Post Nut ClarityPov: MaddisonWhat have I done? What have I done? What have I done? WHAT DID I JUST DO?!This was post nut clarity right here. I'm sure!Except... Except I didn't regret this. I didn't regret Mr Winston finger–fucking me in that bathroom.I would be lying to myself if I said that I regretted what just happened with me and Mr Winston in the bathroom but why the hell did Anna have to walk in at THAT exact moment.I could lie to myself and say that she didn't see anything... But I knew... I knew that she would be able to figure shit out and come to a conclusion in her head.And even if she didn't come to any conclusions, that hadn't stopped her from pushing the theory that I was sleeping with Mr Winston... Except now, I have given her ammo to enforce those rumours.Why?! Oh God, why had I been so stupid to let Mr Winston finger me in the bathroom like a common whore... WITH the doors UNLOCKED?!Through the night, I kept monitoring Anna's movement, she was as sly as ever
VacationPov: Maddison"Pack your things. We're leaving," Mr Winston said without preamble when I stopped crying.He didn't have to tell me twice, I had my things parked as he went to book another hotel on his iPad. By the time I had finished, he was ready and waiting for me.We walked soundlessly out of the room and out of the cursed tower and he helped me into the passenger side of his car and carefully placed my bags in the backseat.He went around the car and got into the driver's seat."What about you?" I whispered, shocked at how hoarse my voice was, "what about your bags?""I'll send someone to come for them later."I settled in my seat, hugging myself and bowing my head. I felt like I wouldn't be able to look up at anyone for a very long time. Humiliation and shame had become my middle name.I swallowed. Every time I remembered Alice's livid face, I wanted to shrink back in fear. She was my friend, but she had no problem hitting me and humiliating me during an important occasi
NightmaresPov: MaddisonI roused awake around midnight, unable to sleep and momentarily confused about what I was doing in this strange room, on this strange bed.I stretched, uncurling my body a bit, feeling my muscles stretching and my bones and joints, making cracking sounds as I stretched.I froze when I bumped into someone, my mind, pausing for a moment... And then, it all came coming back.Last evening, the birthday dinner party, our time in the restroom, the humiliation, Mr Winston standing up for me, getting me to pack my things and us coming here because all the other fancier hotels were not available on such short notice.I swallowed, my memories sifting around in my head, my memories of last night, how I had curled into his body, seeking him out, his warmth, his heat, his hands, strumming me, working me, making an ocean pool out of me.And me, loving every single moment of it.I swallowed and twisted on the bed, turning to face him, he was asleep, his face so soft with an
back to lifePov: MaddisonDid you get home safe?I stared at the screen, reading the text that just entered my phone, my thumb hovering over the delete button.We had talked about this and he had seemed to understand. What happened in Seattle stays in Seattle.So why was he texting me right now? It was bad enough that I had cheated on my husband with him during the trip, even though the sex was amazing, I couldn't stand the thought, especially now that I was coming back home to meet him.Trashy, scheming whore.That's what I am. My husband didn't deserve this. We had had a huge fight and we weren't on good terms when I left, but that did not give me the right to jump into my boss's bed at the snap of his fingers. I had literally been begging for it throughout the trip, panting after him like a dirty desperate hoe... As if I wasn't married. As if I didn't have a husband waiting for me at home.I sighed and clicked 'delete'. Purging the pleasure and drama filled trip from my mind. Mr W
Side piecePov: WinstonMaddie was forty five minutes late and counting.I huffed and paced about wildly in the section of my floor that had been reserved as her office. After the whole thing went down with James and she started working officially as my assistant, I had made the whole thing seem like an impromptu decision but I had actually thought long and hard about making her my assistant and having her close to me, especially when I was making business deals, or when she had to let down a few investors easy or when there was a problem with my schedule.Maddie had proven herself excellent at the job. She understood the assignment, during charity and fund raising events, she was quick to fish out the politicians or elites with the fattest pockets, start up a conversation with them, get them to like her and become genuinely with her and she would sway them to me, and this tactic had boosted my popularity among the inner circles of old money and politician families. Her rare ability t
Office gossipPov: MaddisonI was aware of the sneaky glances and snarky gazes as I walked into office the next day.I stopped for a chat at Olivia's desk but she was stiff and awkward with me. A tight lipped smile stretched her lips."Okay, out with it!" I commanded. "What's really going on?""What do you mean?" She blinked, or tried to blink innocently at me."Everyone is acting weird..." I narrowed my eyes at her. "Including you."Olivia sighed tiredly. "Anna got fired. It sparked even more rumours especially since we just went through the first wave with James. A lot of people are talking. Your popularity rate has shot up a bit... But for all the wrong reasons."I waited for the drop in my stomach. The nervous twists in my guts. The heavy lump in my throat. But nothing came. I was numb to the gossip."And Lois is spreading rumours about what really went down in Seattle. She said you were two timing the Van–tech hire AND Mr Winston at the same time. And the Van–tech princess had a
Good news and dealsPov: MaddisonMr Winston had been holed up in his office for hours, dealing with the shrewd investors from Milan who decided they couldn't have a zoom meeting like every other foreign investor.During the more delicate matters of the process, Mr Winston sent me off to do whatever and it's either because he didn't want me witnessing the grueling process of trying to sway loaded investors into your filling your pockets or supporting a project.. OR, he just read into my body language and realized I was sick and tired and bored of just standing there like a very effective ice statue and not trying to talk about the booger in one of the bodyguard's nose. It was honestly RIGHT there staring right at me, as if trying to annoy me further and I was beyond irritated and annoyed at the hunk of muscle for just standing there and looking menacing with a booger in his nose.The investors left after the very successful meeting (I can tell that it was successful because Mr Winsto
RoommatesPov: MaddisonMr Winston had been true to his words and let me off early, just to get me used to the fact that I was going to be working closely with Lady Donatella and give me some time and space to deliberate on and settle into the idea of modelling for the brand.I found Olivia also clocking out at her front desk and stopped. "Hey, you're off early."She seemed to have just gotten off the phone with someone and she had probably just had an argument with that person because the light cinnamon colour skin of her face was red and heated and her eyebrows were etched into an annoyed scowl.When she realized that I was talking to her, she sighed and shook her head. "Ugh, it's just my roommate. She's been flaking out on paying the rent for a while, coming up with one excuse or the other, so I usually cover up for her and pay her share of the rent before the landlord comes knocking. And now, my neighbor called that he saw THIS BITCH leaving the apartment JUST NOW with all her thi