CHAPTER 81 KENNEDYTEDDY’S P.O.VI wasn’t exactly sure what it was that I wanted to talk to her about, but I knew that I had a lot of big emotions I needed off my chest. My mind was constantly going at a rapid speed so someone's insight that I trusted was exactly what I needed.As I approached her wing I thought about the first time I had come to her. I was a broken mess. I wasn't sure I would ever be able to let go of what happened to me. I'm not over all that has happened, I still have a long way to go. But I don't sit in my room terrified of interactions with others. I also don't cry myself to sleep at night anymore. The nightmares are still present but at least when I wake up, I know inside that it was only a dream.I climbed the stairs of the wing, stopping in my tracks immediately when I heard a voice I never expected to hear in this wing."Thanks Doc."I dared not to turn the corner yet. I didn't want him to know I was here."I will see you again tomorrow at the same time, righ
CHAPTER 82 CHRISTMAS IS NEARFENRIS’S P.O.VChristmas is around the corner, and I have nothing to show for it. I have the slightest idea what to get Teddy. Elias however, is only a few months old, he is easy. He likes singing toys that light up, bathtime, and chewing on stuff. But Teddy? She was hard for me to shop for. She isn't a materialistic girl. You would think that coming from nothing to coming into everything would change her character. But she was still the same girl that entered my dining hall several months back. Except she was more fierce, more in tune with herself. That was far more sexy than the timid girl that sat across from me on the first day at dinner. The very same girl that didn't even know she could make the most sexual sounds by something as innocent and little as eating good food.Sometimes I miss the timid girl that was undeniably submissive in every way, but this new version somehow turned me on even more. You would think being an Alpha that I would prefer a
CHAPTER 83 GIVE ME ALLYOU GOTTEDDY’S P.O.VI wasn't sure if I should hit him with all I had managed to accomplish so far. He hadn't trained with me since I first started and I have since then become so much more than what he would remember. I didn't want to make him feel some type of way about me being powerful, possibly even more so than himself but his challenging tone makes me want to show him up.He decided to try and strike first lunging for me, but his footing was off making him a bit more slower. I quickly dodged his attack, countering it with my own as I swooped my body low, kicking my foot out as I swiped them at his legs, making him fall effortlessly to the ground."Get up." I then said with a smile."I let you do that.""I am sure. You seem a bit rusty, have you not been training much?" I asked, as he let a huff out."Ahh come on, I'm just messing around. Don't get all butt hurt." I then said, making him smile his crooked smile I loved so much. "Fine, you want me to give
CHAPTER 84 WILLYOU HELP?FENRIS’S P.O.VI wasn't sure what to do, my wolf just pissed on my mate in an animalistic way. I was more embarrassed than anything. I wanted to win her back, and this animal territorial shit wasn't going to help."I didn't know he would do that." I said, hoping she believed me."How did you not know?""It was a last minute decision that he didn't think about until he was doing it. I am so sorry." I replied honestly."I guess at least he didn't hump me." She said as she let out another sigh.'I wanted to, she just got all mad. That was next for sure.' Kingston piped up as I shook my head in disbelief."What?" Teddy asked, as I shook my head. "Nothing.""No, what did he say?" She asked, pushing a little more."He thought about it." I replied, sugar coating it."I'm sure.""Let's get you home so you can get cleaned up." I said as I grabbed her bag off the ground for her."How long will dog piss take to not make me smell of dog piss?" She asked.'I am a wolf.' K
CHAPTER 85 CLEAN-UPTEDDY'S P.O.VI couldn't help but think about his earlier statement while walking to my room to get cleaned up. Old High School girlfriend. How many girlfriends were there before me? I know he only fucked Lydia, but I never once thought about petty relationships that he may have had within the Kingdom. How many girls were here that he at least dated that think they may have a shot with him now that his mate still hasn't taken her role? Was I worried? But if I was, why? I was the one that was purposely choosing to not be with him or be his Queen so why does the thought of someone else being at his side irritate me?'Because he is only ours!' Gemma roared.'That's not fair of me to want my cake and eat it too. I can't choose to not be with him then get mad at the possibility of someone else taking that role.' I replied truthfully, making Gemma growl at my response. But it was the truth.As I walked into the room, Imagen was laying on the bed with Elias. She was playi
CHAPTER 86 INVITATIONSFENRIS'S P.O.VI wasn't sure what a 1940s ball would even consist of, but watching Teddy get to work on writing down ideas for what she would like to see was amusing.She sat at the table with the folder writing down all she needed for decorations. Her eyes were glued to the paper in front of her while her tongue barely stuck out from her lips, while she super fixated on what she was writing. Such a cute way of showing how focused she was on her task."So, first and foremost we need to get the invitations made and sent out, like yesterday." She said as her eyes looked up to meet my own."Okay, that's a simple task. I can do that." I said confidently."Absolutely not. They have to be perfect. The wrong print could ruin the idea for what we want."I wasn't even sure what that meant. It was just written on a paper, but she seemed to think it needed to be a certain color, certain dont, and to match our theme. Hell if it were up to me, I'd send out an email. Easy pea
CHAPTER 87 MERGING REALITYTEDDY'S P.O.VI wanted everything to be perfect, but I felt this overwhelming feeling of doubt, that my ideas were worthless. How could I measure up to all the previous Winter Balls over the years? I had seen pictures in the old history books, I just wasn't confident that my ideas were nearly as good as any of them. But I was determined.I had managed to get every invite stamped with our official signatures and the Kingdom seal stamp before putting them in the envelopes and placing the waxed seal to the back. It took forever with having so much to do, but in the end it was well worth it. We got them to the post office in time for them to be mailed off as top priority. Now that that's done, the more intense planning would be going down. However, that was all we would do for the night since it was starting to get dark."Tomorrow, we need all the servers and assistants the Kingdom pays to be here around 6am so we can start giving out tasks." I said to Fenris as
CHAPTER 88 PLANNING THE BALLTEDDY'S P.O.VI was exhausted from not having any real sleep. Being in a dream like that is basically like being awake in the NREM stage of sleep. In other words, it means you get no rest. Which meant today I was on autopilot. I wasn't in the game like I wanted. My mind couldn't stop thinking about the dream."Luna Queen, is there something you would like me to do?" Asmall petite girl asked, taking me out of my thoughts."Sorry dear, what is it that you normally do for the Kingdom so I can put you on the right task?" I asked, feeling a sense of guilt for not knowing them all like I should."This is Lacey, she works mostly in the kitchen." Fenris said, surprising me that he knew the answer."Well, how about you think of some ideas for foods that match the theme of the ball?" I asked, knowing I would also be thinking of food myself, just to be safe."Absolutely!" Lacey chirped excitedly. "You seem a bit off, are you sure you don't need to go see Erin?" Fenr