Bree was out of it for a while after the whole surgery, no thanks to the anaesthesia she'd been administered prior and for a while all she had were flashes in between.She was drifting in and out of the anaesthesia induced sleep, her eyelids fluttering every now and again, while she gained consciousness slowly as the thing eventually wore off.It took a bit of recollecting to remember she was in the hospital, how she'd got here and what exactly had been going on before she went under the knife.Her hands went immediately to her bump despite the pain she felt in the entirety of her body, and she knew immediately that it was different.It felt almost as if a very vital part of her being was missing and she knew that it infact was.Ryder had said something to her about the doctor advising that they have the baby today for safety reasons.Wait, he'd said babies, a fact that she still found both overwhelming and hard to believe.All these months, from the very start, she'd believed she was
It's been a few days since the babies were born but to Bree, it still felt like yesterday.Just like a blink away from the moment she'd set her eyes on her babies and her world had come to together right before her, so perfectly.They looked so small, her son more than his sister, but they were so perfect, with their even tinier hands and feet.The beauty of the perfection Ryder and herself had created stole the heart from inside her and filled her eyes with even happier tears.She could remember standing their, letting her daughter hold her finger, while she cried into Ryder's chest.They were still in neonatal intensive care, being watched and cared for in ways only medical professionals knew how to, even though they were showing good signs of improvement. Bree could still close her eyes right now and remember it all like she was back in that room with them again for the first time.She could still feel the smooth silkiness of a first time touch, the glide and stroke of her hands ov
Larry and Ollie were the most eccentric, unsuspectingly gay men that Ryder has ever been opportune to meet in his entire life and they were way cooler than he'd been expecting too.They were nothing like he'd imagined them in his head and they were way nicer than he gave them credit for.He'd had no idea who the fuck they were when he'd thrown his door open to them because he and Bree were not expecting them for another week or so, but they'd been quick to curb his curiosity with an explanation and then introduction.He wasn't exactly sure that they didnt hate him or at least despise his ass for that time he'd been God awful to Bree who they rather refer to as their girl, he couldn't tell from their expressions, but if they did, they were darn good at hiding it.In his opinion, they were cool dudes who he wouldn't mind getting acquainted to in the long run and he had a feeling somewhere inside that that was going to happen sooner rather than later, thanks to his baby girl.They'd flown
Bree woke up to an empty space next to her, no dips on the bed and no warmth to show that Ryder had spent the rest of his night in their bed, and for a moment it scared her.Not that she didn't trust him enough or something like that, but after everything that's happened between them, she still gets scared every now and again that he could withdraw back into his shell again without warning.No amount of promises have been able to wean her off that fear entirely, though she was making little progress.Shaking off her dampening thoughts, she gently settled her little fire cracker of a daughter on the bed, next to her equally sleeping brother.With her loud voice that can go on and on forever, it wasn't a surprise she had kept them up through last night, her father and twin brother inclusive.She'd finally slipped into oblivion in the earlier hours of this morning, giving everyone in the room a chance to follow suit, which was why she'd been half expecting to find Ryder still in bed with
Coming back to the room after he'd been in the study for a while hadn't been in the plan when Ryder had started working this morning.If anything, he'd had every plan of going to check on Karen and their visitors just to be sure they were fine and didn't need anything, but he'd found himself going upstairs instead.He could blame it on his impatience to break the news of his new contract to Bree or on his thoroughly thought out pretext of needing an aspirin from the medicine cabinet in their bathroom.But either one it was, it saw him up the stairs and back into the room he'd only just left not too long ago.No wonder this working from home thing wasn't exactly working out well for him.He's been so easily tempted by the knowledge that she was only in a next room or something and recently he's found his control wearing thinner and thinner everyday.He'd made it up the stairs and back into the room with the news hanging at the tip of his tongue, but to his surprise, she wasn't in it.It
"Ryder.......please......"Bree could hardly believe the voice saying these words belonged to her.She sounded so different to her own self and that was probably because it's been a long while since she's had Ryder touch her like this.She was almost beginning to think they'd hit a drought in their sex life before this morning happened.The no sex rule made sense during her recuperation period she could understand, but even before that and then after, he'd still been reluctant to touch her in an suggestive way.It had bothered her enough to make her believe it was because she looked hideous to him now with her scars and all, but the eyes that had taken in every inch of her body just minutes ago had cleared her of worries.He wanted her snd he wasn't hiding that either.She arched her body as his fingers found her other nipple, catching it between his forefinger and his thumb and rubbing it mercilessly till she thought she'd come from the pleasure.Initially, she'd been afraid she might
"Then stay."That sentence, made only of two words, in that moment, sounded more powerful than any argument Ryder could think of.He wanted to, fuck, he's dreamed of staying, like she was asking him to and doing the things she was suggesting, but the fears he'd parroted to her were real for him.He didn't want to hurt her, shes been through enough in recent times to add that to her plate and he knew he might with how rough this could easily turn.She had no idea what she did to him, to his control and without it, he could do things that both of them would only regret later....While his head turned and tossed the pros and cons of indulging their flaming desires and fantasies right now, his eyes followed her body's slow descent until she dropped to her knees before him.She looked like an angel to him, in fact to him she was one, just naughtier and more tempting to his already thin control.Her dainty fingers reached up to the waistband of the sweatpants he had on and he just watched as
The memory of what happened in the bathroom stayed with Bree while she had her soak in the tub and an accompanying nice bath, making her flush every now and again.She never expected it to feel this good again, but Ryder had broken every of her doubts with how easily he'd made her body sing and how intensely he'd made her come.Her legs still felt shaky even after time had passed and she was out of the one room that now held a different memory for her.She'd worried that he didnt want her anymore since the babies came and mentally, she blamed it on her postpartum body and the scar that lined her flesh, the scar that marked her first step into motherhood.And those thoughts had almost made her hate it and herself too.But this morning, barely an hour ago, he'd shown her that she'd been worrying for nothing really.Her body ached sweetly even as she got dressed up, still humming from his sinful ministrations.The room was empty which means he'd taken the babies with him on his way out, s