marian was confident that he would let her leave again.He didn’t want her around. If not for her father, he would have killed her that day as well.The service Marian had returned to attend was held on the anniversary of the battle’s end – three days after Christmas.This year was the fourth one and Marian had returned because she could not leave her father to carry the weight of that day, that memory, alone.She had arrived earlier today, on Christmas Eve; and had found the beautiful silk gown she was currently wearing waiting for her on her bed, a gift fro
It was that time of the year again. The time of the year Marian hated the most – Christmas.Away from her pack for almost a year after her self-imposed exile, she had returned to fulfill her duties as the only surviving child and sibling of her late mother and brother.Goddess, how I hate this place, she mused as she strode toward the pack hall, her hips swaying as she walked purposefully toward the hall in her gold dress and strappy gold heels, all five foot eleven inches of her, as a light breeze pulled on her waist length dark brown hair and silk gown.Marian had the lean, athletic build of a warrior she-wolf and she moved like the alpha she-wolf that she was – long determine strides, her green eyes fixed on her destination, her back and head straight and upright.“Why do I have to come back here?”“All these people…! This place…! It’s exactly the same,” Marian said haughtily, speaking to her wolf, Dinka, in their mind space.At the beginning of this very year, Marian had been reje