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CHAPTER 30: ADDICTED

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FREYA'S POV:

I don’t have full memory of what exactly had gone down in my near-death dazed state but somehow, I knew that Silas had saved me.

It’s weird actually.

My whole being just knows that he would never let anything bad happen to me. In a way, even while gripped with fear in those six hours, I knew that he would come for me.

When had I begun putting so much faith in him?

Seeing him now, I hadn’t realized just how much I cared about him, how much I missed him, how much I needed him next to me and how much it made me so anxious.

He wasted no moment walking into the room, closer to me as my heart pulsed faster.

It’s like he reads my thoughts and in seconds, he takes me into his arms, gripping me in a tight hug and it's everything I need.

I can feel his pounding heart against my chest, pulsing almost as hard as mine. It’s all just so crazy how much I needed this.

Tears seek to burst through and I can’t hold them back as they come out in flood
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