I looked at the wall clock on my left.It's already past midnight.A while ago I was tossing and turning in bed because I couldn't sleep.I can't get Kiel out of my mind.Ever since I laid down in bed earlier, I couldn't get the young man out of my mind.Images of him keep flashing on my head. I don't know but those things just randomly come to my mind. Including our happy and sweet moments together.I couldn't help myself but to smile.Suddenly, the scene in the airport's lobby flashed in my head.I remembered everything he said at that time. Including his offer.The smile on my lips disappeared.Will you be my mistress?I suddenly heard those words again.I cursed him in my head.Disgusted, I covered my face with a pillow and shouted at the same time.I got up quickly."I really hate that bastard. How I wish your conscience won't let you sleep at night because of what you did to me". I whispered angrily.I threw the pillow I was holding into the corner and at the same time pinched m
The next day.It's ten in the morning.Suddenly, the door of my room opened while I was putting away my bed. My brother was standing there.I stopped what I was doing."You need to prepare yourself. Your fiance will pick you up tomorrow at one p.m for your wedding pictorial". He said with a straight face."Aren't you coming?" I immediately asked.He shook his head. "There's no need for that. Only you and the groom need to take a pictorial". He answered.I nodded. "Okay thanks".My brother closed the door again.I suddenly remembered what my sister said last night.I felt so bad for my brother and sister. I am silently praying that one day, they will feel the feeling of being free.Both of them deserve it. They had been through a lot of pressure. They deserve a rest.I hope I can do something to free my brothers and sisters from the things they are burdened with even if only for a short time.I am promising to myself that I will find ways to make it happen.I feel that I am missing a l
I woke up at exactly eleven p.m. My stomach is churning. I feel like eating sweets.I am currently in Vish's house. The young man made me sleep there after our long photoshoot earlier.I only ate a little earlier because I rested quickly. I got tired quickly so I fell asleep early. Alas, it was probably only six in the evening when I fell asleep right away.I got off the bed then left the room.I went out without a sound.The whole house is dark and quiet.Every step I took down the stairs was weak. And when I got down, I immediately rushed out the door. I quietly opened the door, it wasn't locked, then I went out.I was immediately greeted by a cold and strong wind. I hugged myself.I closed the door again then stepped away. I will look for a nearby store. I left the Village and then walked a few meters.I saw a 7/11 store. I immediately went in there and looked at the sweet foods.Chocolate ice cream, chocolate bars, and more chocolate flavored food. I took those foods. I drooled wh
I'm tossing and turning. Since I got home earlier in the morning, I became restless. I must have been lying down for more than two hours but I still couldn't sleep.After having an hours of a steamy interaction with Kiel, he finally released me. It even took me to the opposite side of Vish's house.I actually felt sad and disappointed when I saw the young man leaving earlier. I don't want to let him go. I would like to stop it but I know I can't.That was the last time anything would happen between the two of us. I am sure.It was such a great last moment with him though.I didn't know but, when I saw Kiel earlier and heard what he said, my mind just suddenly forgot all the hatred and anger I felt towards him.I feel like I want to forgive it even though it doesn't ask for forgiveness.I must be going crazy.My heart is broken.No matter how hard I try, the feelings of my heart always prevail over what my mind dictates.I got up and turned away in disgust.Suddenly the bedroom door op
Our vehicle stopped in front of a large gate. Inside it was a large and spacious mansion.My attention was only focused inside.Suddenly, the big gate opened, then our car slowly started to enter.Until the car stopped in front of a large wooden door in front of a large house.My attention was focused on the guards standing near the door when my companion got out of the car. It turned around to open the door for me.When we got out, I wrapped my arm around the young man's elbow. It faced me."Ready?" He asked.I smiled and nodded.Then we started walking in.The guards bowed their heads as we passed them.Immediately a bright and wide living room opened up to us. There is a circular and large chandelier in the center of the ceiling.A woman greeted us with a big smile. I think it is from the 60's but it still looks very sophisticated because of its clothing and body decoration. Its skin is also less wrinkled. It's still vibrant to look at.I immediately released my hold on Vish's elbo
It was Kiel.Kiel is standing in the hallway, staring at my sister, at Vish, and at me.I can see the surprise on his face. Vish then slightly moved and hid me behind his back.Kiel's eyes suddenly landed on mine and Vish intertwined hands. Then he looked up at me again and our eyes met.I immediately looked away.Vish then looked at me. "Let's go?"I just nodded.After a while, Vish started to take steps while gently pulling me.We passed Kiel whose eyes never leave us.I didn't look at it again until we got into the elevator and got off the hospital.My mind is preoccupied because of Kiel. He's now left with my sister who was his loved one before. He had a crazy history with my sister.I suddenly remembered what Mariam told me before about him and my sister.He was obsessed with my sister before. That means he has feelings for my sister.It only stopped being obsessed, if it stopped at all, with my sister when she thought our family had something to do with what happened to her gran
DAYS AFTER.....I am sweating cold. And the strength of my chest beating.My stomach hurts from being so nervous. And my makeup artist has been telling me to calm down because my makeup is getting ruined from sweating profusely."Ma'am, we're going to repeat ourselves here. Just calm down. I know this is an important day for you and you're excited but, ma'am, maybe when you get to church, you'll look I don't know. Calm down, ma'am. Your makeup is getting ugly. It's juicy". My gay makeup artist complained.It's not an important day for me. I wanted to voice out those words but I stopped myself.I'm not sweating because I'm excited. I am feeling the opposite."Let's go, ma'am". The makeup artist ordered while helping me stand up.I looked at myself in a full body length mirror.I look so different, so pretty. The lipstick on my face hides the tension I feel.I am currently wearing my wedding gown. And today is the day.It's my wedding day.I promise to myself before that I will walk clo
When only a few people were left inside the church, Kiel stepped closer to me.I stepped back. He was just straightly looking at me.Suddenly, he pointed a gun at Vish, causing him to retreat as well.Then Kiel even steps closer."Let go of her!" Kiel gave an emphatic order.My grip on the young man tightened even more. He looked at me and I could see the fear in his eyes.I immediately felt guilty. I loosened my grip on Vish's hand.Then Kiel quickly pulled me away from it.It removed the focus of the gun on Vish but his colleagues took over.Kiel's gun was down as he pulled me out.Tears started forming on my eyes until they suddenly slid down my cheeks.We even passed my parents and brother as they looked at me in fear. Even they can't do anything to stop what's happening.Kiel pulled me hard. I almost fell down. The weight of my gown and the six inches heels I was wearing added even more.Until we got out of the church. Scattered around were people whose faces were full of fear.K