- ISOBEL -
Something about having money makes you addicted to it. The scent. How it feels in your fingers. The respect it can give and no matter how much you have, you just want more. Greed kills the good girl training in you and you find yourself doing what you never thought you would. But you enjoy it, of course. For once, you want to be a bad girl and dine with rich men. Enjoy luxury with a fake smile. Not that you hate it, but because you have to smile to get more. The lust in the eyes of men as they take your presence in, the desire pulsing through their veins, and knowing you're wanted and needed does things to one's mind. It reshapes the mind to bask in the moment. It makes what's wrong become right, after all, it aids with escaping the painful truth of your tragic life. That's why I'm in a fucking club, half naked, dancing in front of them. Because it fills a hole in my heart not love, care or family can give. I pour wine on my body and swirl my head backwards, turning to face them. All eyes are on me, every man in this room is getting aroused by the sight of me and every woman is jealous. I love it. Mainly because this will be my last night here and I plan to make the most of it. I sit and curve my upper body backwards on the hoop that draws down from the ceiling. My legs surround a portion of it and I trap it between my thigh and lower leg, keeping my eyes on the crowd. The key is to look at everyone of them without staring at any of them. Men want to feel needed. They love seeing a lady needy. It feeds their egos. Boost it and pretend innocent and dumb and they shower you with money. It's so easy yet so stupid. I'll never understand men. My brows curl and I bite my lower lip gently, swaying my torso to the side and letting my fingers caress my oily skin from my toes, to my spread open legs then up to my thighs. I move my hand lower, sliding it beneath the lingerie then stick it out. I gently place the finger in my mouth. I didn't stick my finger in me, but I gave them the notion that I did. And it ignites their hunger. I can tell because this is not my first time entrapping a man. I know what hunger looks like. The soothing music blaring sets my body ablaze. The cheers are a different melody in contrast in my ears. There's something about being noticed amidst a ton that's pleasant. Especially in a room full of women. I take my hand slowly out of my mouth, eyeing every gentleman and dare I add, ladies, in the crowd with lechery eyes. Letting my fingers slink on my skin, I untie the netty veil strap wrapped around my neck and it falls down to the ground revealing my not so decent, thin, georgette, thigh length, see through, body hug dress. Underneath that dress is the nastiest lingerie a club stripper could ever put on. And they can see it. My dress makes it almost impossible not to. Especially with all that light directed my way. Every gentleman will gnash their teeth just to have a taste of me. The knowledge boosts my confidence even more. The hoop starts to move and with a last stretch of my legs apart, I clap them together and clench my fingers on both sides of the hoop keeping my head arched backwards. Water rains down my body in gentle yet rough showers. It's warm, hence evaporates. Steam is another good way to intoxicate someone. Now my dress glues my body, making my lingerie very noticeable. The first thing I do is raise my legs, which are stuck together, up and distance them a little bit while doing the sluttiest movements with them in the air, still clutching the hoop tightly with my hands. I fold one leg down, followed by the other steadily and open them wide. This time, I heard growls. I accept the amorous advances of the crowd with a subtle grin. The time for the audience to place a bet on the private entertainer for the night has come and I already know a lot of them are going to wager on me. This is how my money comes and I am not ashamed of it. The number one rule in this club is never to sleep with clients and customers. We're simply meant to entertain and feed their fantasies from a distance. Maybe let them touch you, only if you want them to, but just on the external body parts. Unlike the other strippers in this club, I am the most wanted. Hence, I make my rules. And nobody dares defy them unless they never want to see my face up close again. Which they cannot afford. The hoop whirls, giving the audience a good view of my body three-sixty. I stick my tongue out and twist it to the side, imitating a felatio. My tongue is one of my best assets. It's quite long and flexible. Just like my body. I stretch my hand to the side and grab a glass of champagne from a waitress not too far from my left and curl my tongue around the brim of the champagne flute before sticking it in then drowning the contents down my throat. This isn't part of the show but no one's complaining. I drop the glass back on another waiter's tray and straighten my posture on the hoop. Now the hoop is at the center again. From what I witnessed in the little maneuvering amidst the stage and crowd, the betting seems to be going well. Very well in fact. Familiar faces are noticeable amongst the crowd tonight. A shroud feeling runs down my spine. I hope I don't end up with any of them. Not tonight. I'd be bored out of my wits having to perform and feign that I'm actually enjoying being with them. I drop my weight on the floor and roll to my side. My show's about to end. After this one, I have one more performance before I'm requested to be a private entertainer. I may give my audience quite the peak before my last performance tonight. Or I may save the stripping for my last performance before getting in a private room with one of them. The choice is totally on me. I kneel and widen my legs on the floor, assuming a submissive pose. My hand runs down my face to my collar bones then down my breasts. I grope one tit gently before sliding my hands down. My fingers are wide on the floor and I hump my hips up and down then fall my torso to the ground. My head plasters forward. A half grin forms on my face as I hump my behind up and down on the ground. My eyes wander around the guests once more and I sight the door. That's when I notice someone walk in. My throat clenches. I'm still performing but my eyes are on him. The man made his way to the bar and sits. From his stance, I can tell it's not his first time visiting the bar. But his build... Fuck. He has a very sexy build. Putting on a navy blue shirt that hugs his muscular torso finely is the hottest man that caught my attention tonight. From his hair to as much as my eyes can see, he's gorgeous. I spin around. My night just got more interesting. Who is this man? I've never seen him here before, yet, while on this stage, he's all I can look at. He's the only one worth looking at. And he's not looking at me. The thought alone stings down to the bone. I'm not even sure he's aware of this part of the club. He seems so into his liquor. The man throws another glass of whatever he ordered up to his mouth and swallows. His adjusts to the side and turns. He's handsome. I can feel my heart beat faster against my chest already. If only there was a way to catch his attention. My show will be over soon and a man I've never seen before waltzes into the club. The worst part about it is I don't know how long he'll stay. Come on universe, favour me this time and let him gaze my way. Let this man notice me. Do this as a goodbye present to me. He turns my way. My body burns. It's kind of hard to breathe. How can the gaze of one man cause so much heat to brew in my body? I avert my gaze to the side and look down as I stretch my hand forward while letting the other hand caress my body. My face returns to the bar and my throat tightens. He's still watching me. Is he intrigued? I can't tell. I'm nervous. Never in the few weeks I've worked here have I ever felt cautious about my moves before. But he makes me cautious. I swallow. Well, if he's watching, I might as well give him one hell of a show before he leaves. I raise my hand high and let the other one fold to meet it without colliding. Then raise one leg up. I can feel his eyes linger around my body carefully. Fuck. That makes my pussy pool. How is this possible? How can one stranger's stare do this to me? I fake fall to the side and churn my body in the opposite direction while swaying my hips. It's all about the gentle movement of my legs this time. There's something about the movement of nearly bare, sexy, straight legs of a woman in heels that does something to a man. Hopefully, it does something to him. Or I'll make it spicy enough to. I squat down, keeping my knees far apart and fold my torso forward. Now my tits are resting on the ground and my hips are raised. I collapse my hips on the ground and swirl around, keeping my back on the floor then arch my legs up. My hand makes its way between my legs then up my body. I turn to the side. He's not there anymore. My heart sinks for a moment till I look forward and catch him behind the crowd, staring at me. He made his presence known. My lips curls to the side. I bite my lips. If I got him watching me till now, then I'm doing something right and I'll keep doing it. Foot steps resonate in my ears, causing my attention to waver. At the back of the stage are the staff in charge of stripper's performance. It's time for another stripper to have the stage. I kneel. I have one more thing to do before I exit. My hands fondle my skin from my thighs upwards till my fingers touch the hem of the dress fabric and I rip it in two while letting it glue my skin. The spot light is on me and my eyes are on him while doing that. I don't know if I was mistaken but I notice his eyes widen and his lower lip drops. This fills me with content. I stand and flaunt my hips before exiting the stage. Let's see what happens next.- CAMERON - Mourning. It drives someone to a lot of possibilities life can't seem to give. Gives us the need to be what we aren't and wonder what it would be like if positions were reversed. If I had the chance to go back in time to change things, I would. Unfortunately, mourning is something I'm well accustomed with. The disgusted look I had on my face as my eyes bore the smelly, rotting, bloody head of my father in the sack delivered to me that day replays in my head as I drown another glass of alcohol painfully down my throat. Anchester, my very close acquaintance and enemy of my father, had no remorse with dismembering my father's body and delivering it to me via my request. Now I have to suffer and live with the guilt of not being there when it happened. Even after months, father’s death plagues my soul. The fall of the mighty, most feared San Su Li. I hit my hand on the counter and it makes a loud thud as the tumbler entangled between my fingers came in cont
- ISOBEL - I can't only hear my heart beat violently against my rib cage, I can feel it thumping on my chest. As I make my way back stage, I try my hardest not to drop to my knees. He was staring at me so intensely and I felt every bit of it. It took every nerve in me to hold myself from folding on that stage. Not to lie, I loved the thrill. When his eyes were on me, it was so easy to focus on just attracting him. Now that I'm far from his sight, my body is finally acting like a girl. Not to talk about the fact that I have to get ready for my last performance before going private. I really want him to be the man I go private with. "You spent quite the time on stage, Cleopatra." Leo, my manager says taking me out of my reverie. Cleopatra is my stage name. I arrived in Miami for a vacation to clear my head and I've been here for months. During my stay, a crazy suggestion to work illegally in a club popped in my mind and I followed my desire. It was worth it. Today mak
- ISOBEL - It all happened so fast. One minute I was at the back of the stage, getting ready for my final performance then the next, I was drinking alcohol before getting on that stage. And I saw him there. This time, in the front, seated with his legs spread open and he wore a confident smile. I felt my heart beat resonate in my ears when I descried his form. I wasn't touching him, nor was my body in contact with his in any way, yet he reacted to my advancements while letting it be known to me. My head was spinning with satisfaction after the performance. That was till I was notified that I had been bought. I wasn't told by who and the suspense kills me. Now I'm making my way through the dark, expensive VIP corridor to meet him. Whoever it is. A cold shudder runs down my spine as I take a quick breath in preparation, standing in front of the black door with the room number. I don't know what lays behind this door. More like who. I stretch my hand holding the room
- ISOBEL - My body lands on the bed with a sharp push and I gasp, feeling the the hardness of landing on my back. I got naked first. I never thought it would take this long to get a man between my legs. I never thought I'd be the first to get naked but here I am, laying flat on a bed under the prying eyes of this luscious male. Having his attention sends fires through my veins. My whole body is on fire and this is just the effect of rubbing his cock. I moan softly and feast my teeth on my bottom lip, the feel of his dick in my hand replaying in my head. I would take that in all day long. Fit it through every hole fuckable till the only thing my body gets used to is his dick. Although, just for the night. His pants drop and he climbs the bed, moving to me. My words hang in my throat. I knew this before, but not having him stand by my side blinded me, his body is huge. Way huger than mine. The stranger's hand slowly undoes the buttons of his shirt. My brows crease.
* SIX MONTHS LATER * - ISOBEL - 'You're such a good girl.' The deep voice of the stranger rings in my head again. I try to shake it off. It's been months, yet, I can remember all of it like it happened yesterday. Every damn graphic experience. Every reaction. Every orgasm. Every word. I clear my throat as I parade the busy streets of the city, walking to the venue, a hotel. My friend, Nina, and I are supposed to dine together. She didn't tell me the occasion, but I sure as hell won't miss it! I sip out from the straw in my plastic cup, drinking boba tea. Correction, Nina is not just my friend, she's my only friend. My best friend. And the only one my aggressive step brother didn't chase away from me. I cover the side of my face with my hand and pass by a tattoo shop. It's a Friday night and people are everywhere, either getting wasted or occupied with one thing or the other. I throw my empty cup in a city bin. The hotel is just a few blocks away. I can't wait
- CAMERON - Depressed? No. More like adjusted to accompany the pain. They say time heals agony, I wonder if that will be the case for me. I'm sat at the back seat of my limo, heading to my hotel. It's been eight months since my father's passing. I've succeeded in avoiding every being in my life while pausing my own life with pubs and clubs on a daily. It was high time I did something about it. That's why I started my own business. Managing several hotels along with my father's businesses is no easy task, that I've come to know. At least tonight, I'll have my father's lawyer read his will and then I'd know which shares are mine and manage my time properly. As funny as it sounds, father loved us all and left his will for all of us. If only he showed us how much he did during his time alive... My fist clenches. If he did, maybe I would've done something to keep him alive. And if I couldn't, the pain would hit harder but maybe I wouldn't have the guilt of hating him the e
- ISOBEL - What is taking her so long? I'm starving. "Nina, get out of the bathroom!" I yell from the other side of the door. She locked the bathroom. I can't freaking go in and I don't know what she's doing. "Just a minute!" She yells from behind the door. "You said that thirty minutes ago. Who on earth goes late to their own event?" I ask annoyed, rolling my eyes. "Me apparently." Nina says. I groan. Nina hasn't told me what she's celebrating nor who the mysterious person I'd meet is and I'm going crazy here. I swallow. Especially when all my mind can think of is him. I want him. Crave him. It's been months yet he's painted my mind with his finger prints. Delicious fingerprints. What I'd give to feel his lips on mine again. A gasp leaves my lips. When I woke up the morning after, he was gone. There was no trace of him nor of us ever spending the night there. Not even the scent of whiskey. If my body didn't feel the way it did, I would've thought it was a
- CAMERON - Such an unforgettable speech. Nina is quite the character. If I wasn't so occupied with disturbing thoughts, I would've eased up more. Maybe even forced a smile. I groan. With my head like this, this evening won't turn out to have much of resting. I am in desperate need to retire. My whole body craves it. I need a drink. Something to clear my head. My eyes examine the hall, searching for the bar or any waiter serving refreshments. My gaze lands somewhere. More like someone. At the other end of the hall, a lady, dressed solely to kill and attract the eyes of viewers is standing by a champagne stand. I can't see her front view, but the striking figure her dinner dress reveals from behind is more than enough reason to approach her. "Wait here." I say to my body guards and walk across the room. The last thing I want are people clinging behind me to scare the lady away. It's been a while since someone could capture this loner's attention since I've been subje
- ISOBEL -It's odd.I open the large fridge and grab onto some chopped vegetables which I put into my trolley.Everything is odd.I keep walking down that same aisle and stop in front of the frozen fries section. My hands grab onto two bags of chips after pulling the refrigerator door open then I make my way to the other aisle for frozen food.I'm under no diet. I don't even exercise and how I have the body and weight that I do amazes me but I guess I'm glad one of those people who eat as much as they like regardless of the calories but never add weight.Or maybe I just was under a lot of stress and pressure and suffering that whenever I ate, my food went into those things, keeping me at the right amount of lean, it could be, who knows? I pull open the refrigerator door and take a bunch of minced meat and chicken thighs and wings.Being outdoors without a crippling fear of getting home late or home at all is an odd yet nice feeling. It's something I could get used to. It's something
- CAMERON -“It’s been confirmed. Your concern is true, Cameron. You have every reason to be cautious than usual.” The Lawyer says to me. I’m sat comfortably on a chair facing his desk in his private office hidden behind his private chambers, that being his room. My elbow leans in the arm of the chair and my fingers support my head leaning on it, while tapping gently on my forehead. I’m not surprised. That man was following me. I am highly relieved that it has nothing to do with Emily but this is certainly something to worry about. I can’t have someone on my tail when I am trying to ignore a life I was once deeply entangled to. One I dived back into the moment a dumbass in a club dared to lay his hands on Isobel. I let out a sigh.“Can he be killed?” I ask coolly. Apparently, killing someone is the fastest way to get rid of them, but if I execute this being without finding out who he is and who he works for, how sure would I be that the person he’s under won’t send more people after
- ISOBEL -"Come on, tell me! I'm dying to knoww!!" Nina urges, tugging at my arm. I kick her away with a careful push of my leg. "Ow." She mumbles as her body brushes backwards on her bed."Nothing happened, nothing much apparently." I say, leaning my jaw on my hand as I stare out the window. I love looking out the window wherever I'm at, especially from Nina's room. It reminds me of the life I wanted to live. Back then, all those years, it was all but a yearn, now, I remember I can actually live it and be free."Pfft! That's not possible. That's never going to happen. You're like a crazed, starving dog when horny. And you are ALWAYS horny, Isobel. Ever since we met."I spare Nina a side gaze at her words, looking at her all judgementally. Well, she's not wrong. I've just decided to take a more, what's the word?, calm approach to things instead of diving right at it. Cameron has taught me patience. I never thought I'd learn it this way in all my years of living but I guess one man ho
- CAMERON - She walks out. I turn around, backing the door of my bathroom. “I didn’t mean to walk in like that. I wasn’t trying to be disrespectful.” I assure instantly, without daring to turn to look at her. I can feel her presence though. I know she’s staring at me. “It’s okay Cameron, I know. I trust you.” Her words make my breath hitch. She trusts me? She doesn’t even know me. I attempt to turn before it hit me. “Sorry.” I say. She might be naked. Again. A giggle leaves her lips. “It’s fine, Cameron, I have a towel around my chest.” Oh. Is she fine with me staring at her when she’s like that? “I’m going to turn around.” “Be my guest.” She hums. I steadily turn, taking my time on purpose. The moment I faced her, my gaze meets her playful smirk. I can tell it’s a taunt. My face flattens. “What? Scared to see a little tittie?” She tsks, rolling her eyes. I can’t believe for a second that I chose to be decent. I return her smirk with a half grin. “Be careful what
- ISOBEL - Geez. “Are you out?!” I call, raising my voice so it’s heard despite the shower water dropping down on the ground. I walk to the door of the cubicle and swipe my wet palm on a portion of the glass, taking a peak through the less condensed portion. From my view, the bathroom is empty. I walk back to the shower, pouring soap on my palm to wash. I carefully rinse my hands before continuing washing my whole body. I was startled, that’s all. I didn’t mean to scream. I crane my head up, letting the waters from the shower sprinklers hit my face. After holding my breath for quite a while, I let out an exhale. Inside here is steamy. The good kind though, just sometimes, with all this steam, breathing is difficult. I take a deep breath, inhaling slowly then steadily letting it out. The image of me covering myself the way I did when he walked in replays in my mind. Why did I do that? That man has touched my boobs before. He’s the one person I’d want to see me naked.
- CAMERON - I get up from bed. The first thing I look at the moment my eyes went open is my watch. Resting on my bed table was my silver, diamond coated watch before falling into my hands. My eyes are half close and I can’t deny the fatigue I feel at this very moment. What the fuck? Why do I feel so tired? My body hurts like a truck landed on me last night an there’s no hint as to why. A yawn leaves my lips as I drop my watch back on the bed table, turning to the other side on the bed. The time is eight-fifty four am. I should get ready for work. A groan leaves my lips. The only thing keeping me sane right now despite my shitty morning is the fact that I’m the CEO. I can arrive at work whenever I want and however I like and there would be no judgement. I bury my head in my pillow. I don’t want to stand. I don’t want to do anything today. The only thing I need right now is a cuddle between my bed and me. I’m not getting enough of it but I can’t delay starting my day any fur
- ISOBEL -It’s strange. The last dream I had when I slept in the dark was a nightmare. One where I had to see Cain a million times his size and hold the head of my best friend in a sea of blood. Her blood.Ever since then, sleeping has been terrifying for me but I had to indulge it in anyway to function properly. Yet, despite it, despite my anxiety towards sleeping, the one time, although not the best, when I know I didn’t worry or think about it was last night.It’s probably because I was knocked unconscious and can’t remember a thing, but the way my body felt afterwards despite the traumatic experience I had in the club spoke a lot of things. It let me know what I needed to know.I don’t know if it was the comfort of his soft bed or his doctor that did the trick but my body didn’t feel the weight of strong arms strangling me. Yes, I still felt like that crooked from the club was all over me when I woke but that was all there was of it. It was easy to get it off my mind. I’m not su
- CAMERON -I let out a sigh, staring at the documents before me. I can't fucking concentrate. I've been trying to but it's not just working. Every single time my head digests a word in one of these documents, the next word that pops into my head is her name. She's imprinted everywhere on my mind and I just can't seem to get her out of it. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!I puff air out my mouth, exhaling heavily. This is dangerous. With her being all over my head, it’s getting difficult to focus. I can’t risk this. I can’t allow this. I have so much to do that needs my immediate attention.Maybe my motivation shouldn’t be to get these things done. Maybe I should have a new motivation. Maybe, as cheesy as it may sound, my new mojo to keep me going should be; to be a better man for her, improving in every aspect.That would certainly scare her off if she knew but I guess this will work. I bury my head in my hand, playing with my pen in the other while keeping my eyes closed.This feels like a
- ISOBEL - It’s all so confusing. One minute, he says things that leave my stomach churning with delight and butterflies then the next, he just makes me entirely mad. What is with him and this indecisiveness? He should choose a side. He should know what he wants and stick with it, I’d very much appreciate that. It’ll be way better than having to contend with myself on how I should actually respond to his words while being pathetic about it. I sigh, turning off the shower. I take the towel hanging on the towel hanger glued to the wall and wrap myself in it. But that body though. My mind gives me the graphic image of his body when he opened the door. It took everything in me to respond like a sane person rather than getting lost in how perfectly mesmerising he looks. He’s got the body worth sinking teeth into. A body built to withstand numerous back scratches by women it has laid with. My cheeks burn. I can hear my heart pound loudly in my chest. I don’t care how many he’s sl