Alari‟s pov
I quickly wolfed down my breakfast and washed my plate so I could leave the house. As much as I hated the pack house, it was a better trade than staying here in this awkward tension.“See you guys later” I said as I kissed them goodbye.“Have a good day honey” dad said as I dashed out of the kitchen towards the front door.“I‟ll try” I said grabbing the door knob and twisting it open.My hand moved up before I could catch the movement with my eyes, saving me from gettinghit in the face.“Oh Goddess, I'm so sorry” Pearl, my best friend, well, maybe my only friend; shrieked with eyes wide open.I sighed, letting go of the hand that almost hit me. “I swear I was just trying to knock” she rushed out almost panicked, making me smile at how cute she was.“Don‟t sweat it babe” I said with a small chuckle, watching her exhale in relief.“How did you even do that?! That was some quick reflex action!” she practically yelled as wewalked away from the door, fascination replacing the panic.“For a wolf-less girl, you sure are fast, how do you do that?” she said with a little pep in her step, making me laugh at her silly, careless attitude.“That's one thing I'd also like to know” I said falling in step with the peppy red head. I admiredher, in such cruel world; she was always smiling, happy.Pearl had lost her parents as an infant to a rogue attack and instead of the pack treating her like her gem she was, they made her an outcast, like me.“Ooooooh aren't you excited too Lari? I hope he hasn‟t found his mate, maybe I'm his mate. Then I'll be Luna and make sure you're treated right” she squealed with a giggle, snapping me back to the present.“What was that?” I asked, making her raise her eyebrows at me.“Is it that hard for you to not wander off into that little head of yours?” she asked, twisting her lips up. I rolled my eyes and looked ahead, trying not to get lost in my thoughts again.“I'm back now, what were you saying?” I asked and watched her face light up.“Xavier silly, aren't you excited about his return? I‟m so excited I could scream!” she screamed, laughing at the end but I just groaned.“Not if it means double my workload” I muttered, feeling my bones ache at the thought of thehell I was about to be put through today.“You won‟t be alone and when I‟m Luna, you'll never lift a finger ever in your life. Everyone will do their fair share and no one will be treated bad” she said with a nod, her face as serious as a heart attack.That was just Pearl, optimistic as ever; she always did see the bright side, the good in people.She was hopeful and that alone was enough to make me hopeful for better days. She made mehopeful for a kind and loving mate that would take me away from this place.Even though I was nineteen and almost everybody got their mate at eighteen.“Who said you‟re going to be Luna?” I teased with a laugh, making her flip her curly red hair backand point her nose to the sky like the snobby cartoon royals she liked watching on TV.“I can feel it, Xavier is my mate!” She said, squealing the last part out and I just laughed.“Well, I really hope you‟re his mate, maybe you‟d bring a little change to this place” I said, feeling all the happiness get sucked out of me as the pack house came into view.“And you'll always be happy” she said taking my hand and giving it a comforting squeeze.As much as I hated the pack house, I couldn't deny its beauty, even from the back.A beautiful garden of a variety of rose bushes that I spent my days taking care of led up to thefour story Victorian style mansion that was painted a dark royal blue.It had a large terrace that the Luna used when she wanted to read or admire my garden. Yes, this was my garden.The back was nothing like the front though. Yeah the back was more colourful but to me, thelush green grass contrasted beautifully with the grey drive way that circles a water fountain with a mermaid statue in the centre.“You're late!” Luna Adele said the second we stepped into the pack house, her frown makingus bow our heads in submission.One thing we never did, was make her angry.“Sorry Luna” we said in unison, hoping she would accept it and let us get on with our work.“You‟re lucky my son is on his way home and absolutely nothing can ruin my mood” she said, her voice sounding anything but pleasant.“The warriors are done with their breakfast, Pearl, you go clean the kitchen so the cooks can start preparing lunch. Alari, make sure to scrub the entire house spotless, the next two days are going to be extremely busy and I don‟t want to see even a speck of dust. Pay extra attention to the Alpha and Beta floors, the King is also on his way, got it?” she said and we nodded.“Tsk, can‟t even use your words, I knew an education would be wasted on the both of you” she muttered before turning to leave.I sighed when she was finally out of sight, clenching my hands at her harsh words. What Luna even says that to their pack members? A Luna is supposed to be a mother figure to thepack; she‟s supposed to be kind and loving, not hateful and ruthless. And certainly not a grumpy bitch!“I promise I won‟t be so careless with my words when I‟m Luna” Pearl said with a sniffle and I turned my head to see her wipe away a tear.My heart broke for her, as loving as she was, Pearl was also so fragile and quick to tears. Sometimes, I truly wish she had thicker skin, then no one would ever make her cry.“You'll make an excellent Luna” I said pulling her to me, giving her a kiss on the top of her head. Yep, her short 5‟2 form gave me every opportunity to give her comfort when she needed it.“Let‟s start with the kitchen then take care of the cleaning after” Pearl said, squeezing my hand and breathing in my scent before letting go.“Pearl, cleaning is my task, you go do the kitchen” I said, making my way to the storage closet to get my supplies but Pearl grabbed my hand and yanked me towards the kitchen.“This house is massive for one person and we get it done faster when we do it together” she said, sounding like a woman on a mission.Sighing because there was no way I could convince her otherwise, I let her pull me into the massive kitchen.I felt something burn inside me when I saw the mountain of dirty dishes and pots that theLuna had expected Pearl to do by herself. It would take her the whole morning to get all of these done!Not wasting even a second, we jumped into washing and drying the dishes and pots while Pearl day dreamed about the changes she would make once she became Luna and honestly, it was quite entertaining listening to her imagination run wild.We were done cleaning the entire kitchen just in time for the cooks to come back and makeanother mess that needed us to clean up.But we didn't have the luxury of rest as we still had the house to dust and mop.Deciding to start down going up, we quickly got the ground floor cleaned up because it didn't have as many rooms and then decided to split up.The first and second floors were the messiest because those rooms housed the unmated warriors and I swear on my life not a single one of them knew how to keep their living space neat.Pearl took the first and I took the second, picking up clothes from the floor, dirty underwear that I knew I‟d be washing when the weekend was over. Some rooms even had used condoms on the bathroom floors, making shivers wreck my body every time I had to pick one up; even with gloves on.Pearl and I met up on the Beta floor to clean it together so we could do the Alpha floor together as well because she wanted to get a good look at the apartment style living quarters she would be sleeping in when her "mate‟ finally arrived.“I wish you'd found your mate when you turned eighteen” she said with a little sadness in her eyes and I just rolled mine.“This pack is short on good men” I said with a dark chuckle, making her burst into uncontrollable giggles.“Don‟t forget dirty! Goddess the men in this pack are filthy” she laughed and I shivered in disgust.“And the fact that they don‟t care to keep themselves for their mates? Goddess no!” I said,feeling my non-existent wolf shiver in disgust; at least we agreed on one thing.“The number of condoms I picked up or found in the trash is astounding!” she gasped with a shiver, while my stomach twisted in disgust; the hunger I‟d been feeling now just bile readyto exit.“Looks like we‟re finally done!” Pearl exclaimed, wiping the sweat off of her forehead with a smile on her face and I only felt bad.She was too good a person to ever let me do all this work by myself but it was too much and I hated putting her through all this.“Let‟s go get some food, it‟s well past lunch time” I said, hoping we could get some food before being ordered to clean after the kitchen staff and the warriors again.“Goddess I‟m starving!” she exclaimed, pushing her supplies out and I followed closely behind her.We weren‟t offered much to eat in the pack house but I guess it was enough to keep the hunger at bay until we could get home and get some proper food.Putting away our cleaning supplies, we made a bee line for kitchen only to find two peanutbutter and jelly sandwiches left for us. With a heavy sighed, we sat down and ate the sandwiches and washed them down with water and then began cleaning up the kitchen all over again.We were just wiping down the counters, ready to call it a day when two omegas came into kitchen carrying two full baskets of sheets that needed to be washed.I swear I almost cried when they left them there and went about their way but as usual, Pearl was there to lift my spirits. Telling me that we‟d be done in no time and would be able to go home and shower and eat.I felt like I‟d been hit by a truck by the time I made it home but I couldn't even drop dead because I felt filthy and was so hungry I could eat a whole cow!Throwing myself into the shower, I scrubbed my body as best as I could before getting out and drying, not caring to put any lotion on.I put on a pair of sweatpants and a tank top, then a pair of socks.I rushed down the stairs when I heard the door open and a knock follow shortly after. “The most amazing person in the world is finally here” Pearl called and I heard mom laugh from the kitchen.“Hello darling, how are you?” mom asked just as I walked into the kitchen.“I‟m alright ma‟am” Pearl smiled brightly.“You girls sit down and enjoy a drink while I set the table, I know you must be starving” mom said playing with Pearl‟s red curls.She gave us each a glass of grape juice with a little alcohol inside. She always did this when we‟d had a long day at the pack house and honestly, I was grateful.“Hey girls, how‟s it going” dad said taking a seat next to Pearl, putting his wine glass on the table.“We‟re good sir” Pearl answered, making dad frown.“Pearl, I've told you time and time again, there‟s no need for formalities” he said sternly; which was the beginning of their usual dinner time banter.Xavier’s pov Forever seems to be the right word for how long I’ve been gone from home. Five whole years without seeing my parents and the pack and today was finally the day I would set foot on the lands that would soon be mine. “I swear the air is even sweeter” said Jackson, my best friend and Beta, sniffing outside the window. “Sure is buddy” I said, taking a deep breathe, driving past the all too familiar trees of my pack. Fuck I missed this place. “I get that you’re excited to be home but don’t lie” Lilly laughed from the back seat and Jackson whipped around to look at her. “You act like you weren’t jumping for joy when we were at your pack!” he exclaimed, making her laugh harder and shake her head. “At least I didn’t lie about the air being sweeter!” she said back, making me smile at how good she got along with Jackson, being my girlfriend and definitely future Luna. We met at the council compound five years ago and became friends instantly. As the only child and heir to he
Alari’s povI could hear the distant chatter, laughter, happiness; and I could feel the pack’s excitement through the pack bond, our Alpha was finally home.Forced to keep out of sight, Pearl and I stayed in the kitchen, doing whatever we were told to do to make sure the Alpha’s return was a great one. Of course we wanted to be there but being the runts of the pack, our presence would sour the mood and as much as I hated this pack, some part of me wanted to please my Alpha.I don’t know if it was all the excitement in the air but my wolf was present as well, I could feel her, stronger than ever and it gave me a sense of normalcy; like I finally belonged in his pack.“Why aren’t we allowed to have lunch with the pack? It’s a special occasion, everyone should be welcome!” Pearl said through gritted teeth with a hint of sadness mixed with anger, and she was right, we should be at that table as well, we’re also part of the pack for Goddess sake.“We’ll see the Alpha tomorrow at the ascen
Alari’s povI pulled myself off the floor, wincing and moaning at the pain coursing through my body, no one ever told me a rejection hurt this much; but it’s not every day a wolf rejects their mate.Dragging myself into the bathroom, I looked at my reflection and broke my own heart. My eyes were swollen and red, my face pink and tear stained, I looked like shit and felt even shittier. Loud, joyous laughter filtered in through the open window and my heart twisted in envy and anger; they were enjoying themselves and here I was breaking. My own mate is out there having the time of his life!I washed my face, trying to look as presentable as possible and steeled my aching heart. I knew the risk of going out there, I knew the rejection that was waiting for me; I’d seen and felt it all my life but I needed to be strong. I couldn’t let them keep treating me this way; I had to show him that I could stand up for myself.I wiped my face with a towel and walked out, squaring my shoulders, menta
Xavier’s pov“Take back the rejection! Go back to our mate, she hasn’t accepted, she can still forgive us!” Asher growled and yelled at me, making my head pound even harder than it already was. “What’s done is done; I’m not taking it back. Get over yourself!” I growled back, walking out of the pack house. I pushed him to the back of my mind with a lot of effort and put a smile on my face as my pack turned to greet me. Lilly was standing next to Jackson and my parents, whatever she was talking about making her eyes sparkle as she smiled but her shine had lost its effect on me, it just wasn’t as appealing anymore.But it didn't matter, it would all fall back into place once Alari accepted the rejection and I mark Lilly as my Luna. Asher will have no choice but to love her too. “Alpha” pack members choruses as I walked past, bowing their heads in respect and I nodded in response, shoulders straight and head high as I approached Lilly, Jackson and my parents. Lilly latched onto me th
Alari's povIt was the sound of yelling that pulled me out of my deep slumber, as unpleasant as it was.“It shouldn't have happened in the first place Beth! She deserves to be happy too!” I heard my father yell at my mother. “If all he cares about is power then he doesn't deserve her!” My mother yelled back and I felt tears sting my eyes. Xavier, he rejected me…Tuning out the yelling in the house, my mind wondered over everything that happened yesterday, tears streaming down my face. How could the Goddess be so cruel? What did I ever do to anyone to deserve such pain? Why curse me this way? Don't I deserve to be happy?I can't remember the last time I smiled genuinely, truly laughed or even allowed myself to even dream of a happy life. Was this miserable existence all I was born for? To be a slave to a pack that only saw me as garbage? Why me?! Goddess why me? I cried until my eyes stung, until I physically couldn't cry anymore. All I could do was feel my heart break over and
Damien's pov“How much longer?!” I asked, my Lycan pushing to be let out. I couldn't stand it any longer, I had to get out of this tin can!I hated small spaces, I hated feeling trapped and right now, I couldn't even breathe!“About thirty minutes my King” Lucien, my childhood friend and beta snickered, amused at my inability to stay in a car longer than five minutes without wanting to trash it. “I'm glad my discomfort pleases you” I grunted, breathing deeply, as if the action would calm my Lycan but no, he was getting angrier by the second. “I enjoy every second of your misery” he said with a wicked smile, his eyes not once leaving the document he'd been looking at for the past hour. “Find anything interesting yet?” I asked, hoping to take my mind off the trapped feeling that was slowly driving me mad. “Seems the young Alpha may have Lycan DNA, and if these scores haven't been altered, it's more than likely his Lycan gene is dormant but definitely th
Alari's povI could hear the whispers but I just couldn't bring myself to care, this scent was all I could focus on and so I kept breathing it in.And it kept getting stronger, like it was getting closer! I heard a few gasps and felt my wolf push forward, it was only then that I opened my eyes and came face to face with perfection. Who was this Adonis standing before me? Clad in a black suit and white shirt, filling it out with his muscular build. He had the body of a warrior!His silky looking hair was combed neatly to the side, putting his face on display. He looked like a model, straight off the runway with a perfectly symmetrical face. Thick eye brows and lashes to match, his brown eyes had specs of gold which sparkled as he kept his gaze on me. Wait, why was he looking at me like that? Why was I looking at him like my world started and ended with him? “MATE!” The scream nearly left me deaf and it took me a moment to realise it was my wolf!
Damien's povDrake's face paled at my question, shifting uncomfortably on his chair. “I am deeply sorry your highness, I didn't know. My Queen, please accept my humble apologies” he begged, looking at my mate. “It's alright” Alari whispered, making the greedy bastard sigh in relief but I wasn't about to let his blantant disrespect of me as his King and my mate go unpunished. “Thank you my Queen” he bowed and thought he could just go back to his plate. “Strip him of his title, banish him even” Lucien said and Drake snapped his head back to me. “What?!” Drake exclaimed, eyes almost bulging out their sockets. “Both?” I asked as my lips curled into a smirk. Everyone in the dining hall started whispering insults, and surprisingly, their insults were directed at my mate. “He apologized” Alari said, pleading with her eyes. “Just let it go, I'm fine” she said, her eyes on the verge of tearing up. I sighed, deciding to drop it, I didn't want to upset her even more, plus the humming wh
Alari's pov Waddling into the library as fast as I could, my eyes rounded before relief flooded me.“Pearl! Hide me!” I said, moving as fast as I could while reaching out my hands for her to grab.Aaaaah yes, reduced from a war hero to a heavily pregnant, waddling mess, how glorious!“Alari!” Dad's voice came first, followed by rushed foot steps.“She's in here!” Pearl yelled, making me freeze where I stood, my eyes going wide with shock.“You traitor!” I grabbed the closest book to me and chucked it at her, watching her laugh as she dodged my weapon of destruction.“What's going on?” Mason asked, coming out from behind a shelf. “Somebody doesn't want to drink her medicine” Pearl sang, swaying side to side like she was enjoying my torture.Dad burst through the door with my grandfather right behind him. I grabbed another book and spun to face them, threatening them with it. “Don't fight, just take a little sip or two” dad said, raising his empty hand up in surrender. I growled at
Alari's pov “Alari! Wake up, I need you to wake up now!” a pretty voice floated over me, making me groan. Fuck! What was that pain! Why couldn't I open my eyes?!“Baby listen to me, I need you to open your eyes, right now!” Pretty voice is panicking, wonder why?“Open your eyes!” Pretty voice wasn't so pretty when it was giving me a headache.Fucking ouch! My eyes fluttered and I was met with blurry darkness, then green, and they fluttered closed again.I felt like I was being pulled, no, dragged, by my arms and they fucking hurt!“Baby please, wake up!” Sobbing, why was she sobbing?My eyes fluttered again but this time, a blinding white greeted me, and a face, a pretty blurred face shouting over me.“That's it, come on! Fight the darkness, ignore the pain, wake up!” She said, my eyes clearing a little.“M..mom?” Speaking burnt my throat, why was it so dry?Darkness enveloped me again, but I fought it, and opened my eyes again.“Oh, somebody calling her mommy? Don't worry my littl
Alari's pov “Kill them! Kill all of them!” Helena screeched, making her army spring into action. “Don't you dare leave my side!” Damien growled.“Don't you dare leave my side!” Vivica repeated, cracking her neck.Chaos, that's the best way to explain what was happening. Cal and his group jumped from the trees like samurai, cutting down the creatures they fell on. Stopping the first wave from reaching us.But there was too many, and soon enough, they got past them. Grandpa, who was in the front line, broke the spear he'd been holding in half and drove the two sharp ends through the chests of two beasts that had flung themselves at him. They were brutal, and unforgiving, and one by one, the beasts fell, one after the other but there were too many, and without fail, I found myself driving my crystal clear spear into inky black fur.I didn't get a chance to celebrate my kill because another one launched itself over the dead one, coming straight for me. Literally thinking on my toes, I
Alari's pov “Viv come on, we didn't come here to fight” Cal shook his head, before turning his pained gaze to me.His eyes held longing, and when his hands clenched, I knew he was holding himself back.Before me was a man that grew up with my mother, trained with her, loved her, even when she couldn't reciprocate.Unrequited love, and then she died… how sadVivica closed her eyes, breaking eye contact with my grandfather and breathed deeply.“I'm sorry, that's not the first impression I want you to have of me” she spoke softly, her words directed to me. She had no idea I knew all about her, how feisty she was, her temper, and all the trouble she and my mother got into. “We just want to know you, and Roan is hogging you to himself!” She sent a glare my grandfather's way before relaxing her gaze when she returned it to me.“And you will, but right now, we must leave” grandpa said with an edge to his voice, leaving very little room for argument but the change is Vivica’s expression to
Alari's pov The clothes my grandfather had given made us blend in, well, me more than Damien but he was pretty close and looked very, very yummy. With his muscled arms on display, I wanted to rip the entire shirt of and feast on him!“You two look great” grandfather said as he turned away from the river to face us.“Thank you” I smiled, watching a little sadness flicker in his eyes. I must be wearing my mother's clothes.“How about a tour of the realm of creation” he said, making me wonder what he meant by realm of creation, I thought this was the Kingdom of the dark elves…?I wanted to ask what he meant but a bubbling feeling of impending doom pushed the questions aside, I needed to warm him about Helena.“Grandpa, we need to talk about something, it's important” I said, trying not to show how scared I actually was. If anything happened to them because of me, I don't think I could live with myself.“What is it?” He frowned, giving me a once over before his eyes settled on mine.“N
Alari's pov Grandpa embraced me, his hold a little too tight, like he still couldn't believe that I was here. Heck, neither could I! This has always been something too absurd to even dream, wish for, and now, I had it.“How about we make breakfast and you can tell me all about you, mhm?” he said, pulling back to look into my eyes as if searching for something. “She's gone” I smiled at him, which he returned. “Good, I've lost enough people to that woman” he said, his expression turning sour. “We won't lose anyone else, I promise” I said, taking both his hands into mine. I'd hoped to reassure him but the way his face fell told me I wasn't even close.“Oh sweetheart, that's a promise no one can make. Helena is a very powerful and dangerous witch, a very old one at that, making her even more dangerous” he said with a sigh.There were many emotions swimming in his eyes but the most prominent one was fear. My grandfather was afraid of Helena and if I was being honest, I was too.But th
Alari's pov I was on my knees, my breathing ragged. I couldn't stop my heart from trying to escape me, I was afraid.She was here, she'd been waiting, for me to close my eyes so she could pounce on me.She didn't even have to say anything, I could feel her burning gaze, her cold, dark presence looming over my head.“Focus Alari, this is my mind, I make the rules” I said to myself, softly, as if trying to make she didn't hear me pep talk myself.“No, I make the rules” the feel of her cold breathe as she whispered straight into my ear hit me hard, causing my body to shake from the pain that vibrated through my system. Shit! This wasn't like before, the nausea, this was worse! It felt like she was wrecking me from the inside, tearing at my organs. Groaning, I swear I tasted blood as my body kept shaking from the pain flooding my mind.Something wasn't right, all of this didn't feel right. Why was her presence so strong? I felt like a stranger in my own mind.I tried to get to my feet
Alari's povNever in my life had I seen anything like this. Large, colourful trees stretching for a far as the eye could see, moving to the wind as if they were dancing, I wouldn't be surprised if their did. The sky had an ethereal glow to it, with the stars blinking against a pinkish purple background, wonder what it looks like in the day.The cliff we were standing on gave a great view of this place, though I suspected that there was so much more.“Come, this way!” Allison said excitedly, flying downhill. I felt a little vulnerable, having let go of Damien's hand, so I took his into mine and we made our way down the hill.A white cobblestone path went in between the tress, which had cracks along the bark, light shining from the cracks and lighting up the way. At the top of trees were beautifully crafted houses that seemed to mold to the trees as if they were part of them.I wondered if they were actually like that or the elves coming out of them to watch us, had something to do w
Damien's pov I'd woken up an hour after, my body too tired to sleep and starting to feel sluggish, but Alari was still fast asleep and looked peaceful.After watching her sleep for… I don't know how long, I slipped out of bed, making sure I didn't wake her. She stirred a little when I finally detached and I put my pillow in her arms, calming her with my scent. I needed to get some work done, and after relieving myself, I sat around the lounge area and went on my laptop. Hours went by and she still slept, I wondered if I should wake her or just let her rest because she needed it. The pregnancy alone had already taken so much from her, and the stress of everything is just overwhelming, she needed this. She slept through the day and the occassional twist and turn told me she was fine, just resting.Dusk was approaching fast and I worried that she wouldn't sleep a wink throughout the night and I was debating whether I should wake her, or let her wake up by herself. I was watching h