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Zoey: Silence took over as everyone anticipated my words. I let the tears fall, tired of keeping them in. Defeated, I lowered my gaze, looking down at the papers as I wiped my tears with the back of my hand. Was this the same man I loved? Was this the same man I gave my cornea? How could he do this to me after all these years? After everything I've done for him! A scoff from Chloe broke the silence and I looked up at her. She stroked her ginger hair proudly as she looked at me, disdain in her eyes. Short ginger hair! It all made sense to me now. Seth made me change my looks when we got married, forcing me to cut my black hair short and dye it ginger. I wanted to please him so I did it all for him but only to realize my nonidentical twin sister was the reason behind it. She was supposed to be lost. She's been lost for five years now, nowhere to be found but five years ago was when I met Seth so I was only a replacement while she was gone. I never wore clothes I was comfortable with. I preferred girly dresses while Chloe preferred oversized tomboy outfits. That explains why Seth always got me mostly sweatpants, cargo pants and oversized shirts, claiming he didn't find my size at the boutique. He knew what he was doing and I was nothing but her shadow, a substitute, a reminder. To him, I was only to be fiddled with, while I was here trying to impress him. I even went as far as losing my sight for a whole four years just to make him see again. Talk about hard to swallow pills. I squatted, gathering the papers before stretching my hand for the pen, masking my pain up with a smile. Chloe placed a pen in my palm. I walked over to a table, placing the papers on it while I grabbed the pen hard, my hands trembling as I swallowed hard, the flesh of my neck caving in. Tears blurred my vision as I gazed down at the papers, still wearing the plastic smile. As I pressed the pen on the paper, signing, my hot tears dropped right on the pages but I brushed them off, returning to Seth and giving him the papers. He smiled in contentment. âNow listen, everything of yours in this building, I got them for you and I'm not going to let you lay a finger on any of them! I want nothing to do with you again.â. The smile on my face began to waver but I managed to keep it there. This marked the end for him and he forgot so quickly that my cornea was in his eyes and if I decided to take it back, he would be doomed. I nodded, turning to leave. I walked out, the weight of the stares of everyone pulled my pride down. The humiliation. The disgrace. The pressure. The embarrassment. Everything I felt, including the heartbreak. I masked it up with a smile, converting it to courage and pride when I knew I had nowhere to go. All I just wanted to do was get away from this place and shed my tears elsewhere even though they were burning to get out. Just how could Seth do this to me. I literally became a laughing stock. If he had chosen a random woman, I wouldn't be so offended. But he chose my twin sister! If he had told me earlier, I wouldn't be heartbroken. But he chose to use me for four good years. Four years wasted, four years gone. I couldn't get them back. I should have known he never loved me since he never supported me each time I asked to fix my eyesight. I should have known he despised me as we've never been intimate for four years. I should have known. As I got outside the gate, I halted when my face met Mom's. My teeth grinded. âCongratulations on your divorce,â she smirked, her brown eyes piercing into me as she rubbed her faux fur wrap softly. âWhat sort of mother are you?" I spat. She let out a dreamy sigh as if my words couldn't matter less. âThe type that invites her daughter to her wedding,â she stretched her hand, a card staying in-between her fingers. I took the card from her, staring at the words designed right in the middle of some doodle butterflies. MARTHA AND GREGORY I clenched my fist, clutching the card in it before tossing it away. âI'm not coming!". Her brows raised in surprise. âThen who's gonna pour the drinks and serve us at night?". âI'm not your maid, Mom,â. âI'm not your mother then. Decide not to come and we'll see who has more to lose.â. I didn't respond, I watched her leave, swaying her chubby hips left and right. She raised her hand as she walked off, yelling, âTomorrow! 1pm at home!".Related chapters
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003Zoey:My eyes were extremely heavy as I didn't have enough rest. I cried throughout the whole night, hoping this would all be a dream but none of this was real.I still couldn't wrap my head around the fact that I was a fool all these years but today, I picked myself up and covered my imperfect face with makeup, getting ready to attend the wedding.I had only some thousand dollars in the bank and I didn't know how I would survive alone on that but I would survive no matter what it takes.I walked out of the hotel, stopping a taxi which took me to Mom's house.The atmosphere was perfect and comforting but within me was a raging storm.Today, I would return to the people I least wanted to be with.They say home is where the family is.But to me, that was hell and not home.With four siblings who despised me and a mother who would always do everything to make me miserable, my bond with the family was blurry.âYou're here!" Mom said, grinning at me as she sat in the living room with M
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004Zoey:My eyes fluttered open, the sun rays hit my eyes from the corner. I blinked rapidly to shake off the tiny blur of floating dots that danced in the corners of my vision.Groaning, I tossed and turned.I rose from the bed, going to the bathroom.I showered and got dressed in an evening dress I found in the closet.I ran down the stairs, my flip-flops slapping against the marble floors with each step I took.The familiar aroma of Mom's pancakes hit me as I descended the stairs.Mom was sitting in the dining area with Mia and my stepfather.My stepfather noticed me immediately, snapping his neck back to look at me. At least he cared.He flashed me a smile. âGood morning!".I nodded in response, forcing a smile. âMorning!".I sheepishly moved and sat in an empty seat, keeping my distance from them, especially from Mia who was eyeing me with disdain written on her face.I grabbed a plate from the center of the table, picking my pancakes into the plate before taking small bites as
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005Zoey:âAre you doing it or not?! I'm not going to repeat myself again.â Greg yelled again.I swallowed, my trip tightening on the edge of the table as I looked down at my half empty plate.âAlright, I'll do it." I mouthed, my voice heavy with regret and reluctance.âI'm glad you know what's good for you, dear. At least he won't divorce you, forever. You should be happy to be getting a chance to marry Asher Amber,â Mum stated mockingly.â _â _â _â _â _â _â _â _â _â _â _â _â My grip tightened on my elegant white dress as I looked in front of me, walking down the aisle with a stranger waiting in the front to marry me.The dress cascaded down my legs, the delicate ivory lace holding my collarbone. The material had artificial pearls attached to it to define the designâs charm.My hair was pulled into a tight bun with a long veil attached to the bun.With a plastic smile carved with my lips which were painted in red lipstick, I carried myself elegantly.Only if anyone could see through my smile and
Last Updated : 2024-11-25THE DEVIL'S FIRST LOVEÂ Â Â 006
006Zoey:He finally let me go. I fell to my knees, the shattered glass stinging through my flesh as I held tight onto my chest, taking in oxygen greedily.He stared down at me like a god, and despite the fact that I wasn't looking directly into his eyes, I could feel the weight of the resentment in his gaze pull my shoulder down.He then turned to leave but I immediately grabbed the towel, wrapping it around my body as I sprang up.âWait!" I shouted, my chest heaving up and down as the flesh by my neck caved in.He didn't even stop to look at me. He went in, but I wasn't willing to back down also, so I went after him.âWhat do you want from me?! I don't even know who you are! My parents will leak my sextape if they discover that I didn't get married to the billionaire. Just who are you?â.He halted, turning to look at me as he took two steps forward, my heart jumping to my throat with each step he took.My nails sank into my palm as I swallowed.âI ask the questions here," his voice
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007Zoey:With a pounding heart in my ribcage, I immediately searched for Luca's number in my phone. Though he didn't know I had his number since I stole it somehow in case of emergency.I dialed his number but he didn't answer the call.âCome on, Luca!" I chanted as I paced back and forth the room while slipping on a silk nightgown, but still got no response.I swallowed, turning to the mirror by the dresser to see if the scar across my neck was still covered with make-up.Even in tight situations, I would always confirm first.I then dashed out of the room after confirming. I descended the stairs, knowing that I needed to go home tonight and turn myself in before Mia changed her mind and decided to leak the sextape tonight.My flip-flops slapped against the marble floors as I ran towards the door.Slamming the door, I made it outside. The breeze was chilly, making the hair on my skin erect.I shivered slightly before making it out of the gate. I looked to my right and left for a tax
Last Updated : 2024-11-28THE DEVIL'S FIRST LOVEÂ Â Â 008
008Luca:Finally, I struck a deal with her. A deal that benefits both of us. She agreed to grant my wish if I get my revenge on her family and everyone that has wronged her.I always had my eyes on her for years. I watched her fall in love with Seth Finn, my main and last target. I was only watching her because of Seth Finn, my last enemy.Or that was just a lie I told to myself.But for now, destroying Seth was my number one priority and I wouldn't hesitate to get revenge for her as I also wanted to destroy the asshole with my own hands.I was waiting for the perfect time when he would break her heart, and he proved himself stupid and did it just like I've always been waiting for. I patiently waited for years, being the shadow of their marriage and stalking them, even when she was blind, I watched her take the wrong paths.I was a stalker, for nothing but to have her on my side to destroy Seth. With her by his side, I knew I wouldn't be able to destroy him as she could do anything t
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009Luca:âYour girl. She is".âShe is what?!!" I roared, my grip tightening on the phone.âShe is." He paused again.âFucking speak!" I spat. âWhere is she?!".âBlack coven," he responded.I ended the call immediately, dashing out of the room with my feet heavily beating against the floor.I descended down the stairs, my face as hard as a rock. Then, I ran outside, entering into the car as I slammed the door.Without using the seatbelt, I inserted the key and twisted it, igniting the engine. The engine roared awake, the car zooming back as I reversed out of the gate.I zoomed through the road, my leg pressing against the acceleration pedal until I arrived at the silent dark street. I slowed down to make it through the bumpy street.I drew closer to the warehouse popularly known as 'black covenâ due to the dark things that happen there frequently. I heard a scream from inside. I need not be told who it was.Zoey.The smell of smoke wavered through the air. All I heard next was a gag a
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010Zoey:I dragged myself downstairs, scratching my head as I groaned. I didn't get enough rest last night since we returned home at 1am. I could tell I looked like something that just managed to crawl out from under a bed.I yawned, looking around the living room, only to meet Luca there, trying to wrap a neat bandage around his arm.Before him was a coffee stool with a white, used bandaged stained in blood. He seemed like he was having a hard time wrapping a fresh one around his arm but I couldn't care less. After what he tried to pull off last night, I was determined to literally ignore him until God knows when.I turned away, going into the kitchen. He didn't even seem to notice my presence until I opened the fridge in the kitchen, I felt his eyes roaming around my body, but I minded my business anyway.Since the kitchen had nothing cooked available obviously since he didn't make breakfast, I would have to make something myself.I brought out some eggs and sausages from the fridg
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043Zoey:"You're pregnant?â He mouthed, his shoulders dropping in defeat.I let out a sigh, shaking my head as I put up a plastic smile. âLet's not talk about it now. Let's go back home. Pick your things, I'll be outside,"I turned swiftly, but his hand grabbed my wrist, pulling me back.I turned slowly, facing him.âYou do know once we get home, we won't be able to talk about any of this anymore? You would be paying for your Father's wrongdoings then,âI pressed my lips into a thin line, nodding gently as I looked away. "Yes, I'm aware. Pack your things," I turned away again, blinking back the tears that I never knew were welling up in my eyes until that moment.He still didn't let go of me, but I refused to turn back to look at him. I remained stiff, my back facing him.âYou can't put me on a thin line, Zoey, you know these are two things I want; a baby and your destruction,â"Who says I can't put you on the line, Luca?â I turned to him slowly, his eyes meeting mine.His Adam's app
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042Zoey:My heart squeezed in my chest. Slowly, my grasp on his jaw loosened. His words sounded like a joke, but the intensity in his voice told me he wasn't messing around with me.I swallowed, my shoulders dropping in defeat as I took a few steps back, tears pricking my eyes.âWhat do you," I paused, my chest heaving up and down with each breath. âWhat are you talking about?âHe didn't respond, he only stood there, staring at me with no ounce of emotion in his eyes.I tried as much as I could, but I was unable to read his mind.âSay something!" I raised my voice, stepping forward and grabbing his shirt. "What are you talking about!!" I punched him on his chest.He grabbed my neck, turning and leaning his weight on me as we both collapsed.As soon as my body hit the bed, his grip locked tighter on my neck, trapping air in my esophagus.âI fucking told you to leave! I told you I'm toxic for you and I asked you to run before I would say my wish!â He spat, his voice heavy with hurt.I
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041Zoey:âYou can't fulfill it. Once I say it, it must be fulfilled.â He muttered, his voice gentle.âI will, I promise. What's your wish?" I smiled, my lips spreading from ear to ear.âMy wish, Zoey?â A faint smile crept on his lips as he whispered as if he was trying to confirm if I really wanted to know.Thunder rumbled above and I glanced up, noticing that the cloud already picked a darker shade.I let out a sigh, my face still plastered to the sky. A lone drizzle of rain landed on my soft cheek. I chuckled, feeling more drizzles.Everyone else began to flee, protecting their heads with their hands while Luca and I remained. The rain kept drizzling, heavier now.I giggled, retreating from leaning on Luca and twirling like a baby. He stood there, his hands shoved into his pockets, watching me with so much concentration as if he was watching an engaging movie.Just as I prepared to stop twirling, I lost balance, staggering back with my hands trying to reach for the closest thing but
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040Luca:I yanked her on the bed, climbing on her immediately like a beast. Without letting her catch her breath, my hand traveled to her slightly bruised wrists, capturing them and nailing them right above her head again.I grabbed her slim laps, tearing them apart before traveling down her body with my mouth, slurping her breasts and gently biting her nipples. She moaned, her body shivering with intense pleasure, responding to each of my touches. Her heart pounded in her chest.My mouth trailed up again, peppering her collar bone and neck with kisses and soft hickeys.Her breath caught, her moan hanging right in the middle of her throat as she swallowed. My grip tightened on her hand.Her chest heaved as soon as I raised my head to look her in the eyes. Without saying a word, she understood my command.âFuck!" She whimpered, her eyes bloodshot and her nose red. âFuck me, Daddy!" She cried.I smirked, grabbing one of her thighs with my hand and tearing it away from the other one. I
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039Zoey:I slammed the taxi door, striding slowly inside the gate as it wasn't locked which meant someone was home, maybe.I managed to carry myself into the building, wincing with each step I took. I closed the door gently behind me, the double click filling the atmosphere as I stepped further slowly.I looked around the living room. The TV was off. The kitchen was empty. The whole place was silent. Glancing through the glass door at the backyard that was actually empty, I noticed the water in the pool was still.My neck tilted to the front again and I staggered to the stairs, climbing up and hoping Luca's head would pop out of any corner possible and scream to me that it's only a prank to see how much I cared about him.But no, everywhere was dead silent and I swear, I couldn't feel or smell Luca, his presence wasn't felt. I couldn't feel his energy anywhere near.I could tell when Luca was somewhere, his oppressive aura could be detected easily.I swallowed, slamming his room doo
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038Zoey:The last thing I remembered was Luca coming in to save my life like a charming prince on a horse with a sword and armour. He rescued me just when I felt life almost slip off my fingers.How hopeless I felt that moment. My wails at that moment. The scars I avoided. The way I protected my little baby. The way I did everything, protecting myself by all means was all wasted and I knew at that moment that that would be the end for me.Well, that was before my prince charming showed up, rescuing me from the hands of those cruel creatures disguising as humans.I curled in his arms, wrapping my arms around his neck, his scent reminding me of home.Luca himself was home.The memories we shared lingered in his embrace, all my pain melting away as I felt safe in his arms, shivering All my negative energy tore off me, only hope remained, the hope and security I felt in Luca's arms.Was this what it felt like having someone who actually cared?Even though Luca was toxic for me, he suppr
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037Luca:My eyes widened and I immediately spun around, turning to the door and dashing out of it.I went directly down the stairs, grabbing my keys. Turning to the door, I found it open, it was in fact shaking slightly which hinted that someone just walked out of it not quite long and forgot to slam it, or the person didn't slam it on purpose.I ran out of the door, entering my car and inserting the key in a swift. Like that, I zoomed out of the compound without waiting. I spotted a black car in the estate, speeding off right ahead of me. No normal car would want to speed off like that for no reason, so i could tell it was Sarah.I slammed my leg against the acceleration pedal, following the car closely behind. She managed to get out of the estate, but I was not ready to back down either so I went after the car, my engine vibrating and the car accelerating faster with each second that passed by. She wasn't also ready to stop.A traffic was ahead, and immediately we were about to get
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036Luca:Two days has paased, and just as planned, Sarah was coming to my place tonight.Zoey hadn't returned yet and I tried my best to convince myself that I wasn't busy, but I had a feeling that told me to panic that something was wrong with Zoey, but I ignored the feeling. I knew I didn't need to worry about her, she probably was tired of the agreement we both had and she decided to run away even though I've gotten her revenge for her.I had no reason to chase her back or drag her for. I knew whatever she was doin would affect her one way or the other.And again, I wasn't her father so it wasn't my job to monitor her. She entered the car by herself, with her own legs and even opened the door with her own hand.Only if the person in the car pushed her in or opened the door for her to get in, I might have said the person might have silently threatened her, but she didn't just enter. She walked to the other side of the car to get in the seat she wanted. And she got in by herself, sm
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035Luca:Something urged me to pick the phone. Just as I leaned closer to see what it was, my eyes came across a message.My neck snapped immediately as soon as I heard her voice. My eyebrows raised, my eyes widening in disbelief as I couldn't believe I was looking directly at Sarah's naked body.She flashed me a smile, walking closer and closer.I immediately stood up straight, looking directly at her face.She smirked, winking as she bit the tip of her finger then the middle.I could tell she was only doing all of this to seduce me. Only if she knew she was only disgusting.I hated it when women force out the âsexyâ in them just to get what they want. I preferred if they were natural and just cool without having to force themselves to look sexy to men just to seduce them.If they would naturally stand there like a statue, I preferred it and yes, that would make me hard as hell as I loved natural acts and not forced sexiness.They don't have to flip their hair, wiggle their waist, b
