R18
“This time I’m really marking you as mine” he utters as he bites my shoulders and wears protection before, he starts penetrating using that huge thing he has.
Slow moves still bring undefinable pain, but he’s trying to drown me with his sweet kisses to lessen the pain down there. He gently reaches for my hands from his shoulders and slowly puts them above my head and he softly intertwined our hands.
“Ah” I whimper in pain as he started thrusting deeper, he kisses my cheeks so sweetly before he moves away and looks at me in the eyes, I try my best not to close my eyes and show him that I’m pleasured by his movements but as those eyes’ stares at me.
Heat just overflowed, “Hmmm” and I moaned, the pain slowly turning into an ecstasy pleasure, blazing between us. His other hand moves down to my waist like it’s guiding me on meeting his thrust.
He started moving faster and harder in a gentle way, he made sure he reaches my pick as he tries to make me lost in his kisses.
“El” I closed my eyes and heard him groan my name and tighten his grip on my hands. It's hard to feel so gentle, how could he move aggressively but my body still identifies his movements as gentle and sweet.
His touches give me butterflies in my stomach, his kisses quickly make my system clever. I could already feel that thing building inside of me. His thrust is undeniably irresistible, the way it meets my body makes that weird noise but sends so much pleasure.
When his lips went down to my lips, I suddenly became thirsty for his kisses and gave the same kisses he offered me, we devoured each other's lips. He releases my right hand, so I quickly use it to hold his nape and deepen our kisses.
He thrust fast and I could really feel that hitting my cervix, his deep thrust really aims my cervix, “Tight” he hardly whispered between our kisses as he moved faster and faster.
“Ahh hmmm” I moan and stop our kisses to gasp for air, his moving harder and I could already feel my release, I hugged him so tight, while my knees tremble, “Ah ah ah” That sounds like a breath moan because I’m really grasping for air right now.
“Ahhh ah ahh ahmmmm” I know nail sink in his body as I hardly grip on his back as I wilt below him, he keeps thrusting and say, “Almost there” he whispers, then he rests his forehead into my while we keep reaching the pleasure of the seventh sea.
“Agh” he groaned and gave me those numbers of hard thrust; he kissed my lips and both of us winded.
He slowly removed his thing between my legs and he hugged me so gently, he sat down and carried me with him. He let me sit on his lap as I body feeble rest on him, my child is lean on his shoulders.
“Sorry I caused you pain” he whispered as he embraced me like I’m the most precious thing he owned.
I’m too frail to keep awake, I just wrap my arms around his body and before I know it, I feel asleep.
I sleep so soundly in this soft bed; the air feels so refreshing that I don’t want to wake up anymore. I could smell a very nice scent, while my body started to wake up. I refrain from opening my eyes yet because I wanna devour this fresh feeling.
I just stayed like that for a minute before I decided to open my eyes, The sunrise is so bright that it lightens the whole room. Then I’ve noticed that this isn’t the room that we had sex.
Where am I? my eyes roam around the whole room and I can say that this is mesmerizing, the structure, and the interior is superior.
This room consists of full glass high ceiling walls. I could see the bright sky from here, also the buildings below, the sunrise, the clouds and this beautiful infinity pool. This room just has a modern plain white bed that I am right now, a rich gray side table and a modern chandelier, a gray couch at the right side and a modern office table at the left side that has nothing but a pen holder and laptop.
I gaze at the sky and close my eyes with a smile, this is a morning to wake up for. This place is a living dream.
I look around and notice a note at the side table, I grabbed it and saw this beautiful handwritten note. The handwriting is manly yet so neat and clear.
Eat breakfast El,
-L.J.
I step out of the bed and but I whimper when the pain between my legs aches. I just lose my virginity last night and this is painful than I expected. I tried my best to stand up straight and take a few steps until I realize that I’m clean, I gasp and cover my mouth, don’t tell me he cleans me last night?
I run to the high ceiling gray door here inside the room and I was right. This is a bathroom. I enter it and look at myself through the human size mirror. I’m wearing a big black shirt of him.
And a black boxer short of him!! I cupped my face and blushed as I stare at it. “Shit” I utter and turn my back to the mirror.
I stop when I saw a hangered Red Versace Tresor de la mer polo dress, it looks so new, as I get this, I immediately saw the price of it. My eyes widened when this dress was worth 100 thousand pesos already.
There’s a note in it.
I kind of ripped your dress last night, let me keep it and wear this instead.
-L.J.
I’m shocked when I saw another paper bag beside it and it’s a Calvin Klein brand when I check it what’s inside, it’s a brand-new underwear.
I take a shower and I have no choice but to wear it, or I’ll walk naked outside of this bathroom. I can’t believe that he’s making me wear a 10O thousand worth of dress. I’m looking at the mirror and suddenly I am box at the side may note din, I kneel and open it.
My lips really parted when I saw these black Prada brushed leather moler shoes.
Don’t let your feet touch the cold floor wear this as you please,
-L.J.
I can’t even gulp because of disbelief; I can’t believe I’m wearing this kind of clothes.
When I step out of the bathroom, I sigh before I head out of this room. Just like what he said in the note, I ate breakfast and after that, I decided to go home. When I open the main door of this penthouse a man in a black suit approached me.
“Good morning, Ma’am El, I was tasked to bring you home,” he said and showed me the way to the white Tesla in the parking lot here on the roof. I just nodded at him and walked towards the car.
When I was about to open it, he opens it for me and guided me inside the back seat and he quickly went inside the driver's seat, he drives us to the car elevator and end up the ground floor and drive me home.
When I arrive in front of our house, I ask myself what if he’d know where I live. What will happen next?
I tried to erase that question in my mind and waited for the door to open.
When I step out of the car, “Thank you po” I said, the man bowed his head on me before he handed me a black small envelope and leave.
I check what’s inside of it and my eyes widen when it’s filled with money. “Money,” I whisper and quickly hide it and look around, no one sees me. I head straight inside the house.
As I open the door, “LOUEN!!!!” Erille was crying so loud and jumped on me, she hugged me so tight and lean on my shoulders. “You’re overreacting Erille,” I glance inside when Six speak, he’s also here. He walks towards our place and hits Erille’s head lightly and smiles at me. “I’ll head out now, you take care of this Overreacting creature, I have work,” he said and smile charmingly.
“GET OUT OF HERE ASS HOLE!!” Erille kicks him out of the house and closes it. she faces me with teary eyes, so I ask her. “Why are you crying?” I ask.
“Are you crazy, I've been searching for you the whole night! I just left you for one performance and when I came back, you’re already gone! Where have you been, I almost lose my min searching for you” she said and hugged me so tight. “Don’t worry, I’m safe and I’m already here nothing worry about anymore,” I said and rub her head.
“Where have you been?” she asks while sobbing so loud like a kid, Should I say it to her?
I pull her to the couch and when she notices that I’m kind and anxious about this conversation she instantly speaks. “DON’T TELL ME YOU HAD SE ----” I cut her and nodded.
“OH MY--” she covers her mouth and cries even more, “Sorry,” she said, I can see it through her eyes that she’s sad. “Sorry, I didn’t protect you well,” she said and repeated it again and again.
“Shhh, you don’t have to say sorry Erille, I want this, I’m the reason why this happens. I’m responsible for all my actions, so don’t blame yourself.” I said and hugged her; she cries in my arms. “But…but…did you get hurt by the customer? Do you have bruises? Wounds? Tell me where is it?” she asks and checks every part of my arms and thighs.
“I don’t have those, don’t worry,” I said, “Are you sure??” she said and hugged me so tight, “Are you sure that you can handle this kind of work Louen, this is no joke you are selling your body?” she sadly asked. I urged a smile and nodded.
I waited for her to stop crying and after that, I attended my first class and second with my mind is filled with that man’s presence.
He doesn’t leave my mind, I head to the practice room alone because Erille still has classes and she said she’s going here after her classes this afternoon.
I change into a white tank top and black boyleg shorts and play the music.
“We found each other, I helped you out of a broken place you gave me comfort, but falling for you was my mistake” I closed my eyes and danced around the pole, but as I remained my eyes closed, I saw him in front of me watching.
Those eyes staring at me, I lift my body up the pole and feel every movement I do, as the lyrics helps me get drowned by his stares.
I dance all out, wanting to impress those dark eyes so much,
“So call out my name, call out my name when I kiss you so gently, I want you to stay, I want you to stay, even though you don't want me, girl, why can't you wait? girl, why can't you wait 'til I fall out of love? won't you call out my name? girl, call out my name, and I'll be on my way and I'll be on my” the music gives me more emotion to my movements as I keep him in my mind.
I give my all to this dance as he keeps appearing in my mind, and as I ended the music my eyes were closed because I want to see his eyes on me while I’m dancing.
I took a deep breath before I opened my eyes and saw myself in the mirror here in the practice room. My heart is firing with passion, a passion in pole dancing and a passion in that man’s eyes.
And I realize I don’t know anything about him..
What is his name?
I stop when I heard a clap from the door, and when I glance at it, I saw her. “Coach?” I said, she smiled and walk inside, “You’re always practicing when I’m out of the university, I didn’t get a chance to see your practice, so I personally wait for you to come here and watch your practice,” she said and stand in front of me.
I don’t know what to say, I’m shocked that she’s here.
“You improved so much Louen” she said and smiled at me, “Thank you Coach,” I said and urge a smile, a compliment from her means a lot for me, pole dancing is my passion.
“I want you to be our national representative for the pole dancing competition this year, are you in?” my heart just stops beating for a second as she mentions the competition, I’ve been dreaming of joining.
“A-are y-you s-sure about this coach?” my hands were trembling because of this exciting feeling inside of me. Please tell me if this is real.
She chuckled and tap my shoulder, “I’m always sure” she said, I hugged and thank her. “Thank you, coach, thank you, thank you, thank you” tears escape from my eyes as this feels like a dream come true.
“I’m looking forward to our medal Louen, I’ll go first, see you tomorrow,” she said and smiled at me. I nodded and kept thanking her until she leaves.
I am filled with happiness and fulfillment inside of me, I don’t know what to express anymore, I’m going to fight for a national pole dance competition for real.
I went home and hurriedly hugged Erille as soon as I saw her. I’m so happy right now. “He what happens? Why are you so excited like that?” she asks while I’m hugging her.
“I’m going to fight for the national competition Rie!!!” her lips literally turn into a big O before she shouts and we both jump while holding hands.
“OH MY!!! CONGRATS!!! GALINGAN MO!!!!! AHAHAHHA” she said and we laughed together and eat dinner before we go off work.
Just like what we’ve talked about, Erille dance first on the main stage.
“El” I saw Ma’am Cherille on the door when she called my name.
I already know what that means, so I walked towards the exit at the back and saw him leaning on his car while smoking.
I walk towards him and he opens the car door for me, and sweetly kisses me on my cheeks before he closes it and goes in the driver’s seat.
He started the engine, “Did you eat dinner?” he asked while driving.
I didn’t bother to answer his question and left this question in my mind, “What’s your name?” He glances at me when I ask that.
Before he smiled and say, “I been waiting for you to ask that” he handsomely said, and pick another glance at me.
I remain staring at him and waiting for him to answer, he smirks and says,
“Leusam Timothy Jimenez”
“Leusam Timothy Jimenez” my heart skip a beat, I finally know his name, but I stop when I realize that he seems familiar to me, I think I heard that name somewhere, I just can’t remember.I bite my lower lip and try my best to remember it, then suddenly it pops up in my mind.“Jimenez real estate company already branches out through a hundred countries around the world as the heirs took over last year, a massive improvement happens to the company. The bachelor Mr. Leusam Jimenez a rich tycoon at the age of 29 are expanding his business all around the world”That’s right, I already heard his name on the Television, while I was watching the news with Grille the other day. I just don’t focus on it but I’m sure I heard about it. I glance at him with disbelief, hundred branches around the world?!He glanced at me and grinned, “Why
Louen’s POV“Wake up, lovely” I could hear his sweet voice while my eyes were still close, I’m still half asleep, but as I kept hearing his voice and feeling his warm breath on my face, I could not even go back to sleep anymore.I could feel his arms slowly and gently caressing my arms and shoulders, he’s lying beside me and he’s trying to wake me up. I felt so weak and tired, all my body parts feel numb and weak.We did it the whole night and almost finish in the morning dawn just because of that wine, even when he tricks me with the “We’re done, just let me take you to shower”, I swear that’s not just a shower.“Come on wake up, or else I’ll spread those sexy legs of yours” Because of what he said I instantly open my eyes as I fears on getting laid again. I carelessly seat that m
“Brace yourself” He started walking towards the main room of this suite and instantly pinned me through the back of the door as he closes it and devour me for those roses of kisses.His move so aggressively as he bites my lower lip and shiver, I could feel his hands moving up underneath my shirt and instantly reach for my mound, he’s massaging it alternately and as the liquor inside of me spread, heat instantly rule my whole system, as I hold his hand and guide him on doing it on my mound.Leusam didn’t waste any seconds and instantly ripped my shirt of using his other hand, he pulls my bra down, letting my breast serve nakedly in front of him, he looks at it before he gazes at me, clenched his jaw, and say, “Slap me now, so I can stop” he hardly whispers, touch my cheeks trying to control himself.I felt butterflies in my stomach as he gently caressed my face and tol
Erille’s POV“Oh, Louen good thing your home already, I’m going to work tonight, my feet are already fine and I walk straight now. So, I think I can dance tonight. I will not eat her dinner, I’ll just eat beside the club but I already cook dinner for you, just heat it up when you’re going to eat dinner.” I said while fixing my eyelashes on.When I glance at her, I saw how tired and pale she look like, as she lay down on the couch and rest her head on it. It’s already been a week since she stops working on the club, because that’s what her client wants. He doesn’t want to share her anymore, so he also paid Ma’am Cherille so he’ll be sure that Louen won’t be dancing on the club while he’s away. Now she’s just focusing on her national’s competition, and that is making her tired every day.
Louen’s POV“Aren’t you still not going to work later?” I ask Erille while we are both walking I our university college building hallway. She said that she’s not going to work today last night.“Yes, I’ll just want to rest for now,” she answered with a heavy tone on her voice, She’s like that since last night, I want to ask her about to but at the same time I don’t want to ask her because I want her to have her privacy on her own. I’ll just wait if she’s going to share to me or not.If not, I would absolutely understand her decision.“I already bought new washing machine” I said because I’ve notice that the washing machine is broken yesterday. She glances at me and say, “Didn’t I tell you, that I’ll be one who’s gonna buy that, how much did it cost you? I’m ju
“Congratulations Miss. Del Mundo you are 2 weeks pregnant” my heart just stopped beating as the doctor said that, fear around my body prevailed.I started trembling inside and out, I just can’t make any reaction right now. I don’t know what to do. This wasn’t even in the picture I was looking for; I just shook my head and watch my hands shake while the doctor kept on explaining things to Erille.When she notices that my hands were shaking, she holds my hands and grip on it so tight, I slowly lift my head to gaze at her but she continues listening to the things the doctor said, while I just started hearing the loudest silence in my head.It was a deafening voice around my ears, and I felt that my life was about to fall apart. My dreams started to fade; my goals started to vanish.“That’s all for now, I will see you next mo
“Let me carry that Louen, don’t bother carrying things, let me do it for you. You’re pregnant, you should just sat there and just wait for us. Erille and I can handle this.” Six said when I try helping them on carrying our packed things. He looks so worried and grab all the things in my hands.This is the day we are moving out; I still can’t imagine that I’m leaving Manila, and the whole night Leusam’s voice in my mind keeps on bothering me. It’s like he's living inside of it for free.But as I leave this place, I will try my best to forget about him, and leave a peaceful life away from anyone who knows me, “You’re so fucking fake Six, you’re getting what she’s carrying but in reality, I’m the only one who’s carrying all of these things!” I heard Erille hazes while fixing our things at the back of the car.Six de
“Louen?”His wearing a doctor’s lab gown and he’s gaze are all mine.Don’t tell me he's working here...“Lynus?” I utter as I face him, and he instantly looks at my dress where my baby bump is really visible. He looked back at my face with frowned brows before he walks close to my place.“You’re pregnant?” he asked, I don’t know what to say, I suddenly felt that I was out of words in front of him, how the hell he’s working here, I thought his in Cebu.“Why didn’t Ash tell me about this? Where are you pare----” I cut him out and grabbed his hands, “Don’t tell anyone about this Ly” I said and pulled him out of the hospital and brought him with us here at the nearby coffee shop.I look at him seriously and I know
Present timeI stare at myself wearing a white gown, I have never dreamed and expected that this day would happen to me. The first thing I step into the world of being a stripper, I tell myself that I would never experience being in a wedding because no one will take me seriously but this guy came into my life.He was a very annoying person that I’ve met in my life, but also, he was the only one who accept me for who I am. we fight a lot and we never talk properly because we always end up pissing each other but underneath those fights I know he was the one my heart wanted.We both grow up in this world, we’re love never really existed, but sex does. Being a stripper makes me realize that I will never be loved by a man because I’m a whore, who sells her body to survive teh cruelty of life.But everything flipped, my story turns upside down, now I’m go
“Let’s drink somewhere,” he asks after I stop crying and already calm myself. I wiped my nose as well as my drying tears.The two of us stood up and I was stunned when he held out his left hand to me. "Let's go, don't cry, you're even more ugly in my eyes," he joked, so I punched him, he just laughed and held my hand."Come on, let's forget all the problems." he said carelessly and walked with me while holding my hands. My heartbeat quickened as I watched him in front of me while holding my hand and my world seemed to be moving slowly and he was the only one clear in my sight.I was having a hard time breathing while, my chest was getting heavier and there seemed to be mad butterflies inside my stomach. Every step we took seemed like a loud sound to my ears.It was all I could hear as well as my heart beating fast, which was so deafening.He turned to me before
A few days later I didn’t go to the club because I was busy with my project at school. I am about to go to college so I need to focus on school rather than work right now.Six and I haven't met yet, because all I know is that he's always busy with his girlfriend Denise, they've been together for a while so I'd rather not see Six first so that I don't lose focus on my academics.I am here now in the classroom alone; my classmates came out to eat in the canteen. I'm not hungry so I chose to finish the research activity that will be passed tomorrow morning.While I was busy writing, I was startled when suddenly someone put food in front of me, when I raised my head, I didn’t expect to see Frederick, one of my famous classmates here at school."Ahm, what are you doing here Frederick?" I told him, and he smirked at me, sat on the chair in front of me and said, “Why don&rsqu
Days passed by, I became busy with my academics and work at the club, and Six also didn't show up often because he was busy with his girldriend."Oh Erille, do you know where Six is?" I was busy fixing my makeup when Mamu suddenly asked me where Six was."I don't know Mamu, maybe it's his girlfriend." I said and I knew in my voice that I was bitter with Six's girlfriend, but what can I do, I'm disgusted, I can't stop it.Even what he did to me in the past I will never forget, he would take me to the motor shop and then leave afterwards.The bad habit of him, I don’t know why I like him. he is so annoying!"What girlfriend, he told me yesterday they just broke up when Elise?" Mamu said in confusion, so, they broke up when Elise, who else could be her new one."It's coming too Mamu, don't look for it." I sighed, Mamu just rubbed her forehead
"Girlfriend?" I asked and simply averted my eyes from him. I heard him laugh before suddenly appearing next to me. He leaned against the sink and crossed his arms to look at me."Yes, I have a girlfriend, do you remember the one you saw me talking to outside the club the other day?" he asked me, and in response, I just nodded even though my chest was actually getting a little tight."I flirted yesterday, I was answered right away, so she's my girlfriend, and she has a lot of male friends so I have to be good in their eyes." He said confidently and put his arm around me.“Let go of me, you stink. how did you like non, you stink so, didn't he smell you? Eww!” I will tease him to hide how I really feel.I knew in myself that I wanted Six, but it was so hard to love a best friend, because she never looked at me as a real woman. He always treats me like the person he can show his
Mrs. was buried. Gladice at the cemetery that only the three of us went, her family was gone because she couldn't travel to manila. He took the apartment because it was not paid and no matter how hard I tried to keep the payment; they did not believe me because I was a minor. So, I lost my home and Mamu put me in her house, to continue my studies and work at the club. Since the disappearance of Mrs. Gladice, I took courage and endured all the hardships in this kind of work. I tried to be tough and strong because it was exactly what it taught me, and Mamu didn’t fail to continue to guide me. My life went on, and my education. I graduated high school and continued my education while I sent them Mama money in the province. Today I was out of class when suddenly my cellphone rang which I bought when I was earning quite a lot at the club. I stopped walking to see mama's name on the screen, why is
The next day, I didn’t go to school because I didn’t feel well and it still seemed clear in my mind what happened last night."Justine, I cooked porridge for you to eat, I'm just leaving now but I'm also going home this afternoon so I've prepared something for you to eat all day if you don't come in now." caressed by Mrs. Gladice my hair and arranged my blanket."Rest first, I'll take care of sending money to your mom first ok." he said and kissed my forehead before heading to the door of the house. Before he left, I didn’t know but I wanted to say goodbye to him.“Mrs. Gladice, be careful, thank you very much for everything, bye bye. ” I uttered, even though I had a sore throat and my head was a bit sore. He smiled before nodding and finally leaving the apartment.I went back to sleep and woke up after 1pm, I was feeling pretty ok so I walked to the
“I’m Xyrus Iris Santos, you can call me Six.” he said, and then I noticed some bruises on his face.He looks arrogant but right now I don’t have time to think about it, I’m still trembling with fear to this day and I can’t seem to help but soften as I remember what happened.My cheeks are numb and I can't think straight, my lips were shaking on its own, and my heart keeps beating so fast that it makes it hard for me to breathe.I was heaving up and down, catching air and trying my best to calm myself, and then suddenly this guy in front of me held my hand, stood up and looked at the door.I looked at him because of what he did but it just seemed like nothing to him and he even caresses my hand gently enough to give me some support and to calm me down a little bit. I could hear Mamu's voice outside as if the bouncers were talking about the old man
"You'll be a stripper, Justine," my eyes immediately widened because of what he said. My whole body went cold and I couldn't seem to move for a few seconds due to panic. Will I be like the woman on stage?! Out of fear, I backed away and shook my head, saying, "I don't want to!" I said, I don't want to be like the woman on stage. I looked at it and I was softened to see how much the men around her coveted her. Throwing money like a female kind of person, I can’t afford to be like this. “Justine, don't you want to earn money, this is the only thing I can help you to earn a lot of money without having to go through the long process of finding a job. And you can combine it with your studies because you only do this work at night. ” she tapped my shoulder and fix some strand of my hair, put it at the back of my ears. "But I can't do this kind of