Everyone was dressed in their finest wear, and Marian was not done up any less.
Her outfit was a gold gown her father had prepared for her.
A dress that was both alluring and an official statement.
It highlighted her curves and her toned frame. Her arms were bare and her thighs peeked out of the high slit with every step she took, showing the firm muscles of her long legs. Her long hair did not hide the muscles of her shoulders and back, which shifted with every swing of her arms.
Her breasts and hips were in full attendance, and nobody could second-guess whether or not her assets had anything to do with the rejection – they, clearly, had not.
The display of her body, the uprightness of her poise, was a statement that she would not be cowed.
A clear message that she was not ashamed or afraid to be seen.
Marian knew in her heart that if she had had her way, she would have worn black or red, something ‘traditional’, but the fact that her father, the one she had left behind, left alone in a world that had shunned them, had gifted a gold dress to her, she had no choice but to put it on.
And when she had, she had felt her father’s unwavering love. A love she had done everything to ignore ever since his fall – their fall. A love she had pushed away, fled from, and finally embraced, albeit slightly, and had therefore returned earlier than she needed to.
Marian did not notice the heads that turned or the eyes that stared.
She was not here for them.
She glanced around the packed room, searching for her father.
Their time together was limited.
The sooner she found him, the longer she could stay with him, and once the ceremony was done, she would head out.
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The party was livelier than the last one. Various wolf clans had been invited, and even a few rogue wolves who dwelled around the perimeter of their pack lands were in attendance.
As Marian waded deeper into the room, some wolves nodded to her, others gawked and whispered, and still others looked away, pretending not to have noticed her.
Some had been allies of her father’s during the war, others had been on Dax’s side.
After the battle, some had been part of the group who had abused her, used her as a punching bag during training, or treated her lower than a slave – when her father was not near – or had been part of the group who looked away when she was being mistreated.
She glided by them all.
She was not their prisoner anymore, not in her heart or in her mind.
She was only back for one reason, and once her duty was fulfilled, she would leave.
“Where is he…” Marian stated irritably to Dinka as she glanced around.
There were too many smells in the room, and something was also interfering with her senses.
“It’s almost time, they must have started releasing the gas,” Dinka replied in a low growl.
“Yeah, it should be time soon,” Marian confirmed.
“I can’t wait to get out of here,” she continued, complaining to her wolf.
“Use the link,” Dinka urged.
Marian did not respond as her mind pulled her to the past again.
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Alpha Dax had let her leave at New Year’s, she had no illusions about this.
A thought from him would have had her wrapped in chains and dragged back to the dungeons that had been her home for a month after the war, until her father had managed to get Dax to let her out.
But the pack Alpha had not bothered. Even in her pain, reeling from the effects of the rejection, she had still felt his smug satisfaction as she ‘escaped’, and she was confident that he would let her leave again.
He did not want her around.
If not for her father, he would have killed her that day as well, just as he had killed the rest of her family – that day, three days after Christmas.
As Marian searched for her father in the large hall, Dinka nipped at her again,
“We can link with him,” Dinka pressed, getting agitated.
Earlier that day, when Marian had first entered the pack grounds, as soon as she arrived within the pack borders, her father had called to her in the mind link they shared.
She had pushed at him and barred him from connecting with her.
Now, she searched for him, like a lost child. Silently seeking her father in the crowd, while maintaining her outward calm.
“No, Dinka! If I use it, others will feel it. Be patient, D. We’ll find Dad,” Marian snapped at and placated her wolf at the same time.
Marina was never one for patience. Always ready for action and geared to go, she was faster with her fists and tongue than she was with her heart or head.
Strongest in a fight, weakest in matters of painstaking attention.
Yes, she wanted to find her father as quickly as possible, but no, she did not want or need any extra attention from others on her private matters.
Her business this night was with the father, no one else.
He was here, she knew that.
He always attended every pack ceremony, event, or gathering. Always.
“Hey, looking for someone?” a deep, arrogant voice, so very familiar to Marian, droned on her left.
Her pulse spiked, and she rolled her eyes, neutralizing the instant surge of pain that hit her in the chest, dousing the budding flames with indifference.
She had not sensed the person who had spoken, and Dinka also had not felt him, as she had been engrossed in sniffing out their father.
Marian turned slowly. Her green eyes fell on the dark brown, almost black, eyes of the man who had stepped up to her – Dorien Aldon, the heir to the Lightmoon pack, adopted son of the current Alpha, the wolf who had rejected her barely eleven moons ago.
This is the second time I’m meeting him today.
What’s his problem?
He rejected me, didn’t he?
What’s with all this attention? She mused irritably as she recalled her meeting with Dorien earlier that day when she had arrived at Lightmoon’s pack grounds.
“What’s it to you?” she asked lazily, eyeing him warily as she stood facing him.
“Maybe I could help?” he replied smoothly.
Marian stared at him, a neutral expression on her face.
“The day I need your help, Dorien, is the day hell freezes over,” she stated cooly.
Dorien smiled wryly at her, his soft lips curving up at one corner.
Before he could say anything more, Marian spun around and moved through the crowd, deeper into the hall, and away from the boy she had loved for over nine years of her current nineteen-year life.
Dorien hung back, gazing at her receding back.
He tried to say something in the mind space, but he hit a wall so solid that his eyes widened with surprise.
How did she get so good at that? He mused, but remained silent as he watched her cut a sexy path through the crowd. Eyes and heads turning as she passed by.
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Marian continued searching for her father and then, as if by some destined hand, she turned, a path cleared, and her eyes fell on him.
Her father, Corien Storm, former Alpha of the Lightmoon pack.
The music was blaring, and the loud laughter was jarring, but for Marian, the room might as well have been silent.There, on a low stage set toward the end of the hall, a raised platform just two feet off the ground, and twenty feet wide, were seated Alpha Dax, his two mates, and her father, former Alpha, Corien.A dark-haired, green-eyed man in his early forties with chiseled features and a neatly groomed moustache-beard. A handsome man by no mean measure.A rush of warmth filled her chest and her stomach.Why have I been avoiding him? She mused, angry at herself and yet happy as she laid her eyes on him, her only living relative, a man she had fought for, bled for, and nearly died beside, four years ago.She caught her father’s eye, and his green eyes lit up. He smiled lightly at her just as Dax leaned in to whisper something in his ear.Marian turned away from the sight.Dad...she mused to herself, and right at that moment, a gong went off.It was five minutes to midnight; the main
Marian had intended to kiss Reyland’s forehead or cheek, but with all the attention and unnecessary silent commotion, she was moved to do something more worthy of their eyes and whispers.Her lips met his, and he gasped.She licked the inside base of his parted lips, and his hand tightened on her arm.She nearly winced.She opened her eyes, surprised by the force he had used, and was stunned by the wide grey eyes staring back at her.Grey with yellow flecks.Were his eyes ever such a color? She pondered, staring back into his eyes.She had never really related with Reyland; she couldn’t even say that she knew him.When she was growing up, he was an unknown son of her father’s friend, almost a secret child. Rarely seen anywhere, and only for short periods of time.It was only when his father had risen to Alpha that people started to see him more often.The pack was familiar with Alpha Dax’s other two sons, and they knew his adopted son extremely well.Dorien had been popular since he wa
“Daaad! It’s not like that!” Marian pressed, stomping her foot like a child as she held her father’s hands in both of hers.Corien smiled at his only surviving child.“After you left, I tried to talk to you many times. But you cut me off eight months ago. You cut me off, Marian…Do you still hate me?” he asked quietly, almost apprehensively.“No, Dad, I never did...” she replied gently.“But you went away –” he pressed.“I went away because Dorien rejected me,” she pushed back, not meeting her father’s eyes.“We just lost a battle, Minnie –” he stated softly, searching her face.“But I knew him before that! I knew him for YEARS before that! I thought we were–” she threw back at her father, her words running out of her mouth.“We just lost. His father –” Alpha Corien continued, unperturbed, remaining calm and steady before the force that was his daughter.“ADOPTED father!” she spat, the bile rising in her stomach.By the goddess, how I hate that man! She screamed in her mind, and Dinka s
Dax called out, behind his wolf’s eyes, “Submit Marian! Submit!” He commanded her, “Think, Minnie. You are not the only one who will die here!” Dax continued forcefully, speaking through his wolf.And that was it, at that warning, at that reminder, that was the exact point she and her father had lost.She gazed at her father, his claw remained where they were as they stared at each other. The mind link remained broken, her father would not let her in, but his eyes were easy to read – if she were killed at that moment, he was ready to die as well.He was ready to die.And that was when the rift between them formed. The moment her father left the choice of whether they both live or die in her hands.Her eyes filled as she stared at her father’s unmoving face. If she made the wrong move, she would be lost, and her father would be collateral damage.If she died, if THEY died, who would avenge her mother and brother?“Alpha...” she pleaded, addressing her father, but only a moan escaped he
Corien grunted as Dax’s grip tightened, his green eyes unblinking as he lazily watched the current pack Alpha struggle with himself.Dax shoved Corien back on the chair he had been sitting on, and Corien fell back lazily, adjusting his collar and sliding his gaze back to the file that was still in his hands.Dax stood back, glaring at Corien and bringing his breathing under control.There was a sharp knock on the door.“What?!” Both Dax and Bentax snarled at the intrusion, and Dorien cracked the door open.“May I approach, Alpha?” Dorien asked formally from the partly opened door.Dax’s shoulders relaxed, and Bentax retreated. “Of course, son, come in,” he responded calmly.Dorien entered, gazing between his current Alpha and his former Alpha. “She has crossed the border,” he said carefully. All three men knew whom he was referring to.“Remember to stay alert. She is dangerous,” Dax commented distractedly as he gazed out the sa
Reyland was the reason the pack had an heir who was not weak and useless.He was also the reason the war of four years ago had not led the Lightmoon pack into disarray.It was Reyland who had thought up the annual pack ceremony to remember the fallen from the war, Reyland who, years before that, as a child, had convinced his father to put Dorien forward as his heir, instead of him.And that same Reyland was whispering into Dax’s ear, giving his gentle advice for Dax to consider – display a wounded son on a stage, or help the son to the back door while he, the Alpha, regained control of an event that had many allied and some not so allied guests, in attendance.Yes, Reyland knew his father well.“Fine. Go straight home. Jackson will –” Dax replied after a moment’s silence, but Reyland jumped in.“I’ll be fine, Alpha,” Reyland whispered, a small smile on his round face as he pulled out of h
Zepher followed her hurriedly while Dorien hung back. The omega slid inside the bungalow behind her just before the door slammed shut.Memories had flooded into her mind as soon as she entered the house. Bad memories, sad memories, memories that made her stumble after taking just five steps into the space.Familiar scents hit her, and her heart shook.She could smell the omega’s fear. It took all her self-control not to snarl at him.He, in turn, smelled her frustration and his fear increased.Her head spun. She steadied herself by pulling strength from Dinka.Dinka was a strong wolf with reserves of power and resilience that most regular wolves did not possess.Marian closed her eyes and purposely slowed her breathing. She pointed to the windows, murmuring, “Please...”.Zepher immediately understood and rushed to open all the windows. He even went to the kitchen and to every other room in the bungalow, openin
He sounds…wholesome…if that makes any sense, Marian mused. Dinka purred silently, not wanting to be heard by the man inside the room.He kicked the chest of drawers again.Marian peeked a little closer.Hmmm…from the scuff marks on it, it seems he kicks this thing quite often…she thought to herself.“She didn’t hurt you badly, did she?” The lady asked, drawing closer to Reyland, reaching for his chin.He drew back, turning his face and body away from her.“It hurt Anna. It really hurt. But…it’s healed now. Thank you for the medicine.” He replied dejectedly, his voice low.Anna placed her hand on his round shoulder; it looked so small against his frame that Marian almost let out a snort, but at the same time, she almost let out a growl.For some reason, she did not like the fact that this person was touching Reyland.Her brow furrowed as she fought her confusion and tried to focus on staying unheard, uns
Any concerns or requests could be brought to the Elders; however, they would never actively involve themselves in resolving any issues.Their presence was intimidating and could be hard to bear.Many meetings were not done face-to-face, but rather, through intermediaries – younger, but still elderly, shifters who lived with the Elders and presented cases to them for their input.Their rule was simple – they did not interfere in pack politics or battles. They had all had enough of these during their individual reigns and had no taste for such things in their old age.All of them had been around during the time of the previous Alpha, the one before Corien, the one who loved wars, battles, and blood, the one who used his people as objects and pawns for his schemes and conquests.And they had done nothing.They had been there when Corien had taken over from that Alpha, by force of arms, and they had done nothing.
Corien was in Dax’s office. He had been with him for the past hour, letting the Alpha seethe and rage.Dorien and the Luna had been present as well, but they had left earlier, leaving only the two brothers, the two enemies, together.Dax sat in his chair, his back to Corien, staring out the large window behind his desk.“Once the Alpha King hears of this from Anna, he will come for her,” Dax droned. Finally calm after his last outbursts with his family.“Not if we claim her,” Corien replied calmly.Dax did not respond.Corien continued.“We don’t have to do so immediately. We can plan for it, as we do for everything,” he stated firmly as he approached the large desk and stopped at the edge, adjacent to Dax’s wide shoulders.“If you put everything aside, you will know that what Dorien has suggested is the best solution,” he continued carefully.Silence.
“If he banishes me…” Marian whispered hoarsely, her voice catching. She shifted her eyes to Gravan, “Will you and Dad come with me?” she whispered, her eyes filling.“Just us? No one else?” Gravan replied with a soft smile, his bright eyes shining in his handsome face.Marian shifted her head against her pillow as she gazed up at her uncle.“I won’t have any hope there, if I’m banished,” she croaked.Gravan shook his head gently, stroking her forehead, the smile still on his face.“First of all, princess, we don’t dwell on ‘what-ifs’, hmmm? What’s done is done. All that matters is where we are now, and what we can do about it,” he stated matter-of-factly.“Your father will not let anything happen to you. Rest assured, nothing as drastic as banishment will happen,” he droned.“But, what if he – Alpha Dax &ndash
Marian’s damp face was red as she lay on her bed, wrapped like a mummy.Her eyes were quivering, but they were clear.Gravan gazed steadily at her.“Twenty-four hours. That’s all we need. To cover up your healing.”“The day after tomorrow, you can move about, anyhow you please,” he commented flatly in his silk, comforting voice, addressing the other matter she had not raised – attending the Remembrance ceremony.That had been the sole reason she had returned.The only thing that had brought her back to the pack so soon after her departure.And now, she could not attend it.He knew this.He and her father had discussed it in less than three sentences the moment she was out of the woods after Dax had broken her body.It had been on the day after the attack. After he had woken up in the pack hospital.As soon as he had woken, he had linked his Alpha, his mentor, his fr
Is he in heat?Am I?Marian mused.Dinka chuffed at her in their mind space.“What? I’m bored!” Marian tossed at her wolf, “If I can’t go out tomorrow, let me have a little fun today.”“It’s been too hard these past few days,” she complained to Dinka, “I need a distraction!”“This is not a distraction, Marian, this is torture,” Dinka replied, her teeth bared as if she were laughing.“We’ve seen torture, D. We’re just playing with him,” Marian replied with a smile.With her eyes directing Zepher and a few sounds chipped in here and there, she made the young omega feed her every bite of food and every drop of water and light wine that had been brought to her as she breathed him in.Thirty long minutes later, Gravan walked in to find a very distraught Zepher feeding a very contented Marian.========
It had been infuriating and had felt like a personal attack to Marian.The girl beside Dorien, Risa, was two years older than him.Every part of her was soft and supple.She had never held anything close to a weapon, of any sort, in her life.She was fresh, and smooth, and as matronly as they came – just as her mother used to admonish her to be.While she, a princess, was rough and bullish and definitely not one anybody could imagine holding a pup.Her heart had broken in more ways than one at that moment.Not only had she been dumped, she had been dumped for the kind of girl her dead mother had wanted her to be.A mother she missed. A mother she wished she could apologize to for all the times she had been difficult.And all of it had happened in public.The thing she hated the most.As soon as the words had left his lips, Marian had felt her chest burn as if it were on fire. They had not been fated m
At age eleven, Marian had started training to join the warriors rank, and Gravan had entered the picture.Only he, among the warrior class, ever sparred with her, and only he, outside of her father, ever gave her any guidance.With his support, she had developed fast. Her physical and critical thinking skills had grown in leaps and bounds, far beyond her peers.Gravan had used her alpha blood as a springboard in her training. Pushing her harder and farther than most young trainees.By the time she turned thirteen, she was leading physical training sessions for younger shifters and was no longer ignored by blooded warriors – those who were active in the protection and defense of Lightmoon pack.At fourteen, she became a full-fledged member of the warrior class, assigned to a unit.The unit leader had been Gravan. By this time, in her heart, her second uncle.As a member of his unit, he never gave her any less than he gave any oth
At the mention of Reyland, Marian had sniffed and nodded lightly.Her father smiled as footsteps were heard in the sitting area.Before she could blink, Corien was out the door, closing it gently behind him as he began to speak with the Alpha of Lightmoon pack.Marian’s eyes narrowed. She pushed her senses to listen, but both men were warriors; she could not hear them unless they didn’t mind being heard.There was silence.She could not even feel them.Their presence had been blocked.A few minutes later, she heard footsteps leaving her dorm.Two sets.She rested her back on the bed and stared up at the ceiling, mulling over her conversation with her father.She went over everything one by one, step by step, with Dinka.As she recounted it, certain things stood out to her, but she kept her counsel.Instead, her mind turned to the past, before the darkest time in her life.==========The pack had been a home then.Her father, mother, and her younger brother had lived in the Alpha mansi
“He ordered the rest of us out – me, Dax, Dorien,” Corien continued, maintaining his fluid pace.Marian smiled lightly, but remained focused, keeping the meld firmly intact.“Byron gave you pint after pint of blood from the blood bank. He would not let me give any because of the impending full moon.”Corien paused and smiled widely when the meld did not waver.My daughter is a true alpha warrior, he mused.Marian’s breathing remained steady. Her brow had twitched, but she had no other reaction.“We stayed in the sitting area of your dorm until you woke up the next day.”“You know the gist of things from there.”“Dax has been gone since the early hours of this morning. No one has seen him or heard from him. Physical or link-wise.”“We locked down the pack grounds. Some news might have gotten out, but no one will be able to understand things. Not for a while, not until more details come to light, and not…unless they are old enough or versed enough in wolf history to guess anything.”“An