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Chapter Seventy-Two

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Kaiden

With Damon’s help, I headed back to the palace with only the hope that I could ever forgive myself for all that had happened. I may be living, but I felt like nothing but dead inside, with no will to live on.

“You need to be a king, Kaiden. You need to find a reason to get up every morning, for the people who died.”

I had to prove to my child I never met that I was not a bad father. If I knew she was going to fall… if I knew she was so scared of her life here that it ultimately led to her death… I would have done things differently.

Now I had to spend the rest of my life wishing and wishing that I did things differently.

It was not enough punishment for what I had caused. The pain was not enough punishment, even the barbaric ritual wasn't enough pain. I needed something to punish me for the things I had caused because I would drive myself crazy with guilt.

As soon as the doors to my chambers, Sheila leaped up from where she was seated and ran to me, her eyes filled with unsh
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