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2021-11-17 00:25:11"Is that what you want?" He asked, his voice breaking.
I nodded and rested my face on his chest, I felt his arms wrapped around me pulling me closer as his body started to shake.
We were both crying as he held me in his arms.
For a split second, I wanted to change my mind. I wanted to take it all back. I loved him. I loved him with all my heart but he keeps breaking me.
"I... Gavin..." He stammered between his sobs as he opened his mouth to talk.
No! No! No! Please! I don´t know what I want anymore.
" Salvatore..." He took one deep sigh, holding his breath.
And my heart stopped. What have I done?
"I'm sorry, Alia. I can´t..." He pulled away from hugging me and placed his palms on my shoulder before pulling my body closer and crushing his lips into mine.
He kissed me and my mouth welcomed him. The familiar and comforting sparks traveled all over my body. He was kissing me passionately, not like
Cassandra MThank you for reading and for sticking with us until now... :) We´ve moved up to #5 now on the GEM (New Books) ranking. Yey! The first book He´s My Alpha is at #4. Double Yey! I know some of you were my ALPHA readers as well, so I would like to thank you for giving GEMS on both books! Thank you for giving my Alpha and Beta´s stories a chance. :) xoxo, Cassandra M.
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