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Author: Esther M.
last update Last Updated: 2025-04-18 14:30:50

She slips off him a few moments later and crashes heavily on the bed next to him, where they lie in silence and without saying so much as a word to each other. Everything else is so quiet that only the sound of heavy breathing, the chirping crickets, and far off yells from some men who are still awake for whatever reason reach my ears where I lie, curled up and loosely wrapped in the robes he threw over my body.

Does he even remember that I am still here?

For me, I can only think of how I want to be away after what I have seen. It feels like betrayal-to have the White Crow crumble beneath her after how he had treated me with so much derision. I know she is his Luna and I am only a body in his harem, only to be called upon for sexual pleasure, and with no emotions attached to any part of it, but being a body hurts a little bit. I don't want to be a body. I want to be loved and desired and wanted.

Not one only to be used for sexual pleasure with no emotions...

The thought lingers in my
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