Present time
I stare at myself wearing a white gown, I have never dreamed and expected that this day would happen to me. The first thing I step into the world of being a stripper, I tell myself that I would never experience being in a wedding because no one will take me seriously but this guy came into my life.
He was a very annoying person that I’ve met in my life, but also, he was the only one who accept me for who I am. we fight a lot and we never talk properly because we always end up pissing each other but underneath those fights I know he was the one my heart wanted.
We both grow up in this world, we’re love never really existed, but sex does. Being a stripper makes me realize that I will never be loved by a man because I’m a whore, who sells her body to survive teh cruelty of life.
But everything flipped, my story turns upside down, now I’m go
“Sittin' all alone, mouth full of gum, In the driveway my friends aren't far, In the back of my car lay their bodies, Where's my mind? Where’s my mind?” I slowly lifted my body, using my upper boy’s strength and slowly did some tricks up the pole.I close my eyes and feel the lyrics and tempo of the music, combining it with my whole-body movements,“Maybe it's in the gutter where I left my lover, what an expensive fake, My V is for Vendetta thought that I'd feel better, but now I got a bellyache”“They'll be here pretty soon lookin' through my room for the money, I'm bitin' my nails, I'm too young to go to jail it's kinda funny, Where's my mind? Where's my mind? Where's my mind? Where's my mind?” I sexually sway my hips, walk around the pole while staring at my reflection through the mirror.Making those exp
I just took a rest for an hour before I woke up and prepared for my 10:30 am class. I did my morning routine and curled my hair a bit before I dressed up and wore my university uniform.After that, I put my pole dancing training outfit inside my duffle bag, also my knee and arm pads too. Because every time my class ended, I’ll just headed straight to the practice room.Pole dancing has been my sport from the very start, when I was 9 years old and joined the gymnastics at my previous school, my coaches said that I should give it a try doing pole dancing and then it became my passion and the only thing that makes me relieve my stress.I stared at my reflection through the mirror and fix some strands of my hair that block my face. After that I put some lip gloss on my lips.I’m not into colorful makeup look, I just want a simple and fresh kind of look when I g
CHAPTER 3: THE GREATEST STRIPPER“Louen, where's your parents? Why are you still waiting here outside? Let’s go inside” I was 10 years old when we had a family event in my school. We are told to bring our parents with us for the special day.I already said it to my mom and dad and they promised to come, “I’ll wait for my Mommy and Daddy” I said to my teacher and kept playing with my fingers and waiting for our car to come. I’m standing here beside the gate of our school to wait for them, maybe they're just late and buying food to bring.While waiting, my classmate together with their parents started walking pass me. I smile and imagine that I’ll be also walking inside together with my mom and dad.But as time goes by, and hour passes, my teacher
“I want to be a stripper”“WHAT!!!!!”she said with disbelief before he wipes the side of her lips and look at the floor where she spit a big amount of water.“I also want to work and help you here, for almost a week I been spending a lot of your money because I don’t have any, but this time I want to work and earn money on my own.” I said as I handed her the cloth to clean the water on the floor.“I understand, but why would you ever choose to be a stripper? Do you know what does that job do?!” she said and started wiping the floor using her feet. “Strippers use and sell their body for money, you’ll dance in front of the stage while stripping in front of those dirty thirsty perverted guys,” she said and look at me.“Yeah, I know and I’ve already watch you do it&rdq
“Woahhhhh” The audience shouted all out, it’s so loud that I can’t even heard anything elese but their cheer and clap. This is what I’ve always hear after I perform in the stage. the stage if filled with money from this nasty pervert guys who was mesmerize by my body.I step out of the stage and go inside the staff room, where Erille’s waiting for me. “You are so good Louen, you are nostalgic when you move those hips. It’s an amazing” she said as she hugged me so tight and shiver a little bit, I smile and hugged her back, my fear and the nervousness that I’ve been feeling a the whole time disappear, and change it into astonishing satisfaction inside of me. So, this is what it feels? My heart is pounding so fast because of it.“El” we both stop hugging each other when Ma’am Cherille step inside and call my name. “This is what
Erille’s POV“Where’s my phone?” I whisper and tried my best to stand up, even though my head is aching so bad because of this fever. I feel so weak and a heavyweight in my head keeps clicking.I tried to find my phone on the side table of the bed but it seems like I forget my phone on the couch. I can’t help to bite my bottom lip as undying pain keeps aching on my head. I slowly stood up from the bed but I end up falling back again.Instead of thinking of my fucking head, I’m so worried about Louen something might bad happen to her. I know how dangerous that club can be, but she kept on insisting to go there. Now, I can’t do anything about it because she’s already there. But I still feel uneasy, so I need to find my phone give a call to Ma’am Cherille. I need to remind her about our deal.I don’t
Louen’s POVI was staring at my reflection through the mirror while combing my hair, I can’t believe that this could happen. They we’re all wanting to buy me. They all want me under them, it’s scaring me even more.I feel so tense and confused at the same time even though I don’t know what’s the reason for it. “Are you ok?” Erille ask when she noticed that I kept moving my hands and I’m sweating for no reasons. She held my arms and look at me in the eyes, fix my hair up and say, “Can you do your performance tonight? If you can’t just tell me.” She asks, I know she’s worried, I can see it through her eyes. I don’t want to her to take my job for me, because I’m like this. I need to work and do my responsibility. I smile at her and nodded, showing her that I can still do this.
R18“This time I’m really marking you as mine” he utters as he bites my shoulders and wears protection before, he starts penetrating using that huge thing he has.Slow moves still bring undefinable pain, but he’s trying to drown me with his sweet kisses to lessen the pain down there. He gently reaches for my hands from his shoulders and slowly puts them above my head and he softly intertwined our hands.“Ah” I whimper in pain as he started thrusting deeper, he kisses my cheeks so sweetly before he moves away and looks at me in the eyes, I try my best not to close my eyes and show him that I’m pleasured by his movements but as those eyes’ stares at me.Heat just overflowed, “Hmmm” and I moaned, the pain slowly turning into an ecstasy pleasure, blazing between us. His other hand moves down to my waist like it
Present timeI stare at myself wearing a white gown, I have never dreamed and expected that this day would happen to me. The first thing I step into the world of being a stripper, I tell myself that I would never experience being in a wedding because no one will take me seriously but this guy came into my life.He was a very annoying person that I’ve met in my life, but also, he was the only one who accept me for who I am. we fight a lot and we never talk properly because we always end up pissing each other but underneath those fights I know he was the one my heart wanted.We both grow up in this world, we’re love never really existed, but sex does. Being a stripper makes me realize that I will never be loved by a man because I’m a whore, who sells her body to survive teh cruelty of life.But everything flipped, my story turns upside down, now I’m go
“Let’s drink somewhere,” he asks after I stop crying and already calm myself. I wiped my nose as well as my drying tears.The two of us stood up and I was stunned when he held out his left hand to me. "Let's go, don't cry, you're even more ugly in my eyes," he joked, so I punched him, he just laughed and held my hand."Come on, let's forget all the problems." he said carelessly and walked with me while holding my hands. My heartbeat quickened as I watched him in front of me while holding my hand and my world seemed to be moving slowly and he was the only one clear in my sight.I was having a hard time breathing while, my chest was getting heavier and there seemed to be mad butterflies inside my stomach. Every step we took seemed like a loud sound to my ears.It was all I could hear as well as my heart beating fast, which was so deafening.He turned to me before
A few days later I didn’t go to the club because I was busy with my project at school. I am about to go to college so I need to focus on school rather than work right now.Six and I haven't met yet, because all I know is that he's always busy with his girlfriend Denise, they've been together for a while so I'd rather not see Six first so that I don't lose focus on my academics.I am here now in the classroom alone; my classmates came out to eat in the canteen. I'm not hungry so I chose to finish the research activity that will be passed tomorrow morning.While I was busy writing, I was startled when suddenly someone put food in front of me, when I raised my head, I didn’t expect to see Frederick, one of my famous classmates here at school."Ahm, what are you doing here Frederick?" I told him, and he smirked at me, sat on the chair in front of me and said, “Why don&rsqu
Days passed by, I became busy with my academics and work at the club, and Six also didn't show up often because he was busy with his girldriend."Oh Erille, do you know where Six is?" I was busy fixing my makeup when Mamu suddenly asked me where Six was."I don't know Mamu, maybe it's his girlfriend." I said and I knew in my voice that I was bitter with Six's girlfriend, but what can I do, I'm disgusted, I can't stop it.Even what he did to me in the past I will never forget, he would take me to the motor shop and then leave afterwards.The bad habit of him, I don’t know why I like him. he is so annoying!"What girlfriend, he told me yesterday they just broke up when Elise?" Mamu said in confusion, so, they broke up when Elise, who else could be her new one."It's coming too Mamu, don't look for it." I sighed, Mamu just rubbed her forehead
"Girlfriend?" I asked and simply averted my eyes from him. I heard him laugh before suddenly appearing next to me. He leaned against the sink and crossed his arms to look at me."Yes, I have a girlfriend, do you remember the one you saw me talking to outside the club the other day?" he asked me, and in response, I just nodded even though my chest was actually getting a little tight."I flirted yesterday, I was answered right away, so she's my girlfriend, and she has a lot of male friends so I have to be good in their eyes." He said confidently and put his arm around me.“Let go of me, you stink. how did you like non, you stink so, didn't he smell you? Eww!” I will tease him to hide how I really feel.I knew in myself that I wanted Six, but it was so hard to love a best friend, because she never looked at me as a real woman. He always treats me like the person he can show his
Mrs. was buried. Gladice at the cemetery that only the three of us went, her family was gone because she couldn't travel to manila. He took the apartment because it was not paid and no matter how hard I tried to keep the payment; they did not believe me because I was a minor. So, I lost my home and Mamu put me in her house, to continue my studies and work at the club. Since the disappearance of Mrs. Gladice, I took courage and endured all the hardships in this kind of work. I tried to be tough and strong because it was exactly what it taught me, and Mamu didn’t fail to continue to guide me. My life went on, and my education. I graduated high school and continued my education while I sent them Mama money in the province. Today I was out of class when suddenly my cellphone rang which I bought when I was earning quite a lot at the club. I stopped walking to see mama's name on the screen, why is
The next day, I didn’t go to school because I didn’t feel well and it still seemed clear in my mind what happened last night."Justine, I cooked porridge for you to eat, I'm just leaving now but I'm also going home this afternoon so I've prepared something for you to eat all day if you don't come in now." caressed by Mrs. Gladice my hair and arranged my blanket."Rest first, I'll take care of sending money to your mom first ok." he said and kissed my forehead before heading to the door of the house. Before he left, I didn’t know but I wanted to say goodbye to him.“Mrs. Gladice, be careful, thank you very much for everything, bye bye. ” I uttered, even though I had a sore throat and my head was a bit sore. He smiled before nodding and finally leaving the apartment.I went back to sleep and woke up after 1pm, I was feeling pretty ok so I walked to the
“I’m Xyrus Iris Santos, you can call me Six.” he said, and then I noticed some bruises on his face.He looks arrogant but right now I don’t have time to think about it, I’m still trembling with fear to this day and I can’t seem to help but soften as I remember what happened.My cheeks are numb and I can't think straight, my lips were shaking on its own, and my heart keeps beating so fast that it makes it hard for me to breathe.I was heaving up and down, catching air and trying my best to calm myself, and then suddenly this guy in front of me held my hand, stood up and looked at the door.I looked at him because of what he did but it just seemed like nothing to him and he even caresses my hand gently enough to give me some support and to calm me down a little bit. I could hear Mamu's voice outside as if the bouncers were talking about the old man
"You'll be a stripper, Justine," my eyes immediately widened because of what he said. My whole body went cold and I couldn't seem to move for a few seconds due to panic. Will I be like the woman on stage?! Out of fear, I backed away and shook my head, saying, "I don't want to!" I said, I don't want to be like the woman on stage. I looked at it and I was softened to see how much the men around her coveted her. Throwing money like a female kind of person, I can’t afford to be like this. “Justine, don't you want to earn money, this is the only thing I can help you to earn a lot of money without having to go through the long process of finding a job. And you can combine it with your studies because you only do this work at night. ” she tapped my shoulder and fix some strand of my hair, put it at the back of my ears. "But I can't do this kind of