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CHAPTER 105: PITY

Author: Stardust Wendy
last update Last Updated: 2022-09-24 19:56:20

FREYA’S POV:

My eyes are red and puffy from all the continuous crying, and I hate it.

I mean, this is the most I’ve let myself cry in a day and all over a boy. Well, it’s not just any boy, it’s Silas Bloodmoon — Alpha prince and the first guy I’ve ever really liked and let myself get so close to.

He was my freaking first time, meaning he holds enough significance in my life.

And compared to all that, maybe I was just a little speck of dust he had encountered. Just one of the many girls he had gone through in high school before ending up with his betrothed.

Sighing, I close the little pocket mirror in my hand and look around at the perfect greenery around me.

I’m sitting in one of the many school gardens during a random free period, tending to my swollen eyes and shattered heart.

The scenes with Silas ignoring me and Elena just being a major bitch, rubbing her slutty self all over him, keeps playing over and over in my head.

And with every replay, my heart crumbles even more.

I’ve made
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thelancasters873
I don’t agree with the way he has handled this. He hasn’t even considered that he might break her so much that she might consider hurting herself.
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Natasha Nelson-Garcia
Nope, even if Silas comes back to her begging on his hands and knees. She's better off with Adam. I hope he is her fated mate and when they mark each other, Silas will be a foregone conclusion
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Stardust Wendy
This was very painful to write. QUESTION OF THE CHAPTER: DO YOU THINK THIS CAN EVER BE FORGIVEN?
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