JADE'S POV "You are dating Caden fucking Adam Jones now?"This is the first thing Ches yells at me as we finally settle down for lunch outside, sitting on the grass just behind the school's dumb idea of a friendship bench.You know, just a regular bench you're supposed to sit on and make friends with the first person that comes by or joins you on it, or some shit like that "Calm down Ches," I tell her, laughing nervously for lack of anything better to do with myself.This morning has been bat shit crazy and nothing like I expected following how it started out back home, annoying yes, but rather quiet.I rest my back against the foot of the bench, my eyelids dropping shut briefly, my mind reaching for any semblance of sanity I have left."There's nothing to be calm about girl," She screeches, leaving her food untouched even as I nibble on mine."I leave you alone for not up to a couple hours and next thing I know, you and lover boy are an item. Girl, I deserve all the juicy details."
JADE'S POV It's crazy how these students get when any one of the people they put on a fucking pedestal does or says something, even if it's not worth paying thought to.This morning, Liz and her gang had decided I wasn't worth any association with the rest of the school, embarrassed me in front of everyone and they had all laughed and avoided them.And hours later, Caden had shown up out of nowhere, broken up with Liz and made me his girlfriend without giving me a choice, and now, they all flock to me, offering me smiles and unsolicited warm hugs and invites to parties.In a blink, everything changed and I found myself hauled into some kind of limelight, like a deer caught in headlights and Liz, has somehow become the school's outcast.It's sad to watch how lonely she's become in less than a day, living the life of the nobody's and outcasts she hates so much.And it's scary imagining the things she might do to me now that she has a real, tangible reason to hurt me.A slight shudder go
CADEN'S POVToday's been one hell of a crazy day and I should have known it was going to be from the moment I woke up to find that my dad is suddenly back from one of his never ending travels.I'd met him at the breakfast table this morning, a cup of steaming coffee in one hand and his phone in the other and the douche hadn't even had the decency to pretend it was nice seeing me again after all these months.It's why I hate this stupid life that I'm stuck with and the reason I rebel sometimes, just for his attention and even the tiniest acknowledgment that I know deep down will never come.Sometimes I wonder if I disgust him, I worry that he only sees me as the same weepy, little boy that had begged to be saved, the same boy from that disgusting, horrible night.....And other times I believe he do and that's why he's away so much, so he doesn't have to look at me and be reminded of the things that happened and how he failed me as my father!It's funny how most of my mates wish and pray
JADE'S POV Going home with Matt, having him drive all that distance to my house even though his is in the opposite direction and talking about all whatnots is more warming than I let myself think at first.But before dinner even rolled around, I found myself looking forward to his silly texts and calls and for Friday so we can go to his cute sister's recital.He makes me feel lighter, like my problems aren't as big as they seems and he can hold my hand through it all and somewhere inside, I realise this is exactly what I needed.It's cute watching his tentativeness around me, no thanks to that night and the accompanying picture that surfaced this morning.My phone rings with it's usual announcement for a notification and I reach for it almost immediately, hoping it's him."No phones at the table, remember?"Amber mouths, taking a pause from eating her casserole.Her voice is unusually quiet, the kind that it's not been in hears especially with me and it's even more surprising that she
JADE'S POVAll my life I've never slept away from this house, not once and even when we were kids and both mom and dad had work emergencies that kept them and Gran had to babysit, she always came over to the house, not the other way around.All my sleepover happened within the walls of my house, with my friends coming over and me never going over to theirs to sleep and it's what I grew up accepting.Well, I guess that's why it feels weird every damn time I think about staying over at Ches' place tonight.After what happened this evening, all I really want is to be away from this house for once, to breath air so far away that it can't possibly be the same everyone here is breathing.And as far as I can get is Ches' place so I chose there.The only thing I carry with me is my phone, sticking it into my back pocket and then some money in case thing don't turn out exactly as I've planned.I wait patiently for everyone to go into their rooms so I sneak out, because I'm technically grounded,
JADE'S POV Every single suspicion I had that Matt, like Caden, is from money gets totally confirmed the moment his car rolls through the gates of his magnificent looking house.It's beautiful and looks almost like Caden's, except for the welcoming warmth that surrounds this one, it's windows bright and showing rooms that people actually live in.It's a lot darker and emptier at Caden's, always has been since his mom, and sometimes I worry about how lonely it must be for him living in that mansion all by himself......Maybe that's why he glues himself to his friends and acquaintances, hosts these outrageous parties and keeps his girlfriend with him all the time.The word girlfriend twists my gut because that's what he claimed me to be earlier today, in front of everyone, yet here I am.Imagining being a real girlfriend to him fills my insides with fuzzy feelings and a lightness I know I shouldn't be getting, so I stop myself and focus on Matt instead."Welcome to my home, pancakes."He
JADE'S POVOlivia, Matt's baby sister, is the cutest, little thing ever and when I leave here tomorrow, I know I'm going to miss her the most.I know we've met before at the one recital I went with Matt to, but she still takes me by awe with her entrancing cuteness and joyous energy fit for five.It doesn't take rocket science to see that it runs in the family, starting from his ever smiling mom and his dad that I only saw in pictures because he's currently out of town on a business trip.Cradling her small body to mine, I position my phone right so we can both get a better view of the animation playing on it.She'd insisted on sticking with since since she found out I was sleeping over and at this point too, I've even scored myself a must honour invite to her recital and ballet practices.I wish I can just steal her away sometimes and have all of her over brimming love and attention to myself away from my very opposite and over bearing family......"Are you my brother's girlfriend?"S
JADE'S POVFalling asleep in a house that's not mine, no matter how comfortable and warm it is in its welcome, I realise, is difficult for me and no matter what I try, I find it impossible to slip into the sweet arms of the oblivion that is sleep.I toss and turn in the queen sized, poster bed I imagine brings quick sleep to its owner night after night with all that lush softness and a kind of fluffiness that my bed lacks and I wish that it'll just work its magic and grant me the same fate this once.But everything just seems frustratingly futile, so I just lie there, drowning inside the silence of the night.I reach around the bed blindly cause I'm too lazy to go on the light instead, searching for my phone, at least that's one trusted company that'll stay with me until I can finally wear myself out enough to fall asleep.But just as I try to click it on, I realise my battery is flat and the situation is even more peachy, note the sarcasm, because I didn't bring a charger with me when