GAVIN
Darkness.
The last thing I remembered was fangs sinking into Kurt´s waist before I wrapped our paws into the rogue´s body and leaped up, taking the rogue with us but I didn´t feel us landing or dropping somewhere. I couldn't remember anything after that.
And now, there was nothing but darkness. And pain.
My eyelids were heavy but I tried to open my eyes. It took a while, but when I did, my heart started beating erratically.
Alia.
She was peering back at me, I tried to smile but my lips couldn't move. My whole face was heavy. It was too bright but I wanted to see her, so I kept my eyes open.
Only then did I realize, it wasn't her.
My Alia´s eyes were green and not brown. Her hair was blonde and not black.
"Al...lia.." I couldn't even hear my own voice. My throat was parched dry but I felt like drowning.
In an instant, a soft palm supported my neck, guiding me towards a glass of wat
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ALIA Alpha Jake didn´t give me a hard time after my request. He immediately went into full action and did the ceremony to welcome me into his pack. After I felt my bond with my brother´s pack dissolve, I felt a new bond form in my head and my chest. And after that, I immediately proceeded to prepare our bags. I couldn't wait to see Gavin. The ride to the Moon Lake Pack´s territory was long and tiring but I found myself wide awake through the whole three-hour ride. My mind was running many thoughts in my head and in moments like this, I wished I have Sky. At least when she was around, I don´t have to feel alone. The Alpha was driving the car. Luna Clair previously told me that whenever she went somewhere with him, he never let anyone drive the car. He simply doesn´t trust anyone to drive his Luna. And seeing them right now, as they held each other´s hand was crushing my heart. Not that I don't want them to, I was just missing my own mate.
ALIA The Alphas and Luna Clair left the room a few minutes ago, and now I was finally alone with my mate. I immediately slipped off my tight pants and changed into comfortable leggings and a loose shirt before positioning myself on Gavin´s bedside. I plopped myself beside him that I was laying on my side, with my elbows anchored to the mattress and palming the side of my head while my fingers were trailing on his shoulder and collarbone. "Hi, baby... Aren´t you tired of sleeping yet?" I asked, my lips pouting. Although my heart was still heavy, I feel much better now than I did these past few days. "It´s lonely here without you... Days are boring and nights are horrible. You need to wake up now..." When there were still no movements, I let out a deep breath before resting my forehead on his. "Kurt, can you hear me?" My voice was so low and raspy that I almost believe it didn't come from my mouth. "Can you wake up now? And wake up Gavin t
Alia was kneeling in front of me, washing my thighs and my... Fuck! I closed my eyes and felt my muscles clench as she wrapped her fingers around my c**k and started lathering soap on it while my hands held the tiles on my back for support. "Alia..." My voice came out deep and low. I opened my eyes and I saw her head tilted up, her gaze fixated on mine with a naughty smile curving on her lips. She licked her lips before parting it to speak, "Wash it off..." She said in a sultry voice and I was like a fucking teenager with a boner willing to follow her every command. I grabbed the showerhead and washed the remaining soap on my body before pointing it down to my c**k which until now she was busy jerking up and down. I held my breath as I gaze down at her, she kept biting and licking her lips and as soon as my erection was cleared off from soap, she slowly pressed her lips to my lower abdomen, trailing her mouth down to where her hand was. And then she g
ALIA Gavin was driving my body wild in every manner possible. I always thought sex would be fantastic, but with Gavin, it was beyond that. Whenever he touched me, I felt a fire within me that grew stronger. But it doesn't burn me. Instead, it provided a soothing warmth that heightened all of my senses and made me desire more of him. I was grinding, moving my hips against his thrust without taking my gaze away from him. I couldn´t believe Gavin wanted me the same way I wanted him. He was beyond my wildest dream and I don´t think I would ever get used to this. I saw his eyes turn obsidian black and I could feel Kurt wanting to come out. His eyes gleamed with lust and affection. No one has ever looked at me with the same intensity as he does. It was overwhelming, and it took me to a new level of euphoria. His fangs were slowly erupting. Gavin wanted to mark me. And I was more than ready. A little smile crept across my mouth and I could fe
ALIA I hurried quickly to wash my face and brush my teeth as soon as I entered the bathroom. I changed into tight-fitting pants and an old rose-colored top before tying my hair up into a sleek high ponytail. I typically wear my hair down, but today I wanted to flaunt my neck, to show the world and Renee that Gavin, my mate, had finally claimed and marked me. I applied a light lipgloss and puckered up my lips, and when I was finally satisfied with how I looked, I tidied up my mess and headed for the door. As soon as I opened the bathroom door, my gaze was drawn to my mate. Gavin's eyes gleamed with satisfaction as he looked at me, but I was distracted by another presence in the room. I shifted my sight away from him and toward Luna Clair, who was looking at me with a knowing expression on her face. As I rummaged through my head for something to say to them, my cheeks instantly felt hot. And my voice got stuck up in my throat as all eyes in the room tur
GAVIN "Are you ready?" My eyes never left Alia's face while I asked. She appeared pale as she continued to bite her bottom lip. After we´ve gone home yesterday, we were greeted with a welcome celebration which was prepared by my parents at the pack house ground. It wasn't anything extravagant, just food and drinks but it was enough to take most of our time that by the time we went to bed, Alia was already exhausted and didn't want to move at all. Since we met, last night was the first night that we spent together that we didn´t have sex. I wasn't complaining; it was just difficult to maintain control when there was a fucking beautiful and sexy female laying down on your bed, who you knew smelled and taste really good. She was like an addiction that I couldn't get enough of. But, as much as I wanted to ravish her out last night, I let her sleep. But I would get to spend the entire day with her today. After breakfast, just as I was about to appr
GAVIN As I had predicted, the conversation with Elder Garett did not go the way I wanted it. He informed me and the Alpha that Alia´s attempt to reject me was the reason her wolf died. In the history of mate rejection, the human and his or her wolf should have shared the sorrow and pain that accompanies the rejection. But it was possible that Sky absorbed all the pain to protect Alia. I was still baffled because the rejection wasn´t successful. Elder Garett said he didn´t have an answer for that. But he assumed Alia's wolf was aware that her human was fragile and would not survive the ordeal. My heart was pounding and my hands were clenched the entire time he spoke. He continued pointing out Alia's weakness as the reason for her wolf's death. But who should I hold accountable? Alia? Caspian? Or her Father? Everyone who kept her guarded and vulnerable? I had no use for the past anymore, and blaming anyone would not bring her wolf back.
GAVIN I took the quickest shower I had ever taken in my whole life since I was eager to cuddle with Alia and smell the first indication of her heat. Jake warned me that it would be a wild night because it was the first heat after I marked her, and I think I was more than prepared. Even without her heat, I would still want to fuck my mate tonight, but then, who was I to complain if her heat would serve as an aphrodisiac that could heighten our mating even more? Just the thought of running my hands over her soft skin plus the fact that I would be able to eat her p***y and ram my c**k inside her tonight was enough to give me an instant hard-on, like every fucking time. I dried off my body and walked out of the bathroom naked. I could see Alia staring at me with her mouth slightly open as I made my way to the closet, picking up sweatpants to put on. "You´re drooling, baby..." I teased her, slipping on the pants in my hands. "I´m not!" She
"Is this just a game to you?" Aaron's eyes were blazing with fire. He was attempting to keep his wolf under control. I should've been terrified, but I wasn't. "You tell me..." I smacked my lips together, pretending his anger didn't bother me at all. "You're confusing me." A growl revibrated from his chest, as his hands coiled into fists. He was ready to walk away when I held my palm against his chest. His eyes delved deep into mine, and I could see his desire growing. "You can have any female you want, and yet here you are, chasing after me when you know exactly that I don't like you." My finger trailed down from his nose to his mouth, brushing his soft lips gently. "Am I a challenge you're trying to win? Because you know I am someone you can't have? Off-limits? Your Alpha's sister?" I could feel his body reacting to my touch, and it was all I ever wanted
ALIA My eyes wandered to the scene below me as I stood on the balcony of our bedroom. The ground was buzzing with pups, and it was a fantastic way to kick off the summer. Gavin was still in the shower. I had no idea how we wound up in our room in the middle of the day, but it was nothing out of the ordinary. After all these years, we still couldn´t get our hands off of each other, that we would always sneak away to give in to our desires. The years just made the sparks grow stronger as the love that we have for each other. I was snapped out of my thought when I heard Catherine shriek with delight together with Marci
20 months after the Beta Union Ceremony ALIA It was Christmas Eve, and we were all gathered at the packhouse dining hall for Christmas Dinner. Since the Luna had experienced Christmases while living with humans, she had made it a tradition for us to celebrate the holiday as well. And since the Alpha's family was also observing the occasion, we had no problem making it big this year. Mom and Dad were here. So were David, Luna Clairand Aaron's father, and Caspian, who came with his mate. The table was alive with conversations, and I couldn't help but be overwhelmed by the abundance of love in this place. It used to be just me, Caspian, and my father over a special dinner, and seeing everyone around me now made tears well up in my eyes. Only one thing was missing, but I couldn't bring myself to ask or beg the Goddess for it. She has given me more than enough, and I would never dare ask for more. Gavin was enough. And this -&nb
6 MONTHS AFTER THE BETA UNION GAVIN I was standing by the balcony at the training building watching my beautiful mate walk side by side with the Luna as they made their way back from the Day Care Center. It´s been six months since the day that Alia was welcomed by this pack as their Beta Female and I couldn't be prouder at what she has accomplished in such a short time. The Luna and her were inseparable. The only time they would agree to separate ways were on times when the Alpha and I demand time from them. But I wasn't complaining. Just seeing Alia settled comfortably in this pack put my mind at ease. I could no longer see the Alia who spends most of her days hiding in her bedroom. Instead, I saw an Alia who would eagerly converse with the pack members or play with the pups she met everywhere. She was thriving here, in my pack, with me. My female. My Alia. If you asked me if I would rather meet Alia in a different circu
ALIAGavin and I walked back to the ballroom after our little tryst. As much as we wanted to just continue what we were doing, we know we had a responsibility to show ourselves to our guests."Alia!" I turned around and saw Andrea rushing towards us, she was grinning and beaming at us happily."Andrea!" I let go of Gavin´s hand and flung my arms open before pulling her for a big hug. "I missed you!" I squeezed her, excitement brewing in me. "How you´ve been? Oh my Goddess, look at you! All ladylike now!"She laughed, then spun around giddily while grasping the hem of her skirt. I giggled back softly, but my gaze was drawn away to my brother, who was standing on the opposite side of the ballroom, watching at us, his mouth twisting into a pleasant smile. I had never seen Caspian smile so adoringly before, and I was convinced he missed having Andrea around."Very lovely!" I tickled the tip of her nose which I usually do when we teased each
'I love you, Alia... I promised to be a better man,' I told her in our mindlink as I dropped my gaze from her while tears started to trickle from my eyes. I fucking felt so emotional right now knowing that I almost destroyed our bond because of my jealousy. Alia was also a mess as she kept squeezing my hand, trying to stop herself from hiccuping from her soft sobs. Elder Garett snapped the black rope around our wrists and melted it on the fire sitting on the table beside him. I really wanted to pull Alia in my arms but the ceremony was still ongoing. "It's time now." Elder Garett patted my back and I nodded as a reply. I wiped the tears from my eyes with the sleeves of my clothes before cupping Alia´s face to wipe all the tears on her face with my thumb. She chuckled softly before helping me wipe off all her tears. We then held each other's hands and let our fangs extend, both of our eyes were whirling black as we let our wolf out
ALIA I couldn't stop the tears from falling down my cheeks no matter how many times I told myself that everything would be fine. Gavin has hurt me in ways I could never have imagined. He no longer wanted to be mated with me, and my heart couldn't take it. Throughout the time that we were sorting out our emotions, he never once pushed me away, and he was the one who was always attempting to win me over, but this time, he simply agreed to let me go. I'm not even sure what I did wrong. I was trying to see past my tears as I pulled all of my clothing from our cabinet and put them on the floor before grabbing my suitcases. I was basically throwing everything in there. I had no idea what I was doing, I didn't want to leave Gavin, but I'm not sure my heart could handle it if he came back and was the one to tell me to leave. I kept crying the whole time that I couldn´t stop the hiccups from escaping my lips and before I knew it, Luna Clair was already
CASPIAN To say that I was shocked by Gavin´s action was an understatement. I never knew this man could disrespect someone but to leave my sister alone out of nowhere at their own party didn´t sit well with me. What the fuck was wrong with him? I watched as Alia followed him out of the ballroom, the crowd was looking as Alia kept calling his name but he never once looked back. Before I could approach my sister outside the Pavillion, Gamma Aaron took her already and they drove off to follow Gavin. "What happened?" In seconds, Alpha Jacob was already beside me. "I need to follow them, I think there´s been a misunderstanding. I don´t quite understand as well." I told Alpha Jacob as I took my car key from my pocket. "I´m coming," Alpha Jacob stated and I just nodded my head. "Me too," Riley added, and as much as I hated this man, I would rather have him away from Andrea at this point. "We'll take my
JANNA I held on to Alpha Caspian´s arm, brushing my palm against his skin. I wasn´t sure why I was doing this but I wanted him to de-stress. Eventually, his shoulder relaxed and I flashed a wide smile to him before turning my head towards the couple approaching us. "Alpha Caspian, great to finally see you again." The male with an Alpha aura was the first one to open his mouth the moment they stopped in front of us. My eyes darted to the female beside him. She was definitely tensed. "Alpha Riley, I wasn´t expecting you here." They exchanged hands but I could feel Alpha Caspian wasn´t pleased with the presence of Alpha Riley. His gaze shifted to the young female at the exact moment I looked at him, and I saw his eyes soften. The Female was looking everywhere, except on Alpha Caspian. He let out a deep sigh before turning his eyes on me, a warm smile tugging on his mouth. "And this lovely female in my arms is Lady Janna. Alpha J