“But that just isn't Tamika Fisher…” I let out in frustration as I felt betrayed by Julia who was taking Dolph's side for getting me those lake books that would end up making me like every other relationship therapist out there.“I understand your fear of losing your uniqueness. But then, Dolph could be right in a way. You need to know some of the stuff written in there as a therapist. It just wouldn't sit properly that Tamika Fisher doesn't know some of the basics”“Tamika Fisher doesn't need to know the basics. She is way too advanced for the basics and that's why she's the best. She has been there and has done it all.” I asserted as I paced the dining impatiently as I was trying not to let my day get ruined.“Wow…” Julia seemed a bit surprised about my abject refusal to comply with anything that she or Dolph had to suggest. “This could be an added advantage for you, you know. Perhaps that's why he got it for you.”It was weird that I thought that I would need some counseling for my
“What the heck are you trying to do?”It was clear, and there was no point asking her what she was trying to do. I was being assaulted in my own office, and I was short of the right words to say in that situation. “Relax, Dolph…” she said as she put her hands on my shoulder before bringing her body up against mine. Her breasts bounced off my chest softly as she was trying to get me in the mood by all means possible. Right there, I was frozen at the spot as I felt an inward battle rising from within me. In those heated moments, my mind went back to those days when I had been quite into women and always had them sneaking into my office, but I had been quite determined to change that narrative about myself. But then, Tara was threatening to awaken the beast that I had made to sleep with everything inside of me. I wasn't going to let her have her way with it that easily, as it was going to also be to her detriment. Because once it got woken… it would never stop.“You don't want to do
“How did it go, Tara?” I paid no mind to my mother's words, as I stormed into the house with a heart heavy with disappointment. There just wasn't any telling just how much of a hit my pride had taken from Dolph's brutal rejection which had happened in front of Tamika and that had made it even worse.“Tara?” My mother asked, less cheerfully that time around, as she followed me up to my room I didn't stop for a single moment in my hurried run to my room. I didn't want to speak to anyone or to be spoken to. The pain was just too much for anyone to bear. My proof plan had failed me without a second thought and that made me sad.“Aren't you going to say something?” My mother followed me to my room as I buried my face in my bed’s mattress and let out a loud cry. “She was there to ruin it all…” I let out in pain as I turned to lie on my back to face the ceiling blankly. “That little mutt was there.”“Who? Tamika?” My mother’s eyes flared up instantly as she drew closer to me. “That little
For the next couple of moments, I felt like the hero of a thriller movie as I ran through the hallway and down the stairs I was hoping that I hadn't lost my chance at catching who the mole was. I couldn't believe that she could have been one of the culprits of the whole extortion saga. It had me feeling quite betrayed as I had trusted everyone in the casino as though we were one big family. But it turned out that they thought otherwise. I felt like I had been unduly gullible to be a manager as all that had been going on right under my nose. As I ran, I didn't care about the eyes that were on me. They were all probably thinking that I had suddenly gone insane or something. But I was going to explain to them in due time. I got down to the accounting floor where everyone was murmuring in low tones as they saw their boss running like he was being chased by demons of his nightmare. There just wasn't any time to stop and tell them that I wasn't crazy.Without hesitation, I got to the do
The drive to the station was short. It had been quite a day full of a lot of activity, ranging from close call seductions, kisses, and now a trip to the police station. I got out of the car, hoping that I wouldn't come up empty in the interrogation of the two culprits. They had been caught in the act and there was no way they could talk themselves out of it. “You there yet?” Michael asked on the phone. As a reward for nailing the culprits on his own, I had let him take the rest of the day off on a date with Julia. It was the least I could do to make up for getting carried away in the ordeal with Tara's seductive nuances and then with Tamika…I wanted to keep Tamika out of my mental space for the time being as it would help me in no small way in keeping to my end of the agreement of no attachment. “Yeah, I'm at the station. How are things going over there?” I asked as I followed the lead of the officer who took me to where they were being interrogated. “Pretty well. Julia says hi,”
“Are you sure about this?” Kyle asked one more time as I was about to step into the interrogatory booth. “It just doesn't feel right for you to enter...”“I'll be fine,” I reassured him as I stepped in. I had never thought that being one of the most powerful men in the city was going to pay off in the form of a privilege like the one I was about to enjoy at that point.“If you say so…” Kyle just couldn't refuse my decision.I noticed both of the culprits as they briefly raised their heads to see me. But then they quickly faced downwards again, as they were afraid to see me there. They rarely saw my face at the casino but there I was, standing before them like some demigod about to pass their judgement to them. It was all a matter of how I presented my cause, and that made me put a lot of conscious effort into thinking through my words. “You know more than anyone that Dale doesn't care if you live or die. There's no need still trying to protect him.” I was beginning to get impatient
The kiss had me surprised and had me wanting to be surprised even more by Michael who never seemed to possess such a tendency to be that audacious in his advances.But then, it turned out I had misread him in no small way. The feeling of his lips was quite inexplicable. The texture was just… right on mine. I wanted to be kissed even more but he seemed to slowly withdraw from me.“Oh my… Julia, I'm so sorry, I just happened to lose control of my impulses and I just…” he seemed a bit scared for having taken his chance when it had presented itself. “I'm sorry that you—”Without wasting one more moment on words, I pulled him back into the kiss. He didn't know just how urgently the sparks were flying within me. There were just a lot of unsaid words about how much I treasured him that could only be said in those kisses. He wouldn't dare to deny me the chance to express myself on his lips. “Julia…”I wasn't going to give him any breathing space whatsoever. Was I trying to suffocate him? Hel
“Tamika…?” I whispered to myself as I was staring at the video in awe. I could barely move as I watched the video of Tamika Fisher being…I didn't even have the words for what I was watching at that moment. It was just so… My word bank had suddenly gone bankrupt as I couldn't get myself to stop watching the video which had me even more infuriated with each passing second. The sound of her moaning over heavy breathing had me feeling horrible— jealous as I watched some unknown man who was behind the camera as he was having her to his utmost satisfaction. The way he treated her like she was some sex toy that he could twist and bend to his pl, ease. I just couldn't take it anymore as I pressed the screen of the phone against the couch. My mood had changed into something foul which I couldn't stand at all. It wasn't clear to me why that video affected me so much even though I wasn't emotionally attached to her… yet. There were just too many things unclear to me at that point, the firs