- ISOBEL -
It all happened so fast. One minute I was at the back of the stage, getting ready for my final performance then the next, I was drinking alcohol before getting on that stage. And I saw him there. This time, in the front, seated with his legs spread open and he wore a confident smile. I felt my heart beat resonate in my ears when I descried his form. I wasn't touching him, nor was my body in contact with his in any way, yet he reacted to my advancements while letting it be known to me. My head was spinning with satisfaction after the performance. That was till I was notified that I had been bought. I wasn't told by who and the suspense kills me. Now I'm making my way through the dark, expensive VIP corridor to meet him. Whoever it is. A cold shudder runs down my spine as I take a quick breath in preparation, standing in front of the black door with the room number. I don't know what lays behind this door. More like who. I stretch my hand holding the room card to the side and a soft ding as the door opens slid in my ears. My heart begins to pound violently in my chest. This is it. Although clients are waiting for our arrival, we're not invited in until they say so. The door already is slightly ajar and whoever is in there hasn't said anything. "Cleopatra at your service." I lower my tone, calling huskily by the door. "Come in." That deep baritone sends shivers down my spine. I can't tell who it is. I lower my hand to the side of the door and press the card on the scanner again. This time, I push the door open slowly. A gasp escapes my lips as I strode in. Seated confidently on a sofa in this dark room is a masked man. My eyes did a thorough scan of his body. I'd make no mistake remembering that figure even with my eyes closed. It's him. My heart does a flip. I bite my lower lip. Sighting him is a turn on. He must've enjoyed my performance. He has his legs spread open like he did in the club. The ends of my lips curl with satisfaction. "Cleo." The gentleman calls suavely. I hate that his mask serves as a blockade for his face. It's one thing locking eyes with him on that stage, it's another seeing him one on one. Face to face. I want more than the hidden view he shows me. I also want him undressed. "Sir." I mutter in a low seductive tone, keeping my eyes on him. The man stretches his hand to the side, hands that supports a half full glass of an amber liquor. From the scent, I can tell it's whiskey. "Enthral me." He says, nudging his hand forward a little. I swerve my head in the direction of his fingers, which points at the pole at the corner of the room. My teeth swallow a portion of my lower lip and I return my stare to him. "Shall I make a request?" I ask, keeping my tone husky. The man nods. I keep my chin up, maintaining an elegant smile with a lustrous look. "Take off your mask. I want to see the face of the one I'll dance for." His eyes are on me. I can't tell if he'll do as I requested, but there's something about his domineering posture that leaves me choked. The aura in the room is a mix of lust and- tension; for some reason I can't understand. His hand trails up to his face and he swallows the remnants in his glass. My eyes fixated on the sway of his throat as the liquid drowns in. And his lips. Seeing it shimmer despite the dull, purple lighting in here really makes my pussy pool. "Only if you do it for me." He says, a smirk across his lips. "Would be my pleasure." I lower my head in acceptance and make my way to him, keeping my eyes on his. His eyes, on the other hand, are plastered to my legs. I place my seven inch heels on the chair, between his wide open legs. I'm not putting on any underwear. I didn't plan to depending on my client. He has no idea how fascinating it is to have him. I run my hand lower down my leg and widen my leg a bit, giving him a view of my pussy hidden in the darkness of my outfit. His head is directly in front of my core. Just inches apart. I lean my torso forward and let my hands dangle around his face without touching him, keeping my tits in good sight. My finger tips slowly make their way to the back of his head and I undo the knot of the mask around his face. A soft gasp leave my lips the moment I take the mask off. He's handsome. Fuck. If I thought he was hot before, he just became a million times more because he looks way better in person. Although I met him in person. I throw the mask to the ground and it makes a gentle thud on the floor. Now I take my heeled foot away from his groin with a little tease of the tip of my shoe grinding against his zipper. My body moves backwards in gentle steps without averting my gaze away from him. I feel my back clash into something then move my hands behind to feel it. It's the pole. I clutch my palm around it. A low tune starts to blare in the room. This is where I begin. I swing my body around once, then stop, facing him. My legs straighten out, forming an angle on the ground and I bend my upper body lower, letting my fingers rest on my skin from the tip of my heel, to my bare thighs. I circle my thigh with my hand and roll my torso while attempting to stand straight and my hair swings along then lands on my back and shoulder. I meet his gaze. His eyes are on me. Not once did he take them off. This makes my stomach churn. If anyone ever told me I'd be dancing to please a man I'm actually interested in pleasing tonight, I wouldn't have believed but look at me, drooling over, standing one on one with somebody I made eye contact with and met tonight for the first time. On my last day. I don't know if I should count this as a curse or a blessing. Enjoying the fact that his eyes are now locked with mine, and he's looking at me with lust in his drunken state and actually bet on having me pushes me to put more effort with my body movements. I tighten my grip on the pole and swing my body up. I let my form hump on the pole while in the air. My head faces the floor while I do this. Now my leg traps the pole between it. I usually found it disgusting how men wagered and gnashed their teeth with hunger at women but with him it's not disgusting. It's the hottest thing happening here tonight. Knowing he bid higher than any man that was present in that room does things to my body. He's making me move in ways I never thought I would on this pole. And I love it. My eyes drift to the side and I tilt my head up, encircling the pole between my thigh and limb. I can sell my soul just to ensure we end up getting sweaty together tonight. I want those hands to touch my skin. I wonder what those hands will do to me when I allow it. With my permission. I want him to touch me. Way more than the rules allow him to. Because tonight, I won't follow any rules. Fuck them. I'll be out of this place tonight anyway because I'll sign in my resignation letter and quit. - CAMERON - I am drunk. So fucking drunk that every cell in my body is working against me. Yet she gives my eyes clarity. I pour myself another glass of whiskey, and gulp some down my throat, pushing myself to my limit. I want to know how fast it can break me and she mould my eyes. Blink? I dare not. Not even if dust lands in my eyes. Not when her legs move as they do and her body curls as it does. Not when every bit of my body begs to push her on that bed and fuck her. I want to savour every bit of her moving her body for me. The big question I should ask is, why the fuck is there a bed here if I'm not fucking allowed to touch her? What's the fucking point? Having someone tempt you better than a succubus only to end up with a hard dick? My tongue plays with the rim of the tumbler, feasting on her form. She crawls her way to me. Her body emerges between my legs. Breasts rubbing my groin. "Is something the matter?" Cleopatra asks. A throaty laugh echoes after. She leans her body up, pressing her figure against me. Teasing my body with hers. "You look so serious. Why?" Her body falls down my length and her legs are up to my face. She widens them. This lady is not putting on underwear. She knows what she's doing and how much it affects me. I can't help but grin at the whims of this sultry vixen. Her legs wrap around my face without coming in contact. My breath hitches. I want that in my mouth. I want to mouth fuck her so badly till she squirts in my mouth. My brow raises. Is she a squirter? I want to find out. Her body curls forward and she turns to look at me. I hold my tumbler to my mouth. My restraint is hanging on a thread. A very thin one. "Do I not arouse you?" She asks, swaying her body on mine like a worm. A dark chuckle leaves my lips. "Do you want to know the answer to that?" Cleopatra suspends her body in front of me. Her promiscuous looking breasts right on my cock. She must feel my boner. Her hand reaches up to take my glass. I free my hand and let her have it. She tilts her head up for me to see and drinks my whiskey. A satisfied exhale escapes her lips. "I was thirsty." She returns the tumbler to me. Her tongue sneaks out her mouth and licks her lips. "There's more my throat can swallow." She winks at me. She didn't answer my question. That only keeps me intrigued. Cleopatra steps back. Something drops on the floor as she does. It's the outer layer of her garment. I want to stand but stop myself. If I do, only God knows what I'll do next. Her hand laces up her skin as she slowly undresses herself. "I'd rather do it myself." I object, stopping her half way. "I'm permitted, aren't I?" If there was a hint of hesitation in her body, I would've held back but there is none. She wants me to. So I'm not the only one imagining lewd things. Good. "Depends on how you ask me again." She grins. I swear, I saw her eyes sparkle as she said that. She's not dancing anymore and I love how that gives my eyes the opportunity to soak in all of her presence. "May I strip you off your clothes? If you'd let me." I ask politely. Hardly politely. My voice is laced with desire. "Try again." The end of my lips curls. But of course. I paid to be with her but she won't let me have her that easily, right? I stand. “ Five seconds." I utter, taking a step closer. She chins up and raises a brow, anticipation in what I'd say next written all over her face. "That’s all you have to take them off before I tear them off your body, princess." Her lips spread slightly ajar and her eyes drop. She maintains her composure immediately. Cleopatra's body drops to the ground, knees spread apart and hands fastened to her back. She arches her neck to the side. "Undress me." Her voice a husky purr. From this point, she looks so vulnerable yet so beautiful. Fuck. I can feel the painful twinge surging to my dick again. I squat in front of her. Her scent is mesmerising. "How far can my fingers waver?" She looks up at me. "As far as you want." "You're not scared of what I'll do to you?" I ask, trailing my hand up her thighs. My finger lands on her pussy lips. I tap gently and she gasps in response. "Not worried I'd do something you don't want?" I whisper. My hand is fondling the net vest on her stomach. My finger enjoys how it feels in my hand. Her body is so soft. "Thinking you have the chance to have your way with me against my will is flawed." She states. Her voice, though submissive, carries power. She moves her torso back, using her hands to support her upper body suspended in the air. "Your hands are on me only because I want them to." The subtle saltiness in her voice does things to me. Fuck. This woman can harass me yet I'd be stricken with pleasure. She has the voice that makes a drunk man regain his clarity, and a sober man, drunk. "The moment I don't, you can't touch me." She says, eyes locked in mine. I'm being slow. Not because I don't want to rid her of her clothes, but because I have morals. As much as I want this woman taking my dick, I want her to want it too. I won't do anything she doesn't want. Although she made that clear. God, how I love a woman that can take you on your shit. My hands fasten on the hem of her clothes and I rip. Cleopatra whimpers. She's panting heavily. I've never seen someone get so loud about her outfit being ripped. My eyes falls on her body, admiring every inch of her. That's when I notice the location of the net fabric. My eyes bulges. How I did not notice this before amazes me. Kegel balls. Her net fabric supports kegel balls. So there was an intention behind not wearing underwear after all. "Take it out." She pants. "I want you to." I reach my hand lower, ripping the net, sleeveless top off her body completely. Now my sight is on the thread holding the balls. I clasp it between two fingers and pull it out slowly. It is my turn to be breathless. I'm fucking drunk so imagine how intensified whatever I'm feeling is. Drenched in her essence are the balls, hanging loosely on my finger. I open my mouth and dip them in, sucking it like it's the sweetest thing I've had tonight. The sweetest thing will be her. Her facial expression watching me says it all. She did not expect that. Now Cleopatra is kneeling on the ground in front of me, nearly naked. The only thing keeping her from that, being the silver nipple covers. "You're beautiful." Leaves my lips before I could even think about it. "I know." She utters, almost like she's trying to contend with me on purpose. I get up. I can't tell if stripping is part of the show or not. My eyes wander from the net top in my hand to the thicker, netty, overly revealing, see through coat laying on the ground. Her outfit is completely ruined. I never thought her taking her outer garment earlier was a good thing because I'd hate to even conceive the thought of her walking out of here naked, under the preying eyes of men. Although, I shouldn't care. It's her job. "You're quite charming yourself." Cleopatra says and before I knew it, my body falls backwards and lands on the sofa. She pushed me. Still shocked by the swift movement, I froze for a second. Cleopatra is standing in front of me. Her knee at the junction of my thighs as she presses her body on mine trapping me between her body and the sofa. "Do I really have to say it?" She asks, holding my bottle of whiskey. Cleopatra drinks directly from the bottle and faces me. Our faces are just inches apart. "I want you to fuck me." Her other hand manoeuvres down my body till it stops between my legs. She slowly undoes my belt and zipper. Now her hands stroke my cock. "Hard." She adds, still stroking my length. "As much as you want to. Make me scream." A gasp rattles out her lips. 'Fuck, you're huge!' Echoes in my ears as a gentle hum as she whispers. Bold of her to assume I didn't hear that. I take my bottle from this woman and close my mouth where her lips once tainted. Champagne immediately stings my tongue. She probably had some before coming here. I feel her weight slowly lift up my thighs. I grab her waist and pull her to me roughly. "Where do you think you're going?" My gaze darkens. All I wanted was her consent. Now I have it. I'll do to her body as I wish.- ISOBEL - My body lands on the bed with a sharp push and I gasp, feeling the the hardness of landing on my back. I got naked first. I never thought it would take this long to get a man between my legs. I never thought I'd be the first to get naked but here I am, laying flat on a bed under the prying eyes of this luscious male. Having his attention sends fires through my veins. My whole body is on fire and this is just the effect of rubbing his cock. I moan softly and feast my teeth on my bottom lip, the feel of his dick in my hand replaying in my head. I would take that in all day long. Fit it through every hole fuckable till the only thing my body gets used to is his dick. Although, just for the night. His pants drop and he climbs the bed, moving to me. My words hang in my throat. I knew this before, but not having him stand by my side blinded me, his body is huge. Way huger than mine. The stranger's hand slowly undoes the buttons of his shirt. My brows crease.
* SIX MONTHS LATER * - ISOBEL - 'You're such a good girl.' The deep voice of the stranger rings in my head again. I try to shake it off. It's been months, yet, I can remember all of it like it happened yesterday. Every damn graphic experience. Every reaction. Every orgasm. Every word. I clear my throat as I parade the busy streets of the city, walking to the venue, a hotel. My friend, Nina, and I are supposed to dine together. She didn't tell me the occasion, but I sure as hell won't miss it! I sip out from the straw in my plastic cup, drinking boba tea. Correction, Nina is not just my friend, she's my only friend. My best friend. And the only one my aggressive step brother didn't chase away from me. I cover the side of my face with my hand and pass by a tattoo shop. It's a Friday night and people are everywhere, either getting wasted or occupied with one thing or the other. I throw my empty cup in a city bin. The hotel is just a few blocks away. I can't wait
- CAMERON - Depressed? No. More like adjusted to accompany the pain. They say time heals agony, I wonder if that will be the case for me. I'm sat at the back seat of my limo, heading to my hotel. It's been eight months since my father's passing. I've succeeded in avoiding every being in my life while pausing my own life with pubs and clubs on a daily. It was high time I did something about it. That's why I started my own business. Managing several hotels along with my father's businesses is no easy task, that I've come to know. At least tonight, I'll have my father's lawyer read his will and then I'd know which shares are mine and manage my time properly. As funny as it sounds, father loved us all and left his will for all of us. If only he showed us how much he did during his time alive... My fist clenches. If he did, maybe I would've done something to keep him alive. And if I couldn't, the pain would hit harder but maybe I wouldn't have the guilt of hating him the e
- ISOBEL - What is taking her so long? I'm starving. "Nina, get out of the bathroom!" I yell from the other side of the door. She locked the bathroom. I can't freaking go in and I don't know what she's doing. "Just a minute!" She yells from behind the door. "You said that thirty minutes ago. Who on earth goes late to their own event?" I ask annoyed, rolling my eyes. "Me apparently." Nina says. I groan. Nina hasn't told me what she's celebrating nor who the mysterious person I'd meet is and I'm going crazy here. I swallow. Especially when all my mind can think of is him. I want him. Crave him. It's been months yet he's painted my mind with his finger prints. Delicious fingerprints. What I'd give to feel his lips on mine again. A gasp leaves my lips. When I woke up the morning after, he was gone. There was no trace of him nor of us ever spending the night there. Not even the scent of whiskey. If my body didn't feel the way it did, I would've thought it was a
- CAMERON - Such an unforgettable speech. Nina is quite the character. If I wasn't so occupied with disturbing thoughts, I would've eased up more. Maybe even forced a smile. I groan. With my head like this, this evening won't turn out to have much of resting. I am in desperate need to retire. My whole body craves it. I need a drink. Something to clear my head. My eyes examine the hall, searching for the bar or any waiter serving refreshments. My gaze lands somewhere. More like someone. At the other end of the hall, a lady, dressed solely to kill and attract the eyes of viewers is standing by a champagne stand. I can't see her front view, but the striking figure her dinner dress reveals from behind is more than enough reason to approach her. "Wait here." I say to my body guards and walk across the room. The last thing I want are people clinging behind me to scare the lady away. It's been a while since someone could capture this loner's attention since I've been subje
- ISOBEL - I was glad Nina interrupted when she did because I was loosing my shit. I don't think I had any of it in the first place although I did my best to hold myself together. Nina still holds my arm and pulls me out of the hall. "Cain called." She blurt out. My body halts. I can feel my fear amidst the paralysis. "He wanted to know where you were." Nina continues. My throat feels dry. "What'd you say?" "With me. We went somewhere together and you'll be staying with me for the night." I sigh with relief. Nina is the only one who can stand up to him that he actually listens to and sometimes, I worry that she'll cut his last thread. I hope that day never happens. "I'd love that to be three weeks instead." I say to her. That can't happen and I know that. Three weeks will help me get over the sting on my back and have a sound mind. I want to say that out but didn't. Not today. "I'll switch off my phone. You should too. Cain is silly enough to track us." That'
- CAMERON - I've been going through these files and nothing adds up. I scoff, looking at the papers in front of me. The Lawyer was right. Everything is wrong here. How does someone vanish into thin air without a single trace? Who is this child of my father and why don't I know about his birth? Why can't I trace him? No matter how much I think about this, it doesn't make any sense. My eyes trace the documents before me and I groan. Doing paperwork is exhausting. And no, I don't know the child's gender and I won't refer to a human as 'it', so for now, I'm assuming this mystery person the pronoun; he. Till I find out myself, that's what I'll stick with. I sigh. The morning has only begun yet I'm this distressed. I might as well continue my days by sitting at a corner in my usual cafe while drinking coffee. All alone. There's still much preparation to be done regarding distributing father's properties amongst ourselves so I can't let this child's disappearance be my proble
- ISOBEL - Have you ever felt stuck? Trapped in your life and the only escape you have from reality are the thoughts in your head? That's where I am right now and the only thing I have going are the slutty thoughts running through my head. There are some benefits to being alone in one's room at night. My mind replays the scene of my night six months ago, only this time, it has someone else's face in my mind. A very familiar face. Cameron's. I gasp, leaning my head to the side as the audio plays in my ears. My vibrator is doing its work down there. "Good girl." The deep masculine voice from the audio plays and I'm suddenly reminded by that one line. 'You're such a good girl.' I bite my lower lip. This activity is aiding me to forget everything else and it's working perfectly. My mind is not thinking about Nina, nor what we talked about last night nor is it worried about Cain. Or is it? The fact that I'm able to remember their names proves that I haven't fully f
- ISOBEL -It's odd.I open the large fridge and grab onto some chopped vegetables which I put into my trolley.Everything is odd.I keep walking down that same aisle and stop in front of the frozen fries section. My hands grab onto two bags of chips after pulling the refrigerator door open then I make my way to the other aisle for frozen food.I'm under no diet. I don't even exercise and how I have the body and weight that I do amazes me but I guess I'm glad one of those people who eat as much as they like regardless of the calories but never add weight.Or maybe I just was under a lot of stress and pressure and suffering that whenever I ate, my food went into those things, keeping me at the right amount of lean, it could be, who knows? I pull open the refrigerator door and take a bunch of minced meat and chicken thighs and wings.Being outdoors without a crippling fear of getting home late or home at all is an odd yet nice feeling. It's something I could get used to. It's something
- CAMERON -“It’s been confirmed. Your concern is true, Cameron. You have every reason to be cautious than usual.” The Lawyer says to me. I’m sat comfortably on a chair facing his desk in his private office hidden behind his private chambers, that being his room. My elbow leans in the arm of the chair and my fingers support my head leaning on it, while tapping gently on my forehead. I’m not surprised. That man was following me. I am highly relieved that it has nothing to do with Emily but this is certainly something to worry about. I can’t have someone on my tail when I am trying to ignore a life I was once deeply entangled to. One I dived back into the moment a dumbass in a club dared to lay his hands on Isobel. I let out a sigh.“Can he be killed?” I ask coolly. Apparently, killing someone is the fastest way to get rid of them, but if I execute this being without finding out who he is and who he works for, how sure would I be that the person he’s under won’t send more people after
- ISOBEL -"Come on, tell me! I'm dying to knoww!!" Nina urges, tugging at my arm. I kick her away with a careful push of my leg. "Ow." She mumbles as her body brushes backwards on her bed."Nothing happened, nothing much apparently." I say, leaning my jaw on my hand as I stare out the window. I love looking out the window wherever I'm at, especially from Nina's room. It reminds me of the life I wanted to live. Back then, all those years, it was all but a yearn, now, I remember I can actually live it and be free."Pfft! That's not possible. That's never going to happen. You're like a crazed, starving dog when horny. And you are ALWAYS horny, Isobel. Ever since we met."I spare Nina a side gaze at her words, looking at her all judgementally. Well, she's not wrong. I've just decided to take a more, what's the word?, calm approach to things instead of diving right at it. Cameron has taught me patience. I never thought I'd learn it this way in all my years of living but I guess one man ho
- CAMERON - She walks out. I turn around, backing the door of my bathroom. “I didn’t mean to walk in like that. I wasn’t trying to be disrespectful.” I assure instantly, without daring to turn to look at her. I can feel her presence though. I know she’s staring at me. “It’s okay Cameron, I know. I trust you.” Her words make my breath hitch. She trusts me? She doesn’t even know me. I attempt to turn before it hit me. “Sorry.” I say. She might be naked. Again. A giggle leaves her lips. “It’s fine, Cameron, I have a towel around my chest.” Oh. Is she fine with me staring at her when she’s like that? “I’m going to turn around.” “Be my guest.” She hums. I steadily turn, taking my time on purpose. The moment I faced her, my gaze meets her playful smirk. I can tell it’s a taunt. My face flattens. “What? Scared to see a little tittie?” She tsks, rolling her eyes. I can’t believe for a second that I chose to be decent. I return her smirk with a half grin. “Be careful what
- ISOBEL - Geez. “Are you out?!” I call, raising my voice so it’s heard despite the shower water dropping down on the ground. I walk to the door of the cubicle and swipe my wet palm on a portion of the glass, taking a peak through the less condensed portion. From my view, the bathroom is empty. I walk back to the shower, pouring soap on my palm to wash. I carefully rinse my hands before continuing washing my whole body. I was startled, that’s all. I didn’t mean to scream. I crane my head up, letting the waters from the shower sprinklers hit my face. After holding my breath for quite a while, I let out an exhale. Inside here is steamy. The good kind though, just sometimes, with all this steam, breathing is difficult. I take a deep breath, inhaling slowly then steadily letting it out. The image of me covering myself the way I did when he walked in replays in my mind. Why did I do that? That man has touched my boobs before. He’s the one person I’d want to see me naked.
- CAMERON - I get up from bed. The first thing I look at the moment my eyes went open is my watch. Resting on my bed table was my silver, diamond coated watch before falling into my hands. My eyes are half close and I can’t deny the fatigue I feel at this very moment. What the fuck? Why do I feel so tired? My body hurts like a truck landed on me last night an there’s no hint as to why. A yawn leaves my lips as I drop my watch back on the bed table, turning to the other side on the bed. The time is eight-fifty four am. I should get ready for work. A groan leaves my lips. The only thing keeping me sane right now despite my shitty morning is the fact that I’m the CEO. I can arrive at work whenever I want and however I like and there would be no judgement. I bury my head in my pillow. I don’t want to stand. I don’t want to do anything today. The only thing I need right now is a cuddle between my bed and me. I’m not getting enough of it but I can’t delay starting my day any fur
- ISOBEL -It’s strange. The last dream I had when I slept in the dark was a nightmare. One where I had to see Cain a million times his size and hold the head of my best friend in a sea of blood. Her blood.Ever since then, sleeping has been terrifying for me but I had to indulge it in anyway to function properly. Yet, despite it, despite my anxiety towards sleeping, the one time, although not the best, when I know I didn’t worry or think about it was last night.It’s probably because I was knocked unconscious and can’t remember a thing, but the way my body felt afterwards despite the traumatic experience I had in the club spoke a lot of things. It let me know what I needed to know.I don’t know if it was the comfort of his soft bed or his doctor that did the trick but my body didn’t feel the weight of strong arms strangling me. Yes, I still felt like that crooked from the club was all over me when I woke but that was all there was of it. It was easy to get it off my mind. I’m not su
- CAMERON -I let out a sigh, staring at the documents before me. I can't fucking concentrate. I've been trying to but it's not just working. Every single time my head digests a word in one of these documents, the next word that pops into my head is her name. She's imprinted everywhere on my mind and I just can't seem to get her out of it. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!I puff air out my mouth, exhaling heavily. This is dangerous. With her being all over my head, it’s getting difficult to focus. I can’t risk this. I can’t allow this. I have so much to do that needs my immediate attention.Maybe my motivation shouldn’t be to get these things done. Maybe I should have a new motivation. Maybe, as cheesy as it may sound, my new mojo to keep me going should be; to be a better man for her, improving in every aspect.That would certainly scare her off if she knew but I guess this will work. I bury my head in my hand, playing with my pen in the other while keeping my eyes closed.This feels like a
- ISOBEL - It’s all so confusing. One minute, he says things that leave my stomach churning with delight and butterflies then the next, he just makes me entirely mad. What is with him and this indecisiveness? He should choose a side. He should know what he wants and stick with it, I’d very much appreciate that. It’ll be way better than having to contend with myself on how I should actually respond to his words while being pathetic about it. I sigh, turning off the shower. I take the towel hanging on the towel hanger glued to the wall and wrap myself in it. But that body though. My mind gives me the graphic image of his body when he opened the door. It took everything in me to respond like a sane person rather than getting lost in how perfectly mesmerising he looks. He’s got the body worth sinking teeth into. A body built to withstand numerous back scratches by women it has laid with. My cheeks burn. I can hear my heart pound loudly in my chest. I don’t care how many he’s sl