I get into my room and my dress is hanging on my wardrobe. It's dark green and very long. It has a silky material and looks really good. The straps are made with diamonds and with it they have given me a silver bag to match the straps. The heels are really pretty too. Shiny.
I get ready all day to look perfect. I put on my makeup then on with my dress. I look at myself in the mirror. I don't think I've ever felt prettier. I smile at myself in the mirror. The only thing now is to zip the dress.My hands won't reach my back. And I don't want anyone doing it for me. They will see the scars my father left me. I try again and again. Trying to reach the zipper."Fucking zipper" I shout getting annoyed."You need help with that?" Rexford says from behind me. How long has he been there? I nod and hesitate to move my hair. Hoping the dress covers my scars.He walks up behind me standing so very close. He puts his hand on the zipper but stops there. His eyes are staring at my back. Slowly his fingers touch my back. Following the scars with his fingers. "Please don't" I say as a whisper. He stops and zips my dress.I turn around and face him, eyes closed. "Who did this to you?" He demands. I shake my head not wanting to tell him. I try to smile. "Is it true what my father said, that you get hit at home?" Rexford asks. I don't answer but it's enough for him. "I'll kill him" he says but I shake my head. "It's not that easy. He swore that if we ever did something to him he would kill all of us.""He has guys who will finish what he didn't. My family will die, whatever you do you can't kill him. Trust me I've wanted to." I say out of fear. He sighs, getting frustrated. His hands clenched into fists. "I will do it Lucy '' he says, not listening to me. "No Rexford you have to trust me on, he won't ever hurt anyone again, I can't put my family in danger" I say stopping every plan he had to kill father. He clenches his jaw out of anger. "I won't kill him now he ever touches you again I will make him regret it" he says. Since when did he care so much about my life? I don't know what got into me but I lean in on him. Resting my head on his chest.I realize what I'm doing and back off quickly. "I didn't mean to do that" I say and we both try to not think much about it when we leave the house.This place is like a castle. So big stairs down to the dance floor. A big chandelier at the center of the room. People laughing and talking. I've never been to a ball before. Rexford leaves me to talk to some guys about business I think.I walk around the place. The buffet looked delicious. I take two plates and fill them with food. Walking back to Rexford I interrupt their conversation. "I got us some food, can we sit down for a minute?" I say to him as I smile at the other guys. "Talk to you later" he says to the guys and we walk to a table to sit down.I place the plates in front of us. He only looks at his plate. "I didn't know what you liked so I got you all '' I say as I start to eat. He takes some bites of his food then stops eating. "You got me like the whole table" he says and I smile. "Yea so eat it don't waste it." I say.Now go play: perfect by Ed Sheeran! Trust me it's worth it.After a while he stands up. "What are you doing?" I asked him. "Asking my wife to dance with me" he says teasingly. I take his hand as we walk up to the dance floor. It's fun how everyone here thinks we are a couple but the truth is we don't even like each other. We hate being around each other. We were both forced to do this and just play along.He carefully places his hands on my back. I place mine over his shoulders connecting them behind his head. We are closer than ever. Eyes staring into each other. We rock back and forth to the music. His hand drops a little further down. Almost touching my ass. "What are you doing?" I say. "Showing everyone your mine" he says, making my cheeks heat up.Shut up move your hands" I say and so he does. I like when he does as I say. I laugh at that. And he watches me laugh.Looking only at him makes me realize he would not hurt me and I'm sure of that now. "Did you know no one at school dares to talk with me or even come close to me after what you did to Jayden." I tell him, staring into his eyes."They better not," he says. He steps a little closer to make it seem like we are in love. "I'm getting used to you around me and that never happens" he admits. "Really" I say heat running up my face. Hoping the makeup covers the redness. Why am I blushing?"Even with all the talking" I say because I know how much he hates it when I talk. He nods as we keep on dancing. "We are good at this don't you think?" I ask. "Yea and the fact that we can do this even when we hate one another is impressive" he says and this time I nod in response.He nods and smiles this time exposing his perfectly straight teeth. "I like when you smile '' tell him. But it fades as quickly as it showed.When the song ends we walk back to our seats. But something stops me in place. Jayden is here kissing another girl.I feel like I'm dreaming. Anger goes through my body. I leave Rexford , to walk up to Jayden and the girl. I'm disgusted by the sight.I tap Jaydens shoulder. The second he turns around I slap his face. "Fucking ass" I shout. "Lucy " he sounds shocked that I'm here. What is he even doing here? I shake my head as I walk outside. Jayden followed me like a lost puppy."Lucy wait it isn't what it looked like" he says thinking I would believe any word that comes out that mouth."I don't want to talk to you, go back to your girlfriend," he grabs my arm. "She meant nothing, no other girl did" How many has he been with. God how did I ever like this boy. "What the fuck! How many girls Jayden. At least be honest to me" I say as I yank my arm from his grip. "4"What the hell! "Are you serious I've been away from you for 2 weeks and you have already slept with 4 girls" I laugh out of anger. "You fucking cheater" I yell."They meant nothing, and what about you? You got married in a day" he yells b
I practice a little more and when we are both done training we head back upstairs when we meet a guy. Rexford does a handshake with him and I introduce myself. "Hi I'm Lucy" I wave."Lucy and Rexford Reynolds huh?" He says. His name is apparently Chris and he does seem like a nice person. He has light brown hair and is as tall as Rexford . His green eyes and freckles make him look cute."Let me introduce you to my most loyal guard." Rexford says. "Hey man, is that how you introduce me? I'm Rexford's best friend" he says. It's hard to think anyone would want to be his friend since he doesn't talk to other people that much. But I'm glad he has him."Nice to meet you Chris " I say as I give him a soft smile, Rexford moves closer to me."How come I've never seen you around before?" I ask him because if he is close to Rexford I should have seen him at the house."Ask Rexford he's the one being weird for about a month, letting me do all the work for him" he says smiling. What does he mean w
"Get away from this place, go" I say to the girl and she runs away from this hell. Rexford takes my hand and holds it in his. He opens his car door and points for me to get in. He gets in the back seat with me as the driver takes us home. It's silent in the car. His leg is bouncing up and down.I realize that he's stressed. I've ruined everything for him. I place my hand on his leg. Making him stop. "I'm sorry I ruined it but I couldn't just stand there" I say.His face softens when he looks at me. "You did the right thing" he tells me. Although I know he's really mad right now."Why didn't you kill me?" I ask as I take away my hand. He only looks at me, not answering. We arrive and get inside the mansion. I follow him up and into his bedroom. "I wanted to just thank you for... you know, not killing me." I say smiling. He nods. "But really why didn't you just pull the trigger?" I ask again because I never got an answer.He comes closer to me and pushes me up against the wall. Our bodi
My head hurts. It's hard to open my eyes but I try. I'm on a mattress on the floor. When I have fully opened my eyes I try to sit up. Resting my back on the wall.It's almost empty in here. Other than the mattress there is unopened boxes on the corners. On the box beside me there is one glass of water and a sandwich.I stand up to get to the door that's in front of me. "Help!" I scream as I kick the door. I bang on it a few times but no one answers. I fall back to the floor now crying. I've never been this afraid in my life. I don't even know where I am, for how long I've been asleep, or who these guys are. Rexford probably is not even looking for me since he hates me so much. Maybe they took him too.I'm so worried about him. What if they killed him. The old me would be very happy about him dying but now I'm terrified. What if he's dead. I keep thinking.I cry for what feels like a decade. When a man in a white suit enters the room."Hello beautiful" he says, stepping a bit close
REXFORD'S POV Lucy is sleeping in her room. Chris walks in and wants to talk to me. "Hey man" he says and I nod in response. "I think it's time to talk" Chris says and I wait for him to talk."About Lucy" he pauses. "You have changed a lot since you've met her. You've become this man no one's ever seen, she is doing things to you and you have to put an end to it" I let him finish. "It's putting you and her in danger. You used to fuck new girls every week and now all you think about is her. You can't let a girl come before the Mafia. It has always been the Mafia before love and now you are doing the opposite."I rub my forehead in frustration."All she does is being good to people why can't you all be just like her" i say knowing this all is bad for her. My life is nothing I would want to give her. "You make very bad decisions because of her, Rexford and now you put her and yourself in danger" Chris says and I know it's true. I am dangerous to everyone near me. I would never hurt he
The next morning I get ready early in the morning since they open at 8. I hurry to eat breakfast. "Why are you in such a hurry?" Alex asks."I don't want to be late for work"I wait for his reaction as I keep eating. "You got the job! Ohhh I'm so happy for you" he says, giving me a pat on the shoulder."I know I'm amazing" I say in a sarcastic way, giving myself a compliment. We both laugh at that."Why are you two up so early?" mom says, watching us from a distance. Alex mouths the words 'she got the job' beside me. "Oh honey that's amazing, we will visit to get milkshakes sometime." She says and I nod. "Time to leave" I say, chewing the last bit of sandwich I have left.My father has had a lot of work lately so he hasn't cared about why I've been at home for two weeks. Since he thinks Rexford just sent me here to see my family. When the reality is I was sent here because he never liked me. I get out of my thoughts as I leave.***"Okay, so we have a lot of flavors you need to keep i
"Wake up! Lucy wake up" a manly voice says touching my shoulder.Opening my eyes I look up at Rexford. "What the hell are you doing in my house?" I yelled, backing away from him. "We need to leave now, they are looking for you," he says, taking my arm and lifting me up.His touch was so soft against my skin. His beautiful face was staring at me. "Do you trust me" he says and I hesitate when I say "y...yes""Come with me then"I woke up in a sweat. Feeling so extremely hot I get in the shower. I stand under the cold water thinking about why he keeps invading my dreams. It's not fair. For him to move on and me still weeks later dreaming about him. What is wrong with me? I have to do something to forget him.and sit down. Alice comes in and takes a place beside me. "Hey, how are you feeling?" she says and I take a deep breath."I don't know," I say, playing with my hands."You know you can tell me anything," she smiles."You know the boy I married" I start. "Rexford ?" she says."Yes, him
Alvin kisses me back as he grabs my ass and waist. When we break the kiss I feel out of breath. I don't know why I even did that because I don't even like this guy. But the only person I can think of right now is Rexford . Alvin seems like he hasn't had enough and leans in for more. But we get interrupted."Let her go," a dark voice says from behind. Alvin stops and looks at the man standing behind me. I had wished this was another dream but he is here. Actually here. I turn around and my heart skips a beat when I see him. "Who are you?" Alvin says. His hand is still on my ass."If you keep touching her ass I will kill you" Rexford says so seriously, and Alvin doesn't move it. Mistake, a big mistake. "Fuck you man, get going" Alvin says and in seconds Rexford 's fist meets Alvin's cheek.Alvin falls on the sand as he tries to get back up Rexford gets on the ground and keeps punching him in the face. Alvin's nose is bleeding a lot and face swollen."Fucking touch her again and I will
"I love it, have you seen the upstairs?" Alex asks loving the new house. Especially his room. "I'm happy you like it" I say smiling as I look around the house. It's not done but all the basics are there. "Could you see yourself living here?" I ask, nervous he will say no. I really want my brother to move in with me."Are you kidding me I'm moving in today, it's amazing Lucy, you really have good taste" he says making me smile. "I know I do," I say, giving myself credit."I will find a few guards to protect us" Alex says and I nod. He's been doing so good taking fathers role in the mafia. He tells me so little about everything that he does just because he knows I'm having a lot going on. Alex has been trained to take over after father all his life so it's nothing new to him. I'm happy it hasn't changed him. He's not and will never be evil.Oh. Seth also asked me to be his girlfriend. I said yes.It's weird, we have only known each other for two weeks. But when he asked I panicked and j
I've spent a lot of time in school with Seth. And I think he likes me. He wants to talk to me all the time. And I try to stay away because I am not ready for something like this. I know a lot about him. He has a beautiful bond with his family. His family is so different from what I have ever experienced. And it all scares me because he is so different from me. He knows so little about my life but I know so much of his. I don't feel comfortable enough to tell him about it all. My past.My phone vibrates in my pocket. I answered the phone. "Want to hang out tonight?" Seth asks. I hesitate. Not knowing what to answer. I like him, I really do, I don't know what's stopping me. "Commonly, it'll be fun," he says. Maybe he is what I need right now. "Okay, but this time at Alice's place." I say as he agrees. I hang up the phone and walk home from school. He skips a lot of days. I guess it's because they need him at home.I open the door and step inside her house. "Alice my friend will be here
* WEEKS LATER*I've had a lot of time thinking. Since my brother took over after dad I try to help him do some work. He's been pushing himself a lot lately.I bought a home for the first time in my life. It's pretty. Not at all what I thought I would go for when I bought my first home. It's open and has two floors. I don't use the second floor that much.I know my brother just moved into his home but I want him here. With me. He and Alice are all that I've got now so it would be amazing if Alex would move in with me. The whole second floor would be his since I don't even use it.He told me he would think about it so I hope that means yes.I don't think I can ever live alone. As for now I stay at Alice's but I don't want to be a burden to her. She has her life too so I will get out of her house as soon as the payment for my house goes through. Living alone would be so much thinking, too much actually.I can't get my mind off of him. It's like he's stuck with me. Rexford .But I am past t
Lucy's pov Rexford has been really tense this morning. I tried talking to him but it's almost like he doesn't want to answer me. I guess this is about his father being home. I put on a cute mini dress today. It’s after all summer soon.Rexford is downstairs telling something to Kendrick. "Just give me a day it will be done tomorrow" he says as I walk down. Kendrick doesn't like me. He looks disgusted as I come up behind Rexford . I hug Rexford from behind and in a second he turns to me. Our eyes meet. But this is sadder. "What is it?" I am worried for him. He shakes his head. "Nothing love" he says then stepping out of my grip. Huh.Kendrick watches us but I couldn't care less because what the hell is going on here. Rexford never backs up from me."I have to take a call, don't disturb me anyone" he says looking at me then walking to his office. What have I done?He leaves me and Kendrick alone. I look at him confused. "Don't look all surprised he's always been like this" is the on
Lucy's pov I get home and run up to Rexford to tell him about my day. He listens to me for so long. I sometimes wonder how he bears with all my talking. "I'm sorry you're probably so tired," I say, trying to shut my mouth. "I like it when you talk" Rexford says smiling giving me the sweetest eyes. "How are you feeling?" I ask because he's been a little down these past few days."I'm fine" he says, taking his shirt off to put on the cream the doctor gave. "Here let me help" I say as he sits down on his chair. I unwrap the bandage to put on the cream. He flinches as I put it on. It probably hurts."My father is back in town," Rexford says. Kendrick hasn't been around a lot. He only visits Rexford if he needs work done. "What does he want?" I ask to put the bandage back."He said he's staying with us for a while" Rexford says looking mad. "How does that feel?" I ask because I know he doesn't like it. "Fucking shit" he mumbles. I don't think Kendrick and Rexford ever had a good rel
~Rexford ~I've never been good. Not to anyone. Well there I lied. There was a time in my life where I was good. That was before I was forced to shoot my own mother. It still feels unreal. How could a son ever shoot his mother you think? I know it's horrible, I'm horrible.It's not something I'm proud of and trust me it has haunted me ever since that day. Before Lucy I had almost panic attacks every night.I have a room in the house that I would call my panic room. I don't let anybody in there. It's just an empty room. I always go there when I am having a panic attack.When I was around 10 years old my father trained me every day. He said that I would be strong and everybody would fear me in the future. As a kid I didn't want that of course. So I made my own rules. I made some nice friends. I had fun for a total of 3 days before my father found out about them. He said friends make you weak and vulnerable.I don't know what he wanted from me at that age. He wanted so much from a 10 year
It's been two days since we saved Rexford . The doctor gave Rexford some medicine to heal faster and a cream he is supposed to put on the cuts. He also bandaged his chest and gave him some stitches.When the doctor leaves I move to sit beside him as he is laying in our bed. Oh how I've missed sleeping with him. I take his hand. "Alright I need to work a little" he says trying to get up but I push him back to where he was laying. "What! No you are going to rest, you heard the doctor" I say."Lucy I'm fine really" he says trying to convince me. I knew my father and how he tortured people. It was so bad some died. So no, nobody could be fine after a week of torture by him."Alright let's do it like this" I say moving over to his desk where he keeps his most important work papers. I take them out and take a seat on the chair. "You tell me what to sign and write" I say reading the first name on the paper. "Claus Revine”"What are you doing?" Rexford asks. "Come on this man is giving you 2
The men walk down first to protect us. Holding our guns tight in our hands we go down the staircase. We are like 10 people here and well prepared so I have no doubt we will lose.I see a door and follow the guys as they step inside a room. This is not like a cozy room. I don't even know if I want to call it that. It's more like a big basement. So fucking big. I look around and suddenly I see him.Rexford .Chains holding him up. The chains go into the roof and he hangs there so bruised. His face is bleeding so much I don't know if he's alive. His head hangs low watching the floor. He only has pants on and I now see all the blood dripping down his chest. So many cuts.I can't stand this anymore. I rush forward, run to him. But a gunshot stops me in place. "Stay where you are" that voice says. Rexford gives no reaction to any sound. I stand still but keep my eyes on him. Please look up.Like a shadow father steps out another door with so many men surrounding him."What do you think of m
We split up in two cars. Alex, Chris and Carlos are with me and the rest of the team in the other car. We drove 20 minutes and parked right in front of the old museum. "Alright everyone be careful" Chris says, holding the mike that's inside his ear.We open the car doors and get out. It looks so empty here. It's pretty much an abandoned building. We step inside and aim our guns at what we thought would be our enemies. But not a single person is here. "Search every corner of this building," Chris says, moving forward to find anything. I follow Alex upstairs and we walk into different rooms that are totally empty. Except this one room. Something catches my eye. "Alex look" I say pointing to the room where a silver box is laid on the floor.I pick it up and open it. A letter."Read it" Alex says curiously. And I don't have to read the letter to know exactly who wrote it. Just by the handwriting I can tell that his letter is from father."Shit" I mumble to myself.Το LucyYour little husba