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THE BEAST'S OBSESSION UNEXPECTED REACTION
"What do you mean by it's me? And how do you know that name?" Terris breaks the silence after a while.I blink a couple of times, discharging out a sigh of relief. It's her! "Dan! Inspector Daniel Maurice! You know him?" I query, and her face turns horror with a mixture of dreadful colors and a rich coating of worry.The name alone evokes something in her, but it's not what I had anticipated. I anticipated to see butterflies flying from her belly and camping at her face, and her eyes grinning with joy. I expected her to jump with joy upon hearing his name or even her to barrage me with questions about his whereabouts and how he is. But, no!This is weird! Her reaction is really strange! She is so oddly bizarre for my liking. Something seems so weird about how she is reacting to the news. Or was I expecting too much? Or am I being paranoid? Am I overreacting?"Terris?" I call when she takes forever to show any of the signs I was expecting. "What's...""How do you know that jerk? How..
THE BEAST'S OBSESSION CONFUSING SIDE OF THE MONSTER
"Alright, kids. Now go to sleep, okay?" I say to the kids after tucking them under the blankets.I don't know what stroked the monster's cold heart, but he unbelievably decided to move them into this huge room that I didn't even know existed. I was on the moon when he told me I can get the room ready for them, and I worked my ass out making an effort to tidy it up for the little angels to my best. Now I can at least be at peace knowing that they won't die of cold from that dungeon.Funny, though! He did this to these children, while his is still sampling hell in that dungeon in its mother's womb. This monster is unbelievable! I pity that poor woman and her innocent child. Having a heartless monster like Ajay in your life is such a curse!"Miss, Ella? When can we go back to the centre? We like it there much better." One kid says."Yes, Miss Ella. I don't like it here either. We can't play around and we are not even going to school." Another one adds.Poor kids! They must be in a dilemm
THE BEAST'S OBSESSION MIRACULOUS MORNING
Peeling my eyes to the morning brightness amputating rough my closed eyes disrupting my sleep, I almost roll down from the scary grey pair peering over me. Luckily enough, he was able to catch me and pin me back on the bed. And here I thought it was the sun's savage rays! Gosh! What a scare in the morning! Wait...In a scramble, I apprehensively cruise my hands and eyes over my body from the chest down to my legs under the duvet. Miraculously, no piece of clothe is missing from my body. I am just the way I remember I was when this monster kidnapped me and caged me in his hands and chest last night.And...I really fell into slumber? In his arms? Under that disconcerting situation? Like seriously? I thought I was going to spend the whole night awake in fear of what the monster would do to me, yet here I am, just waking up. I didn't even feel him carrying me to bed. And he indeed didn't touch me? Cheeii! What sort of miracles are happening here?"You didn't believe me when I said I w
THE BEAST'S OBSESSION TESTING THE DEPTH OF HIS OBSESSION
I weigh options real quick. All that I need to ensure the success of my plans. I engrave them up in my head real quick before he can sense I am thinking about something.Let's see what you are willing to do at this point, Ajay!"First, I want you to free the children. They don't deserve to be here. I am the one who made a mistake, and you have me. They should not be here." I say, and look at him, waiting for his answer.He doesn't take long. He doesn't even think. And there isn't a single tinge of suspicion in his tone as he speaks."Okay. First thing tomorrow morning, we will return them to the centre."Huh!? Just like that? "Aren't you worried about the police finding out? They are kids. They will not cover up for you." I say."I will take care of the police." I snap at him. "Don't worry. I will just make something up!" He explains after noticing my gaze.Yeah! He always has ways of saving his rotten ass! Let's see how long that will last. I nod my head."Second, I want you to leav
THE BEAST'S OBSESSION ABOUT POOR HANNAH
"I will have to go to the main club. Something came up. Will you be okay? You could come along." Ajay says, standing up.We have been sun-basking with Hannah for the better part of this morning.It's been three days since we had that pact with him and he has been holding up to his promises. Something I didn't expect. Something I still find hard to believe.The kids are back at the centre, and Joy is out of the dungeon. He hasn't hurt anyone for these three days, or at least, not that I know of because there is still that part of me that is controversial about his alteration. And to top it all, we have been taking care of Hannah together. He doesn't bond that much with the mother of his baby. Compared to how a first-time dad is expected to be acting, he is the total gross of it.His utterances to the poor lady don't go beyond "How are you". I guess that is the best form of care he can give. Duh! I have not seen him try to touch her belly bump even just once. How can he when he doesn't
THE BEAST'S OBSESSION POLISHED PLAN
Fast forward!A month later"All set?" I whimper through the phone in the bathroom of my old cubicle in the club, my two partners in crime, Aida and Joy, keeping watch for me in the room.Terris turned real gross after that day I disclosed to her who I really was. She evades me like a plaque. She doesn't talk to me, but she doesn't create havoc for me either. She just stays out of my way. Completely. It stings, and Dan is scattered into pieces after learning of Terris' reaction."Yes. All is set, Ella! When is the day?" Deep's sweet voice echoes through the line.Throughout the whole month, we have been plotting this, and we have finalized everything. The trap is all ready and polished. No room for escape of the target. "In two days!" I respond.Hannah is finally due. She hasn't indicated any signs of going into labour yet but I was able to persuade Ajay that it's good to book her in before time since she is for Cs. The monster agreed. The fool has been such an easy prey for me, and
THE BEAST'S OBSESSION NEW ALLY
Standing on the door of Terris' room, I take in a deep breath and heave out as much amount before knocking slightly on her door, and practising patience as seconds feel like hours before the door flings opens.Her angelic face pops up, with no discernible reaction or impression at all. No astonishment, and no questions on her face, and neither is there even a subtle glimmer of appreciation. It's like my presence means absolutely nothing to her. Honestly, it maims me. It stings so bad because we had just started getting along. She had just asked if I could take her as my friend too and I don't even recall responding to her that time. I didn't have any qualms whatsoever, but we just had a zillion things to talk about. Now here we are, back to oddballs again. I understand her sentiments, but I am albeit clenching on tight to the hope that the yearning she had when she asked me not to leave her behind when I leave this place is still stroking her heart, or at least, there is still love
THE BEAST'S OBSESSION THE LAST SUPPER
I am whizzing a cheerful hymn as I help this monk prepare the dinner in this house that we have been sharing for weeks. The glee of what tomorrow holds for me is throbbing with rebounds in my heart, shaking its walls, but I am doing everything I possibly can to suppress the tickling thrills.It's almost one after midnight. In a few hours, doom will occlude the evil, and the good will shine bright.I am still in incredulity at how serene this place has turned into ever since I made that pact with Ajay. The activities go on around as usual, but the tranquillity that has beffallen this place is beyond ingenuity. No murders, no extraneous cacophonies, and no superfluous squabbles. It's like this is no longer the club that we all knew.The monster has embraced humanity or is at least trying as far as I see it. Mental note - I have not fallen for that completely. I don't know where he hemmed that monster side of him, or where he borrows all this humanity to showcase, but too bad! This shift
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THE BEAST'S OBSESSION THE SHOCKING TWIST
Our long sweet and cheered kiss is cut shot by Deep's phone buzzing. We were not intending to stop this beautiful moment any time soon for any reasons, but this might be important. We pull away albeit unwillingly, and I had to bury my face in Deep's chest as he receives the call.Uuu! I can't believe we are savoring peace at last. This sometimes felt inconceivable, but I am glad we finally attained it. Ooh, hail God, and I am sorry. Forgive me for those times when I felt like you had closed all the doors and windows of heaven on me. "Love?" Deep calls, stroking my back, and I jerk my face to him."Mmh?!" I ask."It was a call from the hospital. Hannah is asking for you." He says."Is she okay?" I implore."The doctor didn't say much. She only said that you need to go there right away." Deep says, and that doesn't sit well with me.The day is so young and fairing on well. I hope nothing ruins this or anything else forever. I hope she is okay. And her poor baby too."You two can go! I w
THE BEAST'S OBSESSION GRATITUDE. SUDDEN PROPOSAL
"The police have told us everything, Ella. I, on behalf of everyone else, apologize if we didn't understand your course. We are sorry for every single thing we said about you behind your back." One girl says after a long decade of hugging them in groups.God! How many are they again?"It's alright. There is nothing to apologize for. There was nothing to understand in this place. What matters now is that we are all free." I assure her."And it's all because of you, Ella! We owe you our freedom and our lives as well." Another girl says."No. Listen to me, girls. No one owes me anything. If there is someone we should be grateful to, it is these devoted officers, and these two gentlemen who risked their all to come into this war. Nothing would have been possible without them." I say, but Dan steps forward, Grace in his arms.Have they made up already? I thought she was over the edge with remorse towards him. The way she is snuggling to him, huh! What happened to 'I don't want to hear his
THE BEAST'S OBSESSION TASTE OF VENGEANCE AND VICTORY
"Ella! Babe, please don't!" Deep pleads on behalf of the police."What now, Ella? You might not be able to quench your thirst for vengeance. Your lover is pleading with you, and the police are ordering you. What will you do?" Ajay speaks, and I cock my head, and flicker a weird grin at him."I will do what is right!" I whimper."And what is right, to you? Be careful what you want, baby. Your conscience and your emotions are so weak. Can you handle the weight of my blood in your hands?" Ajay challenges again."Until your ghost manages to torment me from now on, I don't think I am weak, Ajay. Your death will never torment me." I say."Maybe, but you will end up in prison if you kill me. You heard the authorities, didn't you?" He speaks again."Drop your weapon, Ella, or else...""Or else what?" I bark at the police officer who is acting like the 'high and mighty Mr order'. "You are going to arrest me for killing this monster?" I implore."It's the law!" He asserts."Then to hell with la
THE BEAST'S OBSESSION CHAOS AND WRATH
It's total chaos on this road. I'm sure this will be on the news tonight. I'm even afraid to check the speed at which he is precipitously driving at. I have howled and pleaded with him a million times to slow down but my pleas and cries are falling on his deaf ears."Fuck it!" He condemns as he slams the phone onto his lap. He has been trying to conceivably call the club but with no response all those times he has tried and that is not only aggravating his wrath but also endangering our lives.I am hugging the poor tiny thing as tight as I can with one hand while I hold on to my seat with the other since the safety belt doesn't seem to work today. I am fretting and convulsing in my seat from the phobia brought about by his savage driving. My heart is throbbing somewhere in my throat and my stomach feels like a bag of ice."Watch out!" I scream, and just by a slight gauzy miracle, he swerved right in time to evade the oncoming lorry. "Could you please slow down for God's sake!?" I scre
THE BEAST'S OBSESSION THE SENSE OF DEFEAT
"I see you have miraculously survived. How did you manage to manoeuvre my men, huh?" Ajay asks."Did you think you are the only slippery jerk? You think you are the only one with an army of security? Well, good news, I also do have my battalion, and here is some bad news for you - your men are no match at all to my men. They are being butchered like some fucked up incompetent helpless fools that they are." Deep scoffs."You must be joking! My men have the best-high quality guns. I personally train them and you, boy, don't have the skills except that of holding that toy you are holding. Do you even know how to use it?" Ajay mocks back."I would love to do a test for you, but I am not as heartless and insensitive as you, Ajay. It's too much of a chaos here and this isn't the place for this at all. The police are on the way up here. Surrender in peace. This is the end of the road for you, Ajay!" Deep says, and that blew the monster's cool."Police?! How the..." He starts, not believing h
THE BEAST'S OBSESSION TRICKED
Two hours later!It's been freaking two whole-deadly hours of dread ever since we left that cursed club with Hannah, and about forty minutes of anxiety, panic, and dread of waiting in this lobby. God knows how nervous I am ever since Hannah was taken into that room.Our hospital, the Silvano hospital has always, over the years since its establishment, had a thumbs up in every service we provide. I have no disputes whatsoever that Hannah is in the best safest hands. We have the best doctors, some from the prominent country of Cuba, and I have absolute faith that they will do their best for the survival of both Hannah and her baby. But these forty minutes feel like the forty years of terror that the Israelites spent in captivity. Gosh!"You are so restless. What's the matter?" The monster remarks, holding my hand to stop my pacing.He seems too cool for my liking. He is even more cooler than a raw cucumber. What does he have to worry about anyway? He must be mulling over the best and mo
THE BEAST'S OBSESSION PAINFUL SOBS
Taking the stairways, Ajay has summoned a squadron of guards to get the cars ready. As usual, he doesn't go anywhere without his goons, but that is none of my fusses right now. I need to alert the girls and Deep too.As we pass by the rooms, I draw from the crowd of goons escorting us little by little while Ajay is on the call trying to call I don't know who.By sheer chance, and without spurring any alarm, I manage to skim inside my old room as they make their way forward.There is no time to sigh or even thank God for this, but I manage to murmur another short prayer to God as I find the switch and flicker the lights on, rushing to the drawer where I normally hide the gadget. Finding it, I reach to the upper drawer, meeting with my two babies - the guns. I grab them, and tuck them under my jeans. I scour for some long trench coat and slid it on top, buttoning it all the way up.I swipe my phone, making a call, and crossing my fingers in the hope that he is sti
THE BEAST'S OBSESSION THE LAST SUPPER
I am whizzing a cheerful hymn as I help this monk prepare the dinner in this house that we have been sharing for weeks. The glee of what tomorrow holds for me is throbbing with rebounds in my heart, shaking its walls, but I am doing everything I possibly can to suppress the tickling thrills.It's almost one after midnight. In a few hours, doom will occlude the evil, and the good will shine bright.I am still in incredulity at how serene this place has turned into ever since I made that pact with Ajay. The activities go on around as usual, but the tranquillity that has beffallen this place is beyond ingenuity. No murders, no extraneous cacophonies, and no superfluous squabbles. It's like this is no longer the club that we all knew.The monster has embraced humanity or is at least trying as far as I see it. Mental note - I have not fallen for that completely. I don't know where he hemmed that monster side of him, or where he borrows all this humanity to showcase, but too bad! This shift
THE BEAST'S OBSESSION NEW ALLY
Standing on the door of Terris' room, I take in a deep breath and heave out as much amount before knocking slightly on her door, and practising patience as seconds feel like hours before the door flings opens.Her angelic face pops up, with no discernible reaction or impression at all. No astonishment, and no questions on her face, and neither is there even a subtle glimmer of appreciation. It's like my presence means absolutely nothing to her. Honestly, it maims me. It stings so bad because we had just started getting along. She had just asked if I could take her as my friend too and I don't even recall responding to her that time. I didn't have any qualms whatsoever, but we just had a zillion things to talk about. Now here we are, back to oddballs again. I understand her sentiments, but I am albeit clenching on tight to the hope that the yearning she had when she asked me not to leave her behind when I leave this place is still stroking her heart, or at least, there is still love
