“Great…” I muttered as it was clear that Randy wasn't picking up my calls anymore. “What a wimp…” I had said that over and over and I wished that he was right there to hear me tell him to his face that he was a wimp. How could he have backed down after he had come so far in his pursuit of his lover?I took up my phone, hoping to see something that would lighten up my mood just a bit, as there was nothing and no one there for me right at that point. “Oh please…” I let out in disgust as I had been staring at my screen for the past couple of moments. There were just too many things that made me feel like I was wasting my time online. The whole internet was buzzing with news of Dolph and his newly found love whom he had just proposed to, and I just didn't like any of it. For some reason, I found myself wishing that the car crash he had faked had happened for real. At that point, everything seemed to be going their way. It felt horrible to know that all I could do was sit and watch eve
“I still can't believe that I pulled it off…” I felt awesome narrating my ordeal to Michael. “For a couple of moments, I was thinking that I had been in an actual car crash.”“Oh wow…” he said with a sigh. I had begun the narration with an unspeakable enthusiasm, but my enthusiasm was soon dropping as I was getting disappointingly low-energy responses from his end. It was beginning to get quite uncomfortable for me, as I was beginning to think of what I could have possibly done to make his mood fluctuate that much. “Michael… what's the problem?” I asked, with a readiness to listen to every single detail of the tone of his response. “You sound like you broke a finger and a big toe. What's the matter?”“There's just too much on my mind right now…” he replied vaguely as he sounded like he was desperately trying his very best not to spill all the details of the thing that made him feel the way he felt. “I had quite a day, and that makes it quite hard for me to feel any sort of…”“Are yo
Everything seemed pretty gloomy at that point as I was lying on the couch. Going to the bed upstairs would only remind me more of my pain and that would only make me feel worse than before. “Oh my…” I let out a sigh as I was trying my best not to get my mind on those hurtful feelings that had me paralyzed. There on that couch, I made up my mind that I was going to head right over to his office and pour out my heart to him one more time. After that, I would take my hands off. The phone buzzed with a seeming urgency to pick up. I hadn't been in the mood to answer any calls all evening, except if was Michael calling to tell me that he was going to hear me out one more time. I looked over to see the name of the caller. Disappointment gripped me from inside as I saw Tamika's name on the screen instead of Michael's which I had been expecting. I had just too few words to spare at that point, even though there were a lot of things that I had been storing up in my heart which was seeking
“There you are…” Phil said as he seemed to have been expecting me ever since. I still didn't know what exactly had made me come out there. It was simply a horrible thing for me to be able to come out there and have a talk with the man who had been the cause of everything in the first place. “I have just five minutes to spare…” I said as I was simply in a haste and I wasn't going to have any spare time for that. “And you had better make good use of them to explain what exactly you have come here for.”He paused for a couple of moments before he let out his usually annoying laugh. I almost felt like strangling him at that point, as his laughter seemed to show just how remorseless he was about what he had just done in my life. “May I come in, sweetheart…?” he said the last part of his question in a way that made me feel like strangling him at once. “You know, we can't have this conversation outside here.”“Are you high on something?” I was wishing I had come out with something to whac
She was surprised as expected, but there was also fear in her eyes, and that had me feeling much like I had done something wrong. I suspected that I had done something wrong. Tamika had said to show her just how much I loved her and was hoping that I hadn't overdone it back there, as that seemed to be the part that had blown it all for me. “Michael…” Julia seemed too shocked to say a single word to me, and I was expecting that as well. “How did you… why are you…”“Hush now, my love…” I said, as I put a finger over her lips and made sure that she wasn't going to ruin the moment with any wrong words. “We don't want to let this stranger hear how things are going between us.”I knew more than anyone that I was sounding weird at that point. There were a lot of things that made me feel like I was on the verge of losing it. But I steeled myself as I turned around to Phil to face him eye to eye. Phil had been surprised for a while, but he neutralized his facial expression. He stared at me
Seeing all those faces while walking down the aisles in my dream wasn't scaring me as much as it had scared me the first time I had the dream. There were just too many things that made me feel like I would enjoy that moment even more when it would finally be happening to me in real life. I felt like most luckiest of all women as I walked up to the altar from the aisle. All the eyes that were on me made me feel like the celebrity that I was. That moment was bound to be all over the net, as I walked gracefully to the altar being clothed in what I had deemed to have been the most flamboyant wedding gown that Dolph had forced on me.Just when I was standing face to face with Dolph for him to unveil me as his wife, I was out of the dream at once. I was feeling quite angry with the phone buzzing beside me which had shaken me out of sleep. It was all the complete opposite of what it used to be the first time when I would feel relieved to be woken from the dream. But then, my anger was p
“Oh my… Dolph could go to these extents to propose to her?” Julia let out as we had been in bed, watching that video like there was nothing else to do with our time. “That was well planned, don't you think?”“Uhm… yeah…” I had been a bit absent-minded for the past couple of moments as I was trying my best not to get too caught up in all that had happened the day before. I had promised Julia that it was all behind us at the moment, and I was going to do everything that I could to keep it that way. There were just too many things that made me feel like I would never forget that moment when she had locked lips with Phil. “Are you all right?” Julia seemed to have noticed me zoning out for a couple of moments. “Oh yeah… I'm doing great.” I said as I was trying to put up a smile to cover up my slip-ups. “I was just wondering how he could have been able to have that car flipped upside down.”“Yeah… right… how did he pull that off?” She asked, not knowing that I had been part of every sing
“Are you all right, Tamika?” I came down the stairs, fully clothed and ready to head out. But then, I wasn't liking the look on her face at that point. It had me quite disturbed and unable to leave her in that state.“Oh… no… I'm fine… just a bit moody. That's all.” She was putting up one of those faces that showed that she was hiding something from me. “I was quite worried from the unsettled things that kept popping up in my head.”“I'm sorry that you're feeling this way,” I said as I tried my best not to feel bad for her. I could only imagine how it felt, having my parents to contend with when it came to my marriage.I sat beside her on the couch and put my hand on hers as I pulled her into my embrace which I believed could make him feel much better than she was at the moment. “So… what are you planning on doing?” She asked as she took a good look at me. “I meant, where are you going? I thought today was meant to be an off day for us in here.”“Of course, it's an off day. I just ha