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- ISOBEL -

Have you ever felt stuck? Trapped in your life and the only escape you have from reality are the thoughts in your head?

That's where I am right now and the only thing I have going are the slutty thoughts running through my head. There are some benefits to being alone in one's room at night.

My mind replays the scene of my night six months ago, only this time, it has someone else's face in my mind. A very familiar face.

Cameron's.

I gasp, leaning my head to the side as the audio plays in my ears. My vibrator is doing its work down there.

"Good girl." The deep masculine voice from the audio plays and I'm suddenly reminded by that one line.

'You're such a good girl.'

I bite my lower lip. This activity is aiding me to forget everything else and it's working perfectly. My mind is not thinking about Nina, nor what we talked about last night nor is it worried about Cain.

Or is it? The fact that I'm able to remember their names proves that I haven't fully f
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