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LOVE ME

Author: JOSSY
last update Last Updated: 2023-04-13 14:03:27

"Ella!? Ella? ELLAA!"

I snap my eyes to the loud screams of my name from my sister.

I didn't realize when I started weeping, until now that I have snapped out of that daydream. My face is all drenched wet with tears. My soul is in flames, burning with tremendous blazing heartaches and wrath.

My mind is an auditorium of the raw scenes of how this monster before me assassinated my parents before my very own eyes. How he malevolently and mercilessly slew them for no freaking reason at all. How he made me a bystander of that horrendous unforgivable sin.

I admit that it hurt a lot before now only by visualizing how he killed them, but now, my heart is throbbing with an anguish that is terrorizing its delicate walls. The sentiment is tingling so savagely, screaming pain and demanding vengeance.

How could he do that to his very own people? My mother was his sister yet he didn't even blink while spraying her with bullets. And my dad? M dad endured the worst. It's like he had threefold hatre
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