I was expecting him to apologize for what he did but I was wrong. He disappointed me and hurt me even more.He is a really bad and a big fat ass liar. That man is indeed heartless.The courage to offer me that thing. He thinks so shallow of me.What a bastard! I wish he would felt even a slightest sorry for what he did to me.I hope I never meet him again. He will just keep on hurting me.Tears started forming in my eyes.I looked up to stop them from falling.How could he do these to me?! He made me fall in love with him. Then this will I get in return ?!I wish I had just avoided him before. I wish the first time that girl warned me, I would have listened immediately.Many questions and fears formed in my mind during the times we were together but I chose to ignore it.And now I suffer from the consequences of being fragile.I prefer to believe and dictated by my heart rather than what my mind says.The proofs were right in front of me but I chose to ignore them because I love him.
It's already past nine p.m. when I finished taking a shower.I put on the clothes that Vish lent me. He lent me a t shirt and short shorts that he said he never wore.His clothes are comfortable to wear especially his shirt because it is oversize.Vish also sent my bodyguard and driver home because he told them that I was going to sleep here.I was drying my hair with a towel when I suddenly smelled cigarette smoke.My face suddenly wrinkled.I really hate the smell of cigarettes.I approached the open window. I peeked where the smoke was coming from.Until I stopped looking to my right.I saw Vish while smoking on the small balcony. His arms rested on the railings while looking up at the sky.I left the window.I quickly combed my hair then I left the room.I saw another young maid carrying bedsheets. I came to her."Hi". I greeted her. The girl just smiled at me. "Can you take me to Vish? I saw him on the balcony. I don't know the way on there"."Yes, ma'am. Follow me." The girl agr
I heard a loud and straight knock on the door.I forced my eyes open. I waited for seconds until my vision became almost clear. Rubbing my eyes I looked at the open window.I could see the orange colored sky. The sun is just starting to rise.The knocking on the door continued."Coming!" I shouted hoarsely as I got up and removed the blanket from my body.The knocking on the door has stopped.I got out of bed then slightly walked towards the door. I immediately opened it.Vish's young maid came up to me."Good morning, Ms. Mercado. Sir said you two should have breakfast together. He is waiting downstairs". She was smiling.I smiled sparingly at her. "What time is it?""It's five o'clock in the morning, miss. Sir wakes up really early". She replied as if she read what was on my mind."Alright. I'll be down in fifteen minutes."The girl suddenly reached for the clothes she was holding. "This is the dress you will wear today. Sir said to give these to you".I accepted them with a smile.
I looked at the wall clock on my left.It's already past midnight.A while ago I was tossing and turning in bed because I couldn't sleep.I can't get Kiel out of my mind.Ever since I laid down in bed earlier, I couldn't get the young man out of my mind.Images of him keep flashing on my head. I don't know but those things just randomly come to my mind. Including our happy and sweet moments together.I couldn't help myself but to smile.Suddenly, the scene in the airport's lobby flashed in my head.I remembered everything he said at that time. Including his offer.The smile on my lips disappeared.Will you be my mistress?I suddenly heard those words again.I cursed him in my head.Disgusted, I covered my face with a pillow and shouted at the same time.I got up quickly."I really hate that bastard. How I wish your conscience won't let you sleep at night because of what you did to me". I whispered angrily.I threw the pillow I was holding into the corner and at the same time pinched m
The next day.It's ten in the morning.Suddenly, the door of my room opened while I was putting away my bed. My brother was standing there.I stopped what I was doing."You need to prepare yourself. Your fiance will pick you up tomorrow at one p.m for your wedding pictorial". He said with a straight face."Aren't you coming?" I immediately asked.He shook his head. "There's no need for that. Only you and the groom need to take a pictorial". He answered.I nodded. "Okay thanks".My brother closed the door again.I suddenly remembered what my sister said last night.I felt so bad for my brother and sister. I am silently praying that one day, they will feel the feeling of being free.Both of them deserve it. They had been through a lot of pressure. They deserve a rest.I hope I can do something to free my brothers and sisters from the things they are burdened with even if only for a short time.I am promising to myself that I will find ways to make it happen.I feel that I am missing a l
I woke up at exactly eleven p.m. My stomach is churning. I feel like eating sweets.I am currently in Vish's house. The young man made me sleep there after our long photoshoot earlier.I only ate a little earlier because I rested quickly. I got tired quickly so I fell asleep early. Alas, it was probably only six in the evening when I fell asleep right away.I got off the bed then left the room.I went out without a sound.The whole house is dark and quiet.Every step I took down the stairs was weak. And when I got down, I immediately rushed out the door. I quietly opened the door, it wasn't locked, then I went out.I was immediately greeted by a cold and strong wind. I hugged myself.I closed the door again then stepped away. I will look for a nearby store. I left the Village and then walked a few meters.I saw a 7/11 store. I immediately went in there and looked at the sweet foods.Chocolate ice cream, chocolate bars, and more chocolate flavored food. I took those foods. I drooled wh
I'm tossing and turning. Since I got home earlier in the morning, I became restless. I must have been lying down for more than two hours but I still couldn't sleep.After having an hours of a steamy interaction with Kiel, he finally released me. It even took me to the opposite side of Vish's house.I actually felt sad and disappointed when I saw the young man leaving earlier. I don't want to let him go. I would like to stop it but I know I can't.That was the last time anything would happen between the two of us. I am sure.It was such a great last moment with him though.I didn't know but, when I saw Kiel earlier and heard what he said, my mind just suddenly forgot all the hatred and anger I felt towards him.I feel like I want to forgive it even though it doesn't ask for forgiveness.I must be going crazy.My heart is broken.No matter how hard I try, the feelings of my heart always prevail over what my mind dictates.I got up and turned away in disgust.Suddenly the bedroom door op
Our vehicle stopped in front of a large gate. Inside it was a large and spacious mansion.My attention was only focused inside.Suddenly, the big gate opened, then our car slowly started to enter.Until the car stopped in front of a large wooden door in front of a large house.My attention was focused on the guards standing near the door when my companion got out of the car. It turned around to open the door for me.When we got out, I wrapped my arm around the young man's elbow. It faced me."Ready?" He asked.I smiled and nodded.Then we started walking in.The guards bowed their heads as we passed them.Immediately a bright and wide living room opened up to us. There is a circular and large chandelier in the center of the ceiling.A woman greeted us with a big smile. I think it is from the 60's but it still looks very sophisticated because of its clothing and body decoration. Its skin is also less wrinkled. It's still vibrant to look at.I immediately released my hold on Vish's elbo