Xavier was hesitating to speak. I felt my heart pounding in anxiousness as he wasn't uttering a word. Anger rose in me like a tide as I got Impatient and I screamed, "speak up! Do you regret marrying me?"
Xavier sighed. He wanted to move from me, he brushed my arm as he swerves from me, I staggered a bit and I veered and stared at him approaching the doors."Where're you going?" I yelped.He kept on walking. "Xavier! Xavier!" I screamed at the top of my lungs and he stepped outside the doors without looking or turning back. A surge of tears welled my eyes as he completely fades from my sight. I did not want him to leave. I felt like pulling him into a hug but he was already gone. I listened to the purring of his car as he swerves it from the gate.My knees bend slowly and they dropped to the floor. The floor grazed my knees. Kneeling, I crossed my arms on my cest whimpering like a four-year-old.I suddenly felt a soft hand patting my hand lovingly and I veered to see my five year old daughter, Bella besides me."Mama, don't cry." She kneaded my wet cheeks and I grabbed her in my arms, "Bella..my Bella." I leaned my head on her arm. I wanted some comforting."Mama why're you crying?"I noticed her voice cracking and I looked up to see tears forming in her little eyes and I cupped her small cheeks, "baby, why're you crying?""Cause you're crying. Stop crying mama." Her voice cracked horribly this time.I did not want the little girl to shed tears anymore. I wore a smile and stroke her cheek, "mama ain't crying anymore. Mama is alright.""Okay mama." She leaned in and pecked my cheek, "muah! I love you mama.""I love you too Bella."We hugged once more. Hugging her made me think about Joshua and I let tears escape my eyes. I knew why I was crying this time. It has been a long while I and Joshua hugged..**Xavier's P.O.VXavier arrived at a club. Striding inside Deon club through the glass doors, I already felt like I belonged to the room as the music flowing from the studio thumped my ears. I was bobbing my head to the fast beats and a skimpy waitress appeared in front of me clasping a tray with glasses of red wine on it."Wine?"I glanced at her exquisite ruddy lips and was almost getting lost in them till she stretched a glass to my face and now, all I could see is the glasscup. I clasped it and drew a long sip. I groaned. The drink made me gag, it tasted like a dose of medicine. It has been a while I drank liquor. I felt I have to get used to it all over again. "Does it taste good?" She moved closer to me and laid her hand on my chest and she wrapped my leg with her hip. I knew she was seducing me, it didn't matter to me anyway. The nice flowing scent of my lustrous hair smelled so good like strawberries."Yea it does tastes good, " I nodded and wrapped my hand onto her waist. I glanced down slowly at the curves of her soft lips, "it tastes real...good." I was referring to her lips which were tender and warm and tasted like gum. I leaned in. My chin leaned on hers and I was almost kissing her but she swerved from me. I stared at her walking away tweaking her hips."Grrrr." I growled regretting the fact that I couldn't kiss or taste those lips. They would have feel good.Striding across the room, I wanted to be on the dance floor staring at those youths hopping energetically, twisting and twirling their bodies like an uncoiling rope as if they belonged to the music. I noticed some skimpy ladies twisting their bodies seductively. Anyone else staring at them would feel entranced and I mopped my lips with my tongue.I wanted to be around them, I slipped into the crowd and I got squeezed. I felt there is no space for me. The floor was too crowded and jammed. I noticed some of the youths piping cigarettes and crumpled packets of cigarettes lying on the floor.A few ladies swarmed me soon as they spot me. My eyes are as bright and spellbinding as lode stars. Some of the ladies felt entranced by them and by aquiline nose. A lady wrapped her arms on my neck and she turned to the other ladies who were moving closer to me."Stay away ladies. He is mine!" She held me tightly and she scowled at them. Her furrowed eyes made her look like a Tigress ready to attack.The ladies felt uncomfortable and edged away from us."Hey, I'm Becca." Her oblong face glowed as the rays of the sequine-disco ball light poured on it. I couldn't resist feeling enthralled staring at those captivating gorgeous eyes of hers."I'm Xavier." I winked at her."You're so handsome Xavier." She squinted at me again and moved closer to me our nose was touching and she pecked me on my neck. Her lips felt tender like cake.She stroke my cheek tenderly, "and you've got gorgeous eyes Becca." Her cheeks coiled into a smile and I draped my hands on her waist, "may we dance together?"She nodded in reply......Chloe's POVFeeling bored, I have been staring at the clock observing as the hand keeps moving. I have been laying on the bed expecting Xavier walking through the doors stepping into the room. It just hit 10:56. Isn't that really late in the hour of the night? Where is he? I pondered.I shut my eyes and I tried to sleep but I couldn't wondering when Xavier's gonna get home.Xavier's POVBecca moved like a worm in my arms as I pull her with me from the club room to her SUV. She drank too many liquor and she's now weak as leaf. I yanked the door to the backseat of her SUV open and I dropped her. Moving from the backseat, she held my arms and yanked me closer I fell on her arms and she grabbed my lips with her lips smooching me.I took off my shirt and I slammed the door so no one can see us. I let her stroke my chest and I stroke her hips also and we were making love.It was 9:05 in the morning the subsequent day. I slowly woke up and the rays of the sunlight pouring on me through the window was causing me to stir. I raised myself to a sitting position and I felt startled finding myself in a bedroom.It looked like a modern bedroom and the sheets draped around me were quite expensive. I panicked, "where...where am I?" I glanced around."Relax." I listened to the feminine voice and I looked up to see Becca advancing to the bed in only a blouse. Her curvaceous hips were disclosed. She was clasping a mug of coffee I could see the mist hovering on it and she sat besides me."Good morning Xavier." She pecked my cheek."How are you baby?" I squinted at her."Want coffee?"I shook my head, "I'm good, " I moved nearer to her, "I only want you right now." I pecked her chin.She giggled and dropped the mug on the table
I didn't want to listen to him I didn't want to miss out on Bella's presentation I already assured her I was going to be there and it'll be a shame if I don't.Xavier appeared at Becca's apartment, it skipped his mind that he has to be at Bella's presentation. Xavier strode from the parking area after parking his Lamborghini truck and he was approaching the entrances. He halted catching a glimpse of Becca getting out of the swimming pool and he observed her flawless body gleaming as the rays of the sun poured on her.She was donned in only a bikini and her lips were coated with ruddy lipstick. Xavier ambled to her and her lips curled into a smile noticing him besides her. She grabbed a fluffy towel and kneaded her arms.Xavier pulled her close to him and he glanced at her lips, "how are you love?"Becca wrapped her arms on his neck, "I'm great. You arrived at the right time.""Right time?" Xavier's face got puzzled.Becca chuckled, "my mum, Suzie is at home. I cannot wait to introduc
I picked myself from the floor scraping off any dirts that may have climbed my dress and I felt uneasy catching sight of his rigid contorted face."I'm sorry." I spoke with a soft voice and he looked closely at my face. I observed his eyes fixated at my face. He wore that eww, like disgusted look staring at the scars and swells on my face. I shivered in my chest feeling embarrassed and I tugged my scarf off the floor wrapping my head with it. I crossed the road on a fast pace and I glanced over my shoulder to check if he's still staring at me. He was and I hurried over to my car.Sitting on my car seat, I grasped the steering wheel. I couldn't get it off my mind the irritated look on the Lorry driver's face. I felt pricked with sadness and I let tears dribble from my eyes. Knowing I am all alone in my car, I didn't try to stop the tears that were flowing down. It wasn't the first time someone shot me a disgusted look. I was crossing a sidewalk in the cold hours of the morning. My fa
"Joshua just told me you arrived at his school. Why did ya?" Xavier screeched like thunder and I flinched. I felt my heart racing faster. Xavier sometimes act fierce as a tornado storm when provoked. Last time he threw a fit at me, he nearly threw a punch at my cheek. I noticed his clenched fist shivering as he struggled to lower his hand down. Since that moment, I've been afraid to see him furious. It's like waking up a sleeping beast.Joshua shred a thousand tears listening to his classmates jesting about his mom being the ugliest woman in the world. He was inconsolable when he arrived home and did not hesitate to tell Xavier my visit to Bethway when he saw his soaked face.His voice cracked when he was whining to him, "dad, mum was at my school and all my friends saw her. No one wanna speak to me anymore, everyone's snobbing me because mum isn't good looking. I have lose all my friends because of her. I have no one daddy. Nobody feels proud of me anymore. They do not respect me any
Standing by the mirror staring at my reflection, my hands trembled and tears shred on my jowls in trickles as I cannot recognize my face anymore. It's scarred and swollen, I'm probably hideous or a monster like my husband Xavier calls me.A cool afternoon, Xavier stood in front of a mirror fastening his neck tie, he was donned in a black suit. He was decking himself up to leave to his office when I stepped in. My lips curled into a bright smile entranced by his suit and I walked to him.I stood behind him and was wrapping my arms round his stomach, "hon, good morning."Xavier pulled my hands off him abruptly with an air of disgust, and edged away from me. I felt quite confused wondering why he is walking away from me, "hon, what's wrong?"Xavier's anger got spiked and he screamed at me, "don't you speak to me you monster!" His face was contorted.I was flabbergasted. It was the first moment i heard him call me monster and I know monsters are ugly creatures and hideous too. I knew he is