Chapter 5
It's been 1 week. I've never been bored all this my life. They got me a TV which I am very grateful for but watching N*****x all week I feel like I have wasted much time. The school has been the same, Jayden has talked to me once and I have not tried with them.My friend hasn't talked to me since the incident with Rexford and Jayden. They are all scared of him, and I get that I would be to I. I don't know who to blame. Like he has never known to be anything else. He was born into a family where he had no say in what he wanted. This is the only way he has ever known to be. I don't blame him for how he's become. But I hate the way he is talking to me. How he decided what I could do and not.At lunch, I go and sit beside a group of people I've never talked to but they seem nice." Why are you here? " one of the guys says. I look up to see who is talking. Tom from my class. "Shouldn't you be making your hubby dinner tonight" he teases, I gave him a disgusted look. How does school even know my marriage on paper." fuck off " I tell him. He's messing with the wrong girl.He may be strong but he doesn't know I have been training since I was 13 and I could easily knock him to the ground in one hit. He stands up walking over to me.``what are you going to do? "He wants to fight, I don't answer and take a bite of my sandwich.He places his hand on my shoulder."what the fuck are you going to do!" he says louder this time. In the blink of an eye I turn around standing, and my fist meets his nose.He falls on the floor screaming." my nose is broken!" he screams as blood runs. I walk away when a girl yells "What is your problem!" Nobody I will be your friend now that's for sure"And she's right, no one would want to hang out with me now. Great, now the whole school hates me. Sometimes I wish I was not in the mafia. But you don't get picked, we are born into this. We deal with things differently.I call Rexford to pick me up, he comes right away.I get in the car when he arrives trying to hide my tears rolling down my face. I wipe them off fast but fail when Rexford takes my chin with his hand and turns my face to him. "Who made you cry?"He asks clenching his fist, I give him what he deserves I say but that isn't enough for him, "what's his name "."Tom" I let out as he let go of my chin " what did he do" Rexford demands, he is scared so u decided to tell him before he gets angry."Stop crying, it's not worth it.he tells me and I wipe my tears because he is right. So what if the school hates me," can I please go see my siblings and mom?" I ask , he hesitates but finally a nod. First time he actually listens to me.He pulls up in front of my home, "I'll be here" he says and I run to ring the doorbell. I hope dad is not home. Mom opens the door "oh Lucy" she comes and hugs me. My mom is a sensitive woman and cries almost at everything. That's why father finds her weakness and cheats on her with other women.She doesn't deserve this but has to do what he says. "Is Juliet and Alex home"? I asked her smile faded a little.i know something is wrong "what"? I asked worriedly." he did some awful things to…" I don't let her finish as I run to juliet.She is laying in bed sleeping. I sit beside her stroking her hair.Lucy? She questions. "Yes I am here" I say as she tries to move but I see her struggle.He has fucking touched her."Lucy I can't move, it hurts" she cries. I wish I could take her place. To make her pain go away." I won't let him touch you again"I assure her this will be the one and only time someone will ever do this to her.She cries in my arms. I try to hold my tears as I hug her. Shortly she falls back to sleep.I walk out to find Alex in the living room. His face in his hands, Alex, he goes up to hug me so tight, " I couldn't stop it" he says, this might be the first time I see him cry. We sat back down on the couch." I want you to promise me whatever happens you won't let him touch her again. Alex she can't leave like we did" he nods at every word."it won't happen again"he wipes tears."is he home" I ask, scared of the answer."No"Relief is what goes through my body. "promise me to defend her in every way."I promise""Someday it's his turn to burn in hell" I tell him and he nods."how are you?""I'm good. I go to school as usual and Rexford gets me home everyday. I get food and a great bed don't worry about me" I say making him feel a little better.Rexford calls me meaning it's time to leave. I hug my brother and mother one last time before I go.I get in Rexford's car and we drive off. It's quiet for a while but he breaks the silence."Just so you know there will be a ball in one week, everybody expects us to be there. I don't want to attend but we have to make it seem like this is a normal marriage for my reputation". He says u think for a moment. A balk sounds more fun than sitting in my room for a week." sure I can fake a happy marriage" I say.It's been days and Rexford is having a party downstairs. He tells me I am not allowed to go down there. Apparently I'm not invited. Rude. I think for a while. What would he do if I went down? He already hates me and I hate him so fuck it. I'm going down. I put on a tight dress that shows my figure and let my hair down. I shake my head upside down then flip it back to give it some volume.I walk downstairs. There are a lot of people here. Dancing to the loud music. I spotted the table that had the drinks. I pick up one of the drinks and swallow the whole drink in seconds. I take another and do the same.When I take my third drink someone approaches me from the side. "Who told you you could have that," Rexford says. I laugh as I point at myself. "Me" I smile.I drink up my third but can't finish it before his hand drags it away from my mouth. "Hey that's mine" I tell him trying to take it back. "Get back to your room now, I told you to not come down" he sounds very serious. But it's li
I get into my room and my dress is hanging on my wardrobe. It's dark green and very long. It has a silky material and looks really good. The straps are made with diamonds and with it they have given me a silver bag to match the straps. The heels are really pretty too. Shiny.I get ready all day to look perfect. I put on my makeup then on with my dress. I look at myself in the mirror. I don't think I've ever felt prettier. I smile at myself in the mirror. The only thing now is to zip the dress.My hands won't reach my back. And I don't want anyone doing it for me. They will see the scars my father left me. I try again and again. Trying to reach the zipper."Fucking zipper" I shout getting annoyed."You need help with that?" Rexford says from behind me. How long has he been there? I nod and hesitate to move my hair. Hoping the dress covers my scars.He walks up behind me standing so very close. He puts his hand on the zipper but stops there. His eyes are staring at my back. Slowly his f
I feel like I'm dreaming. Anger goes through my body. I leave Rexford , to walk up to Jayden and the girl. I'm disgusted by the sight.I tap Jaydens shoulder. The second he turns around I slap his face. "Fucking ass" I shout. "Lucy " he sounds shocked that I'm here. What is he even doing here? I shake my head as I walk outside. Jayden followed me like a lost puppy."Lucy wait it isn't what it looked like" he says thinking I would believe any word that comes out that mouth."I don't want to talk to you, go back to your girlfriend," he grabs my arm. "She meant nothing, no other girl did" How many has he been with. God how did I ever like this boy. "What the fuck! How many girls Jayden. At least be honest to me" I say as I yank my arm from his grip. "4"What the hell! "Are you serious I've been away from you for 2 weeks and you have already slept with 4 girls" I laugh out of anger. "You fucking cheater" I yell."They meant nothing, and what about you? You got married in a day" he yells b
I practice a little more and when we are both done training we head back upstairs when we meet a guy. Rexford does a handshake with him and I introduce myself. "Hi I'm Lucy" I wave."Lucy and Rexford Reynolds huh?" He says. His name is apparently Chris and he does seem like a nice person. He has light brown hair and is as tall as Rexford . His green eyes and freckles make him look cute."Let me introduce you to my most loyal guard." Rexford says. "Hey man, is that how you introduce me? I'm Rexford's best friend" he says. It's hard to think anyone would want to be his friend since he doesn't talk to other people that much. But I'm glad he has him."Nice to meet you Chris " I say as I give him a soft smile, Rexford moves closer to me."How come I've never seen you around before?" I ask him because if he is close to Rexford I should have seen him at the house."Ask Rexford he's the one being weird for about a month, letting me do all the work for him" he says smiling. What does he mean w
"Get away from this place, go" I say to the girl and she runs away from this hell. Rexford takes my hand and holds it in his. He opens his car door and points for me to get in. He gets in the back seat with me as the driver takes us home. It's silent in the car. His leg is bouncing up and down.I realize that he's stressed. I've ruined everything for him. I place my hand on his leg. Making him stop. "I'm sorry I ruined it but I couldn't just stand there" I say.His face softens when he looks at me. "You did the right thing" he tells me. Although I know he's really mad right now."Why didn't you kill me?" I ask as I take away my hand. He only looks at me, not answering. We arrive and get inside the mansion. I follow him up and into his bedroom. "I wanted to just thank you for... you know, not killing me." I say smiling. He nods. "But really why didn't you just pull the trigger?" I ask again because I never got an answer.He comes closer to me and pushes me up against the wall. Our bodi
My head hurts. It's hard to open my eyes but I try. I'm on a mattress on the floor. When I have fully opened my eyes I try to sit up. Resting my back on the wall.It's almost empty in here. Other than the mattress there is unopened boxes on the corners. On the box beside me there is one glass of water and a sandwich.I stand up to get to the door that's in front of me. "Help!" I scream as I kick the door. I bang on it a few times but no one answers. I fall back to the floor now crying. I've never been this afraid in my life. I don't even know where I am, for how long I've been asleep, or who these guys are. Rexford probably is not even looking for me since he hates me so much. Maybe they took him too.I'm so worried about him. What if they killed him. The old me would be very happy about him dying but now I'm terrified. What if he's dead. I keep thinking.I cry for what feels like a decade. When a man in a white suit enters the room."Hello beautiful" he says, stepping a bit close
REXFORD'S POV Lucy is sleeping in her room. Chris walks in and wants to talk to me. "Hey man" he says and I nod in response. "I think it's time to talk" Chris says and I wait for him to talk."About Lucy" he pauses. "You have changed a lot since you've met her. You've become this man no one's ever seen, she is doing things to you and you have to put an end to it" I let him finish. "It's putting you and her in danger. You used to fuck new girls every week and now all you think about is her. You can't let a girl come before the Mafia. It has always been the Mafia before love and now you are doing the opposite."I rub my forehead in frustration."All she does is being good to people why can't you all be just like her" i say knowing this all is bad for her. My life is nothing I would want to give her. "You make very bad decisions because of her, Rexford and now you put her and yourself in danger" Chris says and I know it's true. I am dangerous to everyone near me. I would never hurt he
The next morning I get ready early in the morning since they open at 8. I hurry to eat breakfast. "Why are you in such a hurry?" Alex asks."I don't want to be late for work"I wait for his reaction as I keep eating. "You got the job! Ohhh I'm so happy for you" he says, giving me a pat on the shoulder."I know I'm amazing" I say in a sarcastic way, giving myself a compliment. We both laugh at that."Why are you two up so early?" mom says, watching us from a distance. Alex mouths the words 'she got the job' beside me. "Oh honey that's amazing, we will visit to get milkshakes sometime." She says and I nod. "Time to leave" I say, chewing the last bit of sandwich I have left.My father has had a lot of work lately so he hasn't cared about why I've been at home for two weeks. Since he thinks Rexford just sent me here to see my family. When the reality is I was sent here because he never liked me. I get out of my thoughts as I leave.***"Okay, so we have a lot of flavors you need to keep i
"I love it, have you seen the upstairs?" Alex asks loving the new house. Especially his room. "I'm happy you like it" I say smiling as I look around the house. It's not done but all the basics are there. "Could you see yourself living here?" I ask, nervous he will say no. I really want my brother to move in with me."Are you kidding me I'm moving in today, it's amazing Lucy, you really have good taste" he says making me smile. "I know I do," I say, giving myself credit."I will find a few guards to protect us" Alex says and I nod. He's been doing so good taking fathers role in the mafia. He tells me so little about everything that he does just because he knows I'm having a lot going on. Alex has been trained to take over after father all his life so it's nothing new to him. I'm happy it hasn't changed him. He's not and will never be evil.Oh. Seth also asked me to be his girlfriend. I said yes.It's weird, we have only known each other for two weeks. But when he asked I panicked and j
I've spent a lot of time in school with Seth. And I think he likes me. He wants to talk to me all the time. And I try to stay away because I am not ready for something like this. I know a lot about him. He has a beautiful bond with his family. His family is so different from what I have ever experienced. And it all scares me because he is so different from me. He knows so little about my life but I know so much of his. I don't feel comfortable enough to tell him about it all. My past.My phone vibrates in my pocket. I answered the phone. "Want to hang out tonight?" Seth asks. I hesitate. Not knowing what to answer. I like him, I really do, I don't know what's stopping me. "Commonly, it'll be fun," he says. Maybe he is what I need right now. "Okay, but this time at Alice's place." I say as he agrees. I hang up the phone and walk home from school. He skips a lot of days. I guess it's because they need him at home.I open the door and step inside her house. "Alice my friend will be here
* WEEKS LATER*I've had a lot of time thinking. Since my brother took over after dad I try to help him do some work. He's been pushing himself a lot lately.I bought a home for the first time in my life. It's pretty. Not at all what I thought I would go for when I bought my first home. It's open and has two floors. I don't use the second floor that much.I know my brother just moved into his home but I want him here. With me. He and Alice are all that I've got now so it would be amazing if Alex would move in with me. The whole second floor would be his since I don't even use it.He told me he would think about it so I hope that means yes.I don't think I can ever live alone. As for now I stay at Alice's but I don't want to be a burden to her. She has her life too so I will get out of her house as soon as the payment for my house goes through. Living alone would be so much thinking, too much actually.I can't get my mind off of him. It's like he's stuck with me. Rexford .But I am past t
Lucy's pov Rexford has been really tense this morning. I tried talking to him but it's almost like he doesn't want to answer me. I guess this is about his father being home. I put on a cute mini dress today. It’s after all summer soon.Rexford is downstairs telling something to Kendrick. "Just give me a day it will be done tomorrow" he says as I walk down. Kendrick doesn't like me. He looks disgusted as I come up behind Rexford . I hug Rexford from behind and in a second he turns to me. Our eyes meet. But this is sadder. "What is it?" I am worried for him. He shakes his head. "Nothing love" he says then stepping out of my grip. Huh.Kendrick watches us but I couldn't care less because what the hell is going on here. Rexford never backs up from me."I have to take a call, don't disturb me anyone" he says looking at me then walking to his office. What have I done?He leaves me and Kendrick alone. I look at him confused. "Don't look all surprised he's always been like this" is the on
Lucy's pov I get home and run up to Rexford to tell him about my day. He listens to me for so long. I sometimes wonder how he bears with all my talking. "I'm sorry you're probably so tired," I say, trying to shut my mouth. "I like it when you talk" Rexford says smiling giving me the sweetest eyes. "How are you feeling?" I ask because he's been a little down these past few days."I'm fine" he says, taking his shirt off to put on the cream the doctor gave. "Here let me help" I say as he sits down on his chair. I unwrap the bandage to put on the cream. He flinches as I put it on. It probably hurts."My father is back in town," Rexford says. Kendrick hasn't been around a lot. He only visits Rexford if he needs work done. "What does he want?" I ask to put the bandage back."He said he's staying with us for a while" Rexford says looking mad. "How does that feel?" I ask because I know he doesn't like it. "Fucking shit" he mumbles. I don't think Kendrick and Rexford ever had a good rel
~Rexford ~I've never been good. Not to anyone. Well there I lied. There was a time in my life where I was good. That was before I was forced to shoot my own mother. It still feels unreal. How could a son ever shoot his mother you think? I know it's horrible, I'm horrible.It's not something I'm proud of and trust me it has haunted me ever since that day. Before Lucy I had almost panic attacks every night.I have a room in the house that I would call my panic room. I don't let anybody in there. It's just an empty room. I always go there when I am having a panic attack.When I was around 10 years old my father trained me every day. He said that I would be strong and everybody would fear me in the future. As a kid I didn't want that of course. So I made my own rules. I made some nice friends. I had fun for a total of 3 days before my father found out about them. He said friends make you weak and vulnerable.I don't know what he wanted from me at that age. He wanted so much from a 10 year
It's been two days since we saved Rexford . The doctor gave Rexford some medicine to heal faster and a cream he is supposed to put on the cuts. He also bandaged his chest and gave him some stitches.When the doctor leaves I move to sit beside him as he is laying in our bed. Oh how I've missed sleeping with him. I take his hand. "Alright I need to work a little" he says trying to get up but I push him back to where he was laying. "What! No you are going to rest, you heard the doctor" I say."Lucy I'm fine really" he says trying to convince me. I knew my father and how he tortured people. It was so bad some died. So no, nobody could be fine after a week of torture by him."Alright let's do it like this" I say moving over to his desk where he keeps his most important work papers. I take them out and take a seat on the chair. "You tell me what to sign and write" I say reading the first name on the paper. "Claus Revine”"What are you doing?" Rexford asks. "Come on this man is giving you 2
The men walk down first to protect us. Holding our guns tight in our hands we go down the staircase. We are like 10 people here and well prepared so I have no doubt we will lose.I see a door and follow the guys as they step inside a room. This is not like a cozy room. I don't even know if I want to call it that. It's more like a big basement. So fucking big. I look around and suddenly I see him.Rexford .Chains holding him up. The chains go into the roof and he hangs there so bruised. His face is bleeding so much I don't know if he's alive. His head hangs low watching the floor. He only has pants on and I now see all the blood dripping down his chest. So many cuts.I can't stand this anymore. I rush forward, run to him. But a gunshot stops me in place. "Stay where you are" that voice says. Rexford gives no reaction to any sound. I stand still but keep my eyes on him. Please look up.Like a shadow father steps out another door with so many men surrounding him."What do you think of m
We split up in two cars. Alex, Chris and Carlos are with me and the rest of the team in the other car. We drove 20 minutes and parked right in front of the old museum. "Alright everyone be careful" Chris says, holding the mike that's inside his ear.We open the car doors and get out. It looks so empty here. It's pretty much an abandoned building. We step inside and aim our guns at what we thought would be our enemies. But not a single person is here. "Search every corner of this building," Chris says, moving forward to find anything. I follow Alex upstairs and we walk into different rooms that are totally empty. Except this one room. Something catches my eye. "Alex look" I say pointing to the room where a silver box is laid on the floor.I pick it up and open it. A letter."Read it" Alex says curiously. And I don't have to read the letter to know exactly who wrote it. Just by the handwriting I can tell that his letter is from father."Shit" I mumble to myself.Το LucyYour little husba