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Afraid Of Losing
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"I was afraid that I would never be able to see you again, Zae," she finally confessed her real fear to him. For the first time in his life, he was speechless after hearing someone. He had no words to say to her in his reply."I was afraid that I would die without even seeing you for one last time," her eyes filled with more tears, whereas her grip around his fingers tightened."After my meemee left me, I used to think that when I will die I won't have the pain of losing anything or anyone because I had nothing or no one to lose but today when I thought I was going to die…." She paused. He waited for her to complete her words."I was afraid to lose you," she uttered those words to him directly without moulding them because she had never been taught to do that."I didn't want to die because I didn't want to lose you," tears aggressively started falling from her eyes and he just stared at her, silently."Am I going insane? Have I turned selfish for thinking and feeling these things for
Last Updated : 2022-12-25TAINTED BY HIM Flaming Desires
"I was afraid to lose you, my kitten,"She was shocked. Her body went numb after hearing those words from his mouth. He was afraid to lose her too but what was the reason behind it?Parting her lips, she asked him, softly."Why?" Her question made his smirk turn into an amiable smile. He stroked her cheek with his thumb pad and then answered."Maybe because I have started falling for you,"Shock after shock. His each and every word was startling her. Did he just confess that he had started loving her but how could he say something like this so easily?"You're lying," her eyes again got filled with tears."You had said that day that you could never…" she halted but he understood what she was trying to say. He cupped her face and leaned his face closer to her."My own feelings have started betraying me after you came into my life, Cia," he rasped, delicately staring into her oceanic blue orbs."From the day I have seen you, my mind is always filled with your thoughts. My eyes always w
Last Updated : 2022-12-26TAINTED BY HIM Tears Of Terror
Her heart started throbbing inside her chest with each step of his growing closer towards the bed. Their eyes were locked with each as they were turning everything more heated up for them.A shiver ran down her spine when he gently placed her down on the bed. She gulped, feeling the mattress warmth engulfing her. Her cheeks hued when she saw him scanning her entire body, from her head to her toe. His inky gaze stopped at her azure orbs and then he slightly hovered over her. "Can I tell my little kitten something?" He whispered in his extremely hoarse and deep voice. She slowly nodded in approval. He lifted his hand and caressed her cheek."My thoughts have pictured you naked, caged under me, screaming and moaning my name when I will…." She immediately placed her palm over his mouth.Her eyes had turned into large balls whereas her face had reddened in embarrassment at his words."You are so perverted and unholy. How can you think about me like this?" She questioned, frowning. He ch
Last Updated : 2022-12-28TAINTED BY HIM The Feelings
"Then will you let me make love to you, my kitten?"he asked her but in return she didn't reply and didn't even look at him which made him confused. He turned her face towards him by her chin and his brows wiggled in perplexity by watching tears glistening in her eyes."I…Is it necessary to do it?"her voice came out as a mere whisper but he understood what she meant."I know being my husband you have that right on me but I…I am afraid. I…." She ran out of words to tell him what she was feeling at that moment, whereas for him, he was stunned after hearing her. Who had put those kinds of thoughts in her head? He immediately got up and sat on the bed. She followed him and looked at him through her tears blurry eyes. His face scrunched up in disapproval and she thought she angered him by denying him."I….I am sorry. I didn't mean to….""Who has told these things to you, Cia?"he asked, halting her in the middle. His expression hardened as he queried. He wanted to know how she had reached
Last Updated : 2022-12-29TAINTED BY HIM His Needed Calmness
"Run a thorough background check on Cia once again and find out who Lucy is with whom she has gotten associated with," he uttered on the phone."Okay, boss," Richard replied."Any update?" He further asked Richard."No," His jaw clenched, hearing that same thing about Celia Reyes. Without saying anything further, he hung up the phone call and then growled in frustration and anger until his gaze focused on that beautiful sleeping face of hers. Automatically his anger started calming down just by her mere glimpse.Pushing the glass door, he stepped inside his room. He strode towards her in long but soft steps because he didn't want to disturb her sleep.He laid down beside her and then pulled her into his arms again because now she had started becoming the only calmness to his all kind of pain, anger and wrath. She had started possessing his emotions entirely.She again hugged him and buried her face into his neck. She huffed a gentle breath which made him smile. He pecked her temple a
Last Updated : 2022-12-29TAINTED BY HIM Trusting Him
"Then I would request my beautiful wife to take a shower with me,"Her cheeks turned pink at his words, especially at the way he whispered them to her. She downcast her eyes in embarrassment. He brushed his lips against her ear."Will my kitten fulfil my request?" He rasped in her ear. Her tummy tingled. She didn't answer but didn't decline either.He took her face up and gazed into her sapphire eyes. He could see her hesitancy and nervousness."Like I have told you before, you don't have to do anything in which you are not feeling comfortable," he said. There was a tenderness in his voice and gaze and it melted her heart."It's all about trusting each other, my kitten and trust can't be forced," he said, wrapping his palms on her cheek.A soft smile crept on her face and again her smile enchanted him. She placed her hand over his."I trust you, Zae," she gently breathed out. Yes, it wasn't a lie. She had started trusting him because in her entire life, she hadn't gotten anyone whom s
Last Updated : 2022-12-31TAINTED BY HIM Her Warm Softness
Her breathing had inflated. Her heart started throbbing inside her chest when he gently cupped her heat. He rubbed her down there, delicately, making her to part her lips away from his and buried her face into his neck.A soft moan escaped from her mouth. She could feel her core getting wet and wet with every stroke of his there. He brushed his middle finger against her entrance, making her gulped hard.Taking out her face from his neck, he pushed her against the glass wall and hid her beneath his body."Stop me whenever you want, okay?" He whispered in a deep and cavernous tone against her mouth. She slowly nodded her head. He held her gaze whereas she held him tightly when he started teasing her with his finger.Without breaking their eye contact, he carefully and gently penetrated her with his finger. She hissed, terribly feeling that sudden invasion for the first time in her life. He pressed his forehead against her and rasped."Breath and just look at me, Cia," She stared into
Last Updated : 2023-01-01TAINTED BY HIM A Promising Warning
He strode towards her room because he had seen her getting inside it so he also followed her there. He stood at her door and roamed his eyes everywhere in search of her. His gaze stopped at her bed where he saw her sitting on it. She was hugging her knees whereas her forehead was pressed against them. Her soft sobbing was echoing in the room.Taking a firm breath, he entered her room and went straight towards her. He sat in front of her and touched her arm but she immediately flinched and looked upward and that was where he noticed an extreme amount of fear in her watery eyes. She was terrified of something but what? But her fear started fading slowly when she saw him. His gaze softened by watching her state. She was shivering too. Her nose had reddened along with her cheeks with tears. He placed his palm over her cheek, amiably and got a bit more close to her."What happened, Cia? Is something bothering you?" He asked her but she didn't reply. His question filled more tears in her
Last Updated : 2023-01-02
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TAINTED BY HIM The Special Guest
A knock on the door grabbed the ladies' attention who were present inside Zia's room. They turned their heads and saw Zale standing at the door. Cia passed him a smile before siding away because she knew he was there to see how beautiful his little princess was looking in that dress which they both had selected for their daughter's birthday party. Zale looked at his child and immediately his smile turned more wide by watching Zia. He walked towards her and Zia wrapped her arms around her dad. "This dress is so beautiful, dad. Thank you so much for this," Zia uttered, smiling. Zale took out her face and planted a gentle peck on her head. "It's looking beautiful because my Zia has worn it," Zia giggled hearing her father. "Well…you can also compliment the other ladies present inside this room too, boss," Violet said, who was also there along with Zia's best friend, Riley. Zale chuckled and complimented them and then fixed his eyes on the love of his life, his wife…his Cia…. Cia'
TAINTED BY HIM Alcazar's Princess
"Happy birthday, Zia….," She slowly unlatched her dark black lashes hearing her parents' voice. She adjusted her sleepy vision to the light of the morning and a big smile crept on her pouty rosy lips by watching those two favourite faces of her life.She got up from the bed and opened her arms wide for both of them. With a smile, Zale and Cia hugged their daughter and kissed both sides of her temple."Happy birthday, Zia. Many many returns of the day, my child…." Zale spoke, caressing her light brown hair. Her alluring light blue eyes gleamed up in happiness."Thank you so much, dad…." She again hugged her father. His smile widened as he caged her back. His daughter was his life and the ultimate source of his happiness."Did you already forget about your mamma, Dad's princess?" The father-daughter duo pulled back and chuckled by hearing Cia. Zia stepped closer to her mother and embraced her."How can I forget about this beautiful face of my mamma. It's my everything," Zia said and p
TAINTED BY HIM Zia Alcazar
"Careful, Cia….. " Zale uttered while watching his 9 months old pregnant wife who was playing with that kid, Damien. They both were chasing behind a butterfly in the garden of his manor. She was taking her steps slowly while holding the hand of Damien. They both were giggling which made Zale chuckle too. That kid had grown really close to both of them, especially Cia in these past 9 months. Once in a week, he always came to visit Cia with his father or sometimes even with his both parents during his weekend days. The Karlson family had also developed a very close relationship with Cia and Zale because of their elder son growing fondling towards Cia, Zale and their coming baby. "Oh… . No… it flew away… " The kid, Damien whined, watching that butterfly fly away from the flower. Cia chuckled at his tiny pout."We were not supposed to catch it, Damien," she caressed the boy's head who was pouting in anger."Because if we would have caught it then it might have turned very sad because it
TAINTED BY HIM A Beautiful Gift
"Damien Karlson," the little boy replied. Both Cia and Zale smiled at him. That boy had beautiful honey tanned skin and jet black hair. His eyes had the lightest shade of green which were twinkling like stars every time he smiled through his pearly white teeth. "Beautiful name and how old are you?" Cia asked, stroking his soft cheeks. The boy beamed in Zale's arms and answered. "I am five," "You didn't get hurt somewhere, did you?" Zale asked the boy in concern because that kid fell with a slight force and it was evident in that thudding sound of his falling. "No. I am fine, sir, " the boy shrugged his head while looking at Zale. "I am a brave boy. I don't cry," Zale chuckled at that kid's answer. Indeed that little being seemed brave. He patted his head. He didn't get very well with kids but this kid appeared to be different and he liked it. "Damien…" that voice grabbed the couple's attention and they saw Mr Karlson approaching them. "What are you doing here, Damien? Your mo
TAINTED BY HIM The New Bonds
Soft and gentle blow of air was grazing against her face, making her golden strands of hair bounce in happiness. A small smile was playing over her lips as her azure eyes were staring at the beautiful horizon through her window. She closed her lashes and inhaled the fresh breeze of the evening which jolted her heart in content. She was enjoying the alluring sunset when she felt those arms wrapping around her waist from behind."I love you…." That raspily husky voice whispered in her ear and pecked below her ear tenderly. Her heart tingled, hearing that voice and feeling that touch. She wrapped her arms over his and leaned against his warm chest."I love you more," Her answer brought a beam to his face. He pecked her temple and embraced her more firmly. "So how was your day at work, Mr Alcazar?" She asked him, staring at the sky which had worn an enchanting shade of orange and slightly yellow. "Well…I attended some meetings, signed some papers, scolded some of my employees and miss
TAINTED BY HIM Completion Of Love
"Erya…?" Zale uttered, bewildered, by watching her there but he felt relaxed too as he thought she had come there to rescue them. She had come there with his men so that they could help them in standing against Blake's men but his relaxation turned into confusion when he felt Cia tightening her hold around his palm.He tilted his head and found her glaring at Erya with her glossy eyes. His brows wiggled in untidiness until he heard those words coming out from her mouth."Stay away from him, Erya…don't you dare to hurt him," Zale's eyes widened, hearing Cia. He couldn't understand what was happening there. Why would Erya want to hurt him when she had stood by him always? She worked for him then what exactly was wrong there?Cia gritted her teeth at Erya who was silently peering at both of them until now and then her gaze trailed towards Blake's lifeless body which made her fist her palms."So you succeeded in killing him,"Erya finally opened her mouth. Zale tossed his head to look at
TAINTED BY HIM Penetrating The Darkness
Zale got back his consciousness which made him slowly unlatch his lashes. He opened his eyes and his gaze met with nothing except darkness. He blinked and tried to move but that was where a sharp pain engulfed almost each and every part of his body, especially his head and arm. He growled in pain and attempted to clutch his head but a sound of iron chains rustling echoed in that darkness, making him aware that his arms were tied with them so that he couldn't move. Clenching his jaw, Zale started wiggling in those chains aggressively when suddenly a dim light shot open, penetrating that voracious darkness. "So my dear cousin is finally awake,"That voice made Zale snap his head upward and his bloodshot eyes filled with a rapacious deadliness by watching the owner of that voice who stepped inside through the door.A cunning smirk was playing on Blake's face as he approached Zale whose wrists and legs were chained and the iron chains were attached to the walls. "I was waiting for you
TAINTED BY HIM The Life Story
"Drop your gun, Blake Alcazar….," That rapaciously cavernous voice roared, making Blake grit his teeth. After he and Ashton attacked Zale's main warehouse together, he found out that it was a trap to catch him in it. Zale and his guards were already aware of his attack and they were already prepared about it and not only this, Ashton and his men were playing with him too as they were all involved in Zale's plan of trapping him and betrayed him flawlessly. Zale, Ashton and their men guarded Blake and his men completely as they were more in number. "The game is over now, my dear cousin," Zale's predatory gaze met with Blake's furious ones for the first time in half a decade. Both the men were standing in front of each other after almost 5 years. The last encounter they had with each other was at one of the hideouts of Blake's where Zale invaded his territory and killed each and every man of his there on spot because he got the information that Blake was planning on attacking him and
