Noelle's body felt as light as air as the music surrounded him. His very soul was alight and his heart danced along with him.
Sweat pooled on his brow, and glistened like tiny diamonds and leaving tiny, shimmering rivers as they ran down his cheek. He barely noticed, too full of beautiful images as he weaved his own story.
He knew the other was watching but that seemed to spur him further, desperate to prove himself, determined to impress.Julian had left the stage for the stalls as he played, giving the man room and watching his movement with seemingly little expression. He was no instructor but he knew how dance should look, what made it watchable and what made a dancer stand out and become great. One didn't need a degree or any qualification for that.
When he played he visualized the notes and music floating about him in a colourful mist, bright and bold or dark and sultry, one had to breathe it, allow it into the soul and it would work through you. It was a skill he wanted to impart to Noelle, for a dancer who could do that would be stunning.
'Beauty inside and out...' He thought with a sympathetic smile. 'And it needs to be shown to others.'
With a flourish, he finished the piece, amused when Noelle collapsed, breathing heavily as the fatigue set in.
He was weary himself. Music had power even over him, transporting him to different lands, and stirring emotions seldom felt.
It was why he adored it so much."It has been a long time since I saw a performer I felt was worthy of admiration. One without an ego that tarnishes their skill," he said calmly, gathering himself. "You will catch someone's eye and I will help you..."
"How?" Noelle looked up, his face flushed and his eyes still glazed as he woke from his dream. "Who are you? I don't even know your name."
"I don't know yours either," Julian smirked, making Noelle blush further.
"Noelle..."
"Noelle...a very poetic name," Julian said thoughtfully, committing it to memory. He placed the bow and violin down on the velvet seat almost reverently and wandered down closer to the stage, jumping up to it with the ease of a cat. "Mine is Julian. That is all you need to know about me. For now, anyway. I hope that my music will have piqued the skill you have of feeling it. When you dance, even when you exercise, feel it. You will catch even the most oblivious instructor's eyes." He paused, hesitating somewhat before making an unusual offer "and if you wish I will meet you here again. Help you rid yourself of those minor problems..." He sighed. "The only living creatures I've helped in life are rodents and they don't have much grace or beauty about them. It will be pleasant to aid someone who may go far in life."
Further than into the belly of a cat or crushed under a coach's wheel. And a human he could at least have more than a one-sided conversation with. He understood the varied sounds the rats made but they could not respond as another human could.
Noelle's eyes widened, visible even in the gloom. He choked on his words several times before he was able to reply.
He knew nothing of the man before him. Only what he saw. A svelte figure clothed in black, except for the white of the shirt beneath his tailcoat. A complete stranger whose eyes tore into his very being, making him feel naked.
But he knew he couldn't refuse. There was something secret. A door that called like a siren and needed to be opened.
"Yes!" He told him. "God yes! I would really appreciate your help." He told him, laughing happily, the sound echoing in the empty auditorium. "But I don't know how I could repay you. My wage isn't high. But I could introduce you to the conductors. They would surely give their blood to have someone such as you in their hands."
Julian shook his head. "I'm afraid that could never be. No one has seen me for years, you are the first. I will be honest and say I have never been too fond of other human beings. You are the first I sensed was genuine." He smiled enigmatically at his latter words. If there was something he was not yet ready to voice it. "You can repay me by becoming a success. That would do..."
He turned to find the violin case, the black leather well concealed in the shadows under the seat. He placed the instrument in reverently, folding the silk inlay over it before closing up."If you wish to meet again then tell me the best day...""I can stay late every Tuesday, Thursday and Friday," Noelle answered, registering Julian's words with sadness. Such a talent wasted. "I could perhaps try other days but it can be difficult. They hold other classes and the charwomen stay later."
"Tomorrow then. Friday," Julian said smoothly. "And should you get any other days you will no doubt find me or I will find you. One or the other," He offered a smile and gave a slow nod as a farewell gesture, backing away into the shadow, his voice echoed as he departed.
"Remember the music, remember to embrace it to you..."Noelle sat watching the shadows settle and, as his muscles started to ache, wondered if he had simply imagined the strange encounter. Julian had vanished as only a phantom could and the unearthly music, while it still sang in his mind, seemed too fantastic to be real.
'Maybe I'm going mad,' he thought as he rose to his feet shakily. 'But if it improves my skills then perhaps it is a blessing in disguise. One must seize every petal of the rose thrown to you, thorns and all.'
He looked at the worn boards. The stains of bloody petals were yet to be cleaned. Another memory of the greatness whose footsteps he stepped in.
One day he hoped that others would dream to follow in his.'You're a fool.'That was Noelle's first waking thought as he opened his eyes to gloomy sunlight. The clouds were thick outside and the normally golden rays had been diluted to a murky grey. It was hard enough to get up even when it was bright. On days like this, it was nigh on impossible.'You're trusting a man you know nothing about. You never even questioned how or why he was there...a child would know better!'Damn these thoughts.He had to take any chance he got. And he was wise enough to flee if there was any threat. It couldn't be any worse than putting up with Karl and being sentenced to decay in the corps-de-ballet his entire career. Slowly, he made his way to the quaint cafe that was nestled in the sidestreets. A haven for the artists of the theatre and a bane of the waistline if one gave into the temptation of the fresh pastries. The scent alone was enough to make the mouth water. Sweet and savoury mingling with the warm aroma of ground coffee.A small shop, it had only h
Noelle drifted through the rest of the day in a daze. His role in the ballet was small. Lost in the corps-de-ballet but each time he appeared it was a step forward. His partner would remind him of that every time he seemed gloomy. She was a pleasant woman. Somewhat stocky with muscular legs and an hourglass form. Nor was her face anything special. Pretty when she smiled but plain with a turned-up nose.Her optimism was seldom for herself. If she managed a small solo role she was lucky.Still, she danced well and enjoyed every step.Watching from the stalls, Noelle prayed for the clock to move. Normally he enjoyed watching the soloists, taking hints from comments not even directed at him. But today was different. He wanted the night. Wanted the attention he lacked and guidance.And the music...that ungodly and enthralling tune that stirred his soul and enchanted his feet as if he wore the cursed red shoes.He smiled as he watched. Even with his impatience, he could still learn. 'Alth
How time flew! The next thing Noelle knew, he was lying panting on the floor. Julian was gone. The next thing? He was at home. How he got there he didn't know. But he didn't care. The need to rest his throbbing legs and vanish into serene slumber was overpowering.His dreams were lucid. He danced to that intoxicating melody in them, soon overpowered by roaring waves of applause. Light shone all about him. From above and from below, he became one with it—only his shadow as his partner. He wore an enigmatic smile all the way to the theatre and throughout his class, ignoring any queries about his mood or responding with a simple shake of his head. Even Karl, surly as he was that day, noticed a marked difference. Yes, there were still the odd flaws; what dancer was perfect? But the emotion, the heart and flow...there was just something different, and somehow he found himself unable to resist watching. 'But I doubt any audience would prefer him,' he tried to convince himself as he
Noelle could barely contain his excitement as he changed into fresh practice clothing. The black material was close fitting as it showed his lean form and toned legs. His fingers shook, making it harder to pull on the soft shoes. This was the moment he had dreamed of. Perhaps the role was not quite what he had imagined. Most of the reveries had been of noble princes and mystical creatures. Not a bold God.He took a breath and closed his eyes, trying to calm his beating heart and quell the churning nerves. And the concern that Alexandre would overshadow him. The man's ego gave a violent passion to his portrayals of evil, misunderstood it might be. He would need all his skills to hold a candle to him."I can read up on the myths; the library will almost certainly have something. Although I daresay, it will be abridged. These myths are often less than wholesome."The powers that be were not fond of anything they deemed heresy or debauched. Harsh penalties would apply to anyone who was f
The moon hung low in the blue velvet sky. The soft, shimmering rays billowed down and crept from the high-set windows, trailing like silver ivy over the dark theatre.There couldn't be a finer spotlight. Noelle tentatively stepped onto the stage and looked around. The auditorium was silent. Empty. Nothing but a moth moved in the air, fluttering hopelessly as it searched for an escape. For a moment, he wondered if he had imagined his prior encounter. It was one of those lucid, maddening dreams that one had heard of.Just as he was about to step back, genuinely believing he was going insane, the low, doleful notes of a violin danced into the air.Julian was perched on the arm of a chair in the circle. His lilac eyes sparkled like the stars, but he stared at a world only he saw as his bow ran masterfully over the strings. "I thought you must have been a dream," Noelle whispered, his voice seeming louder in the empty theatre. "I'm still not sure if you're not.""Most would have called m
With Julian's voice and music ringing in his ears, Noelle threw himself into rehearsals. He read the myths with gusto, finding he enjoyed them more than he thought. Once or twice, he felt Alexandre glare at him—a cold bitterness shimmering in his eyes like moonlight on a mirror. His expression lifted when Noelle met his gaze—melting into a smile, albeit feigned, and he turned away to check his reflection. But the tension still radiated, even if it didn't mar his performance. If Karl had noticed, he didn't comment. Envy and criticism between his dancers was commonplace, and he had little time for it. As long as he didn't have to deal with a repeat 'accident.' As he watched the pair, he found his eyes riveted by Noelle. His heart jumped into his throat more than once.Even though his technique was not as precise, his leaps not quite as fluid, one couldn't take his eyes from him. And for a split second, he wished he had done more. But that revelation was soon pushed aside. He did
The next few days passed in a whirlwind of activity. No one, least of all Noelle, had a chance to catch their breath. With a new creation came new hassles: costumes, fittings, scenery. The list continued, and while Karl was resigned to using items from previous performances, it didn't make it any easier.And his temper remained taut and ready to snap. "For God's sake! I thought you were supposed to be the image of graceful spirits!" Karl's voice echoed across the stage. "You look like ungainly trolls! You are supposed to float, to fly!" He flapped his hands as if attempting to take off himself as he stormed to adjust the arm of one of the nervous women. "I'm in no mood for games!" Noelle flexed his foot backstage, glancing uneasily at Alexandre. The older dancer took it all in his stride, well accustomed to Karl's meltdowns.He noticed him looking his way and shrugged. "He's like this until opening night. Then, after the first good review, he calms down. I suppose you've never b
Darkness, sweet and soothingI do not dread your call.Into sleep or into deathInto your arms, I'll fall.Within your hold, I feel no painAll the world will slumber deepBut I'll beware the lies that never ceaseAnd pray for dreams you can keep.Noelle awoke sometime later, finding himself lying on the chaise in one of the offices. The sun seeped through the high window, burning his eyes and highlighting the dust floating aimlessly in the air.He rubbed his temples, trying to ease the ache that split his head in two,"So, you've come around at last!"Noelle peered through his fingers to see the slender outline of the ballet mistress. She was a stern woman with sharp eyes that missed nothing and set in a face that looked like skin on a skull, her cheekbones stretching the lined skin to the maximum.The dancers held her in high regard, her career one of the finest in the theatre. But it was a respect marred with trepidation and awe. One with such a history was someone who didn't appr
A week slipped by in what felt like seconds.Noelle was engulfed in the whirl of rehearsals and the standard fraught preparations. Despite the rush, there was a palpable dedication and passion in every meticulous detail, a testament to their unwavering commitment to the success of the performances.Each evening, he meant to seek Julian, to have him set his mind at rest, but exhaustion clawed at every inch of his body, and the only place he sought was his bed. His last thought was always on the enigmatic musician, and he hoped he was watching or, at the very least, thinking of him. For Julian, each night passed in a long and uncomfortable fashion. He never slept well, in any case, surviving on adrenaline and taking naps as and when. The longest he had ever slept was just over an hour before waking and having to settle again. It was an issue he'd grappled with since childhood, a constant struggle that often left him restless and anxious. It meant he was often about before the perfor
"Wine?"Julian pulled a bottle from near his bedding. It was an old-fashioned container, not the original. Taking it from the bar would be unthinkable, so he refilled a quarter when he could. It was tiny enough that it went unnoticed, and it was once in a blue moon. Julian rarely imbibed, fearing his skill on the violin and sobriety would be sapped. This rare indulgence surprised even himself, especially since his mother had always condemned drink.It was a hypocritical criticism. He'd seen the gin in her room, starkly contrasting her public disapproval."What kind is it?" Noelle asked and stepped closer. "I don't wish to be picky, but I find white somewhat bitter.""Claret. It's milder.""Very well."Julian poured with the skill of a footman, his hand steady and the bloody red fluid not even kissing the inner sides."Thank you," Noelle smiled when Julian handed him the glass, ignoring the slight crack etched like a spindly lightning bolt at the rim. "To your health and upcoming mag
Noelle had never been into the bowels of the opera house. Intrigue surged within him as he gazed around the areas that were always hidden from sight and home only to the spiders and rats. And the inspiration for many of the eerie stories passed between the performers.Below the pomp and splendour of the velvet and chandeliers lay the dusty graveyard of forgotten scenery and costumes that had become food for moths and mice. One could imagine lost spirits lingering near their old costumes and lamenting their demise.All around him, the air was thick with dust and an unpleasant musty odour, the musk of many years of disregard. Even the spiders had given up, curled up, crisp and dehydrated in webs that had caught nothing but dirt and debris.As he descended the stairs, the wood creaking in his wake, Noelle hesitated and felt his heart begin to beat painfully in his throat."Are you certain this is the right way?" He asked stupidly, earning a wry smile from Julian."Of course. Do you reall
"Will you be watching the performance?" Julian paused, the bow resting elegantly on the fragile strings, looking towards Noelle with his enigmatic smile. "Of course. I have many places where I sit and contemplate or watch the performances. The last great one, however, was the touring company from London. Their Aida was magnificent." Noelle stretched. His muscles became tense even with a short pause. There was a distinct chill in the air, and it bit into the flesh sharply. Even concentrating on the warm notes that evoked the heady air of Egypt didn't help. "I remember. I was an understudy for one of the dancers they used. I did perform in the matinee. Granted, it was not much, but it was an experience to see. They are returning in the Autumn with Rigoletto, but I don't think male dancers are required for that." "Possibly not. I seem to recall that one focuses more on male debauchery, so women would be the focal point," Julian's eyes lifted slowly. "Although, that is not always t
Under Julian's watchful eyes, Noelle felt himself grow. His body felt lighter; his heart felt more open. Emotions he'd never experienced tore through his soul and radiated in his movements.Even Karl took notice, and his attention slowly moved from simple corrections to entirely focusing on nurturing the budding seed he saw.A mighty oak that could stand the test of time was beginning to break free.Alexandre leaned against the barre, sweat glistening on his temple, and watched impassively as Noelle repeated a section of his solo.A shiver of envy overtook the chill of the cooling moisture as he observed a rival he hadn't recognised.'Think of it as a good thing,' he thought, reaching for a towel to mop his brow. 'Challenges spur you and make you stronger. He might somehow equal me, but I will not allow him to surpass me.' He held back a chuckle. 'These are useful feelings for this ballet too. But I can't let them sully my own talent and hold me back.'Being pleased for him was a hard
Darkness, sweet and soothingI do not dread your call.Into sleep or into deathInto your arms, I'll fall.Within your hold, I feel no painAll the world will slumber deepBut I'll beware the lies that never ceaseAnd pray for dreams you can keep.Noelle awoke sometime later, finding himself lying on the chaise in one of the offices. The sun seeped through the high window, burning his eyes and highlighting the dust floating aimlessly in the air.He rubbed his temples, trying to ease the ache that split his head in two,"So, you've come around at last!"Noelle peered through his fingers to see the slender outline of the ballet mistress. She was a stern woman with sharp eyes that missed nothing and set in a face that looked like skin on a skull, her cheekbones stretching the lined skin to the maximum.The dancers held her in high regard, her career one of the finest in the theatre. But it was a respect marred with trepidation and awe. One with such a history was someone who didn't appr
The next few days passed in a whirlwind of activity. No one, least of all Noelle, had a chance to catch their breath. With a new creation came new hassles: costumes, fittings, scenery. The list continued, and while Karl was resigned to using items from previous performances, it didn't make it any easier.And his temper remained taut and ready to snap. "For God's sake! I thought you were supposed to be the image of graceful spirits!" Karl's voice echoed across the stage. "You look like ungainly trolls! You are supposed to float, to fly!" He flapped his hands as if attempting to take off himself as he stormed to adjust the arm of one of the nervous women. "I'm in no mood for games!" Noelle flexed his foot backstage, glancing uneasily at Alexandre. The older dancer took it all in his stride, well accustomed to Karl's meltdowns.He noticed him looking his way and shrugged. "He's like this until opening night. Then, after the first good review, he calms down. I suppose you've never b
With Julian's voice and music ringing in his ears, Noelle threw himself into rehearsals. He read the myths with gusto, finding he enjoyed them more than he thought. Once or twice, he felt Alexandre glare at him—a cold bitterness shimmering in his eyes like moonlight on a mirror. His expression lifted when Noelle met his gaze—melting into a smile, albeit feigned, and he turned away to check his reflection. But the tension still radiated, even if it didn't mar his performance. If Karl had noticed, he didn't comment. Envy and criticism between his dancers was commonplace, and he had little time for it. As long as he didn't have to deal with a repeat 'accident.' As he watched the pair, he found his eyes riveted by Noelle. His heart jumped into his throat more than once.Even though his technique was not as precise, his leaps not quite as fluid, one couldn't take his eyes from him. And for a split second, he wished he had done more. But that revelation was soon pushed aside. He did
The moon hung low in the blue velvet sky. The soft, shimmering rays billowed down and crept from the high-set windows, trailing like silver ivy over the dark theatre.There couldn't be a finer spotlight. Noelle tentatively stepped onto the stage and looked around. The auditorium was silent. Empty. Nothing but a moth moved in the air, fluttering hopelessly as it searched for an escape. For a moment, he wondered if he had imagined his prior encounter. It was one of those lucid, maddening dreams that one had heard of.Just as he was about to step back, genuinely believing he was going insane, the low, doleful notes of a violin danced into the air.Julian was perched on the arm of a chair in the circle. His lilac eyes sparkled like the stars, but he stared at a world only he saw as his bow ran masterfully over the strings. "I thought you must have been a dream," Noelle whispered, his voice seeming louder in the empty theatre. "I'm still not sure if you're not.""Most would have called m