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"I know you're not a child, Anya and maybe that is the problem....I know it too much." He breathed, his forehead pressed to mine.
"I love you." I whispered the words that has hung in my mind for so long a time.
"Gods!" He was kissing me again and this time around, longer than the last time. He kissed me until my body felt heavy and wanting his. I leaned into him, trembling with my desire for him.
"Please, don't say those words again, honey. Never again....Anya, whatever you feel for me you might think it's love, maybe because you've not gone out a lot and met most men around your age or a little closer. Then, you will really know that you might have been crushing on me all these while...."
"No!" I whispered vehemently. "I know what I feel, Xazix, I've felt it for so long and I'm no longer a sixteen-year-old or eighteen-year-o
822 word(s)Published103๐๐๐JASAMINA๐๐๐I woke up in the morning drawing a blank. For a moment I couldn't remember what happened the night before. Then, I remember playing card and winning Tann repeatedly.I smiled at the memory. His face had been so animated when I won him several times.I remember feeling so tired and after taking my bath, I remember battling sleep. I must have fallen asleep while I waited for Tann to finish bathing."Good morning, Sunshine." Tann said with a smile from the doorway.I sat up on the bed and smiled sleepily. "I fell asleep last night.""That you did, honey. I didn't want to wake you up from sleep. I'm with little Jay at the sitting room and—""Momma momma!" The door burst open from behind Tann and Jaimie ran straight into the room and into my a
1159 word(s)Published104"I do, son. And you know me too. I am...." Several round of coughs took over. Afterwards, he took a deep breath, "I am....Vixenda's father."For a full minute, the information hung between us. In my head, I'll say it hit a wall and bounced back. I couldn't comprehend it immediately."Come again?" I groaned, all muscles in my body tautened.The man blinked slowly in sadness. "I'm Vixenda's father, Mark.""Alright, I'm done here. It was nice meeting you again, you vile old man." I said very softly, and turned towards the door."P-please, listen to me....."I swung around very fast. "There's nothing to listen to. Now, all these years might have passed, but there are some things that can never be forgotten. It took me years to get over the hate I feel for you and your daughter, but I see
1055 word(s)Published105๐๐๐ANYA๐๐๐I avoided Xazix the whole day.I still can't believe that I behaved that way last night. I remember everything I said, everything I did and I cling inwardly. Then, I remember the way he'd left me there all hanging with my pride in tatters, and I feel hurt.Never again. Never again will I do a thing like that again, offering myself up like that again. I, Anya Vixenda O'Connor, will never do something like that again!Since morning, I know I won't be able to face him. So,I left the house early in search of work. I would have gone home but I promised Uncle Mark that I'll stay until Sunday. With everything that happened, I dont think I'll be able to honour that promise but at least I'll be here for him to come back from his trip.So, going home wasn't an option. Instead, i went to search for
1188 word(s)Published106๐๐๐ANYA๐๐๐"Thank you for bring me here." I told him gratefully when we got to Xax's gate. I got down and turned towards him.In the space of the minutes I stayed in his car, I learned a few things. He's thirty years old, and single. He only has his mother, his father died when he was just little. And he's interested in me.He smiled kindly. "It's no problem at all, Anya. Thank you for giving me your time. Can I take you out for dinner tomorrow?"I bit my lips. I wanted to tell him truthfully that I'm in love with someone else and I wouldn't be able to go out with him when my eyes caught the window of Xax's room and I saw him standing there with his arms crossed and looking down.He had a huge scowl on his face.I quickly averted my eyes and looked back on the man who was still
1175 word(s)Published107.๐๐๐JASAMINA๐๐๐"Mommaaaaaaaaaa!!"At the sound of Jaimie's voice, I answered from the bedroom I was arranging. "Yes, Jaimieeee.""Uncle Tann hid my Superman again!" His little voice was so loud in the air. The sound of Tann's deep laughter followed."Uncle Tann, give Jaimie his Superman!" I shouted from the bedroom, taking another cloth from the pile and folding it tentatively before dropping it with the folded clothes."Momma said you should give it! Uncle Taaaaaaannn!""I'm not giving it. Not until you agree to take your bath.""But I don't want to bathe now. I want in the evening! Allow little Jay to play, uncle Tann!" Jaimie sounds right back.I shook my head with a smile and continued folding the clothes.
1021 word(s)Published108๐๐๐XAZIX๐๐๐Mark didn't say anything when he came back from his travel. He walked right past me in the sitting room and straight into his room. I've never seen my friend so tired before."What is it, Mark-man?" I'd asked.He didn't say a thing. Instead, he locked the door immediately he entered. That was almost four hours ago and it's nightfall now.Anya has avoided me all day and she'll be going back to her house tomorrow. She'd arranged my dinner in the dinning table, but she never came out of her room since then.Now, I came downstairs from my room to watch football in the sitting room. I took the remote and turned on the television.As the football matched showed on the screen, I shouldn't help gritting my teeth at the sound of Anya's soft laughter. The sound came repeatedly
959 word(s)Published109"God...!" He stood up and his mouch found my neck almost immediately. He plastered little little kisses there that caused shivered down my spine."Tann, the files...""Work can wait until morning," he said in a low growl. "I can't. Not anymore. Thank you for coming to me on your own, Jasamina. You dont know what it means to me."I smiled hesitantly and relaxed, even though my heart was forming different beats in my chest.His hands moved on me more urgently, pulling the silk top free of my waistband. He sighed with satisfaction when he slid his rough fingers underneath the delicate fabric and touched my smooth skin.I gave up trying to use common sense and gave myself up to him.He kissed me then. A meeting of mouths that started out so soft and gentle. My tongue met his
893 word(s)Published110His tangled his fingers in the dampening curls between my thighs. "And you want me, don't you? Say it. Please, say it, Mina.""I want you," I vowed softly. "More than I've ever wanted anything else in my life." Even Dale.The crucial, but fleeting thought was driven from my mind as Tann touched the secret part of me.Gently, he opened my legs and found the sensitive core of my need. I know I was growing moist and soft under his touch and the knowledge of my uninhibited response made me retreat for an instant.My quick, sizzling reaction to Tann was a little unnerving. I've never reacted that way to Dale or anyone, ever."What's the matter, honey?" He continued to stroke me, waiting for me to relax again. "Don't be afraid. I know it's been a long time but I won't hurt you. I'd never hurt you."
1367 word(s)Published135; Last Episode and Epilogue.๐ณ๐ณ๐ณ๐ณ๐ณ๐ณ๐ณ๐ณ๐ณ๐ณ๐ณ๐ณ๐ณ๐ณ๐ณIt was well past midnight when we came out to the living room again. Tann and the others stated at us when we came out.My mother's hand in mine, I walked closer to his parents. "Thank you so much, Mother and Father, for taking care of my mother all these years....."They shook their head, and Moira said, "it's nothing. I'll say your mother took care of us. Doreen fed us really well. Wow! Doreen, we gonna be in laws soon!"Moira hugged my mother. My mother hugged her back hesitantly. "You don't mind?""I don't mind at all! I love you and I love your daughter, and I love my grandson." Moira enthused."He's gone to sleep." Tann told her when she started looking around for Jaimie. "You'll meet him in the morning."
1224 word(s)Published134๐๐๐JASAMINA๐๐๐When I finally became aware of my surrounding, I saw the way they all looked at us.Jaimie was crying on Tann's shoulder, Tamm looked like he was trying to hold back his tears. His father was staring at us pitifully and his mother was swiping tears from her eyes."I'm so sorry for this...." I whispered from the ground, my voice hoarse from crying.They all shook their heads at the same time. Obviously speechless."So, it's you, Mina." Tann's mother finally whispered, sniffling. "You're the person Doreen wronged. She was always crying and mourning and sorrowful. We've been pleading for her to forgive herself....she didn't."***********After Tann dropped my mother and her feet's were treated and bandaged, it was the both of us again.&nb
1111 word(s)Published133At the same time, the housekeeper's eyes met mine.Just one look at her, I know that she's my mother. Even though she doesn't really look like the mother I remember, I know for sure that this housekeeper here is the woman that gave birth to me."M-Mother...?" My voice came out a shaky whisper as I stood up.She looked like she aged ten years in the past five years. She had none of her jeweleries on her body, her hair wasn't braided or styled, there was no fancy cloth on her body.She stared at me with recognition. She stared at me with pain in her eyes.Suddenly, her eyes watered. Still looking at me with shock and pain, the tray she was carrying fell from her hand and the glasses shattered on the floor.Everyone gasped around the room but I couldn't see them. I can only stare at the
924 word(s)Published132"That I am, son." Freddy answered proudly."Does it mean you're my grandfather?" He asked wide-eyed.Freddy didn't even blink an eye. "Of course, son. I'm your grandfather, and you....are my grandson."Jaimie grinned then, and let go of Moira's hand. "Grandfather!" He rushed forward and wrapped his little hands around the old man's neck.I was surprised when Freddy's eyes watered as he hugged Jaimie back. I breathed a sigh of relief, feeling so happy that they accepted my son, it brought tears to my eyes.Afterwards, the old man finally straightened to his full height and stared at me beside Tann, a smile on his face."Father, here's Jasamina. She's the love of my life and we're getting married." Tann groaned, staring at his father.Freddy left Jaimie to Moira, and
971 word(s)Published131๐๐๐XAZIX๐๐๐It took everything in me to hold still while Anya adjusted to me. My body was drawn taut with the need to move but instead, I kissed her wet brows, down to her cheeks.Seconds later, she whimpered and went lax under me, making relief to course through me. I pulled back and stroked into her gently.A heavy groan escaped my lips because I found heaven, and it was more than I've ever expected. I took leisure strokes until she sighed breathily.Then, I stretched out on top of her, taking her hands into mine and pinning it above her head. I pumped slowly, getting my bearings, learning the lay of the tight land. I love that she clutched me so closely. Her face buried in my neck. Her fingernails biting my hand, clutching at it.My hips moved to the musical sound of the night. Steady, rough pumps
927 word(s)Published130Distinctively, I became aware that I'm whispering the words of everything I want todo to her, my voice desperate, my mouth trembling."Yes...! Yes." She whispered into my mouth.I lifted her into my arms, cradling her and carried her to the bed. I laid her down, coming down on her will my tongue still mated with hers. I want her with a great urge that almost bothered on obsession.I pulled back finally, and she panted for breaths while I undressed her. There wasn't much to undress. I released the two buttons and untied the rope, pulling the nightie apart.I groaned in need when I found her naked underneath. In the glow of the night, she looked so beautiful. Her rosy nipples puckered, starting erect and seeking my mouth on them.I kissed down her neck to the swell of bee
1050 word(s)Published129๐๐๐ANYA๐๐๐When my father told me that we'll be going to Texas to spend some time together, it made me really happy. More bonding time with a father that has been denied of me all my life.But with the happiness, came the fact that I'm going to miss Xax so much. Suddenly, I have the urge to see him.So, I took my bath and dressed up. After I locked up the door, I called Jasamina to tell her that I'm not home, just in case she comes home and can't find me.She laughed and told me that she won't be coming back anytime soon. Then, she gave me the details of the night before. Tann's proposal. Her pregnancy. Tann's mother."Oh my God, I'm so happy for you, Mina." Tears of joy brimmed in my eyes."Thank you so much, I'm the happiest woman in the world." She said to me, her voice holdi
786 word(s)Published128๐๐๐LUDALE MCCULLY๐๐๐He walked around his house, staring at everything that is him. Everything he owned. Everything he worked for.He can still remember several years ago when he had to kill his way up. When he did everything possible to get where he is today. A place that can buy him everything he want.Power.Money.Women.Truly, what else can a man ever ask for.There's happiness too but he doesn't really have that now. But then again, happiness doesn't have to be constant. It can be rented, just like he does.He entered his playroom. His best room in the mansion where he's allowed to display his inner self. Everything he is. All his demons unlease in this room.All his whores are no strangers to this room. Too bad, his ex-wife was.&n
902 word(s)Published127๐๐๐JASAMINA๐๐๐As I stared with teary eyes at the three people kneeling in front of me, all I can see was myself when I was roaming the streets begging for money, begging for food, begging for shelter.I saw five years ago Jasamina who was struggling to survive. To live. With her little boy wrapped hidden under her breast, her body bruised, roaming the streets of New York city, sleeping in an uncompleted building.The tears flew down my cheeks because that girl truly survived. Seeing this, I know, I truly did survive. Maybe....just maybe...it's time for this Jasamina to finally embrace eternal happiness. Because I worked for it. I suffered for it. I deserve it."Yes." I whispered tearfully, a smile on my face. "Yes, Tann. I will marry you.""Oh, thank God!" Tann exclaimed, taking breath