Chapter 61

ISABELLA

I needed time to think about my relationship with Alexander and also with the free time I now had I was taking advantage of it to look for a place to live, I had not gathered enough money to rent a small apartment to buy things, plus the deposit, so I was looking for a room, I had already bothered Andrew and Maddie too much, I was seeing that their relationship was not going well so I needed to leave them alone so they could solve their problems.

I had spent all afternoon today touring places, but they were either in very poor condition or way over my budget, I was overwhelmed.

The Alexander thing plus this was making me feel overwhelmed, regarding him I didn't know what decision to make, I knew I loved him and he loved me, but I couldn't trust him completely and I would always have the doubt if he would hurt me again. And even though I couldn't wait to go find him and have him lock me in his arms making me feel that nothing else mattered at that moment but just us, my ratio