NINA.
Dad stares at me in silence, his expression unreadable. My hands tremble slightly, but I curl them into fists, anchoring myself. Then he sighs, shaking his head, and speaks softly, "My sweet girl," and approaches me, taking my hands gently. I stiffen. "I love him, Dad. I don't care about his economic background or social status, and I…" Dad interrupts, voice firm but gentle. "You don't. But he does care about yours." I stiffen again, pulling my hands free from his grasp. "That is not true! We've spent hours, days, even months talking about these things. He's never shown an interest in my money. He loves me for myself. You have to trust me." Dad shakes his head. "I do trust you, Nina. But I will watch out for you and protect you more. That boy is not what he seems. I get the feeling there are ulterior motives behind him." "That's ridiculous." My voice rises a notch, my heart pounding in annoyance. "You don't even know him. You hardly had a complete sentence with him!" "I don't want an entire sentence," Dad replies sternly. "I've spent over thirty years in business. I can spot a con artist a mile away." "Dad!" His jaw clenched and his voice stiffened. "You will not marry him, Nina. And that is all there is to it." The force of his words registers with me, cold and irreversible. Pain fills my chest, but anger breaks out with it. My fist clenches the strap of my bag as I shoot him a dirty look. I don't utter a single word, but I push my way past him, racing towards the door. "Nina—"Dad calls out to me, but I'm already gone, the door slamming behind me. Esme, the receptionist, glances up as I rush past her, my eyes blurring with tears. I force my way into the private elevator, slamming the button for the parking garage. My face scowls back at me from the metal doors, flushed cheeks, lips slightly parted, eyes shining with unshed tears. Why did he not trust me? Trust in my love? Had I ever taken a man home with me before? Had I ever done anything so irresponsible that he had a reason to doubt my judgment? The elevator opens up with a ding, and I step out into the parking lot, observing Bryan pacing back and forth nervously beside my car. He lifts his eyes to see me as he approaches hurriedly. "What did he say?" I shake my head, trying to make a sentence and hoping he’d understand. His jaw tightens, his fists balling up. "Fuck." He turns away from me, running his hand through his hair. The anger coming from him is almost palpable. Standing there, observing him, my heart breaks a little more. He must have needed this so desperately. He must care for me. And Dad… I dry my eyes, my despair hardening into determination. "We're getting married one way or another." Bryan's striding stops, his eyes flicking to mine. "What?" I step nearer, grasping his hands. "We can go to a courthouse. Tonight. He doesn't have faith in us, but we do." For a second, Bryan just stares at me. Then his lips slowly curve into a grin, his eyes shining. "Yeah. That's right. Let's go." I stumble. "Wait, now?" His jaw clenches. "You love me, don't you? Or have you changed your mind?" I blink. "Of course, I love you, Bry…" "So what are you afraid of?" His grip tightens a bit. "Let's do it now. Unless." He glances at me. "Unless you're having second thoughts?" I stare into his burning eyes. Was I? No. I take a deep breath and nod. "Okay." Bryan doesn't waste a second. He rushes me through the parking lot, and we speed out onto New York streets. --- The priest in the courthouse drags on, but in my mind everything is a whirl of emotions. “…do you take this woman, Nina Davis, to be your lawfully wedded wife, to be with in times of joy and adversity?" "Yes, I do," Bryan responds. The priest faces me. "And do you, Nina Davis, take this man, Bryan Carter, to be your lawfully wedded husband…?" I take a deep breath. "I do." "I now pronounce you husband and wife. You may kiss the bride." Bryan leans in and gives me a chaste peck on the lips. He instantly draws back and scurries over to the clerk. We sign the wedding certificate in a flurry, his energy on the verge of hysteria. As I write my signature, I let out an embarrassing and nervous laugh. "Why the hurry? I must be dreaming because everything has been happening so fast." Bryan's face turns to me, his eyes shining. "It's nice to be married, isn't it?" He pulls me in closer, his voice softer. "What's mine is yours, and what's yours…is mine." His lips kiss me again. Something in that sentence rings in my head. A dulled alarm. A tiny sense of unease. I shake it off. It's a marriage promise. Dad was just getting to my head. There's nothing to be worried about. With that reassurance, I allowed myself to melt into the kiss. --- The following morning, I carefully freed myself from Bryan's arms, giving him a quick peck on the forehead before hurrying into the shower. After getting dressed, I go out of my way to make sure that I am absolutely perfect, immaculate and put together. I have to be today. I drive to D'Atelier and dive into work, avoiding Dad the best I could. I focused instead on my role as an executive of the firm, diving into assignments, guiding projects, chairing meetings. However, I attended a compulsory board meeting at 3 PM, easing into my chair beside Dad. The moment I sit, his eyes shoot to my hand. His eyes fix on the wedding ring. His entire body stiffens. I don't glance at him and just stare straight ahead. He doesn't say a word. The meeting goes on, discussions of upcoming collections, marketing plans, business alliances. When finally it ends, everyone begins to leave. Except Dad. He doesn’t move. I stand and gather my things. But, he turns to me, voice unreadable. "Wait." I hesitate, then sit back down, my jaw tight. When we’re alone, Dad exhales slowly. "You married him." It’s not a question. So I nod. "When?" "Yesterday. At a courthouse?" There’s silence that goes on till I get uncomfortable. Then Dad gets up. He doesn’t yell. He doesn’t sigh. He doesn’t say anything. He just gets up and walks out. And for some reason, that's worse. --- That evening, I returned home to Bryan walking back and forth in the living room. His head snaps up when he notices me entering. His face was furious. His voice was hard as granite and so accusatory. "Your Dad dared to fire me from D'Atelier."NINA. The words hit me, a creeping, slow horror spreading in my stomach. I stared at him, speechless. What was there to say? The look he gave me was so angry and almost hateful. I stepped forward, hands outstretched to do what? Apologize, do something…But he took a step back from me and my heart fell to the ground. I hated disappointing him because I loved him. With a clenched jaw and no other words, he grabbed his coat and left. ——-I didn't speak to Dad for almost two weeks. He called, texted, even sent Mom by once, but I wouldn't speak to him. I wasn't ready. I was still too angry. And maybe… maybe I was scared too. Scared of what he'd say. Scared of what I'd do if I let myself forgive him. Scared that he was right. Meanwhile, my relationship with Bryan had reached rock bottom. He barely even spoke to me anymore, and when he did, it was curt, icy. It was like I was the one who got him fired. Like I was the reason his life fell apart. He no longer came home most nights, and whe
NINA. The drive to the police station was a nightmare, the kind where you're screaming and screaming, but no one can hear. My body was moving independently, my fuzzy flip-flops smacking the pavement as I was led away by the officers. There were onlookers. I heard some of them whispering, their glances flicking from my ridiculous pajama bottoms to my face.I wished I could scream at them. What are you gawking at? Y’all never seen a woman being arrested in nightwear?They escorted me to a cold, clinical interrogation room, the fluorescent lights overhead humming gently. I stared at the table stupidly until a detective, middle-aged, tired-looking, sat across from me."Miss Davies," he started, extending his palms wide on the tabletop.I bestowed upon him a skeptical blink. "I wish to make a telephone call to my attorney."He shook his head and scooted a tacky police station phone over in front of me. I grasped it up in shaky hands and called the number of Lauren Hilton.She answered on
NINA. Was I dead? I didn’t know. I was floating, drifting somewhere in nothingness, weightless, thoughtless. Time didn’t exist here. I didn’t exist here. Not until I saw a light.It flickered at first, a tiny dot on the horizon. Then it grew, shifting, extending, twisting into shapes, hues, memories. I was moving toward it, drawn like a moth to flame, like something inside me knew it.And then I was there.A tangy scent filled the air; paint. The metallic smell of acrylics and oil paints, turpentine and canvas. The air was hot, alive with laughter.I stood in the midst of a bright studio, walls smudged with smears of color, swooping abstract brushstrokes, half-finished pieces everywhere. My dad knelt beside little Audrey, both of them smothered in paint.My breath hitched.Dad.Alive. Well. Young.My heart hurting, I went closer, letting myself take everything in, the glint of joy in his eyes, the way that his smile drew lines on either side of his face, the blue smudge of pain
NINA.I stood before the mirror and felt awed. The reflection indicated a stranger standing at a strange facsimile of me. I reached out and touched my face and my cheekbones; this was certainly a different me. I think I looked like... Lauren Hilton."Hello, dear, are you okay?" the elderly woman's voice echoed in a soft, quiet voice.I was slow in replying to the elderly woman since I was lost in thought. "Y-y-yes, ma'am," I could hardly order my head as I turned on the tap and washed my hands, trying to clear the fog out of my brain. As I emerged from the restroom the elderly woman appeared beside me and lent me her support. She clasped my limp hands and guided me to my ward. Her welcoming eyes and smile spoke volumes of reassurance, but my mind was battling with thoughts of the strange person who looked back through the looking glass at me. "Thank you, ma'am," I said , trying to smile, yet my mind seized upon the reflection in the mirror. The elderly woman Mrs. Jenkins arranged
NINA."Hey Bryan, your phone is going crazy again," I muttered to myself, rolling my eyes and brushing through my damp hair.“Don’t snoop around my phone!” He snapped from the bathroom and I reared back, offended as he rushed out to grab it. “I wasn’t even.” I said with a frown as he thumbed through it then sighed in relief before turning it off. He turned to me apologetically and said, “Sorry.” Brushing my hair back, he asked, “Are you okay? You look down.”I hesitated. "Yeah… just thinking.""You’re too quiet," he said, kissing my shoulder. "Talk to me.""It’s Mom," I said finally. "I’ve been thinking about her."His brows furrowed. "Your mom? It’s been, what, years, right?"I frowned at his tone. "Yeah. But sometimes it hits like it just happened. Audrey was so little, she barely remembers her. I had to step up. For her and for Dad. He nearly lost it when Mom died."Bryan met my eyes in the mirror, wary and awkward. "You never talk about this.""Because it still hurts," I whispere
NINA.I stood before the mirror and felt awed. The reflection indicated a stranger standing at a strange facsimile of me. I reached out and touched my face and my cheekbones; this was certainly a different me. I think I looked like... Lauren Hilton."Hello, dear, are you okay?" the elderly woman's voice echoed in a soft, quiet voice.I was slow in replying to the elderly woman since I was lost in thought. "Y-y-yes, ma'am," I could hardly order my head as I turned on the tap and washed my hands, trying to clear the fog out of my brain. As I emerged from the restroom the elderly woman appeared beside me and lent me her support. She clasped my limp hands and guided me to my ward. Her welcoming eyes and smile spoke volumes of reassurance, but my mind was battling with thoughts of the strange person who looked back through the looking glass at me. "Thank you, ma'am," I said , trying to smile, yet my mind seized upon the reflection in the mirror. The elderly woman Mrs. Jenkins arranged
NINA. Was I dead? I didn’t know. I was floating, drifting somewhere in nothingness, weightless, thoughtless. Time didn’t exist here. I didn’t exist here. Not until I saw a light.It flickered at first, a tiny dot on the horizon. Then it grew, shifting, extending, twisting into shapes, hues, memories. I was moving toward it, drawn like a moth to flame, like something inside me knew it.And then I was there.A tangy scent filled the air; paint. The metallic smell of acrylics and oil paints, turpentine and canvas. The air was hot, alive with laughter.I stood in the midst of a bright studio, walls smudged with smears of color, swooping abstract brushstrokes, half-finished pieces everywhere. My dad knelt beside little Audrey, both of them smothered in paint.My breath hitched.Dad.Alive. Well. Young.My heart hurting, I went closer, letting myself take everything in, the glint of joy in his eyes, the way that his smile drew lines on either side of his face, the blue smudge of pain
NINA. The drive to the police station was a nightmare, the kind where you're screaming and screaming, but no one can hear. My body was moving independently, my fuzzy flip-flops smacking the pavement as I was led away by the officers. There were onlookers. I heard some of them whispering, their glances flicking from my ridiculous pajama bottoms to my face.I wished I could scream at them. What are you gawking at? Y’all never seen a woman being arrested in nightwear?They escorted me to a cold, clinical interrogation room, the fluorescent lights overhead humming gently. I stared at the table stupidly until a detective, middle-aged, tired-looking, sat across from me."Miss Davies," he started, extending his palms wide on the tabletop.I bestowed upon him a skeptical blink. "I wish to make a telephone call to my attorney."He shook his head and scooted a tacky police station phone over in front of me. I grasped it up in shaky hands and called the number of Lauren Hilton.She answered on
NINA. The words hit me, a creeping, slow horror spreading in my stomach. I stared at him, speechless. What was there to say? The look he gave me was so angry and almost hateful. I stepped forward, hands outstretched to do what? Apologize, do something…But he took a step back from me and my heart fell to the ground. I hated disappointing him because I loved him. With a clenched jaw and no other words, he grabbed his coat and left. ——-I didn't speak to Dad for almost two weeks. He called, texted, even sent Mom by once, but I wouldn't speak to him. I wasn't ready. I was still too angry. And maybe… maybe I was scared too. Scared of what he'd say. Scared of what I'd do if I let myself forgive him. Scared that he was right. Meanwhile, my relationship with Bryan had reached rock bottom. He barely even spoke to me anymore, and when he did, it was curt, icy. It was like I was the one who got him fired. Like I was the reason his life fell apart. He no longer came home most nights, and whe
NINA. Dad stares at me in silence, his expression unreadable. My hands tremble slightly, but I curl them into fists, anchoring myself. Then he sighs, shaking his head, and speaks softly, "My sweet girl," and approaches me, taking my hands gently.I stiffen. "I love him, Dad. I don't care about his economic background or social status, and I…"Dad interrupts, voice firm but gentle. "You don't. But he does care about yours."I stiffen again, pulling my hands free from his grasp. "That is not true! We've spent hours, days, even months talking about these things. He's never shown an interest in my money. He loves me for myself. You have to trust me."Dad shakes his head. "I do trust you, Nina. But I will watch out for you and protect you more. That boy is not what he seems. I get the feeling there are ulterior motives behind him.""That's ridiculous." My voice rises a notch, my heart pounding in annoyance. "You don't even know him. You hardly had a complete sentence with him!""I don't w
NINA."Hey Bryan, your phone is going crazy again," I muttered to myself, rolling my eyes and brushing through my damp hair.“Don’t snoop around my phone!” He snapped from the bathroom and I reared back, offended as he rushed out to grab it. “I wasn’t even.” I said with a frown as he thumbed through it then sighed in relief before turning it off. He turned to me apologetically and said, “Sorry.” Brushing my hair back, he asked, “Are you okay? You look down.”I hesitated. "Yeah… just thinking.""You’re too quiet," he said, kissing my shoulder. "Talk to me.""It’s Mom," I said finally. "I’ve been thinking about her."His brows furrowed. "Your mom? It’s been, what, years, right?"I frowned at his tone. "Yeah. But sometimes it hits like it just happened. Audrey was so little, she barely remembers her. I had to step up. For her and for Dad. He nearly lost it when Mom died."Bryan met my eyes in the mirror, wary and awkward. "You never talk about this.""Because it still hurts," I whispere