89. BLAMING HERSELF

ARIANA'S POV

"No no no and never. I don't think I can go through that," I whispered to myself. "The fact that he has the money and the power and the fame is just what makes the both of us so powerless. I mean, we are both nothing compared to him no matter what we have achieved. Alex could do whatever he wanted and he could go scot-free with it. That is exactly the amount of power he has. Sometimes it looks as though he should become the president because the president feels like nothing compared to him. He is just on another level entirely when it comes to authority and no one can stand against him no matter what.

And the fact that sometimes whenever he loses his mind, he can do irrational actions that will make people begin to question his sanity. I am not ready to deal with all of that presently. I have gone through a whole load of it in the past and now is not such a good time for it when my life is just about getting better. I can't even believe I ran into him. I just wish I left