noPov: MaddisonI swallowed awkwardly and Mr Winston was glaring at a piece of furniture.Okayyyy... Um..."I... I think...""Don't make this any more awkward than it needs to be, Maddison." He said coldly, his hands, digging into the pockets of his pants, his shoulders relaxed and equally tensed, "let's just find you a pair of shoes."My heart dropped to my stomach.Right.I went to an isle that had caught my eyes previously and began looking at designer shoe collections.I found a pair of Swarovski studded stilleto pumps and nearly squealed in excitement. Perfect. This is perfect.Mr Winston looked from over my shoulders and clicked his tongue. "That's several sizes too short."I frowned at him. "No, it's not.""Try it on for yourself," he shrugged."I will!" I huffed.I tried to kick off the flats I was wearing and put on the pumps...and nearly fell face flat, and nearly planted my face into a potted plant.I steadied myself just as Mr Winston reached out to grab and hold me stead
Play date.Pov: Maddison"Mr Winston! Mr Winstonnnn!" I cried, flying through the hallways.I should have learned my lesson from last time, but I obviously didn't, because I pushed open his door, barging into his room like I owned the place, before I could even stop myself to think twice about it.Luckily, he was fully clothed, in his bed, in a t-shirt and pyjama pants, reading glasses on, reading a book. His legs crossed at his ankles.Awwwn. I wanted to coo at him."Explain why you think it is safe or even deemed the slightest bit acceptable to barge into my room, unexpectedly, like that.""I'm sorry. I'm so so sorry, but here me out!" I cried excitedly, hopping from feet to feet in excitement. He sighed heavily. "Out with it," he said, going back to his book, but I knew that he was paying attention to me."Guess what it is!" I clasped my hands together, my eues shining in glee."If I had even the slightest idea, I wouldn't waste precious time asking what this is all about now, wo
True dateI watched them order, my heart, hanging in my throat, praying to hell that he would shut up about the food.The food was brought to them and I watched him dip his baguette into the bread sauce that was brought for him. He grimaced as the bread flaked to pieces when he broke it and dipped it into the sauce and winced when he placed it in his mouth.The food was horrible."This..." He said, wincing and chewing, "this is incredibly delicious."I face palmed myself.Alice side eyed him and I scrambled around hastily to save the night. "Talk about music. Ask her about music.""Uh... What type of music do you like?" He asked, tapping his fingers impatiently on the table.She jumped at the topic immediately, forgetting all about his bullshit statement about the 'incredibly delicious' horrible food."I really like folk music." She said eagerly, stars in her eyes. "Me too," he was quick to state."Oh, is that so. Who is your favorites folk artist?""Agnus and Julie Stone," he said w
morning afterPov: WinstonI woke up late the next morning, a little confused for a moment.My eyes opened and I felt different.I looked around, carefully.I had woken up in a bed that wasn't mine and in a room I didn't recognize, dressed in clothes that weren't mine and a woman's hand was around me. Her body flushed close to mine, our sleeping bodies entangled into each other.And it all came coming back.Maddie had wanted me to get close to Alice and with the sob stories and half truths I had fed her yesterday, it was easy for her to open up to me and fool her into thinking we were making an emotional connection, when really I had just wanted Maddie to stop screaming in my ear and hovering over me like a haunting surprise.But I would be lying if I said that ALL parts of last night was an act... In fact, I struggled to remember if I was leading her on or if I was leading myself on.I had shared with her certain parts of me that I had only shared with people I cared about, although,
Secret cornersPov: MaddisonI hated feeling like this. I hated feeling like a miserable bitter bitch as I tried to concentrate on the movie I was watching, nestled in Shawn's lap.Shawn was a sweetheart. He had arrived at my suite in the Vanderbilt tower, after hearing how bad I sounded on the phone, even after I promised him that I was okay. I was fine. I was only feeling a little under the weather.Which were all lies by the way.He obviously didn't buy my bullshit... Or maybe he did, because thirty minutes later, he was showing up in front of my suite, holding up 'get well soon' balloons, cards, flowers and the biggest box of chocolates I have ever seen.He felt my temperature and decided I needed sunlight, ice cream and retail therapy.And the next thing I knew, we were inside his car and he was taking me to a park where he bought ice cream for the both of us and we sat under a tree, stretching our feet in the sun.He had looked at me with the tenderest green eyes and asked, "wha
Last day in hellPov: Maddison.Finally, Saturday. It was the last day of this hell trip and I couldn't wait to get done with this Fiasco and move back to new york and gain some sort of normalcy in my life.Heck, I even missed the toxic office and my more toxic colleagues. I grabbed my phone from the vanity, scrolling through my messages. Gwyn and Olivia had texted me everyday this week since I went on this trip.I chewed my lip, hovering over the call button on Gwyn's icon. I pressed call and waited as it dialled her number.She answered on the third ring, "hello oo," her enthusiastic voice greeted me. "Hey, Gwyn, how're you?""I'm good. I'm good," she giggled. "You?""I'm just... Meh," I sighed.She grew somber now. "Hey, what's up? What's going on?"I sighed tiredly, my voice cracking. "I just don't know anymore. I think I'm just home sick at this point.""You don't sound so good," she noted. "Is there any other thing that's the problem?"I considered it. I considered telling he
Drama partyPov: WinstonIt's honestly amazing how I haven't yet bursted an artery from all the seething I've been doing. I should have blocked a blood vessel and had an aneurysm by now... Cause, seriously, watching those two fawn all over each other was making me more and more antsy by the second.I gulped down another bubbling glass of champagne and worked my jaw.It wasn't enough. I need something stronger to get through the night.Besides the first time she made quite an entrance with Alice, Maddie had not even look my way again throughout the night. And as the party drew on, I started to feel restless.It's not like she was avoiding me or anything, she was honestly not even noticing me, even when she walked close to me, close enough for me to rub my arm against her shoulder, subtly asking for her attention and getting none of it.She seemed to be in her tiny little bubble, except this time, she had invited Shawn in with her.I watched them in seething rage as the floated around t
Post Nut ClarityPov: MaddisonWhat have I done? What have I done? What have I done? WHAT DID I JUST DO?!This was post nut clarity right here. I'm sure!Except... Except I didn't regret this. I didn't regret Mr Winston finger–fucking me in that bathroom.I would be lying to myself if I said that I regretted what just happened with me and Mr Winston in the bathroom but why the hell did Anna have to walk in at THAT exact moment.I could lie to myself and say that she didn't see anything... But I knew... I knew that she would be able to figure shit out and come to a conclusion in her head.And even if she didn't come to any conclusions, that hadn't stopped her from pushing the theory that I was sleeping with Mr Winston... Except now, I have given her ammo to enforce those rumours.Why?! Oh God, why had I been so stupid to let Mr Winston finger me in the bathroom like a common whore... WITH the doors UNLOCKED?!Through the night, I kept monitoring Anna's movement, she was as sly as ever